He quickly got up from the chair, he walked in front of Li Jing in three or two steps, he bowed down abruptly, and he said extremely seriously to Li Jing: "Miss Li, thank you for taking care of Lin Sisi and Little Gray in the past few years. ”

His move was too abrupt, Li Jing, a person who had seen everything in the world, was really taken aback, she hurriedly moved the bench back a little, but she was still unmoved and sneered: "Thank you? Who are you from Lin Sisi, and who are you from Little Gray Gray? What qualifications do you have to say thank you? What position do you have to say thank you? An irresponsible man who pats his ass and leaves after creating evil consequences, you don't have this qualification and position!" If I hadn't respected Lin Sisi, I would have beaten a scumbag like you to half death and blasted it out again!"

Being stabbed so hard by Li Jing, Yu Minghui didn't mean to explain at all, his head was buried deeply, and he continued to say extremely seriously: "It's my fault." You're right, I've failed to do my duty all these years, and I'll change my life in the future. I hope that Miss Li can supervise me more in the future, and if I don't do well, she can correct me. ”

Li Jing was a little overwhelmed by Yu Minghui's attitude, she glanced at me curtly, probably considering my feelings, she snorted coldly and said, "I don't accept your set! I don't bother to pay attention to your affairs." ”

and he was silent no more.

The situation of Little Gray has stabilized, and I have free time to recall Ding Zhanbo's words repeatedly.

He chased the car, got into a car accident, and lay in the hospital for more than half a year.

This sentence echoed and bombarded in my mind again and again, and I had a splitting headache, remembering that Zhao Xiaoning had sent me a wedding card for Yu Minghui and Cao Jiaying three months after I was separated from Yu Minghui, and she was still very indignant at the time and scolded Yu Minghui and Cao Jiaying for being a pair of sluts and dogs.

If what Ding Zhanbo said is true, Yu Minghui once had a car accident and lay in the hospital for more than half a year, then how could he go to Coconut Wind with Cao Jiaying hand in hand to deliver a wedding card?

In other words, Yu Minghui actually didn't marry Cao Jiaying, these are all good plays directed and acted by Zhao Xiaoning?

I suddenly felt the urge to have a good chat with Yu Minghui.

Of course, I don't want to talk about it and see if I can continue to have a relationship with him, I've been doing well without him all these years, with him or without him, or there is not much difference in my life.

But I still have to find out whether it is a good show directed and acted by Zhao Xiaoning.

If so, then I will take back the nonsense I said before that she would no longer provoke me and I would not blame me in the past, I will have zero tolerance for a scheming slut like her who can wring out water, and in the next few days, I will try my best to tear her tidal white lotus to pieces!

Thinking of this, I said to Li Jing: "Li Jing, you help me watch the little gray ash for a while, I have something to do when I go out." ”

Li Jing rolled her eyes at me: "Get out of here, take this scum away, I look irritable." He looks like a dog, what kind of he does!"

I have long been accustomed to Li Jing's knife mouth tofu heart, I smiled at her reluctantly, and then said to Yu Minghui: "You, come out with me." ”

I didn't know why I just used a commanding tone, and I didn't know why Yu Minghui didn't give birth to any moths, so he obediently followed me out.

We walked out of the ward where Xiao Gray was located, and when we walked through the long corridor, Yu Minghui seemed to meet an acquaintance doctor.

As soon as the doctor saw him, he stepped forward and said, "Hello Mr. Yu." ”

Yu Minghui nodded and responded simply: "Okay." ”

However, as if he was happy that Yu Minghui responded to his greeting, the doctor's face was full of smiles, and he said with concern: "Mr. Yu, the wound of the steel plate on your shoulder has been treated, right?"

Yu Minghui's brows furrowed, he didn't answer this question directly, but said lightly: "You go and get busy with you." ”

With a look on his face, the doctor stopped talking, but gestured to Yu Minghui and left.

And I really didn't take a serious look, I glanced at it casually, and saw that Yu Minghui's shoulders on both sides were protruding a little, and he pushed his shirt up.

