(11) Attempt to pass the buck

"Okay, you're going to have to force me to admit that I didn't want to message you, right?"

Ling Feng was so competitive, and Su Mu's already not very good mood also became worse.

She didn't want to talk to Ling Feng about these things, because in fact, she didn't quite understand what was going on between them that would make her feel uncomfortable. She hoped to have a showdown with Ling Feng after finding the reason, so that the two of them could go together to seek answers, otherwise if they couldn't even find where the problem was, the two of them would just quarrel aimlessly. If it is not even clear what the quarrel is for, then the quarrel is meaningless at all, and not only is the quarrel meaningless, but also the meaning of being together. Even if she thought of breaking up, it would have to be clear and clear, so she just wanted Ling Feng to give her a little space to figure out these things. But Ling Feng did this, and directly led the question in another direction, so the calmness that Su Mu had prepared for what she thought of before was completely useless now.

"I just don't want to contact you, I want to calm down, I want to think about whether it makes sense for us to be together, what's wrong? Can't I think about these questions?"

Su Mu's tone gradually improved, and his confidence became a lot. And when Ling Feng heard Su Mu's answer, he truly experienced what it was like to be so angry that he was dizzy. He closed his eyes and was silent for a long time, before he could restrain the feeling that the world was spinning, and then he immediately yelled at her:

"Of course you don't have to think about this, why should you think about this? It's not that I don't love you, you love me too, in that case, why break up? Why do you want to think about whether it makes sense to be together? Isn't liking each other the meaning of being together?"

"You never liked me at all!"

Su Mu didn't think about it at all when he said this, and almost grabbed Ling Feng's last note, and said this sentence directly. When she had finished speaking, she was stunned for two or three seconds before she realized what she had said, and when she came to her senses, she almost immediately began to regret that she had said such a thing without hesitation.

Unless the two of them reached the point where they both felt that they had to break up, otherwise, no matter how far the two of them quarreled, Su Mu felt that there were some things that could not be said, such as she thought that Ling Feng couldn't use her previous experience to hurt her, and she couldn't use the fact that he was young and ignorant, or what she just said.

No matter what the result of the development later, it is naturally the will of both parties that two people choose to be together. In addition to purposeful deception or exploitation, both parties must have a charm that will make the other person want to be with them at the beginning. After that, things may not be the same as expected, time and experience may wear out the initial attraction of two people, but this does not deny the initial relationship between two people.

So in Su Mu's opinion, what she said was too hurtful, even if she really wasn't with Ling Feng in the end, she couldn't deny that Ling Feng really liked her. Maybe his methods were wrong, allowing the two of them to go further and further, contrary to the initial expectations, but this did not mean that Su Mu was qualified to completely deny Ling Feng's efforts.

And the same thing as Su Mu's thoughts was Ling Feng's reaction after hearing Su Mu's words. He really didn't expect that the woman he had worked so hard to win over, the woman who could give up his parents for her, would one day tell him that he had never liked her. So what did he do before that? entertaining himself, or was it a joke directed and acted by himself?

If it's really a one-man show, it's a little ridiculous, right?

"Su Mu, you repeat, do you really think that I have never liked you?"

He is tired of arguing, but this does not mean that when he is wronged, he will accept it completely and not say a word. Since Su Mu started this matter, he naturally had to get to the bottom of it, make the whole thing clear, and then make Su Mu pay for her own impulses and mistakes.

This is not something that can be offset by loving her, and even if he loves her, it does not mean that he can always endure the harm she has done to him.

Su Mu had already begun to regret it, and when she heard Ling Feng ask her this, she regretted it even more. But to get her to admit her mistake is basically impossible. This was not only because she couldn't give up her pride, but also because she didn't want to lose her status and weight in front of Ling Feng.

She had no way of guaranteeing that she would not make such a mistake in the future, and if she kept apologizing, Ling Feng would more likely look down on herself for it. The gap between the two people was already very large, and if Ling Feng looked down on himself again, the two of them would not last long.

At this time, Su Mu had forgotten her original thoughts, and she didn't remember at all that when she answered the phone, she was thinking about breaking up with Ling Feng. Otherwise, this is definitely the time for the two to be able to separate completely.

After a long time, Su Mu would also think of these things when she was bored, and she would also think when she quarreled a lot, if she could be resolute at the beginning and didn't feel weak because she said the wrong thing and didn't want to admit her mistakes, then she wouldn't have so many bad experiences in the future. But at the same time, she was also glad that she was not impulsive, otherwise, she would also regret that she didn't go all the way to the end with Ling Feng.

Therefore, sometimes the future is really a difficult thing to control, and many seemingly painful experiences may get unexpected results, and when I look back, I will even be glad that I did not choose to give up in such a painful situation.

Su Mu didn't reply to Ling Feng's question because he thought of a lot of things, Ling Feng was also angry, seeing that Su Mu had been silent, he couldn't help but feel more and more angry, and shouted to Su Mu completely out of control:

"Why don't you speak? Apologize if you feel like you're wrong, is it so hard to admit your mistakes? Or do you just think I don't love you anymore? Then you tell me, how can I love you? I don't even want my parents, I want to be with you, isn't that still loving you? I try to be nice to you, help you work, I want to take care of your mood and everything in your life, isn't that love for you? If these don't count, you tell me how I love you? You're going to give me a reaction and tell me what I'm supposed to do!"

