Chapter 458 The stars are shining
I chuckled in my heart, I could see that my father had something in his heart, otherwise he couldn't stand it, and there was such a flat attitude to keep this distance, but it also represented a respect for this guest.
My father was more attentive to my emotions, nodded directly, and went straight to the kitchen to make us a hearty dinner.
It was also polite and decent when eating.
After all, Fei Yan is a guest in our family, so I still like her very much for my mother, but I also maintain a restraint for me.
After dinner, I cleaned up the room directly, I looked at one of Fei Yan's luggage, carefully helped him hang his clothes in the closet, and laid out a new sheet for him.
However, I have to declare to him in advance when I look at him, especially for a top star like him, who is in this ordinary people's home, I don't know if I can adapt to it.
"Fei Yan's quilt is not the most classic, nor is it made by a branch of a top luxury brand, this is a pure cotton for ordinary people. Just sit for it, we don't have such a good top luxury thing to sleep with you. ”
"Ou Ruoxi, you say this is too exaggerated, how can I usually be so picky, you are simply insulting me, I would have lived how I wanted, I felt such a complicated thing. ”
"No, young master, I'm only worried that I may not take good care of you, I'm worried that you are in an unhappy mood, if you are not happy, then I will go directly to our boss and tell my boss directly, I will not miss the appointment, I will change the economic person, then I will not die without a place to be buried, I will not be miserable by you." ”
He was stunned for a moment, looking at me as if I wasn't saying anything, just something insincere.
"Ou Ruoxi, let's not talk about this matter again, okay? This matter will be natural, and everything will pass. ”
I was putting the quilt away, gently clapping my hands more and more lightly, I knew that there were some things that I couldn't help but mention, although I didn't care at all, it seemed that I had returned to my normal mood, but his words had already hooked out the trepidation and those uneasiness and those anxiety and those pain in my heart at once.
A tear fell directly on my arm, warm, and suddenly disappeared.
Yes, in fact, I am not the same type of person as him? I know that he came all the way to find me and come to live in my house, is it really because he wants to travel? Do you want to come to this quarrel? In fact, I know too well, my wife understands his thoughts, and he just wants to comfort me and tell me to live bravely.
The real reason he's here.
It's because of Lehi.
I know he's really worried about me, he's going to be worried, I'm probably going to be dodging like an ostrich at this point, I'm probably going to shut myself off.
How could I not understand in my heart that at this time, he could not go anywhere in the so-called domestic vacations? Wherever he went, it would be much more upscale than ours, but he came to me, and he comforted me like this.
From the moment he stepped into my door alone, from the moment he hugged me tightly to make that bowl of noodles, I knew what his purpose was here, and he wanted to wait for me.
Although he has a poisonous tongue, although he carelessly makes him nothing, I know that he cares about me.
I restrained my emotions when I wept, I didn't want him to know too much, because the more weak I was in front of him, the more anxious he became.
I turned my back to him and sorted out his luggage as if nothing had happened.
He took a bottle out of his backpack and gave it to me, and put it in my hand.
"This is a friend to send it, this one was brought back from Europe, a very good essential oil is a concentrated version, it is said that the wine is only available in the aristocracy, and it is a national limited edition, it is generally difficult to buy, I give it to you, anyway, I am sometimes allergic to this essential oil. ”
I was very touched by the bottle of essential oil, which was very stress-relieving.
He handed me another bottle of liquor and a bottle of Moutai, and I looked at him puzzled.
"You know that I can't drink alcohol, if you drink a drink, you will faint, this Moutai is also given to me by a friend, you just put two drops in the bath when you take a shower, it will make you get this once, very relaxing, very relaxing. ”
I look at this Moutai for more than seven years, this has a history, such Moutai is really hard to find in this market, this is the fate of the year.
"Fei Yan, you're too wasteful, using such a good Moutai wine to take a bath, you are simply too extravagant, how can you use it, this thing is meant to be drunk, I tell you that this kind of drink is called refreshing." ”
I couldn't help but open the cap of the bottle directly, and took a sip alone, wow, this feeling is really delicious, the taste is too heavy, and it is really Moutai for more than seven years.
"Wow, it's really fragrant, this is really good wine!"
