(19) The meal finally ended in apprehension

At this time, Su Mu's mind was all on the codeword, where did he still have any mind to listen to Ling Feng's preaching, and in turn made a grimace at him, signaling him to shut up first, and wait for her to finish these things.

Ling Feng was also measured, seeing that Su Mu was writing, she couldn't listen to what she said, so he didn't speak anymore, but helped her look at the road under her feet, for fear that she would bow her head and write, and she would accidentally trip over.

Shu Shu saw all this, but she didn't say anything. After arriving at the place and sitting down, Shu Shu handed the menu to Su Mu according to her previous habit and asked her to order.

Su Mu has always felt very strange that when she was in college, no matter who she went out with, she was the one who ordered food. From the leader to the members of the department, whether it is a senior or a younger student, as long as it is a party, and even sometimes two people eat together, she is the one who comes to order. Fortunately, Su Mu is more sensitive in this aspect of eating, no matter how complicated the taste is, she can remember it after ordering it once, but she has never made any embarrassing things, and she is also used to being the first to order every time.

But this time she really didn't have time, when Shu Shu gave her the tablet, she returned it directly to Shu Shu. After Shu Shu took the tablet, he glanced at it, and then threw it to Ling Feng.

"We can just eat meat, and you can order whatever you want. ”

Ling Feng was not polite, he took the tablet and ordered according to Su Mu's habits, and by the way, he increased the amount of meat, and after ordering, he handed the tablet back to Shu Shu, and said to him very politely:

"It's all ordered, it's all Mu Mu likes to eat, don't ask her, let her write first. ”

After hearing this, Shu Shu glanced at the things ordered on the tablet, and after making sure that the few things Su Mu ate were inside, she took the tablet with satisfaction, added two more plates of meat, and then called the waiter.

Just as the waiter came, Su Mu suddenly raised his head and asked Ling Feng:

"Have you logged in?"

"It's not discounted, just one point, you look at you. ”

Although Ling Feng had a disgusted tone, he had a very doting expression on his face. Su Mu was writing hard, but he didn't see it, but he was seen by Shu Shu. However, Shu Shu didn't have a chance to talk to Su Mu about this matter, because Su Mu's reaction was too fast, and he answered directly without thinking about it:

"That's what I should enjoy. ”

Ling Feng didn't expect that Su Mu was writing so seriously, and he could answer him so quickly, fortunately, he had already logged in before and hadn't forgotten it, so he pulled a few pieces of toilet paper very skillfully, and said to Su Mu while wiping the table for Su Mu:

"You're all logged in, you know it's something you should enjoy, but you should be ready to enjoy the food now, haven't you finished writing yet?"

"It's almost there, stop talking, I won't be able to finish writing if I don't hurry up. ”

When Su Mu spoke, Shu Shu glanced at her watch and found that there were five minutes left until the next day, and it was estimated that Su Mu would have to finish writing in these few minutes, so she didn't speak. Seeing this, Han Yi asked Shu Shudao:

"Why, isn't it done yet? I think she was writing last summer. ”

"Although it's a good habit to ask if you don't understand, but the speed of your information update is also a little too slow, and she has written a second book, okay? ”

"Oh me, awesome, really, I really haven't had a friend who has ever written. ”

"Yes, yes, you said that once last year. ”

"Huh?"

Han Yi's excited expression immediately turned into confusion after Shu Shu said this, he touched his head and tried to recall what happened before, and he couldn't remember where he said this sentence. Seeing this, Shu Shu rolled his eyes at him and reminded him:

"When the three of us went to the bar last year, weren't you already going to come to someone's account, you brain..."

"Ahh

Just when the two of you were saying a word, Su Mu's task today was finally completed. She put her phone down, stretched her waist, and went straight into the discussion.

"At that time, I was still writing about the afterlife, but that one had already been closed, and today I wrote another one, haha, this one is almost finished, and I have thought about the content of the next one. ”

", sister, you have a lot of brain, this book hasn't been written yet, and the content of the next book has been thought of?"

Not only did Han Yi react in shock to Su Mu's words, but the other two people were also shocked. Because Su Mu hadn't talked to anyone about this, they didn't know that Su Mu had this plan. And Shu Shu's feeling was even stronger, because Su Mu had told her before and planned to give up the idea of codewords, she really didn't expect Su Mu to continue. So she really couldn't help it, and asked Su Mudao directly:

"What's the matter, didn't you say you didn't write it?"

"yes, but now I don't have a job, I'm thinking about earning some pocket money or something, and if I get a job, I probably won't continue to write. It's a bit more reliable to work these days, but I don't know what kind of job I'm looking for. ”

This is the most serious problem that Su Mu is facing now, and as soon as he talks about this, Su Mu feels a big head.

She really doesn't have any idea about work now, but it's not that she doesn't know what she can do, but she doesn't know if she wants to go out to work.

It was easy to find a job, but Ling Feng was about to come back, and the two of them had discussed that they would take advantage of his vacation to travel together. In other words, the tour plan will be implemented in mid-August. If she goes back and looks for a job, it will be equivalent to taking a long vacation with her boss after less than two months of work. I don't even think about it, I either give up holding it or I resign. If that's the case, then she might as well continue to rest at home for two months, and after sending Ling Feng to Japan, she can settle down and find another job. In this way, she still had time to spend more time with Ling Feng.

This was the most important thing, because all the things that happened before were because she was not by Ling Feng's side and gave him the opportunity to communicate with others. She didn't want to have to get along for just two months, and she would have to suffer this kind of thing again. She would rather earn less money for herself than tolerate the same thing happening before she leaves.