At the end of the words, there was a hint of crying in Ling Feng's voice. Su Mu listened word by word, and her heart seemed to be rubbed repeatedly, muffled and painful, making her keep crying. But she still didn't say a word, and remained silent all the time.

She didn't know what she could say at all, she knew very well that at this time, as long as she apologized and said two good words, Ling Feng would definitely be able to treat her as if this incident had never happened, and still loved her as before, even if he was affected and didn't love her so much, he would insist on being good to her, but she wouldn't say these words. This is like when buying something, whether you buy it in the end or not, you will not use the flaws of the thing itself as a reason to reject it, Ling Feng was originally a very soft-hearted person, and she kept such an idea when she bought something, and it was naturally the same for her.

Su Mu sometimes felt that she was very despicable, and she used such means to treat a child who had just become an adult and had no social experience, and since this time, she has never treated her like this, just to make up for the mistake she made this time.

She always felt that her compensation was enough, but she didn't expect that in the later days, Ling Feng would keep telling her that she was really naΓ―ve, and he liked mature women.

What a ridiculous kind of reincarnation this is.

"I don't ask you to love me, if you don't want to love anymore, you can give up loving someone is your own right, I don't have the ability to force you. ”

After Ling Feng lost his mind and yelled at Su Mu, Su Mu calmed down and said this to him. And Ling Feng became even more excited after hearing this, and continued to yell at Su Mu,

"Yes, you didn't ask me to do this to you, but if I treated you a little badly, you would definitely find fault with me, you don't have to argue here that you won't, I know you too well. You are such a person, I can see from the details of the two of us living together. ”

Somehow, after listening to Ling Feng's words, Su Mu's originally angry mood suddenly improved for a moment. He smiled softly, and then said to Ling Feng:

"Since you know me so well, haven't you thought that what you have done in the past two days will make me unacceptable, and then I want to break up with you?"

"Are you talking about human words? I don't know what I've done wrong, how do I know you're going to break up with me, I think it's fine, there's no problem, why break up?"

Ling Feng was almost tormented by Su Mu's attitude to the point of losing his mind, at this moment, in his eyes, Su Mu was simply like crazy, with a good attitude and a bad attitude at the other, and he couldn't figure out what she was thinking at all. In fact, not only Ling Feng couldn't figure it out, but even Su Mu herself didn't know what she wanted now. Maybe she really entered a period of confusion, and she didn't know if she should continue to walk with Ling Feng.

"In that case, I think the best way to solve it is for the two of us to calm down for the time being, and then contact you when I think about the problem clearly. ”

Speaking of this, Su Mu wanted to hang up the phone first, and then sort out her mood, her thinking was so chaotic that she would definitely not be able to give Ling Feng any answer for a while, and she would not even be able to give herself an explanation. She didn't want to continue dating so unexplained and bring more harm to the two of them.

But as far as she thought and said, Ling Feng still didn't agree to her request, and still wanted to get to the bottom of it and ask things clearly. Su Mu didn't want to say more than half a word to him, and she didn't even want to see the scene where he frowned when he was angry, so she hung up the phone, and then casually found an excuse and sent it to Ling Feng.

Ling Feng actually didn't say enough, he still had a lot of words hidden in his heart that he didn't say, he had been looking for a suitable opportunity, he wanted to communicate with Su Mu, he even felt that this was a good opportunity, the two of them should sit down calmly and talk about the problems between them. However, Su Mu obviously didn't have the mood to continue, and he couldn't control his emotions. So when Su Mu hung up the phone on his own initiative, he didn't call Su Mu back as usual.

When Su Mu hung up the phone, for a long time, the mentality of the two people was not very stable. Especially when Su Mu was used to sleeping at night, Ling Feng accompanied him to make voice calls. So when she got into the quilt and was about to sleep, because she couldn't hear Ling Feng's voice, there was still a moment of loss. She picked up the phone several times and wanted to call Ling Feng, but after a few times, she put the phone back again.

What is there to connect with? Didn't you sleep well without him before? Why can't he even sleep on his own?

Su Mu felt that he was a little too angry, but he had only been together for a few months, and he had developed these problems. But after thinking about it, if she was able to form these habits, it proved that Ling Feng was indeed attentive to her, otherwise she wouldn't have gotten used to her having these stinky problems. When she thought of this, she couldn't remember why she wanted to break up with Ling Feng in the first place, so she began to search for answers in various ways, trying to shirk this responsibility.

In the case that she really couldn't find any other reason, Su Mu suddenly had a feeling that it was difficult to ride a tiger, so she called more, hoping that Le Duo could give her some advice. After Le Duo learned about this matter, he also scolded Su Mu for being unproductive, she had obviously suffered a lot of injuries in the past few years, how could she let a man break into her heart so easily, and even disarm and surrender so quickly. Su Mu sometimes felt that her transformation was too big, even if these things were placed half a year ago, she couldn't believe that she would have such a transformation. A female man who has always been accustomed to relying on herself will worry when she can't sleep at night and want to be coaxed to sleep. If this is known to those who know Su Mu, then her face will probably be lost.

In the case that Le Duo had no way to provide her with any advice, Su Mu gradually became sleepy when she thought about it, so she put the quilt on her mind, and kept silently thinking "sleep is the most important", so she pushed everything aside and fell asleep deeply. Take a hundred plating and read the latest chapter of "My Shengqing Weisheng Claw Book House" for free for the first time.