201 is not rare
She stood in front of us, with a faint smile on her face, and against the backdrop of the white down pants and jeans, perhaps after years of polishing, she now looked like a quiet white lotus in front of my eyes, at least.
But it doesn't matter if she is a white lotus or a black lotus, why she appears here, I don't care and I don't have the mood to care, I glanced at her lightly, and then stiffly walked past her, and walked forward again.
I only walked three steps before Zhao Xiaoning's voice came from behind, and she said, "Lin Sisi, the festival mourns and changes." ”
I haven't seen her for two years, but she still loves acting so much.
Unfortunately, I have lost the urge and strength to fight her.
I only took two steps when I heard Li Jing say: "Yo hehe, in broad daylight, this white lotus flower with ice and jade is just climbed up from which lotus pond? It's the first time I've seen such a powerful White Lotus, I'm so excited that I don't know what to say, I don't know how to chat, don't be surprised. ”
Li Jing is the kind of character who loves and hates clearly, although she has no holidays with Zhao Xiaoning, but she mixes with He Siyuan and Cao Jiaying a lot later, they have talked about Zhao Xiaoning in private, and she naturally listens to Zhao Xiaoning's great achievements.
Even if she was not poisoned by Zhao Xiaoning, Li Jing hated people like her with a vicious heart, and she also said that one day if she was going to meet someone like Zhao Xiaoning, she would find some stubble and tear her even if she didn't have stubble.
And now, Li Jing's mouth, although she didn't have any dirty words, but how strong the smell of scolding Huai was, it suddenly stuck the atmosphere.
Even if my heart is blank at this moment, and I can't see hope at all, but Li Jing is my friend, even if I have great grief, I can't let her go.
I have seen how vicious Zhao Xiaoning is, I don't believe that Zhao Xiaoning can change his mind and change his face after two years, Li Jing still has Xiao Niannian, I don't want Li Jing to get into any unwarranted trouble because of this.
So I suppressed the urge in my heart to drop a bomb and flatten all the noise around me, I turned around and dragged Li Jing, and reluctantly said, "Let's go, don't stand here and beep blindly." ”
After speaking, I winked at Li Jing and signaled her not to provoke Zhao Xiaoning.
Li Jing's tacit understanding with me is not a day or two, even if I didn't say anything, she can understand what I mean, the corners of her mouth moved, and she quickly said: "Okay, let's go, let's go." ”
But before we raised our feet, Zhao Xiaoning stood in front of us again, she still looked at me with the same incomparably quiet appearance just now, and she said to me with a sincere look: "Lin Sisi, I sincerely hope that you will mourn." ”
Heheda, does this count as three hundred taels of silver here?
I didn't say she was hypocritical.
If before, I was afraid that Zhao Xiaoning would attack my child, then now, I found that she can no longer grasp any of my weaknesses, this cruel truth makes my heart ache, and I don't even bother to act again, I sneered, glanced at Yu Minghui, and said, "Isn't your purpose just that man?" No one is rare. ”
It's really a lot of fun, and I was so directly poked in the heart, Zhao Xiaoning still looked quiet, she waved her hand and said, "Lin Sisi, you misunderstood." I came here today purely to comfort you, birth, old age, sickness and death are human nature, you are still young, you and Yu Minghui will have another child. ”
Today, is this one sung by Zhao Xiaoning called the blessing of the Virgin?
It's a pity that I can't appreciate it.
With another sneer, I stopped answering, and dragged Li Jing to speed up my steps and walk forward.
And Yu Minghui, who had been silent there just now, didn't know what he was thinking, he caught up, grabbed my hand, and said, "Lin Sisi, Xiao Ning is also very kind, how can you talk like this?"
Xiao Ning, a kind heart.
Hehe!
Two years ago, after confirming that Zhao Xiaoning had drugged me three times and twice, didn't Yu Minghui show that he was very disgusted with her and unforgivable?
There's really no rival to time.
Just as ten days ago, my little gray was still touching my face and calling my mother, but now he is no longer there.
Sneering, I slowly broke off Yu Minghui's fingers one by one, I squinted at him, and said coldly: "I'm just blind, and I'm a little ignorant, I never know how to accept other people's kindness, so you can laugh." You go and comfort your Xiao Ning, after all, she was so kind, and she was thrown on the ground and trampled by such a wolf-hearted dog with such a wolf heart as me, which is really not good. You can continue to stand here and have a good chat, or you can go back and chat on WeChat across the Internet, or you can call and chat well, in short, you can talk as much as you like, after all, you Yu Minghui will be single soon. ”
"Don't follow me anymore. ”
After saying this, I broke off Yu Minghui's last finger, and dragged Li Jing all the way to the beach, I found a place with shade and stopped, and as soon as I sat down, I lay directly on the beach.
Fortunately, Yu Minghui didn't follow.
