(4) It is really a tiresome quarrel process
After putting on his coat, Su Mu began to walk out while constantly calling Ling Feng. However, no matter how she fought or how long she fought, Ling Feng just wouldn't answer. By the time he made the tenth call, Su Mu was already outside the mall.
Even if the sun is shining in the winter in the Northeast, the outdoor temperature is still very low, and when there is no wind, it is fine, and when there is wind, the wind blows on the face, and it will always hurt like a knife. In the past few years, Su Mu has become more and more sensitive to changes in temperature, and she has become more and more afraid of the cold, she always wears hats, scarves, and masks when she goes out, and she doesn't need her mother to urge her at all, so she changes into cotton pants early, and she even completely gives up the beautiful skirts she wore in winter before, just because she feels that wearing leggings is not as warm as cotton pants.
And today is just in time for the cooling, even if he is fully armed when he goes out in the morning, Su Mu is shivering with cold. But now she was wearing a thin layer of velvet pants that she wore on bed, the top was just a long shirt that was suitable for early summer, and there was no scarf or hat yet, but she didn't seem to feel the cold, just standing outside the gate of the mall, while blowing the cold wind, she continued to call Ling Feng.
As for Ling Feng, in fact, after he finished sending the message, he had already rushed to the previously agreed position in advance. Before and after, he was equivalent to ten minutes earlier than Su Mu. In the past ten minutes, he has already been blown cold by the cold wind, and even the hand in his pocket is a little wooden, not to mention how cold his body is. But he had been standing outside waiting for Su Mu, and he hadn't waited for her in advance at the restaurant where he wanted to take her to dinner. And he's been keeping an eye on his phone, it's just that he doesn't want to answer it.
Maybe it's because he wants to repay his admiration, after all, she didn't answer his phone calls for so long, and he also wanted her to feel the feeling of others not answering her calls. On the other hand, he probably didn't know what to say to her.
He was also afraid that he would not be able to control his temper, and he would quarrel with Su Mu as soon as he opened his mouth.
He didn't want to quarrel with Su Mu.
In view of this heart, he kept staring at his mobile phone, wanting to see how many calls Su Mu could make to him. And he felt that since the two of them had already made an appointment, even if he didn't say where he was, Su Mu should be able to go to the agreed place to find him.
His abacus is really good, but it is obvious that he has overlooked one thing, that is, Su Mu's thinking has always been different from others, especially when she is in a hurry, her brain can't turn at all, so she didn't think of the option of going to the agreed place to find him, she just stood very persistently in the cold wind and kept calling him, just wanting to call him until he answered.
Fortunately, Ling Feng was not the same as Su Mu, so stubborn that even if he hit the south wall, he was unwilling to change his thoughts and decisions, so when he waited left and right and didn't wait for Su Mu, he already realized that there might be some misunderstanding between them, and at this time, his mobile phone was still ringing, so. He finally decided to pick up the phone.
"Where are you?"
Su Mu's trembling voice made it impossible to hear her tone, and she only felt that she should be cold. Ling Feng originally wanted to continue pretending to be angry, but as soon as he heard Su Mu's voice, he regretted it a little. On this cold day, he couldn't freeze a boy, let alone Su Mu, who was afraid of the cold, so his attitude softened almost immediately, and he wanted to reconcile with Su Mu directly on the phone. But before he could say this soft word, he thought about it for a while, and felt that he had been holding on for so long, and it was really not cost-effective to reconcile without doing anything, so Ling Feng forcibly controlled himself, and said his location at an extremely fast speed, and then hung up the phone, for fear that if he said two more words, his true thoughts would be exposed.
During the process of Su Mu making a phone call here, the feeling of guilt in her heart had actually been worn away a long time ago, not only that, but she also felt that she was almost about to explode in place. It was understandable that she didn't answer the phone, because she was at work, and she was not allowed to pay too much attention to her mobile phone during working hours, but now Ling Feng was obviously malicious not answering the phone, and his behavior was so naïve that Su Mu couldn't accept it. But what she found even more difficult to accept was that after Ling Feng picked up the phone, she didn't have the idea of settling accounts with him at all, but was relieved, feeling that it was a good thing that he finally answered the phone.
But that's not inherently good.
Five minutes later, Su Mu rushed to the place where the two of them agreed to meet, and Ling Feng couldn't help but feel distressed when he looked at her nose and ears that were red from the cold. But in view of the fact that the two of them are arguing now, and he doesn't want to show his concern too obviously, he just doesn't look at her with a straight face, and insists that he goes to a ramen shop that he used to go to when he was in school.
Seeing how busy Su Mu is, the customers are one after another, so that she can't even bother to answer the phone, then it is certain that she has definitely not eaten. It's almost three o'clock, and she's been so busy without eating, her body must not be able to bear it, and she can't let her suffer all morning, and then go shopping with him hungry.
Although Ling Feng was thinking about Su Mu in his heart, he showed that he was extremely angry and didn't want to pay attention to Su Mu at all. Su Mu knew that he did something wrong, and he should answer his phone call anyway and tell him that she was busy. So although she was not very willing to bow her head and admit her mistake, she still opened her mouth first and explained the reason to Lin Feng.
"I'm really too busy today, there are too many customers, I'm alone in the store, I can't be busy at all, and the boss didn't come to take over my shift, I really can't spare time to look at my phone. I didn't even take a few work photos, and you didn't call me when you took them, but if you don't believe me, you can look at my album records, they all show. ”
Su Mu's explanation is already very specific, and those who know a little bit about things, when they hear Su Mu put down her body and try to bow her head to admit her mistake, she should be given a step down, and then accept it when she sees it. In fact, Ling Feng also knew that he shouldn't treat her like he did just now at this time, after all, the result he wanted had already reached more than halfway, but he was still a little angry in his heart, so he forced himself not to react to her words.