After calming down, I thought back to the night when I hit Yu Minghui the shoulder with my elbow, his brow was furrowed deeply, his forehead was dripping with sweat, and his lips were white. At that time, his reaction aroused the anger of me, who was on the verge of collapse, and I was so angry that I gathered more strength to knock him on the shoulder again, and that should have caused the steel plates on his shoulder to displace, right?

After thinking about it, I asked, "Yu Minghui, those steel plates on your shoulders were knocked out by me?"

Yu Minghui shook his head quickly, he stared at me, extremely serious: "No, it's none of your business." ”

Even if it's my business, I don't have the money to pay him for his medical expenses. Over the years, although my salary has risen with my ability, the medical expenses of Little Gray Gray are like a bottomless pit, and I can't make ends meet, otherwise I wouldn't be able to go to nightclubs to earn extra money. And except for the fact that I have no money to pay Yu Minghui, between me and Yu Minghui, the bad debts are not a word of sorry and sorry, it doesn't matter, it can be written off.

Even if I put a few question marks in my heart, is he okay, is he not in pain, is not seriously injured, but I know that I should not show him that I care and care in the slightest.

So I didn't answer his words again, pursed my lips and walked straight outside.

In a small courtyard of the hospital where no one was walking, I stopped, and in the dim light, I squinted my eyes and glanced at Yu Minghui, and went straight to the point: "Yu Minghui, let me ask you something." ”

Different from my indifference, Yu Minghui was a little impatient, and said: "Okay, okay, you ask, I will answer whatever you ask." ”

I withdrew my gaze and said lightly, "I don't mean anything else, I'll just ask." You and Cao Jiaying have ever been married?"

Yu Minghui's face showed an expression of what Lin Sisi are talking nonsense, and he quickly responded: "My brain is not in the water, what kind of marriage do I have with Cao Jiaying? Lin Sisi, why do you think that I am married to Cao Jiaying? Who told you that I am married to Cao Jiaying?"

I see.

Zhao Xiaoning is a slut. Later, if I don't tear her apart like a 9-9 shredded chicken in a Walmart supermarket, I won't call Lin Sisi!

I haven't clearly identified the relationship between Yu Minghui and Zhao Xiaoning now, and I don't want to expose too much of my thoughts that I want to tear Zhao Xiaoning apart, so I said in a light tone: "Three months after we broke up, I received a post. ”

Yu Minghui's abrupt face was awe-inspiring: "Cao Jiaying is simply unreasonable!"

Pay attention, he was here, and he immediately felt that the matter of the invitation I received was done by Cao Jiaying, and he didn't wrap around Zhao Xiaoning's body at all. Of course, it is normal for him to think like this, after all, Cao Jiaying, a complete chess piece, was hidden behind the scenes by Zhao Xiaoning, and he was so handy.

I think about it again, from Zhao Xiaoning's mouth, I definitely can't ask why Yu Minghui is so familiar with her, and she still has to take care of Quncheng side by side, I might as well ask for clarity now.

So, I changed my words: "Yu Minghui, why are you and Zhao Xiaoning so familiar? ”

Yu Minghui's head lowered slightly, he looked at me, and only said after a while: "I have been unable to move for a while, Zhao Xiaoning came to see me, she took the initiative to help me take care of Ada, help me inquire about your news, and I have come and gone." Half a year later, Xiao Yan and I jointly funded the completion of the diligent remuneration, and I left Zhanjiang to put the main force of the business in Shenzhen. Less than 10 days after I came to Shenzhen, Xiao Ning came to me, said she was unemployed, and asked me if I could find her a job. At that time, Quncheng went out because of Xiao Yan's account, and he was still breathing, Xiao Ning didn't ask for a penny to work, he accompanied me to run business and accompany me to do projects, she is now my friend and my partner. ”

I see.

I can only hehe in my heart.

