Because he didn't write anything suitable, Su Mu had to take everything with him and take it to the store to write the next day. Fortunately, the store was not busy the next day, so Su Mu took part of the time, tried one by one with various pens and different papers, and after writing twenty or thirty sheets, she finally wrote a greeting card that made her feel quite satisfied.

Nianbei had always been curious about what Su Mu was writing, but Su Mu forbade her to take half a step closer. She endured it, and after Su Mu finally decided which one she wanted and began to watch it repeatedly, she leaned over and asked Su Mu cautiously:

"Big brother, what did you write, can I read it now?"

"Come on, come on, show you your big brother's masterpiece!"

Su Mu was in a good mood, and even had an urge to show off, so she immediately handed the greeting card she wrote to Nian Bei. Nian Bei took it with both hands curiously, glanced at what was written on it, and then was so angry that she couldn't roll her eyes.

"Big brother, are you sure you're writing a birthday card for your subject? See for yourself what you're writing about?"

"What's wrong? I think I'm writing well, it's so educational. ”

Su Mu looked at Nian Bei, who was almost angry, puzzled, and still tried to defend himself. Nianbei directly returned the greeting card to her, and then said to her:

"Big brother, can you figure out your identity! You're his girlfriend, you're not his old father! Why are you so serious? Don't be so straight when you get rid of you, put yourself in your shoes, if he gives you a pen and writes you such an educational greeting card, can you be happy? Wouldn't you think he's mentally ill?"

"Of course not, if he gives me a pen, I'll be happy. ”

"I was wrong big brother, I shouldn't use this as a metaphor, I'm sorry, I was wrong......"

Hearing Su Mu's answer, Nian Bei even wanted to call himself 120 directly and ask the doctor to pick him up. She must have been crazy to give such a ghost example, and then gave Su Mu a chance to come up with a lore, which made her defeated.

"Big brother, it's really not everyone who thinks the same. Not everyone likes something so serious, and not everyone likes pens. I know you mean well, but you have to think about other people's feelings, don't you?"

It seems that it is obviously not good now, so Nianbei decided to move with affection and reason, trying to play a set of emotional cards to persuade Su Mu to change her mind. When Su Mu heard what she said, he seemed to have some feelings. Nianbei saw that she kept her head down and didn't speak, and thought that she had succeeded, so she decided to continue on this road. As a result, before she could speak again, Su Mu took the lead and said to Nian Bei seriously and seriously:

"It's important to do what he likes, but I think if he really loves me, whatever I give him, he should like it, and what I say can make a big difference to him. I want him to be a person who has a responsibility and responsibility that I can rely on, but I can't say these things to him directly, so I want to take this opportunity to express my thoughts. What's more, other birthdays can be romantic, but eighteen is such an important day, romance is not as important as high hopes. If he can listen to it, it means that he is sensible and cares about me, but if he dislikes it, it can only mean that the two of us are not suitable. ”

"The two of you are not suitable in the first place, okay? The age gap is so big, if the gender is exchanged, it will be okay, if there is no exchange, the two of you are now, it is not suitable to be together at all, and it has nothing to do with his attitude towards the gift you give. ”

"Who said that falling in love is not about two people tolerating each other and understanding each other? Of course, people are different, and it is already very good to be able to seek common ground while reserving differences. ”

Su Mu was obviously a little anxious when she said these words, and when she said it, she didn't think about the logic of this sentence at all. It wasn't until the last word was finished that she suddenly thought of a question, and then the whole person became in a bad state.

Does she still want to be with Ling Feng? What does she want to prove these things for? Obviously, she thinks that the chances of the two of them being together are very slim, but why do she still have to rush to defend herself? Could it be that she still has expectations for Ling Feng?

None of these questions Su Mu knew the answers, she was very irritable, very unhappy, and even a little disappointed. Nianbei originally wanted to continue the debate with Su Mu, but when he saw that Su Mu's face was wrong, he immediately stopped.

"What's wrong with you, big brother? Are you feeling sick again? You look so bad, do you want to take a break?"

"Nianbei, I think it's so difficult......"

This was almost the first time that Su Mu had opened her mouth to talk to others about the matter between her and Ling Feng, and it was also the first time she had tried to complain to others. But before that, she actually had many chances, but every time the words came to her mouth, she forced herself to swallow back.

She didn't dare to say it, because she knew that no matter how much she was wronged, who she told her, their first reaction would be that she had brought it on herself. In their eyes, Su Mu shouldn't be with Ling Feng, the two of them are so different, it's impossible at all, they shouldn't have a start. Since Su Mu didn't listen to the advice and insisted on being with Ling Feng, then she should bear the price herself.

Su Mu really knows these people too well, including what they want to say, she can guess what they want to say, so in order to avoid being comforted and being said, she will hold back every time and swallow these grievances by herself.

But there are still people who understand her, such as Weiyang, and Xiaoru, who rarely speaks but always gives her a lot of comfort. But she didn't want to always tell these two people these bad things and cause them trouble, so she wouldn't choose to tell them.

Speaking of which, Nian Bei should be the one who knows the most about the experience between the two of them, and he is the only one who has been in contact with Ling Feng for a few days. If she wants to talk about the right to speak, she still has a little bit, and Su Mu really couldn't bear it anymore, so she blurted out directly:

"How do you think I'm going to get along with him? I've worked hard. I think I'm very generous, but how can he be more than one time at a time? When do you think he's going to grow up?"

"Big brother, do you want to hear the truth?"

