But unfortunately, many times, although Su Mu knows these truths, if she wants to do them, she can't do them completely. For example, when she realized that there were these problems between herself and Ling Feng, logically speaking, she should immediately give up her soft-heartedness, strengthen her attitude, and not let this tragedy continue to develop, but when she saw the things that Ling Feng sent her, she almost immediately gave up all the preparations she had made before to break up, and her heart softened suddenly. It was decided to give Ling Feng another chance.

Le Duo often feels that such a Su Mu is a little pitiful.

She was the only one who witnessed Su Mu and Ling Feng all the way, and in her eyes, in fact, Ling Feng was not good enough at all. According to what she usually saw and what he did, she really felt that he was not qualified to enjoy what Su Mu had paid. The Su Mu she knows is a girl who deserves to be loved and cherished, although she is a woman like Su Mu, but when she is with Su Mu, she feels that she can't wait to give her all her good. But over the years, Su Mu has experienced so many feelings, and no one is worthy of her dedication. Le Duo felt that it was difficult to understand all this, why such a good girl had never been treated well, as long as those men gave a little love, they could get back all the good of Su Mu, and even hurt her so naturally.

Before they met Ling Feng, the two of them had also discussed this issue when they got together, and every time they talked about it, Su Mu would only say that her vision was not good, and she didn't see people clearly, and they weren't like this before, but they only changed after being with her, so the problem should also appear in the way she treated them. Maybe it was because she didn't choose a suitable way to get along with them that caused such a result.

Although Leduo never refuted, in fact, she never agreed that Su Mu took the responsibility on herself. Because some men are like this, the better they treat him, the more he has to inch inch, and he doesn't know how to cherish it, but in the end, the girl can't accept it and leaves, and they have to beat it upside down and put the responsibility on the girl.

In this way, Su Mu is actually not completely wrong, at least she has poor vision and always chooses a scumbag, which is really her own problem.

Leduo felt that she was the same this time, and she chose a scumbag to come out. But I have to say that this guy really behaved quite well before, and even she thought that he really liked Su Mu, otherwise, whatever she said would prevent the two of them from being together.

is such a child who has not grown all his hair, if he is not good to Su Mu, how can she tolerate him to delay Su Mu's time!

So, everyone has a time when they look away, and this time it's both of them that look away.

But when he found out that something was wrong, Leduo also mentioned these things to Su Mu sideways. She hoped that Su Mu could think about it again, after all, the current happiness was only temporary, how could she think more about her future. But every time she mentioned this matter, Su Mu just kept shaking her head at her, and told her that she had already thought about it, and this was the choice she made after thinking about it.

Le Duo really didn't understand why Su Mu could keep giving Ling Feng a chance like this, and she couldn't calmly watch Su Mu cry over and over again because Ling Feng hurt her. The most important thing is that every time Su Mu doesn't tell her anything, she still chooses to forgive him after crying, which is really unacceptable to her. Later, the two of them had a big quarrel over this matter, and it wasn't until the two of them reconciled that Su Mu really talked to her about Ling Feng. It was from that time on, that Leduo seemed to have re-acquainted Su Mu with him. And she also realized that in the process of her concern, there were also many problems.

The advantage of interacting with adults is that some problems do not have to be put on the surface, the other person knows them, and they will think carefully and carefully and then try to solve them. Su Mu was already used to being in contact with adults, and she took many things for granted, so when she was with Ling Feng, she would unconsciously use adult habits to measure Ling Feng. She overlooked one important thing because of habit, that is, Ling Feng was still in his adolescence, he was rebellious, he had his own theory, which was difficult for adults to understand, and reasoning with Ling Feng, not to mention that it didn't make sense at all, he would even try to make you admit his theory.

Before meeting Ling Feng, Su Mu had actually communicated with children of his age, and there were many girls his age, all of whom were very good friends with Su Mu. So before that, Su Mu had always felt that he should be able to associate with Ling Feng. But after the two of them were together, she realized that it was easy for feelings to affect a person's judgment and style of acting, and in the end they would not be like themselves.

For example, she is now definitely not the one Leduo knew before, but she doesn't know how to express these things with Leduo.

In fact, she was very reluctant to say that Ling Feng was not good to her in front of anyone. Even if she suffered a great grievance and couldn't stand it anymore and wanted to find someone to talk to, after she finished speaking, she would find all kinds of excuses to help Ling Feng exonerate, not wanting to damage Ling Feng's image in front of others. This wasn't because he was afraid of affecting Ling Feng, after all, a child of his age, if he broke up with Su Mu, he would definitely not have any anxiety with Su Mu's friends, and if she did this, she would actually want to maintain her face.

Everyone was against her being with Ling Feng, she didn't believe it, she wanted to prove to everyone that her choice was not wrong, even if Ling Feng was so much younger than her, he was still a person to rely on.

Because of such thoughts, Su Mu never wanted to give up, and even put in a lot of effort, hoping that the two of them could have a good ending. But didn't Su Mu really know that Ling Feng wasn't good enough? No, she actually knew very well, because she was the person concerned, what she was like to Ling Feng, what Ling Feng was like to her, as soon as she compared, she could know that Ling Feng was no longer as attentive to her as before. The problem never broke out, but it was because she often comforted herself and excused Ling Feng with all kinds of reasons. As for why she did this, in addition to wanting to maintain her face, it was also because she was moved by her true feelings and was reluctant to give up, and even more because compared to those people before, although Ling Feng was young and ignorant, he had already done a lot better than those people, so she always believed that one day Ling Feng would understand how to take care of her, he just needed time and opportunity, and she should give it to him.