But there wasn't any ripple on the surface, and I said, "Oh. ”

After speaking, I turned around and wanted to walk back, but Yu Minghui grabbed my wrist abruptly and said, "Lin Sisi." ”

I turned my body around and stared at the hand he was grabbing, and I said indifferently, "Let me go, it's not appropriate." ”

But he suddenly dragged me forward, and my whole body crashed into his arms because of inertia.

His hand quickly circled me and completely imprisoned me, and his words were excited and incoherent: "Lin Sisi, I love you, I love you, I love you so much that I love you to the point of madness." But the more I love me, the more afraid I am, I'm afraid that you don't love me enough, I always feel that you love Ding Zhanbo, I'm afraid that you know the destruction and destruction I have done to your life, and I'm even afraid that one day when I open my eyes, you will leave quietly. I'm afraid to come and go, and in the end I'm afraid I'll end up hurting you. The night you left by bus, I actually decided to confess to you, confess my fear and concealment, confess that in the early morning of that year, I indifferently acquiesced to let Xiao Xiaozhi's group go to you and Ding Zhanbo's stubble, and confessed that I couldn't bear to see Xiao Yan's bitter pleading and used my relationship to shield Xiao Xiaozhi, confessing that the night I revealed my heart to me, I did start a journey with you with a redeeming mentality, and I also confessed to the back, I went from liking to falling in love with you incorrigibly, wanting to take you as my own and wanting to walk with you through thick and thin for the rest of my life。 ”

I wanted to struggle and confine, but Yu Minghui's arm was as indestructible as steel, and all my strength was in vain, so I had to say, "You let me go first." ”

However, Yu Minghui seemed to be completely walking in a world of his own, his face was pressed over and kept rubbing my face, and his voice became lower and lower the more he went to the back: "Lin Sisi, you have to believe me, I really didn't maliciously instruct Xiao Xiaozhi to do something to them, even if I was young and frivolous and blinded by hatred that year, but I have no grievances with you, I just agreed to let them find fault and scare you, I didn't expect them to make a big mistake to you." I regret and hate that I didn't go to the scene that night, and I regret that I didn't have the slightest compassion. Seeing how fragmented your relationship with your family, I swear I'm going to give you a happy home. Lin Sisi, I really want to love you very purely, I want to be simple together, and I just want to be good to you in the future. At that time, I had already decided to confess, and I even decided to re-investigate Xiao Xiaozhi and his group, Xiao Yan and me, for the responsibility in the bad luck of your life, I entrusted the relationship to rummage through the materials of that case, I want to help you overturn the case, I want to give you justice, I want to be a man, in front of you. But before I could show you, it had all changed. It became too fast, so fast that I didn't react, and you suddenly said that you don't want me anymore, you want to get rid of me. At that time, I was so ridiculous, I obviously failed you, I obviously failed your life, even if you didn't want me to get rid of me and play with me, I deserved it, but I suddenly got angry, I exposed the ugliest selfishness and domineering in my human nature, I thought that love must be two-sided, you didn't give me the same love in return, I should hate you, I should hate you. If you speak harshly to me, then I have to be ruthless, I'm afraid that if I lose a little bit below, I will be defeated in the future. ”

Even though Yu Minghui was very excited, when he said these words, his logic was worrying, but his speed of speech was well controlled, and I listened to it in a panic as if I was in a different world, but I didn't know what to respond.

Yes, I don't know how to respond.

It turns out that there is another cruelty of time, that is, time will take me and him, even if we can't let go of it, we can't go back to the past so easily.

My heart was full of desolation, and I was exhausted and responded: "Yu Minghui, don't say it anymore, that's enough." ”

But Yu Minghui, he never seems to be able to say enough.