The way he looked at me was really hot, and I couldn't help but hide the wine behind me, because it looked like he wanted to taste it right away, and he really came up and grabbed my wine.
I hurriedly stepped back, just hit the wall directly, and there was no way to retreat, but I threatened him viciously.
"I'm telling you, you can't drink, you have to get drunk on the spot with a drop of wine of this height, you can't let my parents see the way you get drunk in our house at that time, otherwise I will really sweep you out of the house tomorrow!"
He counted step by step, these big hands were about to snatch 99 from behind me, but what about it, he directly imprisoned me in his arms, bowed his head directly, leaned down, and kissed my lips gently.
It's so gentle, it makes me feel a sense of selfishness, and the pain of the kind of alcohol I drank just now makes me feel like I don't know where I am tonight.
Lingering, lips and teeth rely on each other, strong affection.
It was a long time before I was almost suffocating before he let me go and looked at me as if he was unsatisfied.
"It's really fragrant, it turns out that this wine tastes like this. ”
Oh my God, when I heard him say such a pun, my face turned red, and my face was so hot, I don't know if it was because I drank a drink just now, or because of his action, which made me really feel dissatisfied, and my whole body was very hot.
My instincts tell me that if we continue like this, something will happen to us.
In order to prevent the fire from burning, I pushed him away, and as if stepping in, I said a word.
"We don't have any traffic in our house, and there is no entertainment here, you can only watch programs that can pass the time on TV, or you can only watch your novels and play games. ”
He was still hugging me, as if he didn't want to let go, and looked down: "I'm usually filming TV series, until these things are rejected by scripts, now let me watch that TV, I really can't watch it, it's all a game played between a group of familiar friends, and it's easy for me to jump when I see them." ”
"Life is like a drama all about acting, aren't you like that?"
"This part is even more reluctant to watch this TV series, my head has to go up when I watch it, and as soon as I see the TV series, I think that I will work immediately. ”
I can't help his vexatiousness, because it's true, if an actor watches this TV series every day while filming, it feels like he's really working.
"So you can only sleep now?"
"Woman, let's go, I'll take a look at this rooftop of your house, the sun is so big today, and the stars are as big as the stars at night, like in your place it should be the closest to the stars in the sky, I really want to go to the rooftop to see, let's go and see, breathe fresh air." ”
Ah, I saw his enthusiastic appearance, and I didn't refuse again, it is indeed my hometown, especially like our mountain village, where the stars in the sky are very beautiful nights.
I'm a little worried, because it's just the Chinese New Year, and the so-called spring is still far away, especially like our ice water here melts more slowly, and the temperature outside is very cold at this time.
"At this time, it may be more indifferent to stay outside, and I am very worried about your current cotton clothes, you have a cold, if you have a cold here, let me remind you, we don't have such a good doctor to treat you here, I think you better forget it and stay inside, you will shoot an advertisement next month, your skin can't be wrinkled because of this." ”
He took my hand directly, and still didn't give up, it was like I had to go.
"Maybe I've finally come to your house, why don't you make me feel a little romantic, I have to go, don't you have to let me go? I want you to go upstairs with me, okay? Let's go all of a sudden, I want to dance and sing that song, I want to make a wish." ”
Yes, I really can't refuse his messy request, because he wants to be happy, and I want to be happy.
Or that he wants to give me happiness more than I want him to be sad.
I said softly, "You don't have to treat me like this, I thank you for coming over to accompany me this time, you should have a better time with you, and I and you have already separated?"
I said this sentence is actually very difficult, in fact, there is a big logical contradiction in this sentence.
Because the two of us have never publicly admitted our feelings, except between me and him, others don't know anything about our feelings at all, and we don't even have a formal relationship walking around in the sun.
Without a beginning, what is a so-called end?
He was still holding my hand, very knowing, very serious, with full sincerity.
"Ou Ruoxi, we have been an old friend for so many years, we should have known each other for many years, isn't it a sincere dedication to each other? I hope that my friends are unhappy or unhappy, as a friend, shouldn't you take care of your emotions? If I am unhappy one day, you take care of me in turn, isn't it a sincere treatment between friends?"
I looked at him, and I knew he was forbearing, but I wasn't, because there was a long distance between us.
This distance is called the end of the earth.
Let him be happy, won't you?