"You say, I listen. ”

Seeing that Su Mu's whole person began to exude a dull aura, Nian Bei sighed, sat in front of Su Mu, and said to Su Mu seriously:

"If you want me to say, in fact, this matter really has nothing to do with age. When you say that, you're just making excuses for him in disguise. If you want me to say, he is used to being at home, and he doesn't know how to consider other people's feelings, and he only thinks about satisfying himself first. He does whatever he wants, without thinking about the consequences of doing it, nor about the impact he has on others. And your heart is too soft, every time he makes a mistake that makes you uncomfortable, when you can bear it, you hide and cry by yourself, and if you can't bear it, you cry with him, and you don't make him pay any price at all. Really, you're always like that, so you're going to make a particularly bad impression on him, and he'll feel that hurting you doesn't matter to him at all. It doesn't matter to him anymore, what do you think he can feel sorry for you? Can you cry when you feel sorry? We can, he can't, he'll just annoy you. He doesn't feel sorry for you anymore, do you think you can still expect him to change? ”

Although Nianbei said this a little ruthlessly, every word she said was her heart's words, and she was worried about the future of the two of them. She firmly believes that the two of them will definitely become like this if this continues, and at that time, Su Mu will definitely be hurt repeatedly, which will have a great impact on her.

Ling Feng didn't feel sorry for Su Mu, she felt distressed, she didn't want Su Mu to cry and complain to her soon.

Su Mu listened to Nianbei's explanation, although she didn't want to admit it, but she couldn't deceive her heart, deep in her heart, she had the same feeling as Nianbei. She never dared to think about it seriously, because she would be afraid, thinking to herself, that these bad things would come true. It's too late to get her out now, so she's been working hard, hoping that the two of them can go as far as possible. She even sometimes hopes that she will start the mode of liking the new and hating the old first, so that it will always be better than his attitude towards her getting worse and worse.

She can't accept such a change in attitude, let alone accept that others abandon her before her.

She can't accept being abandoned by others no matter what, she has been abandoned many times, she has been hurt enough, if she can, she would rather live alone forever and not come into contact with anyone.

But she still didn't want to give up, and when she thought of how much he cared for her at the beginning, she couldn't believe that he didn't love her.

"But I really think I've worked hard, isn't it enough for him to learn how to love me in the past few months? But he used to be really good to me, I always thought he loved me, he would love people, he used to ......"

"Okay, okay, you know it's before, so who treated you badly when they chased you? If it's not good, what can you promise him? Can't you think about these questions with a long brain? Big brother, how many times have you been in love, why do you still want to be like a little girl who has never been in love, so simple?"

Nianbei suddenly felt a feeling of hatred for iron but not steel, but in fact, she knew that it was really difficult for a person in love to stay awake. She knew that Su Mu understood what she said, but it was just because she was trapped in it now and didn't want to get out.

This is the most difficult problem to solve, and the degree of difficulty is about the same as waking up a person who is pretending to be asleep.

But Nianbei still decided to mention Su Mu, at least in this way, it could add some more impression to her, in case one day she could wake up because of this?

And after Nianbei finished saying this, she didn't want to continue arguing with Su Mu about anything, she felt that what Su Mu needed more at this time was to figure it out by herself, no matter what she said, it was useless for her to take the step of not going over this hurdle.

Hearing that Nian Bei was no longer talking, Su Mu also calmed down little by little. She looked at the words she had written, and began to silently hope that Ling Feng would not live up to her hopes.

Others can not give him a chance, but she loves him, so she is still willing to forgive him until she is completely disappointed. But what she did before seemed to be really lacking, at least, from today onwards, she had to do something to make her understand that she was giving, and that giving was something in return.

Just as she was thinking about this, Ling Feng suddenly sent her a message, asking her if she had bought a ticket and asked for leave.

Of course, Su Mu didn't do anything, of course, the main reason was that the two of them didn't discuss when and how to go. So this time, Su Mu said to Ling Feng mercilessly:

"You didn't tell me what time you can get on the bus, how do I sell tickets? I'm not sure what time to ask for leave, how can I tell the boss?"

In the past, Su Mu had never pointed out his problems so bluntly, so when Ling Feng saw this, he was very surprised, and he was stunned on the bed for a long time with his mobile phone. A strange impulse suddenly surged in his heart, and his attitude gradually changed.

"Then you ask me, can't you remind me a little if I forget it?"

"Why did you forget such an important thing? This will be forgotten, so what else can you remember? Do you take our affairs to heart?"

"Why didn't I take it to heart, why didn't I take it to heart, I asked you what you were doing?"

"Then why can't you look ahead and let me make a choice with the answers?

Su Mu didn't want to quarrel with Ling Feng, but as soon as she heard that Ling Feng had a bad attitude, she couldn't control her emotions. However, Ling Feng, who was angry, was choked by Su Mu at the moment and didn't know what to say, the more he thought about it, the more angry he became, and after taking several deep breaths, he said to Su Mu:

"Then I don't know when you'll be able to take a leave of absence, and you didn't tell me. Besides, don't I have to do everything according to your wishes? You don't have to follow my wishes when you make decisions. ”

Su Mu wasted a lot of effort and didn't understand what Ling Feng was trying to express by this. The meaning of this is obviously not in line with his attitude, so did he say something wrong but didn't find out?

"Hey, say it again, what do you mean?"

"Why, I don't understand the words, I have to consider your thoughts, you don't have to think about mine, you can do whatever you want, I will cooperate with you, do you understand this time? It's really stupid, I can't understand such a simple word. "Take a hundred plating and read the latest chapter of "My Shengqing Weisheng Claw Book House" for free for the first time.