Maybe it was because he went to bed early the night before, so the next morning, Su Mu got up before the alarm went off. It was almost the first time since she started working eleven and a half hours a day that she had taken the initiative to get up so early and not feel too tired. So she secretly made a decision that in the future, whenever she has the opportunity, she must go to bed early, even if it is not for the sake of sleeping a little longer, even if it is for her dark circles, she will strive to sleep more.

Of course, Su Mu actually knows very well that her dark circles, which have been standing since high school, have been deposited for so many years, and there is no way to save them, even if she wears the most expensive eye cream every day, it is all a waste. So the real reason for her to make up her mind like this was actually that when she looked in the mirror in the morning, she suddenly found that her face was really bad, so bad that she almost thought that the person in the mirror was a female ghost who died due to overwork.

She is really not exaggerating in this description, she is only twenty-seven years old, and she should have walked between liveliness and maturity, with abundant vitality and motivation. But the person in the mirror looked like a forty or fifty-year-old aunt, her eyes were dull, and her skin was rough and dull, so bad that she couldn't bear to look at it.

This is just the state she has been working for half a year, and she really can't imagine that if she persists like this, her whole person will collapse.

She is looking for a job to make money, and although the money she earns depends on her labor, it does not mean that her vitality needs to be consumed so much. If she continues to work at such a high intensity, not to mention that her face is not good, her body is estimated to be over, and now she feels very tired every day, and her limbs and back are sore, and she can't solve the problem just by stretching her waist.

After dressing herself up at home for the first time, Su Mu decided that when she went to work today, she must find an opportunity to talk to her boss and hire some more employees to work. Even if there are employees coming, she still has to work full-time, which is better than when she is busy from morning to night by herself now, and she has to do everything by herself.

When he was about to leave the house and go to work, Su Mu picked up his mobile phone. She was very afraid that when she flipped through her phone, she found that she had received so many messages from Ling Feng like last time, so when she turned her phone over, it could be said that she was scared, until she saw only two prompts, and she was relieved. When I opened WeChat, the first one was Ling Feng saying good morning to her, and the second one was Ling Feng telling her that he was going to class.

When Su Mu saw these two pieces of information, she really didn't know how to describe her feelings, on the one hand, she felt happy, but on the other hand, she felt very annoyed and messy, so she put her phone in her pocket, and went out of the house directly without replying to Ling Feng.

When she made such a decision, in fact, in her mind, she had a rough guess about what might happen next. She didn't have any countermeasures, and she knew that there would definitely be a lot of trouble next, but she really just didn't want to reply to Ling Feng's message.

Soon, Ling Feng left class early for self-study. However, this time he didn't call Su Mu to wake her up as before, but only sent a message, which was counted as a notification. And Su Muming knew that her mobile phone was ringing, but when she thought that it might be a message from Ling Feng, she was very resistant, so she deliberately pretended that she didn't hear it, and it wasn't until she was about to leave that Su Mu sent him a message informing him that she was going out, and then left the house. When she arrived at the store, she saw a message from Ling Feng again.

"I'm out of class too. ”

Ten minutes had passed since she received this message, and Su Mu knew that Ling Feng should have already gone to class at this time, so she simply didn't reply to his message, but directly cleaned up the store.

In fact, if Su Mu could look at the whole thing a little more calmly, or objectively, she would find that there were many problems, in fact, the seeds had been planted as early as when they were dating, and now it was the time for the main seed to thrive, which naturally required more care from the people who planted the tree.

However, she didn't want to take care of it not only because she felt that the two of them couldn't be together for a long time, but also because she felt that she had actually taken good care of Ling Feng, but her care, at Ling Feng's age, seemed to be completely useless, and even he might not feel that she had regressed and forbeared.

It's not fair.

Su Mu knows that there is no absolute fairness in this world, especially in terms of feelings, there is always someone who pays more, he doesn't mind, he pays himself, but just like work, she feels that her efforts have not been reciprocated. And Ling Feng's so-called rewards were all just superficial efforts, and those he did were all expressions of love for Su Mu in the eyes of outsiders or himself, but Su Mu knew very well in his heart that for a person who was particularly good at taking care of people, what Ling Feng did to her was not even one-tenth of the gentleness he should have. Sometimes Su Mu even thought that if she told Ling Feng's friends that Ling Feng was not good to her, then his friends would not believe it, and not only would they not believe it, but they might also feel that Su Mu was asking too much and wanting too much.

