(18) Distant university life

After that, the four of them almost didn't talk anymore in the car, after all, it was really embarrassing just now, Su Mu didn't expect Shu Shu to be so direct, it is estimated that if it weren't for Su Mu's previous explanation to her, she might have been more direct, and she could get out of the car directly when she said Ling Feng.

In fact, Su Mu has always had her own opinion on this matter. She does love money, but she loves it in measure, otherwise, if someone wanted to support her with her wallet before, she would not have refused. Some people said that the price given by that person was not enough, otherwise Su Mu would not have refused. Su Mu couldn't deny this, thinking that if that person directly gave her a company to run it, she might really follow it.

But this is impossible, even if the husband may not be able to do this, and he is not acting in an idol drama, how could someone do such a thing in order to support Su Mu.

And more importantly, compared to money, Su Mu prefers the feeling of making money by herself, the kind of money earned through her own value and ability, she is practical and comfortable, so when she was dating Ling Feng, she knew that his family environment was very good, and she didn't want to use a penny of his money too much.

She was uneasy in her heart.

Some people say that this is because she has never regarded Ling Feng as a marriage partner, and she has no heart to go on with him. But Su Mu felt that even if she had this thought, she would not use Ling Feng's penny more. What Ling Feng took the initiative to buy for her was his own thoughts, and she couldn't control them, but what she could control was her actions and thoughts. Love is not something to want, it is boring to reach out and ask for it, she has the ability to bear these by herself, there is no need to lower herself to cater to Ling Feng.

Good love should be evenly matched, Ling Feng felt that there was a gap between the two of them, it should be right to work hard to make himself better, so that he was the person Su Mu could like, but if he made things difficult for Su Mu because of this, and tried to make her lower her standards, then he was not worthy of standing by her side.

Two people need love when they are together, not to mention that some love only exists in freshness. After the novelty has passed, and the true nature has been exposed, the unsuitable people will never go down together.

Perhaps it was precisely because of this that Su Mu would not be able to endure Ling Feng's penny in the end, so he would find a way to leave Ling Feng, and he would refuse all of Ling Feng's later pursuits.

Just to ask Su Mu if she would still be with Ling Feng if she had known this, then her answer might still be "yes".

Maybe she won't believe him anymore, maybe she won't give so much, but she really wants to relive the joy she experienced when she was with him in the first place.

It felt too real, and it was precisely because of this that she felt that the gap between the past and the present was so big that she couldn't continue to persevere.

She was really tired, no matter how strong Su Mu's psychological endurance was, she couldn't accept such a thing. The most important thing is that if Ling Feng didn't know, it would be okay, but he knew that everything he did would hurt her, but he did it anyway, and this was the most difficult thing for Su Mu to accept.

If Ling Feng really thought about loving her, would he do these things when he knew the result? After doing these things, how could he be embarrassed to open his mouth, saying that he was reluctant to give her? Is he telling her a joke? And then the heroine in the joke, the one who makes people laugh, is still her?

That's ridiculous.

Later, Su Mu also joked with her friends that she regretted spending so much money on Ling Feng, if she had known that Ling Feng was such a person, she should have spent more of his money, spent it until she was afraid, and then let him take the initiative to break up with her, so that he would not want to get back together with her in the future.

I have to say that Su Mu's idea is very good, but none of her friends believe that she can really do this. Because if she could really do this, she would have a house and a car a long time ago, and she wouldn't have to fall in love with any boyfriend without her brains, causing herself all kinds of injuries, and she didn't get any benefits.

This is really not a miserable sale, Su Mu's best friends all know Su Mu's relationship. They know almost every boyfriend of Su Mu, and they are already familiar with the stories that happen between each one and Su Mu, so they know very well that if they can't find a really reliable person, Su Mu will probably still get scars all over his body.

Su Mu was also very suspicious, his emotional fortune was a little too bad, and he met scumbags one after another. If you look good, at least you can usually look at it as a vase, even if you get angry when you quarrel, looking at this look, you don't feel so uncomfortable. It's a pity that they don't have a good-looking one, and they are all good and bad for her, I really don't know how to do it.

And if it's just one, it may be the other party's problem, but these successive ones are like this, Su Mu has to wonder if there may be something wrong with him in the process of getting along.

This question has really bothered Su Mu for a long time, she said in her heart that except for the problem in principle, she has not changed her in principle, and the rest is to take action depending on the other party's personality, basically it varies from person to person, and she should not step on thunder, why did there be so many problems?

Could it really be that there is something wrong with her principles?

But independence and loyalty, isn't this what many people want their wives to do? Is there anything wrong with this? Or is there nothing wrong with this sentence itself, is it that Su Mu over-interpreted and paid too much attention to this thing, so that she became too independent, and there was always the possibility of dominance in love, which made these men feel insecure?

So isn't this requirement a little too high, it's not good to be sticky, it's not okay to be independent, while letting the girl be tender balloons, and at the same time being hooked up by hot and enthusiastic marriage, this is a little too unfair for girls.

But in fact, the strange thing is that there are really many people who have reminded Su Mu, not only Su Mu's ex-boyfriend, but even her good friends, who are secretly praying that Su Mu hopes that he will become a little softer when he gets along with others, and not be so restrictive. They are also telling Su Mu over and over again that falling in love is a technical job, and it is useless to just have a true heart.

