For a person like Su Mu who loves to cry extremely and can't control her tears at all, every time she separates from Weiyang, no matter who looks at or who leaves, she can't help but shed tears. Although Weiyang is not this kind of crying person, but under the influence of Su Mu, when he sent Su Mu to the security check, he really didn't know when he would see Su Mu again, and he couldn't help but have red eyes. She told Su Mu over and over again that she must be kind to herself and stop being hurt because of Ling Feng, but Su Mu has always asked her to take care of herself, be more attentive, and think about protecting herself first when she is working.

In this way, the two finally said goodbye with a hug, and then each embarked on the path they were supposed to go.

After getting on the plane, before taking off, Su Mu sent a message to Ling Feng, telling him the news that he was ready to board the plane. At this time, Ling Feng had been sitting on the high-speed train for a long time, and he didn't dare to sleep, for fear of missing Su Mu's news, and only after seeing this information did he put his mind at ease, and then briefly chatted with Su Mu, until Su Mu had to turn on the flight mode, he fell asleep under extreme sleepiness.

After turning off the phone, Su Mu's sleepiness gradually came, and after getting through the discomfort caused by the ascent of the plane, Su Mu also closed his eyes and prepared to sleep for a while.

In fact, in Su Mu's thoughts, she has always felt that it is a very pleasant thing to read books and look at the scenery outside the window on the moving trains and planes. So no matter what the situation, as long as she goes out, there is always a book in her backpack, but after so many years, she has never finished reading a single one. It's not that she doesn't want to, and she doesn't practice, but as long as she is in this situation, she must not be able to control her sleepiness, and she especially wants to sleep after ten minutes, and more importantly, if she doesn't sleep, then she doesn't have to think about it, within half an hour, her motion sickness will be very obvious, and the rest of the time, it will be difficult for her to get up from her seat.

Su Mu didn't know why he had such obvious motion sickness, and his family attributed this problem to intergenerational genetics. Because Su Mu's parents are both drivers in a sense, and they never get motion sickness, only her grandmother has the same symptoms as her in the whole family. It's just that this reason is just to comfort her other family members, and Su Mu herself feels that this reason is simply ridiculous, which really makes her feel unacceptable.

However, when it comes to heredity, Su Mu still feels very sad and angry. Because everyone in the family unanimously felt that Su Mu was picking on all the shortcomings of her parents. After all, her parents' genes are really good, whether it is appearance, figure or IQ, at Su Mu's age, they are quite handy, but when they come to Su Mu, all their advantages seem to avoid Su Mu, so that Su Mu is left with a flat-like figure and various defective facial features. Although these can barely be seen together, they are really worse than her parents, and this has really become a "wound that is difficult to heal" in Su Mu's heart, so that for so many years, as long as someone mentions this matter, Su Mu can't wait to go up and bite him.

I slept in a daze on the plane for almost two hours, and it was time for lunch. Su Mu didn't wake up at all at this time, and she couldn't even open her eyes when she was called, but this didn't delay her eating, even if she couldn't see the flight attendant's face clearly, Su Mu also chose what she wanted to eat.

It's not that Su Mu is greedy, but in the next time, she will hardly have time to eat. In order to be able to go to Beijing Station with Ling Feng, they were very short of time, if she didn't force herself to eat these things now, then she would definitely be hungry next, and by that time, she would not have a chance to eat.

It's very uncomfortable to be hungry, but in fact, she can endure it, but if she endures it like this, then she may not want to eat for a long time in the following time. Ling Feng was most worried about the fact that she didn't eat enough and didn't eat on time, and he often felt that Su Mu was too thin, and kept urging her to eat more, so that she could get fatter so that her body could get better. Therefore, if Su Mu didn't want to eat when he was with him, the scene would definitely become very bad, and the two of them might even quarrel over this kind of thing, so instead of having a conflict with Ling Feng because of eating in the future, it would be better to force himself to eat something now and not let these things happen. Besides, it doesn't hurt to eat on time, and it's not a big deal to eat a little more.

After relieving himself from the strong reaction of carbon dioxide in his mouth from Coke, Su Mu tried his best to eat half of these things. It was only after she had barely eaten the last bite she had set out that she let out a long breath and lay back in her chair with a sigh of relief.

Originally, she wanted to continue to sleep like this, after all, everything had been cleaned up, and the flight attendant could just remove the garbage after a while, and there was nothing she needed to move again. Unexpectedly, as soon as she closed her eyes, she heard the exclamatory voice of the girl next to her.

"Sure enough, thin people eat less, like me, don't think about losing weight, there's no way to not eat. ”

As soon as her voice fell, the innermost girl immediately said:

"What's wrong with being fat and thin, it doesn't matter, what others think of you is someone else's own business, as long as you don't dislike yourself. How many times have I told you, be confident. ”

These two little girls should have felt that their voices were not high, and the surrounding environment was also noisy at this time, so Su Mu would definitely not hear them. But the reality is just the opposite of imagination, Su Mu not only heard it, but also heard it word for word.

Before the plane took off, Su Mu had actually observed these two girls, because the size and relationship between the two of them looked very similar to her and Weiyang, so she unconsciously looked at them twice. So at this moment, she actually wanted to interject, but she hesitated for a moment, and finally chose to shut up.

Weiyang's figure is out of shape because of the drug, this is something she can't change, and it's really difficult for her to lose weight like this, Su Mu knows this very well, so she has never persuaded Weiyang to lose weight, but it hasn't stopped her from wanting to lose weight, she just silently supports her, no matter what decision she makes, she will find all kinds of reasons to support her and give her confidence.

