It was a long time before Ling Feng understood what Su Mu meant by the words he had said to him during a certain quarrel. Su Mu said that the purpose of the two of them quarreling was to solve the problem, not to break up. If she mentions breaking up, it really only separates will solve the problem. Therefore, when the problem occurs, or when Ling Feng wants to break up, he must first think about whether this matter can only be solved by breaking up.

In the past, Ling Feng didn't understand the purpose of Su Mu and him saying this, and even sometimes he felt that he didn't say that he would break up because he had promised Su Mu before, and he wouldn't break up first. So when Su Mu wanted to give up, he would often ask her why she would betray her promise so easily, but he never thought about what happened to make Su Mu desperate, even if even dignity can be given up, and only want to break up.

It wasn't until the last time Su Mu cried heartbreakingly but compromised again, that it took him a night to understand that Su Mu had never betrayed the promise she had made, and everything she did proved that she had tried her best to avoid being hurt while loving him, and that she would choose to give up on him because she couldn't bear the pain. But he said that he loved her, but he never tried to change her in essence, but he kept perfunctory her with some superficial things, and while constantly hurting her, he felt very innocent and felt that he was the one who was outcast.

But he's not innocent.

Of course, Su Mu didn't think he was innocent.

When there is a problem between two people, it cannot be caused by just one person. And for Su Mu and Ling Feng, the problem between them is not just a simple question of love or not. When you love, the three views, family and even preferences of two people are all problems, and when you don't love, it is even more of a problem. The two of them came all the way, there were too many things to quarrel about, not to mention that Su Mu couldn't hold on in the end, even Ling Feng felt a lot of pain, and he didn't understand why he insisted in the first place. But at this stage, one night, when Su Mu was crying and begging him to break up, when he humbly begged him to let her go, he suddenly understood the truth that Su Mu told him at the beginning.

Because at that moment, he realized for the first time that he was actually afraid that Su Mu would really leave him.

This is a question he has never thought about before, after that incident broke out, for a long time, he was very sure that no matter how cruel Su Mu said to him, and told him countless times that he no longer loved him, she would not really leave. Even if he hurt her 10,000 times, at the latest the next morning, she would call him, and symbolically quarrel with him again, and she would choose to forgive him. He has been living so unscrupulously, although he understands that he is constantly consuming Su Mu's love for him, he always feels that this love will never be squandered by him. If it hadn't happened that night later, he might never have realized it, in fact, Su Mu would have left him sometimes.

And he was so afraid that Su Mu would leave.

Thinking that Su Mu gave up their relationship like this, and thinking that there would be no Su Mu in the future, he couldn't contain his desire to keep Su Mu, even if she couldn't accept the means used, he couldn't let Su Mu leave.

He can't accept such a result, not to mention that for such a long time, he has been planning the future of the two of them, every decision he makes, every idea in his mind, is related to Su Mu, if he loses Su Mu, he doesn't know what to do in the future, just thinking about giving Su Mu to others, the people around Su Mu will be better than him to her in the future, he can't accept it at all. He knew that his own psychology was wrong, and at the same time, he also knew why Su Mu would take the initiative to contact him after a quarrel every time.

Although she said that she didn't care, saying that she was a person who could afford to let go, in fact, she was also afraid of leaving him. Because I don't want to lose him, I don't care no matter how much I am hurt, I still choose to stay by his side.

But he really wasn't good enough for her.

Why didn't he understand this before?

For example, after hurting her for the first time, why didn't he understand that she could choose to stay, how much she had been wronged, and how many times she had comforted herself silently by herself before she could re-establish trust in him.

He didn't cherish it at all, and trampled on her feelings and trust again and again.

Although he tried his best to make up for it later, how could he make up for the tears he let her shed.

He owes her all his life, it's good to be together in the future, if he can't be together, how can he forgive himself.

How can you love anyone again with peace of mind?

But at that time, he really didn't know that if he had known that it would develop like this in the future, he promised that he would give 200% of his feelings to Su Mu at the beginning, and would never do anything to hurt her.

It's just a pity that the story never starts again because of the protagonist's sudden awakening.

As for that night, Su Mu naturally forgave Ling Feng. Although the process was tortuous and Su Mu shed a lot of tears, the two finally reconciled.

Early the morning of the second day when the story was developed, Su Mu wanted to refuse Ling Feng to go to work with her on the grounds that Ling Feng had taken too much luggage and it was inconvenient, but Ling Feng completely ignored her opinion, and when the time came, he pulled her luggage with one hand and her with the other, and left the hotel.

To be honest, Su Mu was still a little awkward in her heart, she didn't want Ling Feng to go to work with her, she just wanted to calm down by herself, after all, she did a lot of things she felt very impulsive last night because she was angry, and she needed time to reorganize her thoughts.

However, Ling Feng didn't give her a chance to calm down alone, but he didn't behave the same as before.

In the past, when Su Mu was working, Ling Feng would come over and stick to her, so that she couldn't work normally. But today he sat next to him honestly and played the game, and he didn't have any intention of sticking to her, but as soon as he finished the game, he would look at Su Mu pitifully, and he didn't speak, just looked at her.

At the beginning, Su Mu could barely let himself ignore Ling Feng and think about the two of them while working, but after repeating this a few times, Su Mu felt that his whole person was not good.