Su Mu had always felt that the pen in the hands of those who could draw must be different from the ones she held in her hands, because in the hands of these people, their pens could not only restore what they saw on paper, but also draw anything that existed in his mind. So Su Mu is always obsessed with buying those tools used by people who paint beautifully. Although she has failed for so many years, and has not drawn anything as beautiful as them because she uses the same pen as them, she still does not want to believe that she has no ability to paint at all, and has nothing to do with tools or anything.

It's also strange to say that all the genes in Su Mu's family are actually quite powerful. When I was young, my parents were beautiful and in good shape, and under the influence of the older generation, they wrote well, although their education was not high, they were also above average, and they were quite smart. However, the combination of the two has not inherited any advantages to Su Mu, so far, Su Mu is the ugliest and shortest in the family, even if the words are not good-looking, his brain is not so smart, his temper is bigger than anyone else, not to mention, he is too lazy to die, but he is used to it by his grandfather. Her status at home is the highest among her, she can't scold, she can't fight, she can't even shout a word, but she is such an arrogant little princess, but she doesn't have any sense of existence when she goes outside, she doesn't like to talk to people, and when she sees strangers, even if it's a relative at home, she almost can't even say hello.

In the past few years, when Su Mu is joking, she often mentions her previous state. Almost no one dared to believe that Su Mu would be like this when he was a child. Because compared to before, she now seems to be a completely different person. She has never been afraid of being tired when she is working, and the place where she works will always be cleaned by her, although there will be more things, but as long as her colleagues have what they need, she can find out what they need, so that many people say that she is like a treasure chest, almost with Doraemon. Not to mention other aspects, although she has always felt that her own words are ugly, and because she saw her grandfather write calligraphy, she enrolled herself in a calligraphy class, and wanted to learn to write calligraphy, but in the eyes of others, her words are already very good-looking. And her temper is also very easy-going, I can't see that she is also a little princess who is spoiled, as long as she asks for her, she will definitely help, and she will never refuse what she can do.

Because of this, many people are curious about how Su Mu became what he is today. In fact, sometimes Su Mu also thinks about these questions, but after thinking about it for so many years, she doesn't know the answers.

The first time she started to change was when she was just entering junior high school.

When Su Mu was in elementary school, he was dark and ugly, his studies were not outstanding, and he was not very willing to communicate with others. Except for one or two good friends, she rarely touches anyone else. If you want to evaluate her in one sentence, it is probably ordinary to have no sense of existence at all. In addition, she has very little contact with people, and even if someone wants to integrate into her life, she will politely stay away in her own way.

Fortunately, there was no such thing as school bullying at that time, otherwise, a character like Su Mu would be too easy to be bullied. Su Mu sometimes finds it really difficult to understand why the phenomenon of school bullying is becoming more and more common in today's society, and many literary works and film and television works in recent years have mentioned these things. Every time she saw this, she was shocked, because in her cognition, children of this age should be very simple, and should not know these things at all. Most of the children in her memory are kind-hearted, although they will also form gangs, but because they have the same hobbies or are closer to their seats and homes, they will never get together to do anything harmful, let alone hurt others to satisfy themselves, or use violent means to seek benefits for themselves. But now, from elementary school to high school, this kind of school violence is almost everywhere, and most of it is so serious that it can only be solved by using the law. The mere fact that she knew was terrifying, but what about the undiscovered?

At this point, her mood would become conflicted, because if she were a teacher, she would never allow such a thing to happen. And if she were a parent, she would not allow her child to develop to this point.

It's a pity that reality didn't make her a teacher.

When she was promoted to junior high school, Su Mu was still the same as before at first, until something happened, it would stimulate Su Mu, making her personality almost change one hundred and eighty degrees, but if you look into it carefully, Su Mu has completely forgotten what she experienced. Maybe it wasn't a specific thing, but a lot of things were piled up together, which made the situation develop to a certain extent, which made Su Mu have such a huge change.

To this day, when it comes to the comparison between before and after, even Su Mu himself can't believe it. Sometimes when she thinks about it, she also feels a little incredible. But if he hadn't made a change, Su Mu wouldn't have dared to imagine what his life would become. Under the condition of actively closing oneself, it is really difficult to imagine what kind of development everything will get. And she is also glad that she has the opportunity to change herself and get a new life.

I didn't learn anything I wanted to know, no matter what.

Straight to the point.

With Nianbei's help, soon, the patterns in Su Mu's mind jumped on the paper. Compared with these things painted by Nianbei, the things that Su Mu made on the paper before were simply a mess, not to mention that there was no comparison, and even the manuscripts of Nianbei's paintings were more vivid than them. After Su Mu looked at the drawings for a long time, he sighed heavily, and then began to complain about why he couldn't draw.

Mianbei, I really didn't want to listen to her nagging about these things, so I interjected, trying to get her to stop this resentful mode.

"It's not a fairy, you can do anything, it's normal for you to occasionally have one or two things that you are not good at. ”

"That's right, but don't I think I can? Why don't you know how to draw? Growing up, I have been painting very badly even in art class. There are still teachers to teach, and if there is no teacher, I really don't know how ugly it will be. ”

"I want to know everything, please, big brother, you already have a lot of active skills, okay? Really, the average little girl doesn't have as many as you, shouldn't you feel proud and satisfied? Why do you have to learn to draw more?"

