Hehe, I don't want this?

So what am I going to do?

Dragged back to reality by Yu Minghui's words, I raised my face and looked at him expressionlessly, and said lightly: "I can do whatever I want, if you don't like it, you can get out."

Yu Minghui's hand reached over and made a gesture to slap on my knee.

I stared at his hand and said coldly, "I have already said that you should not touch me again." ”

Suddenly, Yu Minghui dragged me up, he wrapped my whole person around me and imprisoned me in his arms, his subordinates pressed my face on his chest fiercely, his voice was very soft, he said: "Lin Sisi, please don't do this." Please, don't do this, you have to live well, you have to live well. Life goes on, and it will get better and better in the future. ”

If I didn't know that he didn't love me anymore, then at this moment, or his comfort, there would still be a dime or two for me, but when he no longer loves me, when he regards this marriage as a difficult responsibility, then all the ways he has shown to me in front of me to be good for me will be all sympathy and pity in my eyes.

I hate feelings like sympathy.

This kind of affection is the cheapest and most useless, and it should be stripped off and thrown away to feed the dogs.

Even if these feelings are very vivid, the dog may be spicy and heartfelt, but to me, it is worthless.

I also hated the hug he gave to my now broken heart, which made me feel more lonely and uncomfortable, and had the urge to destroy everything.

But I can't destroy everything I have, I have to live well, I really have to live well.

Otherwise, in the future, after our divorce, maybe Yu Minghui will marry again soon, he may marry Zhao Xiaoning, or Chen Xiaoning or Liu Xiaoning, etc., he will also have him and another woman's children, he will quickly forget the little gray gray who once came to this world and left in a hurry, he will forget the precocious, sensible and caring little gray gray, he will forget the little gray gray who has a little monster hidden in his heart but is extremely kind and saved my erosive life.

He will forget the little gray ash that we left in Zhanjiang to sleep in Zhanjiang, he will forget.

So I have to live well, I have to live all the time, I want to spend the rest of my life to remember the little doll that came to my life softly, the little doll that brought me a very pleasant journey, I must, I have to remember and miss this life, so that my child will not be completely forgotten on the long road of loneliness in another world.

So I didn't move, I was as cold as a crane, and said lightly: "Yu Minghui, if you want me to live well, then you let me go." Let you hold it, I am better than dead. ”

Yu Minghui's whole body stiffened, but he didn't let go of me immediately.

I looked up at him and smiled, "Or do you want to force me to death?"

As if stung by an insect, Yu Minghui quickly let go of me, he hurriedly took a few steps back, his hand was hanging there, his eyes were full of undercurrents that I couldn't understand, he looked at me for a while, and said: "Lin Sisi, you don't want me to touch you, I don't touch you, you must not have those stupid thoughts." ”

I pulled out two more bleak smiles, pointed out the door, and said, "You go out, I want to be alone for a while." As for the divorce, when I pack up my little gray things, we will go back and take care of it. ”

Yu Minghui looked at me, he didn't answer my words, but said, "Lin Sisi, you must not have those stupid thoughts." ”

I said, "Afraid that I will kill myself? Don't worry, I haven't lived enough." ”

Yu Minghui's eyes became deeper and unfathomable, the corners of his mouth twitched, and after a while, he said slowly: "Lin Sisi, Little Gray Gray, he doesn't want you to be like this, he definitely wants you to be well." ”

After saying this, Yu Minghui immediately turned around and walked towards the door, and he quickly crossed the door and walked out, leaving me with the warmth of the whole house.

Walking over, I slowly closed the door.

I fumbled for an elastic band in my pocket, tied my hair in a ponytail at random, I opened the closet, slowly pulled out the little gray clothes, carried them to the edge of the sofa, and began to fold them one by one.

I think it's really schizophrenia, I first talked to myself in the air, and then I played two roles by myself, constantly learning the milk voice of the little gray gray, I even called myself a mother, after shouting, I felt uncomfortable, and my heart was more empty.

I don't know how long I kept folding clothes, anyway, I was very sleepy and tired in the back, I hugged the salted egg Superman that Chen Daowei gave to Little Gray Gray before, the salted egg Superman who was old and should be more of an old superman, nestled on the sofa and fell asleep.

I was woken up by a ringing phone.

In a daze, I lifted the quilt that Yu Minghui covered me, maybe I was asleep, touched my phone, and without even looking at it, I pressed answer, and fed it.

A very gentle female voice came from the other end.

It's Teacher Li from Little Gray Kindergarten.

In the past, Teacher Li used to call me Gray Mom directly, and she often praised me for teaching children, and Little Gray was sensible and worry-free.