"Okay, wear more clothes, it's cold outside. ”
I nodded and followed him upstairs.
Yes, even if we really had a relationship that we didn't see the light, even if it was a relationship between us after all, but in the end we were still friends, weren't we?
I treated him without complaint, and he did the same to me.
He wore two long black down jackets, and I myself wore a very thick cotton coat, and I went directly to the rooftop wrapped in a scarf.
It really wasn't blown, it was really cold, and the wind was blowing when you went up, but you could find that the stars in the sky were really beautiful, as if you could pick up the stars just by reaching out, and it was a really nice feeling.
A rich kid like him may really experience the ordinary simplicity of such ordinary people for the first time in his life.
He took my hand and looked up: "Wow, it's so beautiful, really, I feel as if everything is still, I feel like I'm one with the universe, I feel like human beings are so small, standing in an empty place in the universe, you will find that everything is actually just overnight." ”
I also looked up, and the stars above were crowded together, there was no moon, but it was bright enough.
He lowered his head and made a dance request to me, like a prince, I involuntarily put my hand directly on his hand, slumped on his shoulder, he gently put his arm around my waist, and we slowly moved our steps with one of our own feelings.
He's a singer, and he's softly singing a song, his latest composition.
"Do you love me or not, I still love you, life and age. ”
I'm very touched that this is his new song, and you think of the kind of woman who is the heroine in this story.
He is really very good at dancing, he writes every movement so hard, and he steps on this beat so well that his breath sprays in my ears, making me feel a kind of peace of mind and a kind of happiness.
If I think about this scene again years from now, I will be moved by my happiness, and a couple of men and women dance slowly on the rooftop one night in one year, month, and night.
He looked at me: "I remember I once made a TV series called Love in a Fallen City, in which the male and female protagonists hugged each other and danced together, and it was really beautiful." When I was filming this drama, my mind was full of you, and I was thinking, if it were you, I would just think of you as my best heroine, and I would like to accompany you all the time. ”
He is a singer, and he is a top traffic star, so naturally his external conditions and his internal conditions are so good.
That's why he writes so magnetically when he says this, you can't help but sink for his kind of sexiness.
I deliberately diverted the subject, because I couldn't go on in this way, or else the two of us could really do unspeakable things, and I'm not sure I would have too much control.
"So the last time you filmed this drama, were you scolded by the leader?"
"How can I be scolded by the director, every time I shoot this scene, when I think of you, my life will never be stuck again. ”
I stopped talking, and I let him slowly experience and enjoy this kind of romance with me, and maybe this kind of beautiful day may not be enjoyed again for a long time.
Because we are two parallel lines in our lives, and occasionally we touch them, but only occasionally.
He rested my head on his heart, and I let him do this gentle motion, and I didn't want to struggle any more, because such a brief thing might really flash like a meteor.
The wind blew on my face, my cold hands were warm, my heart was warm, and I really didn't get along with him very much.
Although we have a working relationship and I am his agent, we spend a lot of time together, and we may even spend more than a dozen hours a day.
But there is hardly any private life between us.
He didn't speak, and the two of us embraced each other in silence, slowly spinning each other.
I put my face on top of his heart, and I could even hear his heartbeat, it was so charming.
If I say what my mood is at this moment, I can only tell you that I am happy now, and I am super happy, I even think that he is my prince charming, and I am the Cinderella in the crystal slipper, and I have lived in the castle with my prince all my life.
But fairy tales are never realistic, fairy tales don't tell you how to live after the prince and Cinderella, because there are too many realities in life after that that force you to jump.
"Ou Ruoxi, promise me one thing. ”
"You say. ”
"I think it's all ours for the next few days, okay?"
Of course, I understand what it means, that is to say, within this time frame of the holiday, he and I can have no scruples, no difference, and I don't mind that anyone's thoughts are really together.
But I can't, I can't and I don't dare, because after all, there is a world between me and him, and the distance is more important, I can't ignore my parents' feelings, although they didn't ask me, but I have to maintain Fei Yan's decency.
But I can't let myself be indulged because of this, I have no scruples in this kind of relationship, I can't do it, I can't help but think about his future development.
If I am a qualified professional manager, then the best development for his future is to stay away from him.
Yes, I love him, so I can't be so selfish.
Because of love, so love.