Reluctantly pulling the corners of my mouth, I smiled forcefully, wanting to continue talking, Yu Minghui rushed up suddenly, he hurriedly grabbed both sides of my clothes and pulled them to the middle, those not too thick fabrics were pulled by him "whoosh", but because there was no traction of buttons, all his movements were in vain.

I stood there almost numbly, staring at his sudden panic, my heart full of bitterness.

Even if he can't accept my past, he's still a good man.

Yes, yes, he's a good man, but it's a pity that I haven't been able to have it, and it's a painful realization to lose it.

Just as I was shaking my mind, Yu Minghui lowered his head, his hand on the hem of his shirt and lifted it up, he took off his crewneck T-shirt and put it directly on my body.

His clothes must have been oversized for me, and they looked funny and ridiculous on me, just as funny and ridiculous as I am at this moment.

Think about how much he acted like he liked me in the first place.

Think about it now, I take the initiative to dedicate myself, but I am still disliked.

All my meanness and momentum vanished in an instant, and I unconsciously took a step back, and my back was pressed against the door, and my head was buried, and I was sure that all my strength was exhausted, so that the words of apology were like rotten apples emerging from the dust.

I whispered, "I'm sorry." ”

Following my words, Yu Minghui, who was bare-chested, suddenly came up, his hand roamed through my hairline, he imprisoned the back of my head steadily, his kiss fell like a storm, his face kept rubbing against my face, he almost squeezed out a dozen words from between his teeth, he said: "Lin Sisi, I don't allow you to practice yourself! I don't allow it!"

Almost threw me into his arms, his hands climbed up like vines, his arms made me feel painful, he put my face in front of his chest, his voice was very deep, he said: "Lin Sisi, I will protect you well in the future, I will protect you well, I will do what I say, you have to believe me, you must believe me." ”

Well, Yu Minghui's words made me automatically and self-righteously regard his behavior as a man with messianic feelings, pity and sympathy for a down-and-out woman.

Over the years, I have not only been afraid to explain my past to others, but I am even more afraid of the pity and sympathy that comes with confessing.

If these two things that hit me hard came from someone I really cared about, I would only feel harder.

How could I be so calm, but I was indeed so calm, I just stood in Yu Minghui's arms like a pile of wood, and said without emotion but with great firmness: "You let go of me." ”

However, Yu Minghui hugged me with more force, and he said categorically: "Don't let it go, I don't want to let it go again." ”

Thinking back to his indifference just now, and then to this seemingly very determined embrace, I think he did it because of kindness.

I hate his kindness.

I also don't want to see him bothered by his kindness, which he has become in a dilemma because of his kindness.

Suppressing the despair that was about to erupt in my heart, I tried to say slowly in a particularly steady tone: "Yu Minghui, you don't have to be like this. You don't need to embrace me out of sympathy and pity. What I have experienced is nothing but the price I paid for my youthful ignorance, and none of this has anything to do with you, and you are not responsible for the love words you said to me not long ago. When you hear these things, you don't treat me like a beast, you don't treat me as a deadly poison, you don't avoid me like others, and I'm very grateful. You are not a saint, you are also an ordinary person, you have no way to accept it, I can understand. I choose to confess these things to you, and I am mentally prepared for what you can't accept. You're not wrong, and you don't need to be responsible for those love words you said to me before. Overall, I appreciate your help to me several times, and I will work harder to earn money and pay you back as soon as possible. After paying back the money, I will disappear in front of your eyes as soon as possible, I promise not to trouble you again, no longer to cause you trouble, no longer to accept your help and kindness without retribution, I have self-knowledge, you can rest assured. ”

Quietly listening to me speak these rambling words, Yu Minghui straightened my face, he forced me to look directly into his eyes, he stared into my eyes, and said word by word: "Lin Sisi, you listen to me carefully!"

Even though his voice was quite soft, it carried an unquestionable aura, and my whole body was completely shocked, and I unconsciously stabilized my body, staring at him and frowning.

Come closer to me, Yu Minghui's eyes are like two bottomless ponds, looking deep and entangled, he said slowly: "Lin Sisi, I would have kissed you and hugged you just now, I will do this because I, Yu Minghui, like you very much, like you so much, like you so much, like you so much, like you so much, like you so much that I want you to be mine, I want to be qualified to hug you, kiss you, be good to you, and protect you." I'm going to do all this because I like you, not because of the sympathy and pity you think you have!"

