"Big brother, eh, big brother, you stop, stop, it will definitely be here tomorrow, let's wait another day, just one day." ”

In order to go home early, Nianbei had to try to get close to Su Mu, wanting her to calm down. Fortunately, Su Mu listened to her advice seriously, and as soon as she finished speaking, Su Mu became honest, pouted aggrievedly, and then nodded at her.

Nianbei had to admit that although Su Mu was twenty-eight years old, she looked eighteen or nineteen years old because she was young, so with such an expression, it was really easy to make people happy, so she didn't understand why Su Mu, a girl who can make men feel pity by relying on her looks and coquettishness, will not give full play to her advantages at all, and always have to be strong, and cultivate herself into a "mature woman" who can solve anything and doesn't need help”。

This is not the first time she has felt like this, although the two of them have not been together for a long time, but judging from Su Mu's daily performance, she is too easy to find Su Mu's "shortcoming". Because a really gentle and powerful person is actually completely different from Su Mu, the more she wants to behave like this, the more people will feel that she is being reckless, and she is forcing and wronging herself.

She didn't understand why Su Mu always wanted to be like this.

Su Mu is also a girl, even if this society emphasizes equality between men and women, but in some aspects, the two parties are not equal. So there is no need for her to restrain her weakness, and no one will look down on her or have other thoughts when she is weak. After all, girls always have such privileges, and she may not like to be treated special for such reasons, but this does not mean that she needs to completely give up the rights left to girls. Besides, sometimes being clearly weak can make things simpler and easier to solve, in this case, it won't be what happens if you use such a right a little, I really don't understand why Su Mu insists on it so much.

These were all questions in Nianbei's stomach, but she didn't say anything to Su Mu. First of all, she knew that if she wanted to argue, then she would definitely not be able to argue with Su Mu, and besides, if this involved Su Mu's previous bad experience, then she couldn't bear to listen to it, and she didn't want Su Mu to recall those bad memories.

Although Su Mu may say that it is fine.

After waiting for Su Mu to calm down, Nian Bei took Su Mu and hurriedly left this "land of right and wrong". After that, she coaxed Su Mu into the car, and when she left, she was forced by Su Mu to promise to accompany her tomorrow to continue to "worship the child".

By the time Su Mu went home, Ling Feng's messages had been sent no longer knowing how much, Su Mu glanced at his mobile phone, roughly glanced at the number of messages, and then calmly washed up and made facial masks, completely ignoring the mobile phone that rang again.

This wasn't a cold war or a quarrel or anything like that, but Su Mu really didn't know what he was going to say to Ling Feng.

No, of course she wanted to, of course she still wanted to be the same as before, what happened to a big or small thing, as long as she caught some time to rest, she would always have to talk to Ling Feng endlessly, and at the same time, she hoped that Ling Feng could tell her everything that happened around her like her. But in just a few days, her mood seems to have suddenly disappeared. And if you want her to say what happened to make her make this change, she can't say half a word. She couldn't even recall what she had said when she and Ling Feng were in contact for the last time, the only thing she knew was that she had now entered a state of wanting to escape.

She is not a person who likes to escape, if something goes wrong, she hopes to solve it as soon as possible, and she will feel uncomfortable if she delays for a minute longer. But now, she always felt that she had to face the problems between her and Ling Feng, as if it made her more uncomfortable than running away. If she could, she even wanted to drag it on until the two of them didn't want to contact each other anymore, and they broke up naturally, without even saying goodbye.

Such thoughts also appeared many times in the days that followed, although the two of them often quarreled after that, and the problems that appeared became more and more serious each time, and even in Su Mu's eyes, the two of them were almost to the point of turning against each other, but Su Mu still hoped to get together with Ling Feng most of the time.

She couldn't quite accept such a parting, even if the two of them were full of hurt and unforgivable mistakes, but she still hoped that at the last moment, they didn't have to make a big noise, just find a warm afternoon, the two of them sat in the coffee shop, calmly explained all the problems between the two of them, and then calmly said that they broke up.

This is almost the most perfect way for Su Mu to break up in his ideals, and only in this way can Su Mu feel that she can really get out of this relationship. Because quarreling is also a process of solving problems in her eyes, constantly arguing means that the problem has not been solved, and the problem has not been solved, even if the two people break up, they will not be completely separated, and they may even regret for a long time because they did not quarrel with a result, and then immerse themselves in this regret for a long time.

It's unfair to the couple after that.

Although Su Mu didn't want to admit it, in fact, she was already deeply involved in this relationship. She said no, but she had already recognized this matter in her heart, and because of this, those things that she once didn't care about gradually became important in her heart.

For example, she couldn't accept that Ling Feng only cared about playing games and disappeared for a few hours as soon as he disappeared at night, although he said that he was playing games, but whether the reality was really the same as what he said, only Ling Feng himself knew. Another example is that she has no idea what happens to Ling Feng in school every day, he almost never tells her what happens to him every day, even if he encounters something funny, he never shares it with her. Or maybe he didn't have an explanation for his behavior at all, and when he quarreled, he didn't want to admit even his mistakes, he always had to debate first, and in the end, he couldn't escape it, so he would reluctantly admit it, and by the way, he would drag Su Mu into the water.