Su Mu thought that she had already bowed her head first, so there should be some results, so she kept coaxing Ling Feng and repeatedly emphasized this matter. As a result, no matter what she said, Ling Feng was still the same, not only did she not say half a word to her, but she didn't seem to want to pay attention to him at all.
At the beginning, Su Mu could still keep himself calm, but when he coaxed for a long time and had no effect, Su Mu's heart was actually very irritable. Originally, she was already under a lot of pressure at work, and now she had to experience such a thing after being tired all morning, she really felt a little aggrieved. She knew that she was at fault first, but it wasn't a serious mistake, and Ling Feng didn't need to keep this attitude with her. And in her understanding, when she repeatedly emphasized that she was really busy and tired, Ling Feng should let go of the previous question, even if it was a couple of quarrels first, and after venting, she should comfort her in turn and ask her what was going on. But Ling Feng didn't do it this time, which made Su Mu feel very uncomfortable in his heart, and he felt that the grievances he had suffered were aggravated by several layers.
It may be that there are too many depressions suppressed in my heart, and I have been suppressed for too long, so with this node of grievances, Su Mu didn't control himself for a while, so he took this opportunity to tilt out all the tears that should have been left but not shed before.
In fact, it would be fine if there was no Ling Feng, because if it wasn't for him, Su Mu wouldn't have thought about asking anyone for comfort, and she wouldn't have hope for anyone, hoping that someone would come to comfort her at this time. But after having Ling Feng, these have become her expectations, but unfortunately, Ling Feng not only did not bring her any comfort, but instead brought her more grievances and blame.
So at this moment, Su Mu began to have some doubts about why he wanted to be with Ling Feng.
Just like feelings can't stand the test, some things can't stand scrutiny, and the result after repeated consideration is not as perfect as hoped, and it may go against the original idea.
Although there were a few more experiences of crying and eating after that, the first experience was always more profound. When tears were about to fall into the bowl of ramen that had just been served, Su Mu kept asking himself in his heart, why did he follow Ling Feng to suffer such a grievance. Until she was forced by Ling Feng to eat half of this bowl of ramen, she didn't figure out the answer to this question.
At the same time, she still held out hope, hoping that Ling Feng would be able to coax him a few words, even if he couldn't coax him, he would be able to say two nice words.
But Ling Feng still didn't do what she had hoped.
So Su Mu finally couldn't bear it anymore, and asked all the grievances and tempers as soon as he opened his mouth.
"What the hell are you going to do?"
Because it was in a restaurant, although Su Mu had a temper, she still controlled herself and didn't let herself behave too obviously, affecting the guests at other tables. And Ling Feng actually didn't know what he was doing this for, he also wanted to comfort her when he saw Su Mu crying, but when he thought of the current situation, he was embarrassed to speak, so he could only drag it like this, but he didn't expect that it would make things develop to this point in the end. He also felt that it was difficult to do it, and he didn't know whether he should admit his mistake first, or continue to maintain such an attitude, so that Su Mu understood that she was the one who started today's incident. So he didn't say a word. just looked at Su Mu silently, kept looking at her, and didn't make any other movements.
Su Mu was even more angry and aggrieved by his attitude. But because he had cried before, as soon as this temper came up, he couldn't control his tears. She didn't want to show weakness in front of Ling Feng at all, and today she knew that she was at fault, but she didn't feel that all the fault was on her. So she originally had a stomach full of things to say, she wanted to debate with Ling Feng, and wanted to argue with him about right and wrong, but as soon as she cried, she didn't know what she should say. Because what she wanted to say was not what she should say in such an environment.
It's like having to wear a school uniform when you go to school, it's a quarrel, and you have to see what the language environment is like and what kind of words are suitable for speaking in order to achieve the final victory. I can't say what I want to say now, but it is impossible for her to wronged herself and suffer so many grievances in vain. So the two of them fell into a strange embarrassment.
Such silence is unbearable, fortunately, Su Mu's daily rest time is coming soon, Lin Lingfeng noticed this, so he left the store with Su Mu before Su Mu broke out.
To a certain extent, Su Mu's temperament is actually quite anxious, and she can't stand the problems that have always existed between the two of them. When she found out that there was a problem, he wanted it to be solved immediately. If it wasn't solved on the spot, she would feel very uncomfortable and couldn't do anything. So when Ling Feng had been silent at such a time and had not shown any attitude towards this matter at all, he had almost driven Su Mu to the brink of collapse. And the way he treated her was a little rough, so when Ling Feng pulled her and wanted to take her across the street, Su Mu really felt a little unacceptable, she shook off Ling Feng's hand vigorously, and asked him loudly what he wanted to do.
This was originally a question that shouldn't have happened to Su Mu, because Su Mu didn't like to let herself be the center of attention, and she was most afraid that strangers would look at her. So it can be seen from this what kind of state Su Mu is in now. It was the first time for Ling Feng to see Su Mufa with such a big fire, and he was finally a little scared, so he couldn't care about the things he thought about before, and said to Su Mu aggrievedly:
"Then who told you not to answer the phone, don't you know that you promised me last night? I've already figured it out, if you're busy, the two of us will come to this restaurant to eat, it doesn't matter if the things are heavy or not, whether you can eat on time is the most important. But if you don't answer a single call, can I be happy? I understand that you are busy with work, so you can't ignore me no matter how busy you are, right? I'm your boyfriend, so you can think about my feelings a little. 2k reading network