Forgive me for being both inferior and sensitive.

Even the man in front of me, this man who has always been cool, he babbled a lot of things, and seemed to be sincere in every word, but I still remembered that not long ago, when I told him about my unbearable past, he unconsciously moved back.

Just such a casual action was enough to break my heart and my courage.

I didn't even have the courage to ask him what was going on when he unconsciously moved away from me since he liked me so much, and since he seemed to be able to accept all my past!

I didn't dare ask.

My poor little self-esteem, which is now the only thing that sustains me from crying in front of Yu Minghui, will not let me ask.

It just makes me hold on to that pathetic bit of strength, it just makes me laugh as if nothing happened, laughing at myself, and making fun of all this with things that aren't funny at all.

That's right, I smiled at Yu Minghui's seemingly sincere sweet words, and I said: "Ding Zhanbo also told me before that we are each other's angels, and I didn't see us all grow wings and fly." I should have known what a man said, just listen to it. So Yu Minghui, don't be funny, tonight this farce is over, I'll go home and sleep. I'll be resurrected with a good night's sleep, so you don't have to worry too much. ”

Yu Minghui's face darkened suddenly, his voice suddenly became gloomy, and he shouted: "Don't mention that scumbag again!

Then he was in my astonishment, and his eyes were red.

He almost knocked me into his arms again, his hand pressed heavily on my back, and he hugged me silently for nearly five minutes before he said slowly: "Lin Sisi, please, don't push me away again, don't refuse me again." Stop feeling how unbearable you are, stop torturing yourself with other people's mistakes, you deserve a better life, please stop torturing yourself. Let's forget about those things completely, will we?"

The caution in his tone, and the tears that suddenly fell on my neck, I felt that the tears of a man like him were precious, and these tears were like a particularly sharp knife, and they easily pried open my heart, and pry open my bloody heart.

All my hard-fought strength collapsed and turned into ruins.

My clenched fist suddenly let go, and my voice was full of anger: "Yu Minghui, I feel very dirty..." ”

Yu Minghui quickly interrupted me: "Nonsense! You are cleaner than anyone else!"

You're cleaner than anyone else!

This sentence is like a handful of mustard, it forcibly draws out the tears that I have endured for too long again, I nest in Yu Minghui's arms, first silently shed tears, then cry silently, and in the end, I howl uncontrollably, I keep crying, I vainly try to turn all the sadness and embarrassment deposited in my body into tears, let them completely volatilize, become a certain period of my life in the past.

I was finally tired of crying, exhaustion followed, my feet were a little numb, I pushed Yu Minghui, or revealed my heart to him, I naturally said: "I'm tired of crying, I'm going home to sleep." ”

Slowly letting go of me, Yu Minghui bent down abruptly, he quickly picked me up, and his voice was a little slurred: "Just sleep here for one night." ”

When he carried me step by step to the second floor, the sound of his footsteps hit my eardrums one after another, I may indeed be too tired, or it may be because Yu Minghui is bare upper body, I am a little uncomfortable and awkward, I slowly closed my eyes.

It wasn't until Yu Minghui put me firmly on the bed that I opened my eyes slightly.

In my limited line of sight, I saw Yu Minghui walking to the closet, he took a T-shirt and put it on his body, and then turned back, he lay down next to me, looking at the ceiling like me, his hand wrapped around and held my hand tightly, and when he spoke quietly, his voice was like a sea breeze, cool and blowing.

He said, "Lin Sisi, you have promised to be my girlfriend, right?"

Although I have not yet recovered from the messy farce just now, my heart is like a mess of fishing nets, but I am very sure of my heart, I am in love with this man who holds my hand, he does not dislike me, he is willing to be with me, I think this is a gift from God after playing tricks on me countless times. Even if I still don't feel worthy, I want to be desperate to covet it.

With countless surging emotions, I responded with a heavy "um", but the doorbell at Yu Minghui's house suddenly rang at a very good time.

It completely suppressed my "um" word, as for whether Yu Minghui heard it or not, I don't know.

All I know is that he got up slowly, and he said, "I'll go and see who's coming." ”