Regarding Su Mu's complaints, Nianbei really didn't know how to comfort her and diverted the topic. And Su Mu's answer did not disappoint him at all, it was completely expected.

"Don't you know that you don't have a lot of skills? Walking the rivers and lakes, of course, you have to prepare more skills, so that you can mix a little better? For example, if I can draw now, then I can save a lot of time, and I don't have to do it twice. ”

Seeing Su Mu look like she should be, Nianbei really didn't know what to say, so she didn't pick up Su Mu's words, but dragged her to the drawer where the raw materials were placed.

"It doesn't matter if hemp's troublesome or not, I don't want to know, I just know, the two of us don't have much time left, hurry up and make things as you think." When you save at night, you can't pay the errand, and then you are said. ”

After Nianbei's reminder, Su Mu remembered that she still had serious things to do, so she secretly scolded herself for thinking that these useless things were too much, so she hurriedly took the drawings, compared the style, and began to select raw materials, and then divided these things with Nianbei, and the two of them began to complete the task temporarily assigned by the boss.

Because there have always been people in the store, so back and forth, in fact, Su Mu didn't have long to make this thing. In addition, Ling Feng would always send her a message from time to time, and if she didn't reply, she would send a video to ask her why she didn't reply.

The contradiction between the two people had not been resolved, and Su Mu was reluctant to talk to him. And every time she called, she would tell him that she was busy and asked him not to come and disturb his work. She originally thought that by saying this, Ling Feng would be able to take care of her work and would not come to disturb her. But the fact was that Ling Feng didn't do what Su Mu thought, just kept urging her to finish the work at hand with a phone call for a while.

Originally, Su Mu felt upset as soon as she was busy, and she felt even more irritable when she was urged by Ling Feng like this, so when it came to the future, her attitude was almost very bad. Sometimes when I think about it, I can't even accept her violent temper, I really don't know how Ling Feng endured these constant contacts.

Later, she had asked Ling Feng this question in a shyly manner. And the answer Ling Feng gave was that he was actually very annoying, so he felt that he couldn't let Su Mu go so easily, he had to make her feel even more annoying, so that he could get a balance in his heart.

After getting such an answer, Su Mu couldn't wait to slap himself.

Really, why would she ask him this question so much and then add to herself.

When it was time to get off work, Su Mu understood that she and Nianbei must not be able to finish it. Thinking that Nianbei had also been busy with her for a day, he hadn't rested, and he hadn't even eaten dinner, so she asked Nianbei to put down the things in his hand. Hurry up and buy some food and come back, don't starve yourself again.

In the past, in this case, Su Mu would take the initiative to take on the object of buying food. Today, I suddenly let Nianbei go by himself, and Nianbei is still a little uncomfortable. He subconsciously felt that Su Mu seemed to be going to do something, but he didn't know what she wanted to do, so she had to keep an eye on it, and then go shopping to eat.

Fortunately, she already knew what Su Mu liked to eat, so she didn't ask Su Mu if she ate it, so she forcibly brought Su Mu back a dinner. When she came back, she saw Su Mu holding her mobile phone and sending messages non-stop.

At first, she thought it was Su Mu and Ling Feng chatting, after all, the two of them hadn't had much contact all afternoon, and according to Ling Feng's clinginess, he must have trouble finding Su Mu. So after Su Mu completely ignored her urging, Nianbei snatched the mobile phone from Su Mu's hand at a very fast speed, wanting to force her to eat. As a result, at this time, she accidentally caught a glimpse of the dialog box, and then found that Su Mu was actually chatting with the boss, and the content of the chat didn't seem to be very friendly.

"She said you again? Eh, I don't understand, why don't you just admit your mistakes without explaining to her? This is obviously not your fault, then there are people in this store, and there are no broken people, and she hasn't come to work in the store, can she still not know the situation in the store? That's normal if you can't finish it, why is she okay to pick on you?"

Listening to Nianbei's unfriendly tone, Su Mu sighed softly, then took the phone from Nianbei's hand, and said to her softly:

"Maybe it's because I can't accept my existence, so I'm not doing anything right. But it doesn't matter, because I've decided, I'm going to resign. ”

When Su Mu said this, Nianbei thought that Su Mu was just angry. Because she knows Su Mu's love for handicrafts very well, this job is really suitable for her, and it is impossible for her to want to quit at all. So Nianbei felt that she might just feel wronged and played a petty role when she said this, which should not be true, so she picked up in a relaxed tone as much as possible:

"Don't be kidding, how can you say resign and resign?"

"No, I'm not kidding, I'm serious, I really don't think I'm suitable to stay here anymore, and I won't have anyone with me after you're gone, so I might as well change jobs. ”

"But if I'm gone, someone else will take my place. Then you can go to work with the new people, isn't it interesting to think about it, and it's quite exciting. ”

"No matter who I work with, my job can only be like this, nothing will change. I didn't think I could accept this kind of work anymore, so I decided to take it seriously, and when I came back from outside, I would talk to her about resigning. ”

Su Mu's expression was very serious when she said this, which was completely different from her usual state of giggling, so Nianbei was sure that she really wanted to leave here. Take a hundred plating and read the latest chapter of "My Shengqing Weisheng Claw Book House" for free for the first time.