(2) Finally meet
While sitting in the taxi, Su Mu suddenly remembered what had happened when he came to Beijing to meet his friends before.
At that time, because he wanted to go to the Forbidden City and the museum with his little sister, Su Mu took advantage of the holiday to make an appointment with the little sister, and then his friend heard about her itinerary, and it happened that he also had time in those days, so he asked Su Mu if he wanted to go to the Forbidden City and the museum with his little sister, so he could take her to visit other places in Beijing.
Su Mu is still quite interested in Beijing, and because he has only been shopping and visiting museums before, he has never been to other places, so when this person made this proposal, Su Mu felt that it was completely feasible, so he planned to go to other places by the way, and then prepared to go to Beijing to find him a few days in advance.
After Su Mu "wandered" in other places for more than ten days, she was actually a little tired, and when she went to Beijing, she thought that she would not be in a hurry anyway, and find a chance to rest for two days. It just so happened that her friend didn't rest for the past two days, so she mentioned that she discussed it with her friend, first went to him to find a hotel to stay in for two days, and then went out to play together.
After all, he still has a job, and it is not good to ask for leave to play with Su Mu, so his friend readily agreed, and Su Mu did not think about asking him to pick up the station, and after getting off the train, he asked him for a location, and he was ready to take a taxi to find a hotel for him.
During this period, it was normal, and there were no problems, but when the car was halfway driven, Su Mu's friend was about to get off work and asked her where she was, something unexpected happened to Su Mu.
When her friend heard her say that she was coming by taxi, he actually asked her to get off the train immediately and transfer to the subway, and the reason was that the taxi was too expensive for her to waste money like this.
When Su Mu heard this voice, she really thought that she was hallucinating, until she heard it two or three times and was sure that it was really sent by her friend, Su Mu felt that she really wanted to tear him with her own hands at that time.
Diligence and thrift are virtues, and they have nothing to do with the amount of savings, Su Mu knows this very well, but no one says that in order to be diligent and thrifty, you must let yourself suffer hardships. With Su Mu's economic situation, no matter how poor he is, he can't afford to pay for a taxi, and he spends his own money to enjoy it, and he doesn't spend his money, why does he ask her to get off the train and take the subway now. She just had to take a taxi because she was holding such a suitcase and it was inconvenient to carry her back and forth, and it was simply unreasonable to tell her this.
At that time, Su Mu was not a person who liked to argue with others, and when she encountered this situation, she patted her ass and left, without hesitation at all, and she would not greet anyone. So after she said "my own money, I am happy to spend it as much as I like", she directly deleted all the contact information of that person, and has never had any intersection with him since then.
From that time on, Su Mu swore that she would never find someone who was ruthless enough to make her suffer in the future. She can accompany that person to start from scratch, and she is willing to accompany that person to suffer and suffer, but if that person thinks that she should live such a life, then I'm sorry, she is the woman who is greedy for vanity and prefers the life of a rich man.
She has always felt that there is nothing to be poor, it may be that there is no good opportunity, or it may not find the right way, but even if he is poor, he wants to work hard to change the status quo and want to pursue a better idea, if he will only complain, complain about God's injustice, complain about everything that has happened to him, then this person has no need to rescue at all, and he will dominate and live in this life, and he is destined to have no future.
She would not live with such a person and let such a person lower the quality of life she has worked so hard to improve.
Thinking of this, Su Mu couldn't help but sigh.
In fact, in terms of consumption concept, there is also a great surprise between Ling Feng and Su Mu. Su Mu is not the kind of person who is good at dressing herself, she doesn't really care much about her usual clothes, and after she likes things like pen, ink and paper in the past two years, she has become less and less likely to buy clothes. And she feels more and more sorry for the money to buy clothes, sometimes she finally falls in love with a dress, and after thinking about it, she may choose to give up because of the price. But if all this money is spent on other things she likes, then she will not hesitate at all, so for such a long time, the clothes she saw Ling Feng wear were all the ones she left over a few years ago and had not been worn out, and the coat she wore in winter had been six or seven years old, and the sleeves were indeed worn out, but she asked her grandmother to sew and sew, and after sewing all the bad places, she was still wearing it, and she didn't say to buy a new one.
Although Ling Feng didn't say anything about Su Mu's habit, every time Su Mu looked through Taobao to see what pen and paper or something to buy, Ling Feng would choose to stop it. After a few times, Su Mu also felt very unhappy, and the general reason for refuting him was that the money she earned was her own, and she could spend it as much as she wanted, and asking him was just to let him help choose which ones were good-looking, rather than giving him a chance to say that he couldn't buy them.
Every time like this, Ling Feng would be very angry, and then yell at Su Mu. And Su Mu's original mood of being happy because he saw something he liked would also disappear because of his extremity, and he only felt that Ling Feng was kicking his nose in the face, and he didn't understand the current situation at all. So the two of them would have a big fight, and no matter what happened before, the point of the quarrel between the two would come down to Su Mu's disobedience to Ling Feng.
Su Mu really felt powerless about this, she really didn't know who had cultivated Ling Feng with such a "respect for me" mentality. Although it is said that two people should compromise for each other one more step when they are together, try to accept each other's shortcomings, and try to understand each other, but after Su Mu tried a few times, she found that she couldn't adapt to it at all.
She couldn't always grieve her preferences, just to satisfy Ling Feng's kind of thoughts, which seemed extremely problematic to her, she would also feel unfair, why Ling Feng never considered her thoughts and situation before saying his request.
