Su Mu, who hadn't eaten much for a day, felt so hungry that his stomach began to ache faintly because of his grievances. In addition, the manager of the patrol had already come to remind her twice that it was time to go, so with tears in her eyes, she gritted her teeth, and decided to settle the matter when she came tomorrow morning.

In fact, she is a little anxious, because sometimes, the leader will come to work with her, and if she is unlucky enough to find out about this matter tomorrow, she will definitely be told again. Even if she explained, it was useless, so even if she had a big grievance, she could only endure it.

But she really didn't want to be talked about because of it.

When she returned home in the evening, she thought she still had food at home, but she couldn't find any food after rummaging around, not even a bag of instant noodles. If those things hadn't happened before, she might have put on her clothes and go downstairs immediately to buy something to eat, after all, there was a market downstairs from her house, and even if it was late, there would still be a few small shops and supermarkets open, and it would never be impossible to run out of food. But this happened when she felt very wronged, so when Su Mu found out about it, she didn't control herself at all, and hid in her room and cried.

Although Su Mu herself felt that it was really not worth crying for these trivial things, and if she said it, it was very likely that she would be said to be pretending to be wronged, but she really couldn't control herself, so she just let herself go and cried out all the grievances at work during this time.

Just as Su Mu was crying, her mother didn't know when she stood at her door, and after her crying gradually became quieter, her mother suddenly asked her in a somewhat stiff tone:

"What's going on? What are you crying at night? What time is it, don't you know if your dad and I are going to work tomorrow?"

"I'm fine, you two go to sleep, I'm asleep too. ”

Hearing his mother's tone, Su Mu somehow suddenly had a feeling of being very scared in his heart. She wiped away her tears in a panic, and then swiped into the bed with a quick movement, wanting to end her conversation with her mother as soon as possible.

However, her idea was not realized, and even if she had done so, her mother still showed no sign of wanting to go back to sleep, but instead took a step closer to her and asked:

"What the hell is going on, is it the two of you who are quarreling, or is it a matter of work?"

"No, it's okay, don't ask, go back to sleep. ”

"Don't you say that we can sleep, are you stupid to me? You two always quarrel at night, and when you quarrel, you cry, really I can't hear you? How many times, your father and I are embarrassed to talk about you. What's the matter, I can't do without him? How old is that child, what do you know? Does he know what responsibility is? I can't even take care of myself, why do you have to take care of it? Are you stupid? What future can you two have, what time do you waste on him? Where do you do this, let me and your dad put our faces? We are both embarrassed to tell people that you have found a boyfriend at such a young age, and you always make you cry. ”

Su Mu's mother sat on the edge of Su Mu's bed angrily as she spoke, and there was a posture that she must break up the two of them tonight. And Su Mu already felt very aggrieved, and she really didn't want to discuss her and Ling Feng's problems with her mother at such a time, so she didn't care what her mother said, and said directly to her mother:

"This matter has nothing to do with Ling Feng, okay, you don't care, I'm really fine, besides, I'm so old, I can solve anything by myself, I don't need you and my dad to bother about it." ”

"What can you solve by yourself? Can you solve it, can you be with him for so long? Do you know when we met, what did her family say about you? What do you say you have to do with other people? His family doesn't look down on you, don't you know?"

"Okay Mom, I don't want to talk about these things now, today's incident really has nothing to do with Ling Feng, can't you listen to me once? I'm already very annoyed, don't you block me again, okay? Hurry up and go to sleep, I want to sleep too." ”

"What are you sleeping, if you don't explain it to me today, don't say anything about either of us. ”

Just when Su Mu was about to turn off the lights and go to sleep, Su Mu's mother suddenly tore off Su Mu's quilt with a very fast Su Mu and yelled at Su Mu loudly. Su Mu was taken aback by her mother's approach, she sat up directly from the bed, snatched the quilt back, and began to yell at her mother:

"Why do you have to hold on to these things, didn't you say that it had nothing to do with Ling Feng? Why don't you believe it?"

"Then your broken job, you have already asked you to quit, you just don't quit, you have to die begging to work there, and you don't even eat for a job? What benefits did she give you to make you work so hard? I spent money to raise you, you don't feel sorry for your body, I still feel sorry for your father, why do you wronged yourself for such a bad job?"

Although Su Mu was very angry because of her mother's attitude, she also understood that her mother was at the age of menopause, and her temper was unstable, so she didn't want to quarrel with her mother. So her attitude couldn't help but soften first, trying to persuade her mother to go back first and stop dwelling on this matter.

"Mom, I beg you, I'm really tired today, I don't want to talk about these things, what's the matter, can't we talk about it tomorrow?"

"No, you have to make it clear to me today, and you are not allowed to sleep without explaining it. ”

"What are you talking about, you don't like my job, haven't I already resigned, I won't do it at the end of this month, what do you want? And Ling Feng is going to Japan to study, I don't know what the two of us will develop into, don't worry about this?"

Think about it yourself, you are almost 30 years old, you have to work seriously, you don't have a serious job, you don't have a deposit, you don't have a house or a car, what else do you say? People want to introduce you to a blind date, I don't feel like I have the face to let people introduce you. What's the point of getting your useless things all day long? Who can take a fancy to you like this? Can you marry and raise an ancestor for nothing?"

"Mom, you're enough! What did I do, you have such a big temper? I'm really tired today, I really don't want to discuss these issues with you now, I ask you, I'm really sorry, I'll talk about these things later, okay?"