Similar to this kind of question, if Su Mu were to say it, Su Mu would be able to say it for a long time. But unless something broke out that led to a quarrel between the two of them, under normal circumstances, Su Mu never took the initiative to mention these things. Because although Su Mu couldn't accept these questions, in her subconscious, she always thought that Ling Feng was still a spoiled child, there were many truths that she didn't understand, and she needed someone to teach him slowly, so even if she was uncomfortable sometimes, she didn't say it, but spent a long time comforting herself, and then pretending that nothing had happened, and continuing to associate with Ling Feng.

Su Mu even had a glimmer of hope, thinking that Ling Feng could slowly find a correct way to interact with her in the process of interacting with her, and she could also know what she cared about, but then the facts told her that some people could completely ignore the demands of the people around them for their own sake, such as Ling Feng.

After Su Mu tore off the mask, she picked up her phone again. As soon as the mobile phone arrived, Ling Feng's phone rang again. Su Mu took a deep breath, and although he hadn't figured out how to explain to Ling Feng yet, he still picked up the phone.

And the moment she picked up the phone, there was only one word in her head.

Parted.

The strange psychological changes of the girls were probably reflected in Su Mu at this time. Because in the afternoon, although Su Mu was a little unhappy, she was still thinking about buying gifts for Ling Feng, asking for leave to go to Haicheng, or going to other places with him to celebrate his birthday with him. And after an afternoon of fermentation, when she came home, she began to think about breaking up. She wanted to push such a psychological change to a specific thing and make an excuse for herself, but helplessly, nothing happened that afternoon. She wanted to push all this to the fact that nothing happened, after all, Ling Feng didn't show up, didn't coax her, or did something else, but Ling Feng was already in class, and at the time of class, his mobile phone had to be handed in, and if she went through her chat history with Ling Feng now, then she would definitely find out that Ling Feng started contacting her as soon as class started, and she deliberately didn't make any reply.

So what went wrong that made Su Mu have such an idea?

This is not even clear to Su Mu himself.

As soon as Su Mu picked up the phone, Ling Feng's roar unsurprisingly reached Su Mu's ears.

"Why don't you reply to my messages and answer my calls. ”

Su Mu could tell that Ling Feng was really angry, because if it was a normal fight, Ling Feng would never use this attitude and tone to talk to her. Su Mu already knew that there would be such a result, so she pinched her brows, trying to keep herself calm, and then replied to Ling Feng very calmly and even a little indifferently:

"I was so busy in the afternoon that I didn't look at my phone, and I was in a hurry to go home in the evening, so I forgot about it. ”

"Then you can't hear your phone ringing? How many times have I called after I got home and you didn't answer? Don't you talk about working overtime before you get home, your bad job has never worked overtime. ”

Ling Feng, who was almost on the verge of going berserk, didn't hear anything wrong with Su Mu's tone at all. The only thing he could think of in his heart now was that he had been worrying about whether something had happened to Su Mu all night. Because Su Mu has never been so reluctant to answer the phone or reply to messages, even if she is angry, she must call him and send messages over and over again, and she has to explain things clearly. At first, Ling Feng thought that Su Mu might be busy, after all, he had also worked with her, and knew that she really didn't have time to answer the phone and send messages when she was busy, but later, when Su Mu hadn't replied to his messages when he was supposed to get home from work, Ling Feng couldn't control himself. He wasn't worried about anything else, but he was worried that Su Mu had an accident at work, plus she was not in good health, and she always told him that she was very tired from work, and her body was often very uncomfortable, and he was really afraid that she would not be able to support it and boil out something wrong with her body.

He often wanted to persuade her to give up this job, and he tried to talk to Su Mu a few times. Every time, Su Mu wanted to resign, and listed a bunch of reasons why she couldn't quit with him, such as that there was a shortage of people in the store, or that she wanted to earn money to support herself. Ling Feng wanted to refute every time, telling her that her body was the most important, her contribution was not proportional to what she got at all, and the lack of people in the store had nothing to do with her, the store was not hers by the boss, and the problems of the employees were of course to be solved by the boss, as for earning money to support himself, he could support her without her earning money, but if she said this, she would definitely be angry again, and then bring out a lot of her reasoning, and then tell him a lot of things that had no practical meaning at all like the teaching director.

Su Mu always said to Ling Feng that he was not suitable to be a teacher, because he didn't want to care about students, and he hated reasoning the most, but during this time together, Ling Feng found that Su Mu really had the potential to be a teacher. Because she really loves to reason with people, sometimes when Ling Feng heard her say this, he felt that his head hurt, and he even felt as if he had really married a teaching director and went home. This is completely different from her evaluation of herself, but she has always insisted on her own ideas, and she does not feel that there is anything wrong with her at all.

In the face of Ling Feng's accusation, Su Mu didn't care at all, and after Ling Feng finished speaking, she said lightly:

"I didn't work overtime, I just forgot to be too busy, and then the group kept sending messages too noisy, so I muted it, and then I was busy and didn't transfer back. ”

"Okay, it's all the reason, then let me ask you, don't you know that you have to tell me after work? I didn't tell you when class ended? Don't talk about the end of class, I got up, I went to class, I told you everything, why can't you remember to talk to me? Just because you're old, you don't have to do these things?"

Ling Feng's anger had already disappeared half because Su Mu answered the phone, but after Su Mu finished saying these words, he became angry and rushed up again. It was really difficult for him to understand why Su Mu always wanted to educate him to do this and that, and even she didn't do the things she asked him to do, so why did he have to do it? She always said that she wanted to be fair and equal, why didn't she pursue fairness and equality at this time? He was young and ignorant, and he needed to be taught by others, so she was so old and still not sensible, did she need to be taught by others?