Her first sentence was to say: "Minghui, why don't you reply to my WeChat?"

And the owner of this voice turned out to be Zhao Xiaoning.

In other words, the so-called Xiaowei on WeChat just now is Zhao Xiaoning!

Listen to her tone again, what a kind and familiar tone, how naturally resentful, after two years, I have to say that when Zhao Xiaoning didn't pretend to be forced to speak, her voice was so fucking good, it was so fucking good that it made me feel like a dream.

It was like suddenly experiencing the most urgent typhoon, my heart was in a mess, and it was like I was suddenly approached by soldiers in the city, and I had no soldiers in my hands, I was embattled and unable to save myself, I actually hung up the phone in a hurry like a thief.

Sleepless nights.

When the light of dawn was scattered all over the ground through the floor-to-ceiling windows, when the light that blinded me couldn't open my eyes fell on Yu Minghui's sleeping face, this man was still very handsome and radiant to me, and I still loved him, and I loved him to death. But now, I feel like I can no longer touch his heart.

What's even more tragic is that in the sleepless night, I lost the courage to desperately drag him up and wake him up, and simply and rudely hold his mobile phone to ask him for an understanding.

I got out of bed as if I had a dry tree, and all the floor-to-ceiling curtains were pulled open, and the sun became hotter and hotter, and I had nowhere to hide, and my eyes narrowed.

At this moment, Yu Minghui, who was lying on the bed, said in a low voice: "Lin Sisi, close the curtains, I have to sleep for a while." The sun is too bright. ”

But as if I didn't hear it, I didn't move the curtains again, I turned around and stood there with my back to the sun, I tilted my head and squinted at Yu Minghui, I asked, "Yu Minghui, do you still love me?"

Yu Minghui turned over, he turned his back to me, and said in a muffled voice: "Lin Sisi, early in the morning, what are you doing asking this? Close the curtains, I still want to sleep for a while." ”

My hands were covered behind the curtains and dragged on the curtains, the expensive but coarse fabrics wiped my hands painfully, but I didn't realize it, as if I had escaped into a space that was about to drive me crazy, I heard my distant and melancholy voice again, I was so stubborn and didn't know how to read words and colors, I still asked the same sentence, "Yu Minghui, do you still love me?"

Yu Minghui stumbled over, he suddenly crawled and sat up, he crossed his legs, glanced at me, his face was full of doubts: "Lin Sisi, what's wrong with you today? ”

What's wrong with me?

I remembered the past, as soon as I had a little bit of movement, Yu Minghui always came over and hugged me, he hugged me with a very heavy force, and he gave me the feeling at that time that he was always afraid that if I didn't hug it tightly enough, I would float away and disappear. He will also easily say that he loves me, and say that he loves me. When he said these love words, his eyes were as bright as the street lamps that never stop in Shenzhen, a city that never sleeps, so radiant and dazzling, I thought that all this was enough to shine for the rest of my life.

However, just now, when I asked again and again whether he still loved me, and he always diverted the topic appropriately and naturally, I suddenly remembered that he had not told me again for a long, long time that he loved me. How long has it been, or maybe it's been a long, long time, so long that I've completely forgotten the sound of my pounding heart when he says he loves me.

I didn't think so.

I just feel a little cold in my heart, the kind of biting cold that I can't support, like walking alone on the ice bed of the South Pole or the North Pole, and suddenly I don't know why, those silent glaciers collapse and break, and keep pouring towards me, and I was buried alive covered by all the cold in the process of walking.

With an expressionless face, I jumped and said, "You drank too much last night, Yang Xiong called me, and I will pick you up." At that time, someone on your mobile phone kept sending WeChat messages and sent several messages. ”

Yu Minghui sighed, he reached out and patted his head, and said, "Oh, yes? It may be a customer, I'll reply later." I couldn't sleep, so I went to wash. ”

Soon, I heard the sound of the water rushing from the sink, I followed this voice, leaning against the door, I don't know why I was laughing, but I really smiled and said to Yu Minghui, who was washing his face: "Oh, by the way, there was another person who was saved as a bad guy by you last night, and called over." ”

Yu Minghui stiffened for a moment, he quickly recovered his nature, he took a towel and wiped his face, he immediately turned sideways, glanced at me, and said, "Lin Sisi, what do you want to say?"

It may have been winter, but the hot water was hot enough, and the whole bathroom was so thick that I couldn't see Yu Minghui's expression clearly.

I was silent.

In the midst of such a silent confrontation, Yu Minghui had already put the towel on the shelf, and he walked straight towards me.

I didn't get out of the way, just pestle the whole person at the door of the bathroom, word by word, I whispered, "I can't divorce her, I have a responsibility to her." ”

As my words landed, Yu Minghui stopped, he stared at me from a distance of half a meter for no less than three minutes, and he said lightly: "Don't look at my WeChat again in the future." ”

After saying that, he lifted his foot again, took two steps forward, and wanted to go out.