He continued: "I've had a bad time in the past few years, and I'll rummage through you every once in a while, but the news I get is always that you and Ding Zhanbo are together. The more annoyed I became, the more I hated, the more extreme I became, and I even thought about what kind of attitude I should face you when I met again. To be honest, I was surprised that I ran into you that night, and I was surprised why Ding Zhanbo would allow you to show up in a nightclub, and I was also angry that he took you away but couldn't protect you and give you some stability, peace and prosperity. I'm not willing, I don't want you to live that life by his side, and you have to choose to leave me. I'm even more shocked that you actually have a child, and what I don't understand is that you and Ding Zhanbo are not married. I tried to go back four years to see what was wrong between us, to see if I had made a mistake, but your sentence, your sentence was too serious, and the words that you didn't love me broke my courage again and again, and I was afraid that once I tore all the curtains, I would still find out that you didn't love me. I'm scared of the fact that you don't love me. I thought that as long as I tried step by step, we didn't break the word, then I would never be able to lose you, even if we looked at each other from afar, no longer have the qualifications to hug each other and talk about our hearts and share the ups and downs of life, I would not lose you. When you broke down and yelled at me, I realized that I was so wrong, I was so wrong, I know you, you can never show your vulnerability to someone you don't care about in the slightest. After you fainted with too much excitement, Ding Zhanbo told me a lot, I can't criticize him for the mistakes he made at the beginning, because not only he was wrong, but I was even more wrong. I don't have a sense of security, I don't have trust in you, I will believe that bullshit confession letter, I will believe that you will really betray me. I will correct my mistakes, I will really change them, Lin Sisi, I beg you, let me return to you, let me take responsibility like a man to make up for it, let me be good to you in the future, let me be the support of you and Little Ash, okay? I beg you, Lin Sisi. ”

Yu Minghui's words sounded hypocritical to the extreme, but his tone was stunned, and his emotions were thick and entangled, more like a big heavy stone, pressing hard into my heart, and I was so suffocated that I couldn't kick out.

My sensibility almost made me want to forgive this man regardless of it, try my best to grab his hand, try to see if I can go back to the pure winter between me and him, and try to see if we can go back to those simple little days as if we hadn't gone through four years of barriers and rifts.

But my reason, which constantly tugged at the sensibility in my heart, all the sufferings that gritted my teeth and crawled forward, desperately swallowed, all clamoured for me not to make decisions in the heat of the moment.

Because, I'm scared.

After crying and crying, and walking through that journey alone, I was extremely afraid that this status quo would be broken.

I'm afraid I'll hurt again and get knocked down again.

In the end, my reason succeeded in defeating the sensibilities that remained in my heart, and I was extremely resolute and full of indifferent distantness: "No. It's not appropriate for us to hold it like this now. Please let me go. ”

Yu Minghui's body stiffened for a while, and he lowered his voice and said, "Hold it for five more seconds." ”

My tone was even cooler: "Please let go of me immediately!"

Fuck you, Yu Minghui, you fool, I tell you to let go of me immediately! Otherwise, I won't be able to hold on! I'm about to be drawn out of my tears by you! But I don't want to drop a single tear in front of you that represents the loosening or touching of my heart! So you'd better let go of me immediately! Otherwise, I'll try my best to rely on you for the rest of my life! And I'm not sure if you can be my life's destiny! So, you'd better let go of me immediately, or I'll kill you!

Probably feeling the urge in my heart to kill him, Yu Minghui finally let go of me.

I hurriedly took two steps back, raised my eyes, looked indifferent, and said: "Yu Minghui, I want you to make one thing clear, even if the little gray gray is your child, it doesn't mean that I can ignore the past between me and you, we have broken up, and we have been separated for four years, I am not your Yu Minghui's personal belongings, nor is it your accessory, please don't hug me at will in the future, otherwise I will slap you to death." ”

When I said that I would slap him to death, I really didn't want to tell him a bad joke to ease the atmosphere, but my heart was so flustered that I suddenly missed my mouth.

Fortunately, Yu Minghui didn't hear my slip of the tongue, and he didn't laugh at this cold joke, but he put all his eyes on my face, and said, "It's okay, I can chase it again until you agree." I'm thick-skinned, thick before, and thick now, and I'll chase you until you agree, just like I did when I chased you before. ”

I opened my mouth to say something when my phone rang.

Stopped, I took out my mobile phone and looked at it, and it was Chen Daowei who called me.

I turned around and took a few steps forward before picking it up.