199 It's really ironic, I don't know much and I want you to understand
After standing firmly, Yu Minghui raised his eyes and glanced at me, he still wanted to take a step forward, but was forced by my cold gaze, he opened his mouth, but he didn't say anything, his expression stopped at the point where he wanted to speak. Zi Hidden Pavilion
We confronted each other in a stalemate for about five minutes, Uncle Xian came over, he glared at Yu Minghui fiercely, and stood in front of me again, he bowed his body slightly, and comforted me in a deep voice: "Sisi, don't worry, they are the best doctors, Xiao Gray is fine, it's okay, don't worry." ”
I bent my hand into a ball and put it in my mouth to bite it, and only by doing so could I keep myself from falling down in numbness, like a lump of mud that could no longer be splashed on the wall.
At this moment, Yu Minghui's mobile phone rang.
He also likes to use Eason Chan's song as a ringtone, and the song "Red Rose", the lyrics of how cruel and cruel they are, collided in my ears.
When I hugged you from behind, I was looking forward to her face, which was really ironic, I don't know much about longing for you to understand, whether happiness is too light, overuse is not itchy and painful, ripe and red, hollow pupils, and finally hollowed out and finally has no beginning and end.
When Eason Chan sang this, Yu Minghui stopped confronting me, and he pinched the phone.
However, the bell was more stubborn than I was, and after a few seconds it babbled again.
Yu Minghui's hand trembled, the phone screen turned sideways, and I glanced at it so casually, and I saw the word "bad".
Yu Minghui took his mobile phone and walked to the end of the corridor, his voice vaguely reached my ears, gentle and abnormal, he said, "I have something to do in the hospital, I'll call you later." ”
After a while, he said, "You have a good breakfast." ”
My child is in the emergency room, the situation is unknown, life and death are uncertain, my husband, I still love deeply, the man who can't take him out of my heart at once, he looked at the phone, as if he was choked by someone, and told Zhao Xiaoning to let her eat breakfast.
At this moment, I felt like my heart had been smashed into the oil pan without mercy or mercy, and the burning torment and pain had all disappeared after a few seconds.
All the passions are surging and all the old loves are exhausted, and the heart is dead.
Sticking to the wall with more force, even though I was wearing a thick winter coat, but those rough walls still grinded my back to pain, but I didn't realize it, desperately trying to find more pain to keep myself awake and not fall into any tears.
Uncle Xian looked at me, he looked at Yu Minghui who answered the phone not far away, he suddenly strode up, grabbed Yu Minghui's phone and hung up, he counted Yu Minghui and said: "What's the matter later, you go over to accompany Sisi, you see how bad her mood is." ”
When Uncle Xian dragged Yu Minghui towards me, he was still chattering and scolding, but Yu Minghui listened to Uncle Xian's nagging in silence and did not speak.
More than two hours later, the lights in the emergency room were finally turned off, the medical staff opened the door from the inside, and the half-gray-haired doctor came over, he knew Yu Minghui, he stood in front of Yu Minghui, he took off his mask, and said: "Mr. Yu, now the child is temporarily safe, but the child's condition is getting more and more serious, I suggest arranging a heart transplant as soon as possible, and it is not a way to continue conservative treatment like this." ”
I moved over with my heavy feet, I looked up at the doctor, I gestured to grab the doctor's hand, I opened my mouth and was about to speak, Yu Minghui's hand grabbed the doctor's collar, and his voice came slowly: "Arrange surgery." But if there is the slightest mistake in the operation, I will tear down your hospital. ”
The doctor took off Yu Minghui's hand, and the mask he took off expressionlessly was thrown into a ball and thrown into the garbage basket next to him, and he said: "Mr. Yu, I have already explained to you that an operation like this, in my case, the success rate is 95%, after the operation is successful, there will be no rejection, and the child will be taken care of in the future, and the child's foundation is unlimited." And if you drag it out as conservatively as you are now, that child will have no choice but to die. Not everyone is so lucky to be able to wait for a donor, since you have the funds and the conditions, why not gamble. I am a doctor, it is my duty to save lives, I understand your feelings, you can discuss with your wife, be fully prepared to accept any results, and then inform me. ”
With that, the doctor nodded at me, and he walked past us.
Soon, the little gray was pushed out by several nurses, his body was full of tubes, his eyes were still tightly closed, his face was as white as paper, I was about to follow with tears in my eyes, I wanted to touch his little face, the doctor who walked in front stopped me and said: "The child's condition is too serious, it needs to be isolated and cared for, you are easy to cause bacterial infection in the past, for the sake of the child, please control it." ”
In this way, I watched my child, but I couldn't touch him, so I couldn't do anything to watch him being pushed into the intensive care unit by a bunch of strange men and women, and I could only look through the small glass baffle, desperately wide-eyed, watching his small body mixed in the vast white.