She can treat Weiyang like this because she knows Weiyang's situation, but she doesn't know anything about the two people next to her, and she can't make any comments, so. Just listen to it. But in fact, she still wants to say to the girl sitting in the innermost, what kind of environment are others in, what kind of feelings and moods will others, other people are really difficult to understand, the word empathy in Su Mu's view, itself is a thing that should not exist, because everyone's experience is different, and the feeling of the same thing will not be the same, so when others want to do something, blindly according to their own ideas to prevent or support, it will be regarded as a very stupid behavior, even if you can't really understand the heart of the person, but at least think more about the other party。 Although she is right to say that you should be confident, for girls who have been in this environment for a long time, obesity may be the source of her lack of confidence, and if she wants to change the status quo, she must get rid of obesity. These things really vary from person to person, after all, not everyone has a very strong heart and can face their shortcomings head-on. Just like Su Mu, no matter how many people praise her for her good looks, she still feels unconfident about the defects in her teeth, she never dares to crack her mouth and smile when taking pictures, and even opens her mouth a little bit, revealing a little bit of teeth, she will immediately choose to delete the photo.

Every time Su Mu thought of this, she would feel very old-fashioned, like the director of teaching in the school, so even though she was studying a normal major, she didn't want to be a teacher at all. She can get along with the students, after all, many of the people who get along with her now are sixteen or seventeen-year-old children, and they are still very harmonious, so the relationship between teachers and students is not a problem at all, but when she thinks that the teacher's job is to teach and educate people, she feels that it is okay to teach by herself, but in terms of educating people, she may not be able to do it. Because she is still uncertain, no one can be more impulsive than her, she doesn't think about things, and she doesn't like to take responsibility, so she can't be qualified for a teacher's job at all. She can't make this money with a clear conscience, even if she is tired and thin, she doesn't want to delay the future of other people's children. And the most important thing is that she can't stand the kind of children who are used to being arrogant and domineering by their parents, and she will be very worried that she can't hold back and beat others, and she feels justified.

But she must have a point.

This little episode finally passed quietly in Su Mu's forbearance, and Su Mu fell asleep again after thinking about it, and didn't hear the follow-up of this incident. It's just that when they were about to get off the plane, they happened to hear the two of them discussing this matter again, and they really heard the chubby girl say with a crying voice, "I really just want to lose weight, I must be confident when I lose weight", so Su Mu couldn't hold back anymore, picked up his mobile phone and opened the chat interface with Weiyang, and sent a message to Weiyang with voice.

"You can do whatever you want to do, no matter what you become, whether you fail or succeed, you have me behind you. ”

After Su Mu finished saying this, he didn't look at the two of them, so he picked up his bag and got off the plane directly.

She knew that it was inappropriate for her to do this, but when the girl said this, it reminded her of herself who wanted everyone to agree that she and Ling Feng were one not long ago, and she thought that maybe this girl was the same as she was at that time, she just hoped that someone around her would understand her and support her. So even if she said this, it would affect the friendship between the two girls even more, and she still couldn't help but want to say it.

After getting off the plane, because he wasted some time in the luggage, Su Mu almost ran to find the location of the bus.

In fact, when she first told Ling Feng that she had taken the airport bus, Su Mu could be regarded as taking a loophole. In fact, every time she went to the capital airport, she was either picked up by a friend or picked up by a friend, and she didn't even take a car, let alone take the airport bus. She said this just to not worry Ling Feng, after all, Ling Feng knew very well that Su Mu couldn't find the way, so she was very worried that after she said it, Ling Feng would ask her to wait for her at the airport, and then he would buy a ticket a little earlier to pick her up. This was definitely something that Ling Feng could do, and Su Mu didn't doubt it at all. So in order to avoid this from happening, Su Mu quietly changed her concept, so that now she is really lost at the airport and doesn't know where she should go.

After asking around, Su Mu found the location of the bus, but at this time, the bus had already driven away, and it would be a long time to wait for the next trip, so it would definitely not be able to catch up with Ling Feng's car. So Su Mu went through several struggles in his heart, and finally decided to take a taxi.

At this time, Su Mu was actually still very distressed about money, after all, there was no such expenditure earlier, and now that it suddenly came out, Su Mu would feel very unbalanced in his heart, and felt that this money was spent very unjustly. But there was no way to do it, she didn't want Ling Feng to get up early in the morning and take a car for more than seven hours to find her, but she had to wait for her, so when she was sitting in the taxi, Su Mu kept thinking about whether she wanted to tell the truth or tell Ling Feng that she came by bus.

This is definitely a big test for Su Mu, because if she tells the truth, Ling Feng will definitely accuse her, why did she say that she had sat before, why didn't she check it in advance, why didn't she prepare for these things in advance, but if she admitted that she was taking a taxi, Ling Feng would accuse her of spending money indiscriminately, and she didn't know how to cherish the fruits of her labor. Anyway, no matter what, he wouldn't be considerate of her feelings when doing this, so after thinking about it all the way, Su Mu finally decided to tell the truth.

Anyway, she can't escape being scolded, it's better to tell the truth, after all, lies have to be covered up with more lies, she doesn't have the ability to make up a big net of lies, and at the same time, she doesn't want Ling Feng to lie to her like this when something similar happens in the future.