141 most familiar strangers
Yu Minghui abruptly straightened my body and came face to face with him, he increased his force to imprison my whole body, he opened his mouth to speak, but as soon as he opened his mouth, he choked.
Mixed with these choked throats, his voice came to my ears intermittently, and he said, "Lin Sisi." ”
After all, he just called my name and didn't say anything more.
I pushed him away, and once again turned my face to look at Ash against the glass pane, not wanting to look away for a second.
Yu Minghui stood aside, and he seemed to be cautious and said, "When Xiao Gray's condition is a little more stable, I can help him arrange for him to be transferred to the hospital, right?"
I didn't turn my face to look at him, I was still staring at my child, and it was a while before I said, "The best doctor, the best doctor." ”
Almost biting my tail note, Yu Minghui said, "Okay, definitely." ”
And Li Jing also stood up and walked over, she didn't know how to comfort me, she just patted me on the shoulder with her hand.
I saw her redness, endured sadness and panic, and persuaded her to go back to rest. Li Jing couldn't resist my insistence, she glared at Yu Minghui a few times, and then left.
In this way, after fifteen hours of staying in the intensive care unit without eating or drinking, the doctor announced that Xiao Ash had passed the dangerous period, and Yu Minghui single-handedly arranged for Xiao Ash to be transferred to Peking University Hospital.
Little Gray spent another whole day in the intensive care unit of Peking University Hospital before being transferred to the general ward.
When he woke up, his lips were dry and he wasn't angry at all, so I moistened him with a cotton swab so he could slowly open his mouth and speak.
His first words almost brought tears to my eyes again.
He was so precocious that it broke my heart.
He said: "Mom, Mom, the little gray is not well-behaved, and the mother is not crying." ”
I had to exert more effort than usual to completely suppress the tears that wanted to pour out, and I reached out and stroked his hair, and whispered, "Little Gray is the most well-behaved." It's a good boy for mom. “
Little Gray looked around, and after a while he said, "Why didn't you see Aunt Jingjing, didn't you see Father Ding?"
Li Jing, she came in the morning and brought a fruit basket over, she originally had a big personality, and she wouldn't say anything particularly comforting, she took 10,000 yuan and stuffed it to me, I refused to take it, she threw it directly on the table, saying that it was for Xiao Ash, not for me. She saw that Ash didn't wake up, and her work was delayed for two days, so she said she would come back in the evening.
As for Ding Zhanbo, when he revealed some of the past to me, I was exhausted and in no mood for the little gray gray, in short, I was still very confused, my thinking was very chaotic, I couldn't spare time to discuss the topic of forgiveness or non-forgiveness with him, and he, since he confirmed that the little gray gray had passed the dangerous period in the South Bay Hospital, he didn't even say hello to me, and left, never appeared again. I don't know if he will take the initiative to appear in front of me and Ash in the future, and I have no clue where the relationship between me and him should go.
The adult world is always too complicated, there are always too many incompletes, full of too much beauty and cruelty intertwined, it is always difficult for people to escape, they have to accept or bear it, and the little gray gray is still young, he does not need to bear the sting and hurt brought by the rules in the adult world.
So I continued to touch his hair, whispered softly, and said, "Your father Ding has been very busy lately, and when he is done, he will come to see Little Ash." Aunt Jingjing, she came over at night. ”
As soon as I finished speaking, the door was gently pushed open from the outside, and Yu Minghui walked in with several lunch boxes.
He and I, even if it is a temporary truce for the sake of Little Gray Ash, we can't go back to those days when we can face each other calmly, and now we are more like two most familiar strangers who respect each other like guests.
When the desperate love in the past encounters the most real and cruel erosion of life, those flowing moths that must be this person to fight the fire, have become those white clouds that occasionally disappear in the sky over this huge city, and under the white clouds, I have to drag my tired body, dragging my heart that is as bitter as Coptis chinensis but still bitter and broken but can still be repaired, day after day.
Love doesn't seem to matter so much.
After all, I don't have the courage to break the boat, nor do I have the madness to do whatever it takes.
And Yu Minghui, he may be the same. He put the lunch box on the cabinet next to him, and said, "Lin Sisi, I asked the doctor just now, and the doctor said that Xiao Ash can eat a little light, and I asked the hotel to skim all the oil in the soup, and you can give him a little to drink." ”
I nodded and said, "Okay, thank you." ”
Xiao Gray was very surprised by Yu Minghui's sudden intrusion, and he suddenly grabbed my arm with his little hand and said, "Mom, Uncle Monster Bad Guy is here, you quickly find Uncle Chen and Dad Ding to protect us." ”
Little Gray Ash's rejection of Yu Minghui, Yu Minghui had already understood it before, and after he was sure that Little Gray Gray was his son, he seemed to be injured by such rejection, he opened his mouth, and finally didn't say anything, but tried hard and far-fetched to change into a pleasant face.