I put my hand on the door and raised my eyes, I don't know why I can be so calm, but I do act so calm, at least no matter how many turbulent waves there are in my heart, how many flesh and blood are blurred, at this moment, I do seem to be a nobody, and said lightly: "Yu Minghui, aren't you going to explain it to me?"

The corners of his mouth twitched slightly, Yu Minghui completely pasted it, his mouth moved slightly, and said, "Lin Sisi, don't take it too seriously." Who hasn't had a time to joke about it these days?"

I never thought that Yu Minghui and I would end up where we are today.

He'd tell me not to be serious, and he'd say he's playing on the spot.

Was it because I couldn't keep up with this era that was too fast, or was he Yu Minghui going too fast that I was left behind?

I don't understand why two years ago, Yu Minghui was jealous of Zhao Xiaoning, two years later, why he was able to make a big change all of a sudden, and he and Zhao Xiaoning were able to have that kind of relationship with candles and nights, I don't understand what his mind is thinking about now and where is drifting, but if he is with me, just because of responsibility, this responsibility makes him suffer and makes him uncomfortable, so that he has to find other women on WeChat to complain that his life is unsatisfactory, so why should I stay where I am anymore, I might as well be neat and let him live。

It's said that things are no more than three, and by the third time, if I can't get a definite answer, then I may not mind once again putting myself in the days of crawling alone. I have passed the age when I know that he is not in love, and I still want to die begging Bai Raiba by his side, begging unwillingly, like begging for the love that cannot be begged for, and by the way, dragging myself to the dust.

That's right, I'm really serious, I continued to hold the door, I looked up at him, I asked, "Yu Minghui, do you still love me?"

When he loved me, it was true love, really deep love. And one day, he may find that this love is lost in the pull of time. If you lose it, you lose it, and no one can guarantee who can love whom for a lifetime, no matter how deep you love, in the end, you will love whoever you want.

Yu Minghui's hand was on my arm, and he said, "Lin Sisi, don't make trouble." ”

With that, he took my hand off and walked slowly past me towards the bedroom.

I turned around and looked at his back, and I said, "Yu Minghui, let's get a divorce." ”

As if he hadn't heard my words at all, Yu Minghui lightly diverted the topic, and said, "Lin Sisi, what do you want to have for breakfast." I'll go out and buy a breakfast for Little Gray and bring you one by the way. ”

I opened my mouth and was about to continue my topic, when a rush of footsteps suddenly sounded outside the door, and soon Uncle Xian knocked on the door and shook the ground, and his voice was full of panic: "Sisi, Minghui, Little Gray is sick, and I have to send him to the hospital quickly." ”

As if the nerves were pulled tightly and suddenly released, my whole body followed Uncle Xian's words, my feet seemed to be tied to a heavy lead ball, and I stumbled to the door, trying to pull the door open like crazy.

My nails pressed against the door panels, striking them so strongly that my nails broke and extended to the flesh.

The sharp pain made me sober up a little, I twisted the handle of the door and opened the door, Uncle Xian hugged the little gray gray, the little gray gray face was pale, and it was frighteningly white.

His eyes were closed, and his eyelashes didn't move.

Even though I have experienced more and more of this situation in the past two years, but today I am extremely fragile, I motioned to Uncle Xian to hold Little Ash, I took the car keys to drive, and kept crying and saying: "Little Ash, don't scare Mom." Don't be afraid, mom will take you to the hospital, little ash, don't fall asleep, you can't fall asleep, little ash, did you hear your mother speak. ”

In the end, it was Yu Minghui's car, he kept stepping on the accelerator to accelerate and accelerate again, speeding on the road.

I hugged the little gray gray, his face was so white that I panicked, my tears fell everywhere, Uncle Xian kept comforting me, but to no avail.

After the little gray ash was pushed into the emergency room by those medical staff, my whole body, as if all my strength and soul had been drained, stuck to the cold wall of the hospital, smelling the strong smell of disinfectant water, and indifferently looking at the dazzling lamp overhead.

When Uncle Xian was running to go through the admission procedures for Xiao Gray Ash, Yu Minghui came over, he was next to me, his hand reached over, and he wanted to hold my hand.

I slowly lowered my head and glanced at him indifferently, and I fell on the hand he was reaching, and I said coldly, "Don't touch me." ”

But with a hint of persistence, Yu Minghui abruptly dragged me into his arms and hugged me, he said: "Lin Sisi, don't be afraid, the little gray gray will be fine, don't be afraid." ”

I'm really scared now, I really need a support, but I suddenly realize that the man who is holding me now, he can no longer give me a sense of reassurance.

The more he hugged me, the more he told me not to be afraid, the more I retreated into more and more fear.

The more he hugged me, the emptier, more fragmented, and more broken my heart became.

As if crazy, I pushed Yu Minghui away fiercely, but he was caught off guard, and I pushed him to stagger and take two steps back.

I, on the other hand, was like a wounded little beast on guard, and I glanced at him expressionlessly, and said weakly, "I said, don't touch me." ”

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