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Su Mu's voice was light and cold, with a taste that could not be ignored. And she still maintained the action just now, and did not hug Ling Feng with her backhand, nor did she respond to his kiss. She just froze in his arms, letting his hug get harder and harder, but she didn't make any moves, and didn't say a word.

During the period of stalemate between the two of them, Ling Feng felt that his heart had never been so chaotic. He felt like he was in a lot of trouble, and he was trying to figure it out. But somehow, he didn't think deeply about these questions, but a strange idea popped up out of nowhere.

Does he really love her, or is he just a momentary liking as she fears, and after a heartbeat, he just wants to possess her?

Before that, he had never thought to ask this question, and he had always believed that he loved her. And even if he didn't admit it to Su Mu, he himself knew that what he did in the class had already exceeded Su Mu's bottom line, but Su Mu didn't know it, and he didn't say it. He didn't know how he would answer Su Mu if he asked a little deeper and asked them how they usually got along. Because he didn't think what he was doing was anything excessive, and before that, when he was with his previous girlfriends, he often did such things. The girls had never said anything about him because of his actions, and even they thought he was very good to them, so he never considered whether he was right or wrong to do so. Now that Su Mu suddenly mentioned it, a lot of things suddenly came to his mind because of this incident, which he couldn't explain. He was really upset, he needed a lot of answers, but so far, he hadn't found any of them. Even he wanted to keep Su Mu just now, but now he didn't know whether he should let go or continue to hold her.

Is it really like what Su Mu said, the love that children say is unreliable?

Or, he should ask, does he know what love is, is he really completely in love with Su Mu?

About ten minutes passed, and the two of them were still in this position. If it weren't for Su Mu's mobile phone ringing later, the two of them didn't know how long they would have been deadlocked.

Because she was worried about work, Su Mu couldn't let herself ignore this message, she tried to take her phone out of her pocket, so she struggled. Ling Feng let go of his hand and silently moved to the other side of the door, as if he was afraid that Su Mu would leave directly after taking out his mobile phone.

Ling Feng didn't know why he subconsciously made such an action, but Su Mu ignored him at all, instead walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, taking out his phone.

"If you're not busy tomorrow, you and Midsummer will make four samples. I do it with the scrap material with the difference in the specification. It's not hard to make pendants or anything, you two try to make them in a day and take a picture for me. ”

Su Mu had never felt that the work messages sent by her boss were so useful, she simply replied with an "Ok" gesture, and then relayed the matter to Midsummer.

After everything was done, Su Mu got up and still wanted to leave here. But when she walked in front of Ling Feng, Ling Feng still raised his hand to stop her.

"Wife, listen to me, I really didn't know that you would be angry if you did this, and if I had known about it, I would definitely not have done these things. How could I be willing to hurt you, so you just give me another chance, okay? I promise I won't contact her again? ”

When Ling Feng said these words, there was a kind of clarity and piety in his eyes, and there was a little bit of grievance. Su Mu looked at his eyes, and somehow suddenly remembered the ex-boyfriend who split his legs back then. thinks that she also endured his unbearable past and stayed with him without hesitation, and during the time they were together, he really didn't do anything to be sorry for her. Although he still split his legs in the end, he didn't cheat on three or four girls like before in the process. Compared to this man, Ling Feng's experience as a child was much simpler than his. Since she could tolerate even that man's past, maybe she could also try to forgive Ling Feng once and give him another chance to make amends.

I just don't know if this child can live up to her trust.

At that time, Su Mu didn't realize that she, a person who had always been very principled, would actually help Ling Feng find excuses, help comfort herself, and cover up his mistakes. She hadn't even thought that in the days to come, such things would be repeated repeatedly, and she had even begun to get used to making excuses for Ling Feng every time he made a mistake. At this moment, there was only one thing on her mind, that is, she felt as if she was gambling, betting that Ling Feng was still a child, betting that he was still very simple, betting that he didn't have those random thoughts, and made the same mistake again.

Later, when Su Mu recalled this incident, she and Ling Feng quarreled a few more times, and each time they quarreled so much, both of them felt very tired. When Su Mu was crying, he also felt that he might as well break up with him that day. In this way, although there may be a lot less happiness, but in the same way, she will not bear those injuries, and she will not quarrel with Ling Feng over and over again because she can't get out, and in the end she will make herself like that.

But there is no regret medicine in this world, and when something happens, there is no going back to the past. At first, Su Mu couldn't cross this hurdle in her heart, and she couldn't say why, so she always wanted to quarrel with Ling Feng because of this matter, sometimes even if she was talking about other things, she suddenly remembered this matter, and she had to quarrel. She didn't even know what she was going to fight for, even if Ling Feng apologized to her over and over again, she couldn't let go, she just felt wronged and wanted to quarrel with Ling Feng.

Ling Feng actually felt that he couldn't hold on at that time, although he already loved Su Mu very much, but he really couldn't bear Su Mu making trouble again and again, even if he knew that the person who made the mistake was himself, but in such a situation of apologizing again and again, Su Mu still refused to let him go, which really made him want to break up. There were two times when Su Mu said that he had broken up, he didn't deny it, and even felt that he had acquiesced. But the next day, when he found that Su Mu could still be contacted, he couldn't be ruthless again.