In this case, of course, Ling Feng agreed well, after all, his classmates were all in the next room, and if there was a quarrel here, the next room could hear it, and he didn't want others to know that the relationship between the two of them was like this.

Although everyone knew that their relationship was not as good as before, just like Su Mu had been trying to maintain the external image of the two of them, even if they had to break up in the end, Ling Feng also hoped that the two of them would always be very happy in the eyes of others. It wasn't related to vanity, but he had really hoped that the relationship between the two of them would be like this.

Unfortunately, everything seems to have deviated from the original plan.

It's like Ling Feng didn't come back as promised.

In fact, when Ling Feng left the room in the middle of the night, Su Mu had already woken up, but she didn't let Ling Feng find out, and for the next few hours, she had been curled up in the dark, waiting for Ling Feng to come back. She waited until the man's train had passed for hours, until the belly of the fish outside the window began to white, until her tears repeatedly dripped down, and she did not wait for him to return.

He had broken his appointment again, and she guessed that when he returned, he would give a lot of reasons, symbolically coax a few sentences, and then accuse her of being vexatious.

This kind of drama has been experienced too many times, every time there is a quarrel, Su Mu can guess what Ling Feng will say, the whole process is like the script of the story she once wrote, and it will always be such a process. No matter what kind of quarrel is caused by something, there will not be much change in this process, and even if there is, it is nothing more than skipping the part where Ling Feng coaxes her, and the more the two of them get to the end, the more silent they become, every time they quarrel, it is a long cold war, and then they keep wanting to give up on each other.

In the past, Su Mu never thought that two people who loved each other would come to the point of hurting each other, and every time she saw the couples around her quarrel or on the verge of breaking up, she would be very surprised. If that's the case, then why do we have to be together in the first place, and if we are together because of love, how can it get to the point of recrimination?

For a long time, this was a question that puzzled her. It wasn't until later, when she and Ling Feng also came to this point, that she discovered that a relationship would really become like this, but everything had a specific cause.

The scales of love are not balanced.

There are too many feelings in this world who die unfairly, or rather, because of irresponsibility. Feelings that start because of a little freshness or a little bit of interest will not have a long-term development, and there should not be such a weight in the relationship at all, once it appears, it will only make the balance appear a very extreme imbalance.

The same was true between Su Mu and Ling Feng.

From the very beginning, Su Mu actually didn't understand Ling Feng's purpose, she indulged in the lies that Ling Feng weaved, thinking that Ling Feng really liked herself. When Ling Feng had had enough of playing and was tired of playing, because he didn't pay much, he felt that he could get out of the way, but Su Mu fell deeper and deeper into this lie. So when Ling Feng wanted to withdraw, Su Mu naturally couldn't accept it, and it was precisely because of such an extreme contrast that Su Mu fell into deep pain and made a mess of his life, not only losing all his hobbies, but also losing all his face.

Of course, Ling Feng didn't know what kind of impact he would have on Su Mu if he casually talked about a relationship, in fact, he had never come into contact with someone of Su Mu's age, and of course he didn't know what feelings meant at their age. If it weren't for the fact that I was too involved in Su Mu, feelings would be just the seasoning of life for people of this age, not a necessity at all. Therefore, they often feel that the pressure brought by life is already very great, and if the relationship is still not going well, then this kind of relationship should not be done.

After all, feelings should be the icing on the cake, and it is right to send charcoal in the snow, if not, then it is better to give up and live a good life by yourself.

Su Mu has always understood this truth, but she is too easy to fall into the whirlpool of feelings, especially she is also very easy to be deceived, as long as it is related to feelings, she will completely lose her ability to judge, so although she understands all the truths, it is too easy to deceive her.

It's not that she can't live alone, in fact, if there is only herself in life, it is simply too rich to be a little more fulfilling. She can make a plan for herself, and there will be different things to do every day, ensuring that her life is full of freshness and security.

These things were all things that Ling Feng couldn't give.

To be honest, in fact, Ling Feng had never given her any sense of security. Although his age was there, and he didn't have much serious emotional experience, he never thought about understanding and thinking about what changes he would make for Su Mu, which was the most important thing.

He didn't think about it from Su Mu's point of view, what kind of impact he would have on Su Mu by doing these things, and he didn't think about why Su Mu would say that his things were his fault, and he subconsciously didn't want to integrate into Su Mu's life and understand her thoughts, so everything he did was owed in Su Mu's eyes.

But Su Mu never refused to admit it, she looked away.

And at first, she still felt lucky, thinking that Ling Feng was still a blank sheet of paper, he didn't understand anything, and she still needed her to tell him little by little. It was only later that she found out that Ling Feng actually understood some truths, but he was unwilling to do it.

No matter how old he is, no matter what he has experienced, Ling Feng will always love him.

It has nothing to do with Su Mu.

Su Mu had always been annoyed, why did he have such a naïve idea, knowing that Ling Feng couldn't do anything at all, and he didn't even love her, but he still felt that as long as he did a little more, Ling Feng would change one day sooner or later.

In his eyes, no matter what Su Mu does, it doesn't make any sense, if she does it all the time, it's just fine, what I'm most afraid of is that if there is a small problem in the middle, Su Mu feels that she has been wronged, then everything she did before will lose its meaning.

She can't make any mistakes, as long as there is a little bit, it will be infinitely magnified by Ling Feng, and then it will become the reason why she is doing very badly. It never felt that there was anything wrong with what it was doing, as long as there was a problem, it must be Su Mu's problem, and it had nothing to do with him.