And now, perhaps in order to take into account my feelings, she opened her mouth and said, "Mrs. Yu, I am Teacher Li from Jinmiao Kindergarten." That's the case, I'm sad to hear about the situation of Little Ash, and I hope you will mourn and change. ”

Even if I didn't really want to talk, but Teacher Li called to condole, she had this heart, which also made me have to cheer up and say, "Thank you, Teacher Li, I will." ”

Teacher Li cautiously comforted me a few words, she pinched her tone, and said slowly: "Mrs. Yu, it's like this, the little gray desk or something, your parents bought it at the expense of your parents, and when the child graduates, the desk will also be taken away by you, otherwise..."

At this point, I understood, and I quickly picked it up and said, "Okay, I'll go over and bring the desk back later." ”

It just so happened that I went to move Ash's desk back, which could be used to put Ash's used textbooks.

After hanging up the phone, I sat up, combed my hair with my hands, and slowly stood up again, opened the door and went out.

As soon as I opened the door, I saw Li Jing taking a chair and sitting on the side of the door, and she was looking this way.

I looked at her suspiciously: "Li Jing, why are you here?"

Li Jing stood up, stepped forward and grabbed my arm, she lowered her voice and said, "Yu Minghui called me, saying that he has an urgent matter to go to the lawyer's office to deal with, let me come over and watch you." ”

After a pause, Li Jing said again: "Lin Sisi, are you misunderstanding? I look at Yu Minghui's performance, and it doesn't look like he doesn't love it at all." ”

I laughed: "He's really enough, who is this love for?"

Taking off Li Jing's hand, I automatically and consciously diverted the topic and said, "I'll go brush my teeth and wash my face, and wait for the little gray kindergarten to move the desk." ”

Li Jing followed me again: "Go and move the desk? Just let Yu Minghui go about this, Lin Sisi." ”

I glanced at her and said, "No, I don't want him to touch my little gray thing." ”

Li Jing opened her mouth, but finally did not speak, she waved her hand and motioned for me to go and wash.

After tinkering, I went back to the bedroom to change clothes, although the wound on the broken arm had been treated, but I put on the clothes a little harder, and it would hurt, I was really sick, I was addicted to these pulling pains, I deliberately pulled the clothes back and forth on the arm a few times, it was really painful, and it really made me feel grounded.

I'm really hopeless. It turns out that only pain can remind me that I, Lin Sisi, am still alive, so painful and pathetic, and I don't dare to have the slightest thought of dying.

Tearing the corners of my mouth apart, I smiled wryly in the mirror many times.

When I opened the door and faced Li Jing, I had already put away the bitter smile on my face, walked over and naturally hooked Li Jing's arm, and said, "Let's go, let's go to Little Gray Gray's school." ”

Of course, we didn't go to Little Gray's school as soon as possible, Li Jing pulled me to a restaurant, ordered a table of dishes, and forced me to eat and drink, but I was obedient and wanted to eat and drink.

After eating and drinking, we drove to the kindergarten, met Teacher Li, and received the desk of Little Gray.

In this kindergarten, every child's desk will be written with blue paint at the bottom, I turned the desk over, and the three words "Yu Lynn" have become mottled in the flow of time.

I didn't cry, I followed Li Jing like a nobody, carried these small desks into the trunk of the car, and returned home.

The two of us women struggled to carry these things out of the elevator, and I was just about to let Li Jing put it down and I pushed it over, but I saw Zhao Xiaoning standing next to the wall, standing at the door of my house.

Heheda, I don't know if Yu Minghui told her that we live here, or if Zhao Xiaoning himself has great powers and came to the door.

Chanel is still in a single body, and the bag she is carrying in her hand is still a LV, and the smell of perfume on her body comes faintly, sweeping over my nose.

I signaled to Li Jing that I don't have to pay attention to that kind of slut.

Li Jing understood, she was silent, leaned down with me, and pushed the desk forward together.

When I took out the key to open the door, Zhao Xiaoning came over.

Is she afraid that there is surveillance here? Is she afraid of being filmed by this surveillance for a second less than she acts?

Yu Minghui is not here, she has no audience at all, she still has to pretend to be a white lotus, and said softly to me: "Lin Sisi, are you free? I have something to talk to you about." ”

I glanced at her and chuckled, "I don't have much to talk to you about." ”

With that, I took out my key and made a gesture to open the door.

However, Zhao Xiaoning hurriedly blocked the door, she looked at me, compared to me, she even had kindness in her eyebrows, she said: "Lin Sisi, I think it is necessary for us to talk." You may have misunderstood something, but I came here today to make it clear to you. You really misunderstood me and Minghui, we are not what you think. ”

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