Su Muke never thought about what kind of tricks two people in love had to play when they got along, but she wanted to refute but couldn't find a suitable point of view, so she could only temporarily acquiesce that this truth was right.

Having said that, Su Mu didn't know what was going on with him. She is usually very gentle with everyone, although sometimes she is a little violent, but other times, she is a girl who responds to requests, he feels that being able to help others solve difficulties and problems is a manifestation of her ability, and it is also out of her concern for this person, but if it causes distress to the other party because of this, Su Mu feels that the other party should learn more skills before distress to improve his ability. When his ability is improved, he will naturally not have these troubles.

Su Mu never got an answer to this question, but fortunately, when Su Mu was alone later, he didn't have to think about this question anymore. After all, it was all on her own, and it was useless to think about it, and she already knew what she wanted and what she didn't want, and if she was lucky, she would definitely meet the person who would have everything ready without her doing anything. If she is not lucky enough, then she is still tired and can't enjoy the happiness brought to her by the other half, of course, she doesn't have to suffer from gains and losses like now, always sad and sad, thinking about those useless things.

Where in this world are there so many ifs, of course, there are not so many that must be together.

Because Haidilao's place is very close to Su Mu's previous school, but it is far away from the concert place, so after walking down this way, Su Mu felt that the second half of the period was really embarrassing, so he could only talk to Shu Shu and Shu Shu without a word. Occasionally, Shu Shu's boyfriend might get involved and tease them, but Ling Feng basically didn't say a word, but he held Su Mu's hand before, and he held it tightly all the time, and he didn't separate for a moment.

Su Mu knew that Ling Feng had been wronged, and she was silently complaining to her, but in this case, if Su Mu took the initiative to coax Ling Feng, she would never be able to do it, not to mention, she didn't know how to comfort Ling Feng, even if Shu Shu and her boyfriend were in this car, she was embarrassed to teach him these things.

After all, the problems just now were caused by the conversation between the two of them, and it was impossible for Su Mu to put all the responsibility on Shu Shu and say how she was, of course, it was even more impossible for her to put all the responsibility on Ling Feng, which was tantamount to adding fuel to the fire. It is such a thing that is difficult to choose between the two things that will put her in such an embarrassing situation.

In this way, Su Mu's mood has always been in a very bad situation.

really, I blamed myself for quarreling with him at the time, and called Shu Shu on impulse. For the time being, this call was not made, then now she and Ling Feng were happily walking on the way to eat Haidilao, and these things would not happen at all.

But it's not that Su Mu dislikes Shu Shu, but she knows Shu Shu's character too well, these two people definitely didn't end well when they met together, and now it's like this, if you talk about it when you're late, you don't know what the situation is. What's more, Su Mu can endure the chat full of gunpowder, in case he doesn't say a word and just eats, it will be really embarrassing.

With such thoughts, Su Mu was even more worried, if it weren't for the fact that there were no cars on the road at night, Shu Shu drove faster, and it didn't take long for the car to be on the road they had to go out to play when they used to go to school, Su Mu estimated that he had been maintaining a high level of nervousness.

When she saw these familiar scenes, Su Mu finally gradually relaxed, and she began to recall all kinds of stories that happened in this university. And this time, she only had the presence of these people in their dormitory in her eyes.

Sure enough, leaving aside the men, it's always good to have memories of other people, and almost everything that comes to mind carries a past that touches her.

Su Mu is very lucky, their dormitory is an eight-person dormitory, although there are a little more people than other dormitories, and the conditions are relatively poor, but they are happier than other dormitories. Because the eight little girls are basically reasonable people, they have not encountered any major conflicts in the past four years. Of course, there are always small stumbling blocks, and there are always times when a family lives together, and it is inevitable that a later combination like the eight of them will quarrel. But after the quarrel, it's basically okay, everyone is also very generous, and there is no so-called overnight feud, and things that can make people hold grudges all the time happen.

Being able to meet such teammates on the way to study is equivalent to fairy teammates, at least with them, Su Mu doesn't have to worry about his interpersonal relationships every day when he is worried about his studies. She has always been very glad that she has met such seven people, if it is the kind of roommate that other people say, it is estimated that she will not have to think about any peaceful life in the past four years, and she will think about how to deal with him or her roommate.

Because it was the first time for Shu Shu to drive to this mall, and it was almost 12:00 in the middle of the night. She really couldn't find a place to park, and it took several circles to find a place to park, and there shouldn't be any problems, so she parked the car. This back and forth delayed them a lot, and Su Mu was already hungry at this time, and according to her speculation, Ling Feng should have been hungry for a long time, but she was embarrassed to say it. So after getting out of the car, she pulled Ling Feng and followed the two people who said that they wanted to invite them to dinner, and walked to the road to Haidilao as fast as possible.

Fortunately, this door is quite easy to find, not like the few stores that Su Mu and Ling Feng went to in the middle of the night before, the door is hidden. If they hadn't searched for a long time by themselves, and then asked others, they might not have been able to find this hidden door, let alone what to eat Haidilao, so they would have been looking for the door to play.

Just when the few of them got on the elevator and were about to go upstairs, Su Mu remembered that there was no code word today, and seeing that there was still an hour before twelve o'clock, this couldn't help but make her nervous, and couldn't help Ling Feng complained. Ling Feng reminded her of this matter before, but Su Mu didn't write it when he was free, so he took this opportunity to say a few words to Su Mu, hoping that Su Mu could remember this lesson and not be lazy in anything in the future.