She couldn't accept that this kind of thing happened again, it had nothing to do with whether she loved it or not, this was a matter of attitude and style, if Ling Feng didn't change in the slightest, then she would rather die alone than allow this kind of thing to continue to happen.

Of course, Su Mu also knew that this kind of thing couldn't be seen even if it was watched, there would still be problems if there should be problems, even if it was closer, two people would still have problems sleeping in the same bed. Looking at him like this is definitely not a solution to the problem, but apart from this, Su Mu really can't find any way to solve the problem.

If you want to say that she treats Ling Feng badly, it definitely isn't. Although there were many problems between the two of them, and Su Mu was also bent on breaking up, she never said that she had anything bad about Ling Feng in her life, let alone any debt. Whatever Ling Feng wants, she will buy it for him, and she will give it to Ling Feng if she can't bear it. She would also plan things like going out with two people to play together, she would think of something very romantic, suitable for two people to do, and basically she would meet Ling Feng's needs, even if she didn't want to, she would do it hard, just to be able to meet Ling Feng's needs. As a girlfriend, she thought that there was absolutely nothing wrong with what she was doing, and even she had tried her best to learn the best within her ability, before that, absolutely no one could have such treatment, but despite this, Ling Feng still had a very bad attitude towards her, without any patience not to say, and there was no way to even treat her well. After Su Mu was hit a few times, he no longer asked him to be kind to him, he only hoped that there were some things he didn't do, and he also told him that if he did, she would be very unhappy, but he would still go his own way, ignoring Su Mu's thoughts at all, and leaving Su Mu's needs and expectations aside.

But this is not the main reason why Su Mu has always wanted to break up with him.

In fact, for Su Mu, the issue of principle was not a direct reason for the two of them to break up. Because this kind of thing can ultimately be attributed to the sense of responsibility. Not only that, what I said before was actually related to a sense of responsibility, so what made Su Mu give up this relationship was the fact that Ling Feng didn't have any sense of responsibility. What's more, he didn't want to take the initiative to take on the responsibility of his boyfriend, and even he would evade responsibility, knowingly commit crimes, and even try to put the responsibility on Su Mu.

This is the most unbearable thing for Su Mu.

Although Su Mu had been making excuses for Ling Feng, saying that he was young and ignorant, that he had no experience or anything like that, Su Mu knew very well in his heart that the thing of responsibility had nothing to do with age. It relies on the education and guidance of parents, and it relies on personal experience. Some children are very responsible without their parents teaching them, but this kind of thing has not been shown to him at all when it comes to Ling Feng.

But it is undeniable that Ling Feng is still very good to her at some times. And this level of goodness will make Su Mu have a moment of trance, thinking that he is trying to get better. But when everything calmed down, Su Mu would find that in fact, what Ling Feng did was very superficial, to put it bluntly, they were more like a perfunctory, as if he was clearly telling Su Mu that the purpose of his doing this was to use these small favors to offset the harm he did to her, and she didn't deserve so much sincerity from him to take care of her. It's just that she was in it at the time, hot-headed, and didn't want to believe that these were appearances, and she didn't want to believe these facts hidden under these appearances.

After all, no girl wants to admit that the man she likes with her heart has never loved her. The memories they once had were all constructed with false feelings. He was just greedy for a novelty, so he squandered her feelings at will, and in the end she made herself bruised, and was accused by others of being too serious and competing with a child.

This is really unfair to Su Mu, but what can it be? Su Mu has already tried all the methods she can try, but with such a result, she can't do anything about it. Besides, she is not the kind of person who wants to be captured, she is very direct in everything she does. If you want her to play any tricks for a love, it seems that it is impossible to change it to anyone.

Just after Su Mu brought up the matter of work, Shu Shu seemed to open the conversation box and began to tell Su Mu about some things she encountered at work. And at this moment, the staff prepared the ingredients for the hot pot they ordered. Su Mu listened to Shu Shu's complaints while looking at Ling Feng, but in his mind, he just felt that it was a bit of a waste to order so much. But Ling Feng ordered these things that she really liked to eat, but she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to eat them every time, so she divided the orders, and Ling Feng ordered them all at once this time, just this point, Su Mu had no way to say more.

Just when it was time to eat, Su Mu still felt that their atmosphere seemed to be very harmonious, which made her can't help but feel a little lucky, glad that what she was worried about before didn't happen. Although the atmosphere was not very harmonious at first, it seems to be quite good now. Although Shu Shu kept talking about it, fortunately, he was busy with his own affairs and had the time and energy to attract Shu Shu's attention, so basically this dinner became an exchange bureau between the two sisters, and the two men next to him didn't seem to have much to do with it, except for eating, there was no other sense of existence.

This avoids a lot of unnecessary hassles.

So that's it, even if the meal was barely eaten safely, Shu Shu originally wanted to send the two of them back, after all, it's a little late now, it's not easy to take a taxi or something, not to mention, it's not very safe. But Su Mu thought that the place where the two of them lived was really a little far away from the house that Shu Shu was renting now, and it was indeed too late today, even if it was a good friend, Su Mu was embarrassed to trouble her, so he rejected Shu Shu's proposal very strongly, saying that he didn't agree to anything. Seeing this, Shu Shu didn't force it, and waited with them until a taxi passed by, and then watched the two of them get on and remember the license plate number before leaving.

After returning to the hotel, the two of them tacitly did not mention the matter of eating at night, after washing up and lying down in the quilt, the two of them sorted out the photos of the concert they took today, uploaded the ones that should be uploaded, deleted the ones that should be deleted, and the two of them slept separately after they got it done.