Hearing that these questions, which had been asked countless times, were brought up again, Su Mu really felt that it was difficult to go any further, so she sat up straight and began to argue with her mother with confidence.

"If you don't cry, can I come over and take care of your? I don't have a job to do? I have to take care of your dad all day, and I have to take care of you, is it easy for me? Can't you let me save some snacks?"

"When did I stop you worrying? What do I have to worry about you until now? I take good care of myself, I really don't have anything to do!"

"You take good care of yourself? Okay, why do you always cry in the middle of the night? Also, why don't you do it when I let you take the civil service exam and become a teacher?"

"I really don't like it, not everyone has to rely on these two professions to survive, why don't you think about my feelings? Can you think more about me when you make arrangements, don't always let me do what you think is good? I know that you are for my good, you want me to have a secure life in the future, but I am still young, I don't want to give up my life so quickly and give in to reality. ”

"Then what do you say you want to do? You have been tossing for so long, what have you tossed? What do you want, and you don't want us to take care of you? I always feel that I have the ability, you have the ability, don't be bullied!"

"Mom, I ask you, what is the situation now? Do you think I am wronged, and then all you have to do is to accuse me again at this time? I feel uncomfortable, I don't know why? I really know better than you for these reasons! I really don't need to preach, what I need is comfort, I think that the people closest to me will comfort me as soon as I encounter this situation, but why do you take the opportunity to accuse me of these things? It's really useless for you to tell me these things now, I don't want to hear it, I don't want to argue with you, I just want to sleep now, okay?"

After Su Mu finished speaking, she snatched the quilt back from her mother's hand, and then prepared to lie back on the bed, but before she could finish this series of things, her mother slapped her with a very fast Su Mu.

The moment the slap fell, Su Mu's brain went blank as if it had lost its ability to work, and it wasn't until the smell of blood in her mouth spread to her throat that she raised her head and looked at her mother in disbelief. The two of them fell into an extremely serious silence like this, and at this time, Su Mu's father and grandmother, who heard the noise, also came out of the room separately, wanting to see what happened to make the two of them make such a big movement in the middle of the night.

The two of them rushed over to take a look, and saw the two of them standing facing each other like this, and they did not speak. Su Mu's grandmother's eyes were not good, and she didn't see Su Mu's appearance clearly, but Su Mu's father saw the blood on the corner of her mouth at a glance, so he immediately pulled Su Mu's mother aside and reprimanded her in a low voice:

"Why are you beating the girl? I don't want to tell you, what kind of hand do you use, she's so angry with me, I can't even bear to beat it, how can you do it? That's not what happened to your own daughter? Besides, I asked you to come out and ask the girl what grievances she suffered, not for you to say her, what's the matter with you?"

"I see that she doesn't cherish her body like this, I'm angry, I eat and drink for her, she doesn't cherish it at all, so can I not be angry?"

"Then you can beat someone when you're angry? Hurry back to the house and sleep, I told the girl, one day I know that my mother is worried, Mom, go back to the house and sleep, it's okay, you don't have to worry." ”

Su Mu's father comforted Su Mu's grandmother while dragging Su Mu's mother back to the room, but Su Mu didn't say a word, turned around and went back to his room, covered the quilt, but couldn't cry anymore.

After a while, Su Mu's father knocked on Su Mu's door, Su Mu didn't answer, but still turned over and sat up, acquiescing to her father's coming in.

"Girl, does it hurt? You said you, you know that your mother is menopausal, and sometimes her temper is unreasonable, what do you have to talk to her?"

"I didn't want to talk to her, I really had a good conversation at first, but she was so aggressive, knowing that I didn't like to listen to those things, she always had to say it over and over again, and she wanted to say it at this time. Dad, I'm really tired, I've had enough grievances at work, and I don't want to go home and quarrel. Also, before I went to college, she was superstitious and asked someone to tell her fortune, saying that if I was admitted to the medical major, there would be nobles to help me in the future. Then in the past few years, just because I didn't listen to the fortune teller and went to study medicine, she always kept talking about this matter, saying that I didn't listen to the arrangement of fate and so on, so it would be mixed up like this. How many fights have the two of us had over this? Why is she always like this, I'm really fed up, why should I listen to the arrangement of a fake Taoist priest who is full of nonsense in my own life? What kind of logic is this? Can't she think about it from my point of view? I really don't like medicine, I faint with blood and needles, and I'm afraid that I won't be careful and delay patients, so I can't be a doctor at all, why doesn't my mother listen? What's even more unreasonable is that if I have to choose a doctor, then I choose a forensic doctor, and she won't let me study, so what can I do?"

Su Mu said all the thoughts in her heart in one go, and the tears that she had just disappeared also flowed out again with the change of mood. And Su Mu's father had been listening quietly beside him, and when Su Mu finished speaking, he sighed and tried to comfort Su Mudao:

"You also know your mother, that's the knife mouth tofu heart, don't you see that she usually doesn't hurt you? Then she scolds me a lot, and she still treats me very well? Dad knows that you have been wronged today, but this time you can bear it, isn't it not easy for your mother to feel sorry for you. ”

"I know, I know she feels sorry for me, so I've tried to put up with her as much as I can. I just think that since I want to be good to someone, I should be good to her the way she likes. Why can't my mom try to understand me, to think from my point of view, what do I really want? I've tried to cater to her as much as possible, since I was a child, I really did a lot of things in the case of accommodating her, so why can't she change her identity to understand me after so many years?"