Su Mu originally thought that after watching the movie, it would be their two-person world, but because the four of them felt very hungry during the movie, they made an appointment to eat together in the evening. Su Mu didn't like this kind of gathering, but he was too embarrassed to refuse, so he could only force himself to follow.

At the dinner table, Su Mu basically didn't speak, except for eating, just smiling politely, and only occasionally interacting with Ling Feng. Ling Feng didn't realize that Su Mu was unnatural, but he didn't deal with the other party very well, and after eating, he offered to go back to the hotel to sleep.

After the two of them went back to the hotel, they slept first, and then began to study the matter of going home.

Originally, she was supposed to go home after watching the concert, but because the college entrance banquet had been delayed for a long time, Su Mu already felt very tired, and her family kept calling to ask when she would come back, so Su Mu was a little anxious. Ling Feng originally wanted to stay here for two more days, but his classmates also went back together, and seeing Su Mu's appearance, he really didn't like it very much, so he could only give up his thoughts. So Ling Feng discussed it with a few of his other classmates, chose a time that was almost close, bought their own tickets, and went home together.

After a tiring journey, Su Mu finally lay back on his bed. Coke seemed to know that it was her who came back, and she didn't even eat the cat food, so she ran straight to her, came to her, arched and licked, and was very intimate.

After Coke was weaned, Su Mu had such treatment, she was ecstatic and played with Coke for a long time, until Coke was also tired and obediently lay beside her, and she fell asleep deeply.

To be honest, she didn't sleep well during this period of travel. In the past, she would sleep very soundly by Ling Feng's side, but when she went out this time, she found that it was difficult for her to fall asleep, even if she was tired for a day, she would not sleep until the second half of the night, and even if she barely fell asleep, she would not sleep for a long time, and she would wake up in four or five hours.

At first, Su Mu didn't feel anything, but after a long time, she would also feel very scared, because her health was already poor, and not getting a good rest would only make her worse and worse.

Su Mu has always wanted to get better, so she reads hard and learns a lot of things, just hoping to make herself interesting. But after being with Ling Feng, she found that she was really getting worse and worse, every day she was like a resentful woman, constantly accusing him of problems, crying, and making noise.

This is not the life she wants.

He had tried to ask Ling Feng for help, but when she told Ling Feng about the problem, Ling Feng just said to her indifferently that it was her own problem, it was she who became like this, it had nothing to do with him, she could not make any noise or make noise, and she would not blame him for his problem, but if she wanted to choose this, then he had no choice.

Su Mu didn't know how to evaluate what Ling Feng said, or rather, she never thought that Ling Feng would have such thoughts, she stared at Ling Feng fiercely, and only said to him after a long time:

"Why do you want me to turn a blind eye and let you go when you made a mistake? Why don't you think about whether you are right or wrong to do this, and just blindly hope that I will forgive you? Why do you make a mistake and ask me to agree with your point of view and force me to admit that this is my problem?"

"Then why do you say that you are right? Why do you accuse me? Why do you use your moral standards to demand from me? What is the difference between you and me in doing this, and what right do you have to criticize me?"

"So you think it's right to be ambiguous with other girls? You think it's right to cheat on me? You think it's right to be hot and cold and yell at me, and never think about my circumstances and my needs?"

"I didn't say that, you said it yourself, don't push it on me?"

"Do you have a rebuttal that they are wrong? No, not once. Every time you say that you are wrong, you say it in a helpless situation, when you feel that I am vexatious and want to end this dispute as soon as possible, you never feel that you are wrong, it is all me who is unreasonable, I ask too much, you don't even think about how much you have paid to me, whether you have paid wholeheartedly. ”

"What the are you talking nonsense? Look at yourself now, are you worth it? I would never pay for unreasonable people, I don't know if I annoy you the most for being vexatious?"

"So you didn't think about it at all, it was because you didn't love me enough at all, making me feel that I hadn't been loved, so I thought you were so hateful and shameful. ”

Su Mu shouted hoarsely at these words, and after that, the two of them fell into a long silence, Ling Feng didn't look at Su Mu again, he didn't know what he was thinking on the side, and Su Mu was just crying uncontrollably, telling himself over and over again not to be wrong again.

She had never felt so much as she did now that Ling Feng was such an irresponsible and extremely selfish person. He drained all her affection and patience, and in turn, he blamed her for her problem. She was very skeptical that this person was the Ling Feng she had known at the beginning, because if she had known that he was this kind of person, she would definitely not choose to be with him.

She also lived a good life when she was alone, if there was no Ling Feng to disturb her, she would live a very happy life, she had a lot of things to do every day to enrich her life, so the purpose of her falling in love was to experience another kind of happiness shared by two people together, not like now, constantly arguing and complaining every day. But if we talk about responsibility, there is also her responsibility for things to become what they are today.

If she could have separated from Ling Feng when she found out that he was having an affair with other girls, if she could have separated from Ling Feng when Ling Feng's lie was first exposed, if she could have been with him when she found that Ling Feng's three views were completely inconsistent with her, without soft-heartedness, tolerance and forbearance, and without the expectation that he would get better, then things would not have developed to this point.

So her friends said that these were all self-inflicted words, and she admitted that she never complained to her friends again, even Weiyang and Leduo.

Those who really cared about her would not want to see her like this, and they were reluctant to see her hurt in the slightest, so they strongly opposed them being together in the first place.