I suddenly became very scared, I was afraid of my little gray ash, he would be like the old man Chen Daowei, he would leave me, he would become a firework that I could no longer grasp.
The fear in my heart made me need to temporarily stop fighting with Yu Minghui, I turned around, I grabbed Yu Minghui's arm, and I said, "Yu Minghui, didn't you say before that you want to save my little gray gray? You promised me, you also promised little gray gray, you promised him to help him drive away the monster in his heart, you promised him, you can't talk and don't talk..."
I thought I could say anything else, but after saying so many words, I couldn't stop crying.
Yu Minghui's hand was on the back of my hand, his hand was a little cold, and he said succinctly: "I'll go and inform the hospital to arrange surgery." ”
With that, he took my hand off, and he turned around and left.
The rest of Uncle Xian and I stood in the corridor, seeing the medical staff walking around without any smile, I raised my face, tears rushed down the two corners, I felt like I was about to run it out, I had to lean against the wall, while wailing and saying intermittently: "Uncle Xian, the little gray gray will be fine, right, he will grow up well, right, right." ”
Uncle Xian reached out and patted me on the shoulder, he opened his mouth, but he didn't say anything.
The next thing that happened, even when I think about it, feels like it hurts all over my body.
My little gray ash was pushed out of the intensive care unit again, he woke up for a while, and the doctor told us to come over and talk to the child from afar.
I was afraid that the bacteria on my body would really touch him, and I was half a meter away, and I tried my best to hold back my tears, but I failed.
At this time, Little Gray Ash had already read the big class, and he already knew a little about the monster in his heart that was too bad to be bad, and he was still so amazingly considerate and sensible. And my little gray gray, he barely opened his eyes, he said: "Mom, mother, don't cry, little gray is not afraid at all." Mom laughed. ”
However, if I can use all the tears of my life in exchange for his healthy growth, I may not hesitate to drown this earth with my own tears.
Yet I dare not drown this earth, because this earth contains my children.
Desperately trying to calm down my emotions, I squeezed out a particularly ugly smile with tears in my eyes, and squeezed out a few words from my throat: "Little gray is not afraid, mom has always been outside, mom has always been there." ”
Just like that, Ash was pushed out of the operating room.
The next 21 hours of waiting was the longest time in my life, in He Siyuan, Ding Zhanbo, Xiao Yan, Cao Jiaying, Li Jing and others, all rushed to the hospital to surround me in a circle, they took turns to hold my hands, in a vain attempt to warm my cold hands, but I still couldn't feel even a trace of warmth, I felt a deeper loneliness.
I couldn't eat anything, and my heart asked for everything I could ask for, God, God, and so on.
The operation is finally over.
The doctor came to inform us that the operation was a success, and Ash was once again pushed into the intensive care unit, and the doctor said that if there was no rejection later, Ash would be discharged from the hospital in two weeks.
Even though I still have apprehension in my heart, this news is a godsend for me.
I stood in the intensive care unit and watched my child through the glass baffle, and the medical staff were busy inside.
A few hours later, Uncle Xian, who had gone out to run errands, came back, he brought me a bottle of milk, and forced it for me to drink, I didn't want to drink it, and he also said, I'm going to fall, what should I do if Little Gray wakes up and can't see me.
Because of his words, I reluctantly took the milk and drank it.
Not long after I drank the milk, through the glass baffle, I saw that the medical staff inside were all running in a hurry, and it didn't take long for the chief surgeon of the little gray gray to come in a hurry, he rushed in, and the door of the intensive care room was quickly opened, and I heard some medical staff who didn't know what to say with a walkie-talkie or something: "The child has rejection, and rescue must be arranged immediately, and it will be in place within one minute." ”
It was as if someone had struck me hard with a hammer, and my brain boomed, and my eyes went black, and I fell straight and unconscious.
When I woke up, there was a faint darkness in front of me, and there were many intermittent whimpering sounds in my ears, I barely got up and wanted to get out of bed, but the whole person rolled straight down, my head hit something like a cabinet, the pain made my consciousness more and more clear, after my eyes adjusted to the gloom, I glanced around, I was stunned for three seconds.
The place I was in turned out to be Zhanjiang, the house where the old man used to live, and I was in the room where I lived with Yu Minghui.
The foreboding intensified, and I stumbled towards the door, opened it like crazy, and rolled down to the first floor.
There was no one in the hall.
The staccato whimpering sound came from inside the courtyard.
I wore thin short sleeves, and in such a cold weather, I didn't feel cold at all, and stumbled into the yard again, and I saw my friends, surrounded by a black lacquer box about a meter long, hiding their faces and crying.
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