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After returning home, the two seemed to enter a period of calm, neither quarreling nor anything else happening. Although we don't live together every day, we always find time to come out together, and after a long time, everyone seems to be used to this mode of getting along.

And Ling Feng's change was slightly bigger than Su Mu's, because he would occasionally take Su Mu to his class reunion and other things, unlike before, he would lose contact as soon as he went out, and he would not see anyone for several hours.

Of course, this also stems from the countless fights that the two of them have quarreled about this.

Because something similar happened before, that is, Su Mu found that there were girls among the people who went out with Ling Feng, but Ling Feng didn't tell her, and because of the matter of going out to play, Ling Feng deceived Su Mu, so Su Mu was very uneasy about Ling Feng. At first, Ling Feng felt that Su Mu was very vexatious, after all, they were all classmates, and they didn't have anything to do, so they couldn't stop contacting other female classmates just because they had a girlfriend, so every time Su Mu said that he had no boundaries, didn't know how to refuse, and wouldn't keep his distance from other girls, he would feel very angry. Before Su Mu, he was just as good to everyone, why did he always have so many rules after having her?

This can't be done, that can't be done, is it so troublesome to fall in love? Then why can't Su Mu cater to him, and he has to cater to Su Mu? Is it because she is older? This is too unreasonable.

In this regard, Ling Feng had already complained, but he never said it. He thought that he wouldn't notice it if he didn't say Su Mu, but unfortunately, in addition to Su Mu's cranky thoughts, she actually knew his temperament very well, so she knew very well what Ling Feng was thinking in this regard, and she also knew that Ling Feng was almost on the verge of exploding.

Of course, she thought about giving up, and she thought about letting him develop on his own. But when she thought of this, she would be even more wronged, the scene might be more difficult to control, and her previous efforts would be wasted, and she felt unwilling.

One of the things that this person fears most is unwillingness, because this unwillingness often causes people to lose their minds and make wrong decisions. Especially people like Su Mu, they almost make a wrong step, and there is no room for maneuver at all.

But then again, if there is no contradiction in this way, it is absolutely impossible for the two of them. Even if they are more cautious with each other, there are still contradictions. Sometimes Su Mu also feels strange, why can't she live peacefully, every time she feels that things finally start to be numbered and can settle down, there will always be accidents.

For example, at this time.

Because he didn't like Ling Feng as if he was missing as soon as he went out, Su Mu insisted that Ling Feng should contact her every hour after arguing a few times, so that she would know what he was doing and who he was with. Ling Feng would argue at first, saying that it was possible to take care of other things after going out to play, but maybe it was because there were too many quarrels, so he made a compromise and began to try to do what Su Mu asked. The whole book

Of course, Su Mu didn't want to be like this, but when Ling Feng yelled at her loudly, saying that she couldn't take care of her when she went out to play, she was really angry and helpless, so she could only use this way.

In fact, if Ling Feng didn't like her in any way, Su Mu could find a lot of details. Some boys also tried to argue with Su Mu, saying that everything else was done very well, and occasionally one or two things were not done right, and all his efforts could not be denied. Of course, Su Mu also knew that he couldn't make a final conclusion on a person's coffin just because of one thing, but for Ling Feng, it was really not a matter of these two things.

He has never seriously loved Su Mu, and he takes care of Su Mu, in fact, he can do it to anyone, and even sometimes, he treats his friends of the opposite sex even more gently, no worse than treating Su Mu. And even if this point is aside, it can be shown in many details that Ling Feng did not put Su Mu in front of him at all in his heart.

For example, because he played games with friends, he could justifiably ignore Su Mu, hang her, and deliberately not reply to her messages and calls.

For example, no matter what problems arise, he always tries to put the blame on Su Mu's body, he can accuse her at will, he never stands on her side, and coaxes her as soon as possible, even if she repeats it to him many times.

For example, he can have countless reasons to perfunctory Su Mu and ignore her ideas and needs, anyway, as long as he doesn't want to give or feel troublesome, he will push them all away, even if he knows that Su Mu actually wants it too.

He has always lived according to his own ideas, what Su Mu has said, what he has requested, he has never taken it to heart, he hopes that it has always been Su Mu who will change and give up her thoughts, so as to respond to him. But even if Su Mu told him countless times, he never seriously considered it, what Su Mu asked him to do was more in the hope that he could grow into a better person who could be relied on and make people feel safe.

Even if the two of them have reached such a point, Su Mu plans to leave with a lot of pain, but every day together, Su Mu hopes that Ling Feng can get better, even if the two of them really can't be together in the future, she also hopes that he can meet the girl he likes more, and then take what she taught him to be good to other people, as long as that girl is not wronged like her.

She has made a lot of concessions, from the beginning to the present, she has been making concessions, she hopes that Ling Feng will have more free space, not to make him feel too restrictive, she thought that in this way he would want to be with her even more, but she didn't expect that her empathy would catalyze the conflict between them.

She didn't want to ask too much of Ling Feng, but if Ling Feng's three views were a little more correct, and someone had given him the right guidance before, he wouldn't let him become what he was now. Now that she was too late to do this, Ling Feng was already very resistant, if it weren't for the fact that he was still a little reluctant to her, the relationship between them would have ended a long time ago.

Su Mu once said that the two of them made changes for each other's sake in the hope that they would be more comfortable with each other in the days when they lived together in the future, but no matter what she said, Ling Feng didn't seem to understand this truth. Maybe it's not that he doesn't understand, it's just that he thinks that Su Mu has always been centered on him, and he can blatantly do things to hurt her, if he feels very happy in this matter.