At this time, Su Mu didn't believe it, this Ling Feng, who would rather turn against her parents for her sake, choose her rather than choose her parents, and had a lot of love for her in the past, would tell her a long time later that during this period of time when she thought she owed him affection, he actually didn't love her so much, and even had the idea of looking for a spare tire.

When Ling Feng was forced to confess these things to Su Mu in desperation, Su Mu felt how ridiculous her series of actions were, but she still didn't regret it. Because if she regretted it, everything she had done before would become a joke here.

She doesn't want her efforts and dedication to become a joke in other people's mouths.

She couldn't afford the blow.

Because he didn't have a good rest for two consecutive nights, when Su Mu got up in the morning, his eyes were dark, and he almost fainted. She lay on the bed for a long time before she recovered a little, so she couldn't help but sigh, her body is really getting worse and worse as she gets older, she used to have no problem not sleeping for two days and two nights in a row, but now she just stayed up for two nights, and she slept more or less for more than ten hours, and as a result, she seemed to be dying, and she was so weak that she was dying.

After sighing at these times, she hurriedly got out of bed and prepared to go to work, completely forgetting about looking at her phone. When she took a taxi to the mall to prepare to pay, she suddenly remembered that she hadn't looked at her phone until now, and she and Ling Feng had a fight last night.

But by this time she was already late, and she was in danger of being shut out of the door if she delayed for half a minute. In order to avoid her going to Starbucks to grab a seat again, she didn't think about it, put her phone away and ran towards the side door of the mall.

When she arrived at the gate, she saw the security guard waiting for her at the door with her watch.

"You said you, if you're going to be late, you're going to be a little late, you're thirty seconds late, how do you let me count it for you? Do I let you in, or don't let you in?"

Because he was always late, almost all the security guards in this mall knew Su Mu. And today's one has the best relationship with Su Mu, and the two of them usually joke about each other, so Su Mu smiled "hehe" and prepared to get by.

"Then I'll arrive thirty seconds early next time and make up for the one who was late today. ”

The security guard was a little helpless by Su Mu's "scoundrel", and seeing that there was no one around, he opened the door and let Su Mu in. Su Mu said "thank you" as he ran towards the stairs. The eldest brother of the security guard was afraid that the cleaning aunt had just dragged the floor too slippery, and Su Mu ran so fast and fell again, so he kept reminding her behind her to let her run slowly and not fall.

Although she didn't catch up with the morning meeting, there was such a small episode, Su Mu's mood was still very good, and she couldn't help humming a little song even when she was cleaning, which caused people from the surrounding shops to come and ask her what happened to make her so happy.

Su Mu casually sent them away one by one for a reason, and by the way, he also asked about the content of today's morning meeting. At this time, she knew that there was a leader to inspect the work today, and all the shops had to be cleaned again, and there could be no sanitary corners, otherwise she would definitely be fined.

As soon as Su Mu heard this, he felt that his head was big for a while, and the feeling of boredom in his heart overflowed unconsciously. She stood in place, her expression extremely entangled and resentful for a long time, before she began to clean up inside and out.

Usually this kind of work is almost half a month, even if the mall does not require it, she will take the initiative to do it. After all, if the store is messy, the customer experience will become very poor, which will definitely affect the store's business. But it's one thing to take the initiative to do it, and it's another thing to be forced to deal with the leader, so in this cleaning process, she is very irritable, and when she wipes things, she is so strong that she almost wipes off a layer of skin.

Before the mall officially opened, a group of people surrounded their leaders to inspect the work. This leader has to say a few words at the door of any store, and Su Mu kept praying in his heart when he looked at it from a distance, but don't find any trouble with her again. As a result, when the leader arrived after a while, he touched left and right in the store, didn't find anything wrong, and finally pointed to the Spider-Man and traffic lights used for decoration on their small shed and said to Su Mu:

"Look at this dirty, I haven't wiped it for months, and you haven't done a thorough job, so quickly find someone to wipe it all up. ”

Su Mu stood at the door, looking at the majestic back of the leader, and wanted to throw the rag directly on his head.

The decorations on the roof of the shed are all required to be installed by the shopping mall, and they say that they don't have to be responsible, and now they say that they should wipe the dust on it, why? They say that they are not responsible, why do they have to wipe it? Besides, it is the roof of the shed, which is higher than the two Su Mu, and there is not even a ladder in the store, how can she go up and wipe it! Is it difficult to let her borrow a ladder?

Su Mu was so angry that she went back and forth in the store a few times, and then couldn't help but send a message directly to the leader, and the leader directly threw her a sentence "Don't care, don't wipe it", so Su Mu put away the rag with peace of mind.

The boss has spoken, so she doesn't care about these things that she can't do at all. Even if the ladder was handed to her now, she would not go up to wipe it.

Soon, the mall's welcome song sounded on the radio. After hearing this song, Su Mu, who had been a little crazy about his performance in the past two days, immediately put away all the cleaning utensils, and then prepared to start the day's work. As a result, at this time, she actually saw the new floor supervisor walking towards her, and without thinking about it, she knew that this person must have come because of the incident just now, so she didn't take it seriously, and still sat in the store.

Soon, the supervisor walked in front of Su Mu, he glanced at Su Mu up and down, and then said to Su Mu:

"Didn't the big leader just say that the decoration on the roof of your shed should be wiped, you told your male employees to wipe them quickly, and they will come to check in two days, and if they are not qualified, they will deduct your family's money. ”