If you use a popular word to summarize Ling Feng's thoughts, it is undoubtedly a "double standard". Su Mu would originally consider whether doing this would make Ling Feng angry, whether he would not accept it, and even ask Ling Feng's opinion, but after this kind of "double standard" incident happened too many times, Su Mu felt that she really couldn't bear Ling Feng's temper at all. Ling Feng was always talking about how Su Mu was disobedient, he would say ugly things when he was angry, and there would be actions that made Su Mu angry, so angry that Su Mu wanted to break up countless times, and countless times a person cried until the middle of the night or even cried until he fell asleep, but when he was doing the same thing, he didn't allow Su Mu to be angry, as long as Su Mu got angry and started questioning him, he would try very hard to put all the blame on Su Mu's disobedience, and there was absolutely no time when he gave in first and took the initiative to admit his mistakes.
Su Mu never understood what the meaning of Ling Feng was doing this, and she didn't know why Ling Feng always challenged her bottom line over and over again. Because she made it very clear that every time she quarreled with Ling Feng and said those words, when she left her aside and let her cry and fall asleep, she was consuming her feelings for him. But he was still fearless, no matter how things turned out, he would let Su Mu squander her feelings for him. He said that he would be much better off if he did this, yelling, scolding, and as long as he didn't listen to her crying, he would be able to calm down. He is also willing to consider the problems that Su Mu said, and it is impossible to find a solution to the problem, Su Mu can only suffer like this if he can't leave.
God knows how ridiculous Su Mu felt when she saw his answers, and what made her even more ridiculous was that even if things developed to this extent, she still couldn't make up her mind to leave him. Every time she wanted to say goodbye, as long as Ling Feng said that she owed him, she would be ruthless again, and then cry in the middle of the night to comfort herself, and the next day she endured the grievances and told Ling Feng that it was her fault, and she was making trouble again.
So in fact, Ling Feng really can't be blamed for coming to this point, because all of this is caused by Su Mu's soft-heartedness, if she turns around and leaves as early as the moment when something goes wrong, when she finds something wrong, everything else in the future will not happen. Or even if it was a little later, when Ling Feng was no longer willing to take the initiative to coax her because of his fault, when Ling Feng said that she couldn't give her what she wanted too much, she should turn around and leave, and never give him any chance to hurt her. Even later when she realized that the two of them really couldn't be together, if she hadn't given him a chance again and again because of his occasional gentleness, she might have lived many times better than now.
It's a pity that there are not so many ifs in this world, and some things are wrong if they are wrong, and there is no chance to change them. Therefore, Su Mu didn't want to continue to dwell on these things, just thinking that maybe one day the feelings would really be consumed, and then when that day came, he would leave Ling Feng without looking back.
She no longer had the luxury of expecting Ling Feng to recognize anything or change something, and even the peaceful breakup at the beginning, she no longer expected it.
However, at this time, Su Mu didn't expect that one day her relationship with Ling Feng would become so bad, and even in her free time, she would quietly imagine what the scene would be like if she lived with Ling Feng in the future. Maybe according to his temper, he will still think that it is a waste for her to buy these things, but even if he did, he should take the initiative to buy her clothes, at least he will try to do it, so that when she buys clothes, she no longer has to worry about the price.
If she can really develop like this, then she may be the happiest woman in the world.
Thinking of this, Su Mu, who had been closing her eyes, couldn't help but show a satisfied smile, and then she fell asleep with this beautiful dream, and she didn't open her eyes again until she reached the train station.
After getting out of the car, it took Su Mu a long time to relieve his physical discomfort a little, because the taxi speed was faster, so Su Mu still had a lot of time left and didn't know what to do. So Su Mu hid in KFC, ordered a Coke, and drank it while waiting for Ling Feng's car to arrive.
After sitting like this for twenty minutes, Ling Feng's car was finally about to enter the station, and Su Mu, who had been looking forward to seeing Ling Feng, didn't know why she began to become nervous, and when she was nervous, she didn't know whether she wanted to continue to wait at KFC or go out to wait at the exit of the station, and if she wanted to get to the exit of the station, what should she do when she saw Ling Feng.
Is it to behave like the couple in the short video when they meet? Have a huge hug or give a big bouquet of flowers or something? Oh my God, why hasn't there been a flower shop around the train station, and if so, how much convenience it has for couples to reunite!
Just when Su Mu was thinking about this, Ling Feng's car had already prompted a pit stop. Su Mu looked inside very nervously, rubbing the towbar of the suitcase vigorously with both hands, and kept replaying the actions in the short videos he had just seen in his mind, for fear that he had not gone through practice, and then when he saw Ling Feng, he would make a mistake there, making the two of them embarrassed in front of such a large number of people.
However, unfortunately, despite Su Mu's preparations, the moment Ling Feng appeared in her sight, her mind suddenly became blank, and she didn't know what she was going to do at all, until Ling Feng walked in front of her, she stammered and said to him with some embarrassment:
"You...... You're here......"
Ling Feng was actually looking forward to what Su Mu could do, so that he wouldn't envy other couples who had him gone, at first he felt a little unhappy when he saw Su Mu like this, because Su Mu didn't seem to react to his arrival at all, but when he heard Su Mu speak, he suddenly realized that maybe he was thinking too much.
Everyone has a way of loving someone, maybe Su Mu just doesn't love to show all her likes like other girls, but as long as he is willing to experience it with his heart, then he will find that in every little thing, Su Mu has added all her feelings. She actually gave him a sense of security, but he once disappointed her. He knew that there was no way to make up for these things, and those things would become scars in Su Mu's heart that would never heal, but he would do his best so that she could no longer think of these things.