(16) Counterattack
Su Mu had almost never spoken to Ling Feng in such a serious tone, no matter how fierce the quarrel had been before, she had never yelled at Ling Feng like this. So not to mention that Ling Feng was taken aback, even she herself felt a little surprised, and she couldn't believe what she said just now.
This was simply beyond her control, not only that, everything she did with Ling Feng today was beyond her control. She couldn't imagine what the next two would become.
Ling Feng had originally agreed with his roommate that they would play games together, and his roommate had also invited his girlfriend, so Ling Feng was reluctant to stop and listen to Su Mu. But even if he was slow to react, he could feel it now, Su Mu must have something important to say to him, and she must have been angry with her because of her playing the game, so he thought about it and finally said sorry to his roommates.
As soon as his roommate heard that Ling Feng was no longer playing, he immediately began to complain about why Ling Feng temporarily released their pigeons, and it would take a long time to find someone to replace him temporarily. Ling Feng was also a little embarrassed by what he said, and wanted to discuss with Su Mu if he could let him play the game first, but before he could speak, Su Mu directly answered on the phone:
"You have a girlfriend to accompany, and you want to take your girlfriend to the top points, so he doesn't have a girlfriend to accompany?
Because Ling Feng was playing games, the call was not changed to a headset, but turned on outside, and by the time he reacted to this matter, Su Mu had already finished what he wanted to say, and there was no one in the room who didn't hear Su Mu say this, even the boy's girlfriend heard it clearly, and quietly asked the boy what was going on, who was talking.
After saying these words, Su Mu felt that her anger seemed to have subsided a little, but Ling Feng never said anything, she still felt a little unhappy, so she paused for a while, and then continued:
"Don't think you'll be able to play a game to bring your sister awesome, you didn't know how to play this game when I played it. I can't even take care of my girlfriend, and I always have to buy gifts to make people angry, I really don't know what your brains think. Can you coax with gifts? Isn't it good for others to coax with money and gifts? I don't know when I lost my girlfriend just by playing games. β
"I ...... My girlfriend also plays games and I can play with her......"
Ling Feng, who was yelled at by Su Mu, replied weakly after Su Mu finished speaking. At this time, Ling Feng had already wanted to turn off the outside, but the others kept stopping him, wanting to hear what Su Mu was going to say next, so he didn't close it, so they heard Su Mu snort coldly, and seemed to say to the man very mockingly:
"You're in the national service, can you take the handle and win every time? There are more people who can play games with your girlfriend, if you don't accompany her one day, she will know someone more powerful than you. I want to tie a person to a game and do a big dream here. β
"It's all a swarm of something. β
The last sentence Su Mu said very softly, and it was not heard by Ling Feng's roommate, but Ling Feng heard it clearly. When Su Mu said these words, he already felt a little unbearable on his face, if it weren't for the fact that he couldn't be stopped and turned off, he would immediately have a big fight with her because of Su Mu's behavior. He didn't understand that this was obviously a problem between the two of them, why Su Mu didn't consider his situation at all, and accused his friend in person. This is not at all what a self-proclaimed mature person should do, even more naΓ―ve than these underage children.
Ling Feng thought so, but Su Mu didn't feel that there was anything wrong with him doing this. She didn't give face to the children, but when they accused Ling Feng of not playing games with them to accompany her, they didn't give her face, she didn't even give her a tooth for a tooth by doing this, not to mention, these children didn't even think about being responsible when they fell in love, she didn't take the opportunity to teach them, did she want these children to harm another group of girls after they had harmed these girls?
It's because they're spoiled, they don't take responsibility at all, and they're always self-centered, so many people are hurt so much in young people's love. She can be regarded as educating their children for their parents by doing this, and it would be good if she didn't let them pay tuition, what kind of facelessness is not shameful.
Besides, this is through the phone, she can be so polite, if she says it in person, dare to talk back to her, she can pick up a stool and hit him.
It's not for nothing that a teacher has worked for a few months, and it's not for nothing that she has learned for so many years, if she hadn't been too lazy to deal with those parents, would these children still be embarrassed by her? It's really funny.
After venting like this, Su Mu's mood finally improved, so she finally remembered Ling Feng, and said to Ling Feng:
"Can you turn it off?"
Ling Feng kept his breath shut, thinking about how he was going to get back the lost face, and he didn't forget about the matter of being released yet. After Su Mu reminded him of this, he immediately picked up his mobile phone, and said to Su Mu with a black face and a very bad attitude:
"What are you talking about? You can't be considerate of me, what's the matter until I'm done playing the game? Why do you have to make things like this? You're happy when you're done? You're comfortable when you're done?"
"I've been waiting for me for days, and you don't want to think about it, didn't you just tell me you were going to sleep after you finished the game? After playing the game, I will say good night directly after the game!"
Su Mu felt that Ling Feng really had perfected the skill of making her angry, and just said a few simple words, so she rolled her eyes in anger and directly replied to him. As soon as Su Mu complained like this, Ling Feng's anger became even greater, and he yelled at Su Mu:
"Then you can tell me, if you tell me in advance, I won't be able to play the game for a while. β
"I can go...... That's really interesting, why, do you have to play games? When I say I have something to say to you, can't you put off everything tonight? What can you do if you don't play games? Why didn't you tell me when you chased me in the past that you had to play games every day for hours without saying a word?"