I didn't know where to go behind me and Yu Minghui, and I didn't think about how to explain to Little Ash how to explain the relationship between this monster bad guy uncle in his heart and him, so I had to hold back the sourness in my heart, pretending to be relaxed and said: "Little Ash Ash, this is not a monster bad guy uncle, he is the same as Uncle Chen's father Ding, he is a good person, he will not take Xiao Ash away, he will protect Little Ash Ash, Xiao Ash is not afraid." And Little Gray Gray, you see, this is something delicious that my uncle brought to Little Gray Gray. Come on, mom feed you, okay?"
Little Gray nodded obediently, he didn't need me to signal and teach, he immediately smiled brightly at Yu Minghui, and said softly to Yu Minghui: "Thank you, uncle." ”
With Xiao Gray's words, Yu Minghui's eyes suddenly turned red.
He didn't hide his churning emotions at all, he quickly reached for the bags, and carefully took out a lunch box from the inside of the bag, he looked at me, and asked cautiously, "Can I feed it?"
His eyes were full of anticipation, and I couldn't bear to refuse, so I reluctantly nodded and said, "Yes, but be careful, don't burn the little gray ash." ”
Yu Minghui nodded hurriedly, and he said quickly: "Promise not!"
Pulled over a chair and sat firmly, Yu Minghui leaned over a little, he opened the lunch box, and said to Little Gray Ash extremely gently: "Uncle feed Little Gray Ash some soup, okay?"
Little Ash looked at me, and he blinked and said, "Yes." ”
During the whole process, Yu Minghui's movements were clumsy and slow, but he was extremely careful and patient, and I stood aside and watched their tacit understanding getting higher and higher, and I actually saw the sadness.
I'll admit I'm pretty unproductive, I've thought about it.
I thought that Yu Minghui would treat my little gray very gently and considerately, and they would have a relatively tacit understanding between them, and they would look at each other and laugh at each other.
And now I see that in addition to being sad or sad.
I was stunned, and the little gray gray asked coldly, "Uncle, can you fight monsters?"
Yu Minghui then turned his head to glance at me, and he quickly turned his face to look at Little Ash, and he replied, "Yes." ”
Little Gray pointed to the location of his heart, and he said extremely seriously: "Uncle, I have a monster here, it is bad, it refuses to leave here, and it often runs out to scare my mother into crying, you beat it away, okay?"
I couldn't help it, and I quickly turned away, letting my tears run wild.
In the ten seconds that I had my back to me, Yu Minghui said slowly: "Okay, uncle promised Little Gray Gray to help Little Gray Gray beat the monster away." ”
Little Ash quickly responded: "Thank you, uncle." If my uncle knocks the monster away, then I'll give my uncle the salted egg superman that Uncle Chen gave me last time. If the uncle behaves well, he can also be upgraded like Dad Ding. ”
Completely keeping up with the rhythm of Little Gray Gray, Yu Minghui asked, "Oh, upgrade like Dad Ding, how is that upgrade?"
Little Gray's soft voice hit my eardrum again, and he spoke very slowly, he said: "In the past, Daddy Ding was Uncle Ding, and he behaved well to be upgraded to Daddy Ding." If you want to level up, then you have to behave. ”
I had a little trouble listening to the little gray gray, I quickly wiped away my tears, pretended to be casual and turned around, I tucked the quilt for the little gray gray, I said, "Okay, okay, the little gray is not allowed to talk anymore, you have to rest." ”
Little Gray was very precocious and obedient, and as soon as he heard me say this, he immediately winked at Yu Minghui and said, "Uncle remember to fight monsters, I'm going to sleep." ”
It's really tired, the little gray soon entered a deep sleep again, I don't know what good things he encountered in the dream, his eyelashes shrugged, his face was full of innocent smiles, I kept staring at the little gray gray, I didn't want to look away.
And Yu Minghui, I asked him to go, but he was stunned and didn't go, he had to sit on the side, I don't know what else he wanted to do.
I think he finally invited an expert to come over in the afternoon to auscultate the little gray gray, and he checked it carefully, he paid for it, he didn't want to go, he didn't want to go, how did he like it.
In this way, the two of us were relatively speechless for three hours, and at nine o'clock, Li Jing came over.
Li Jing knows nothing about Yu Minghui.
It's not that my relationship with her isn't good enough to a certain extent, but I don't want to talk about it too much, she doesn't ask, she respects me very much. However, I was too out of control that night, I said a lot of what I should have said and shouldn't say, Li Jing was not stupid, she naturally stood on my side, and from time to time used her eyes to crusade against Yu Minghui.
It's the same now.
As soon as she came over, she just put down the fresh bread she bought for me, pulled a bench and sat down, she was afraid of noisy little gray ash, but she lowered her voice, but her words were still prickly: "Yo hehe, I said that the air is always filled with a smell of human scum, it turns out that there is a person scum." Think about this world, it's really fun, some people are scumbags, when they abandon their wives and children, they are neat and tidy, and when they do those shameless things, they are neat, and now they are courteous and ridiculous. ”
I thought that like Yu Minghui, who was used to being high above and being praised to the sky since he was a child, he would be pricked by Li Jing's words, but his reaction was beyond my expectations.