Li Jing sat down next to me, she was silent for a while, and said slowly: "Lin Sisi, cry if you feel uncomfortable." ”
I turned to look at her, pulled out a smile, and said, "Why should I cry? Little Gray doesn't like me to cry, he likes me to laugh." I'm going to laugh more in the future. ”
Li Jing helped me up and sat me down, and she said, "You make me feel very scared like this." Lin Sisi, let me tell you, you must not have the idea of suicide, you will have a head to run when you are alive, this is what Chen Daowei said, I think he is right. ”
I reached out and grabbed a seaweed in my mouth, looked at Li Jing, and said, "Don't worry, I won't die." Have the courage to die, don't I have the courage to live?"
Li Jing sighed, she thought for a while, looking at her expression, she didn't know what the entanglement had become, and she said a little grinding after half a sound: "Lin Sisi, there is a misunderstanding between you and Yu Minghui, or because of the matter of Xiao Ash, you are angry with him?"
I looked back at Li Jing again and said lightly: "He doesn't love me anymore." ”
Probably didn't expect me to give such a sentence in advance, Li Jing's eyes widened in surprise, and not long after, she said, "Lin Sisi, do you really want to divorce him?"
I nodded, grabbed a handful of sand and raised it in the direction of the wind, and said lightly: "If you can't catch the sand, it's better to raise it." The more nostalgic you are about something, the more it looks like you're begging for something. ”
As soon as my words fell, Li Jing suddenly stretched out her hand and wrapped her arms around me, she hugged me, her hand pressed on my head and kept stroking, she said, "Lin Sisi, cry if you want to cry." ”
I quietly pushed Li Jing away, still in a light tone, and said, "I'm fine." It'll be fine after a while. Now I'm like looking at the sea quietly for a while, looking at the sea of Zhanjiang for a while. ”
Li Jing was silent.
She sat with me on the seashore without saying a word, from the afternoon of the hot day, until the sun set, I stood up, she stood up with me, and we stepped on the afterglow, all the way back to the courtyard that was both familiar and strange to me.
He Siyuan, Ding Zhanbo, Cao Jiaying, Xiao Yan, and a few of them seemed to be all in the kitchen discussing our cooking, while Yu Minghui was walking around the hall, and when he saw me and Li Jing, he greeted him, looking like he wanted to say something.
I didn't give him a chance to speak, I turned my face away and said to Li Jing, "I want to go to the old man's study to stay for a while." ”
The old man's study, which used to be full of all kinds of expensive knives from all over the world, was emptied as early as when the old man decided to move to Shenzhen to help me bring the little gray ash. There were only lonely sofas and empty shelves.
But I still want to go there and be quiet for a while.
Because I know that after I leave this time, I don't have any reason to come back here.
Closing the door, I closed my eyes and sat quietly for I don't know how long, He Siyuan came to knock on my door, she said, "Lin Sisi, it's time to eat." ”
I'm not hungry, and I don't feel the urge to eat, but I've caused enough trouble for everyone that I don't want to add more.
In the past few days of Little Ash's accident, I didn't get a word of comfort from my family, but I got this group of friends by my side, indefinitely indulging my vulnerability and collapse. I shouldn't have let them worry about it any more.
Like a nobody, I finished eating calmly, and stood up and took the initiative to wash the dishes, He Siyuan insisted on refusing, she might be afraid that I would smash the bowl when I was washing the dishes, and cut my wrists with a broken porcelain piece, she pushed me out of the kitchen, and motioned Li Jing to watch me closely with her eyes.
Li Jing and Cao Jiaying slept with me at night, they took turns looking at me, and I didn't sleep all night, but I tried my best to pretend to sleep, and I didn't open my eyes for a second.
On the way back to Shenzhen, I pursed my lips and watched the roadside speeding by, the weeds that were withered and yellow in the winter, probably staring in the same direction for too long, sleepiness hit, I leaned on Li Jing's body and fell asleep. As soon as I fell asleep, I fell asleep, and I was happy to sleep for a while this journey.
Back in the empty house in Shenzhen, it was already eight o'clock in the evening.
Originally, Li Jing, He Siyuan, Cao Jiaying, and they all insisted on staying with me, but at my insistence, they left. When I left, I also told me that I wanted to talk to someone and that I could find them at any time. I thanked them and waited for them to enter the elevator before slowly closing the door.
After everyone returned to normal life, and after no one was around me and made all kinds of noises, I realized that the world was really quiet for me now.
I pushed away the room where Uncle Xian and Little Gray lived in, and those salted egg supermen that Little Gray had always liked fell everywhere, I squatted down, hugged my shoulder, and said to myself, "Why don't you get a few salted egg supermen for Little Gray Gray? Will he be lonely? He will be scared, right? Why should I leave him in Zhanjiang? He will definitely blame me." Well, he's going to blame me. ”
Yu Minghui walked over, he squatted across from me, he looked at me, and said, "Lin Sisi, don't be like this. ”
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