Su Mu's words made Ling Feng speechless for a while, he opened his mouth several times, but he couldn't think of how to pick it up. He finally realized the root of the problem, but he had no way to tell Su Mu the truth, and he was afraid that Su Mu would continue to ask, so he tried to change the topic.
"Okay, then you can tell me what you have to do, I'll play games with them after that, didn't you hear them just calling me?"
When he heard Ling Feng say such a sentence at the end, Su Mu, who was originally so angry that he almost wanted to hit someone, suddenly sank his heart. She suddenly felt a little stuffy pain in her heart, as if there was an indescribable pressure pressing on her heart impartially, making her feel a little breathless. She took several deep breaths without relieving herself, but she didn't want to drag it out any longer, so she took a deep breath and tried to finish what she wanted to say in one breath:
"I quit my job and was going to travel with Ledo at the end of March, and when I came back, my grandmother was going to have surgery. β
After Su Mu finished saying this, Ling Feng's whole person was a little confused, it took him a long time to react to what Su Mu meant, so he immediately asked:
"When did you quit your job? Why don't you discuss it with me when you're going on a trip......?"
Halfway through his words, he realized that Su Mu had already hung up the phone, and he immediately called back, but no one answered after calling several times. So he started calling Su Mu again, but as soon as he dialed it, he was told that the other party's phone was temporarily unavailable.
At this time, Ling Feng couldn't care about being angry, he was very worried that he wouldn't be able to contact Su Mu, he knew Su Mu's character very well, if he didn't plan to contact him, it would mean that Su Mu was really angry, and even had plans to break up with him.
Although he was very irritable and had been thinking about these issues recently, he didn't plan to break up with Su Mu like this, let alone Su Mu to mention the breakup, so he immediately tried his best to attract Su Mu's attention so that Su Mu could take the initiative to contact him. As for the method, it is naturally to log in to the account of Su Mu's various chat software.
In the past, when he did this, Su Mu would definitely contact him immediately, and he thought that this time it would be the same. As a result, he didn't expect him to wait for more than two hours, and Su Mu didn't log in to her account again.
When it was almost twelve o'clock, Su Mu still didn't show up, and her phone was in a state of being unreachable, which almost tossed Ling Feng to the point of collapse.
At the beginning, Ling Feng was still very angry, Su Mu dared to do such a thing, but when Su Mu really didn't contact him, he couldn't help but start to regret why he did such a thing.
There are some things that Su Mu doesn't know, but he himself knows it very well. Now that he thinks about it, he really feels as if he is crazy, and he would be affected by those things to make this series of actions. He was suddenly afraid that Su Mu knew the truth, and even he didn't know how to face these things, if Su Mu knew, how could she bear it?
So it's still him who is causing the current situation, if he had been more determined, maybe this kind of thing wouldn't have happened.
If he is willing to love her well, they will both feel very happy, right?
Thinking of this, Ling Feng couldn't help but feel a burst of remorse, and then he switched all the software back to his own, thought about it and thought about it, and left a large amount of words in his heart for Su Mu before falling asleep groggily.
Seeing that the QQ on the computer prompted Ling Feng to go online, Su Mu logged in to all his chat software and turned on the airplane mode.
In fact, Su Mu didn't sleep, nor did he deliberately blacken Ling Feng. She was just angry, and she simply didn't want to talk to Ling Feng, so she turned on the airplane mode.
She had told Ling Feng a long time ago that she hated quarrels the most, because quarrels really hurt feelings. Feelings are very fragile, and they may break if they are touched at the slightest touch, and quarrels are fueling the breakage of feelings. Whether it is a friend or a lover, she doesn't like to quarrel, as long as she quarrels, she will constantly worry about the estrangement between the two people, for fear that it will affect the relationship between the two people in the future, and then maintain the relationship between the two people more carefully.
Most sensitive people live very tired lives, and Su Mu has experienced a lot, so she understands this very well, so sometimes she will pay special attention to the attitudes and opinions of others. Because she was very worried that she would meet someone as sensitive as her, for fear that she would do something wrong and hurt this sensitive heart. She knows very well that such people need a lot of care, just like herself, which makes her more willing to give a little more in order to hope that someone else will take care of her like she treats others.
She had thought that Ling Feng could do it, but now she realized that it was actually her expectations of him that were too high. A child like him, who was pampered by his parents, has not experienced any storms and waves, nor has he experienced any emotional twists and turns, how can he know what she needs. If you want him to give her these cares, it must take her to go through a long period of pain before he can understand that loving different people needs different ways, and she needs more than others.
Yes, Su Mu doesn't know how to love someone, she knows it very well, and she also understands that those things that stay on the surface are just for others to see, and they have nothing to do with love at all. It is true that loving someone will be unreservedly good to someone, but on the contrary, this sentence is not necessarily true. It is precisely because of a clear understanding of this matter that Su Mu is very clear that most of the time, he regards being good to others as a habit. Ling Feng had the same habit, but he couldn't tell if he was doing it because of love or because of habit.
It's hard for anyone to tell the difference, especially girls. Most of them will fall into the kindness of one person to her, and once he does more than everyone else, the girl is very likely to mistake this kindness for love. So Su Mu thinks that there is a sentence that is right, the experience of girls in love is actually very low, because they will follow the person who is good to them to a large extent, and mistakenly think that it is love.