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After making a decision, the two of them bought tickets back from Beijing. Because there was no direct one, I could only change trains, so it took two people a day to walk all the way down. By the time the two of them arrived, they were almost all there, and Ling Feng explained to the people who came to pick them up while introducing Su Mu to them.
In fact, Su Mu had seen these people scattered and scattered, and the person who had the best relationship with Ling Feng was the protagonist of the college entrance banquet, and Su Mu had also eaten with him with Ling Feng before, so it was not very embarrassing. It's just that after a day of contact, Su Mu felt a little tired and a little helpless at the same time, and this helplessness seemed to be mixed with a very strange joke.
Su Muyi felt that Ling Feng should be considered more mature compared to her peers, and she rarely treated him as a child in her daily life. But on this day, she found out that there was really a big gap between them, but I don't know why, when the two of them were alone, this gap was not so obvious.
And at this moment, she really wants to sigh that these boys are still a group of children.
Although she was not too old, after all, she was still nine years old behind Ling Feng, and every moment she came into contact with them, she felt that these children really had an indescribable naivety. Of course they themselves wouldn't notice it, because this was the biggest characteristic of their age, everyone was like this, but Su Mu had already departed from this age, looking at them as her, "naïve" was the word that was most in line with each of them, and it was completely consistent with any of them, including Ling Feng, of course.
However, this discovery did not divert Su Mu's attention, but instead plunged her into a larger whirlpool.
Because she suddenly realized that in fact, Ling Feng was originally a very naïve person, even if he was very mature, he was still just an eighteen-year-old child who had just come of age.
When Su Mu found out about this, she only felt her heart jump hard, and it hurt so much that she was almost angry.
Why was such an important matter ignored by her?Even if she wasn't with him, with her identity and professional habits, she shouldn't ignore this matter, why did she always blindly pursue Ling Feng to make changes and cater to her?
Can he cater to it?
The gap of these nine years is not only the time, but also the mind, experience, three views, and so on and so on, there are many things, they have barriers in communication, how can she always ignore this most fundamental problem?
The things she pursued, the things she needed, and even her daily life experiences were all 108,000 miles away from Ling Feng, how could she try her best to want Ling Feng to understand these things in advance? In this case, how could Ling Feng not want to escape?
But then again, Ling Feng said this, although she couldn't accept or understand it, it was all children of his age, and many of them would do it. Ling Feng was probably spoiled, so many times it was a bit excessive, but in essence, these things were something that they would experience at their age, but Su Mu didn't know why, and kept ignoring this matter.
If Su Mu had been able to react to this matter earlier, would the two of them have ended a long time ago? In this way, they would not have suffered so much, let alone be as unwilling as they are now, and even more unwilling to let go.
Su Mu naturally wouldn't tell Ling Feng about such a discovery, because she knew that even if she did, Ling Feng wouldn't fully understand her thoughts and have the same feelings as her. Not only that, but he also had to feel that she was thinking crankily, and she was naïve and wanted to pull others in to accompany her.
After all, she also came from that time, even if she wasn't, after the series of contacts just now, she could also analyze it, so what kind of thoughts Ling Feng would have, Su Mu could guess many times, but Su Mu had always had an illusion about Ling Feng, feeling that he was different from others.
But how could it be different.
They are all the same age, and they have only lived on campus, so there will be any different experiences there. Even if it's different, it's impossible to be the same as people of their age, who need to come into contact with all kinds of people every day, and worry about the cost of living this month, as well as bigger expenses in the future.
Su Mu didn't expect Ling Feng to understand.
She didn't want Ling Feng to step into society too early because of her, she hoped that even with her, he would be able to enjoy his life like his peers. What's more, his family background doesn't actually need him to work too hard, but she hopes that he can live more freely and without any regrets in his adolescence.
She always thought that if she had such an idea, the two of them would get along better, but the truth was exactly the opposite of her. Because she neither kept her thoughts, nor did she expect that Ling Feng didn't want her to follow her thoughts at all.
There were still people who arrived in the middle of the night, so they went back to the hotel after dinner. Ling Feng explained to Su Mu in advance that he was going to pick up people at night, and he was afraid that he would make a noise to Su Mu, so he might put her to sleep and he would leave, and then he might not come back at night.
According to Su Mu's previous way of dealing with problems, if Ling Feng said this, she would respond to Ling Feng's thoughts, and she would not have any other opinions at all. And in fact, Ling Feng didn't seem to have done anything wrong this time, but she didn't know why, and after hearing these explanations, she still felt very angry.
She didn't know why she was so angry, she just felt that since Ling Feng had already brought her, no matter how late it was, she should come back to sleep. Why did he leave her alone in the hotel? And didn't he know that she wanted to be among them more than sleeping alone? Otherwise, she had come here just to sleep?
Thinking of this, Su Mu felt that he was about to turn into a balloon and explode. But she really didn't want to quarrel in front of so many people, so she had to forcibly suppress the fire, and then told Ling Feng in a tone that was close to a warning that no matter how late they played, they must come back to sleep with her, and they must not leave her here alone.