After all, everyone likes to look at the illusions that remain on the surface, those real feelings buried deep in the heart, no one wants to take the initiative to dig up, and under the condition that they are not willing to mention, those who are protected do not want to be hurt by their previous friends.

So for this reason, Su Mu has never added the WeChat of Ling Feng's friends. Not only that, before him, she had not added every boyfriend Su Mu had experienced, except for themselves, the WeChat of other people who had a relationship with him.

Unsure of being together for a long time, including marriage, Su Mu was reluctant to meet the man's friends or parents. Because if they become good friends, or if the man's mother likes her very much, then when they break up in the future, it will definitely cause a lot of unnecessary trouble.

He hates trouble the most, so this kind of foreseeable, she can hide, she can't hide, and she has to hide when she creates opportunities.

Well, in fact, if you want to say how the two of them became like this, the number herself is not very clear, because the original question is really simple, but I don't know why after the fermentation of time, she feels that nothing is wrong. She felt uncomfortable looking at everything, and Ling Feng contacted her, she also felt that he was wrong, anyway, if she didn't find something wrong and quarrel, she would feel very uncomfortable in her heart.

When discussing these things with Le Duo last night, Le Duo directly asked Su Mu if he was on a period. Su Mu didn't think too much about it at the time, thinking that Le Duo was just joking to make her happy. But today, on the way to work, she carefully calculated and found that she had not only come to her aunt, but it was almost twenty days and it was not over.

Because she was busy with work before, Su Mu didn't remember this day clearly at all, and she didn't care about this matter, she just felt that it would end by then, and she didn't have to worry about it. As a result, after thinking about it like this today, she realized that something was wrong, so she immediately called Leduo and asked her what to do in this situation.

To a certain extent, Le Duo is also a person who has been a doctor, but her doctor treats pets, not people, so she is completely helpless against Su Mu's problem. However, Su Mu's situation was not a good phenomenon, and after he was sure that Su Mu was telling the truth, he immediately asked Su Mu to go to the doctor with her quickly.

"Hey, no, you know I hate going to the doctor, I hate going to the hospital, I really don't want to go to the hospital to see this kind of thing.

When Leduo put forward her ideas and suggestions, Su Mu hurriedly voted against them when she heard it.

Although Su Mu knows very well that doctors and nurses are good people who save lives and help the wounded, this cannot cover up the experience of being hospitalized when she was a child. Although her memory is very poor, what happened in one second may be forgotten in the next, but this function is not reflected in this matter.

Su Mu has no way to forget the experiences she had when she was a child when she was sick and hospitalized, in addition to having to punch 4 bottles of hanging bottles every day to make her remember, what made her feel even more frightened was that she hit the half bottle of fructose every time.

It is said that there are side effects, and the so-called side effects are that during the injection process, when the potion just enters the body, it will cause strong pain in the body. She is now older, her physical fitness has become a little stronger, and she can endure it, but when she was young, every time she wanted to get this injection, she wanted to break her arm.

It was these experiences that brought a big shadow to Su Mu, and since then she has looked at the hospital, and as long as she smells the smell of disinfectant mixed with medicine in the hospital, she can't help but feel nauseous, and she may vomit out in serious cases. He didn't want to repeat this experience, so every time Ledo urged her to go to the hospital when she was sick, she would try to refuse.

This time she was no exception, when Leduo put forward this suggestion, she bluntly rejected her statement, and Leduo kept persuading her. In the end, seeing that she was refusing again and again, Le Duo couldn't help but be a little angry, and said to her:

"I know you don't like hospitals, you have a deep shadow over hospitals, I understand. I don't want to force you, but isn't it good for your health? What if you get worse and worse? You're still so young, you can't get sick yourself, right? If you don't go to the hospital, then you can quit your job as soon as possible, I really don't want you to spoil your body like this anymore. You go and ask the manager of the whole building who is as tired as you. I don't rest for a day during the Chinese New Year, and it's hard to find you for a meal. This is a subsidy of 100 yuan a day for her enlightenment, if you don't enlighten, I think with your character, you can't refuse her if she asks you to work. ”

Besides, even if you don't think about yourself, then you have to think about us, if you don't cherish your body, then how angry and sad do we have to be? We take care of you in every way, and then you spoil yourself, are you worthy of our care?

After Le Duo said these words, he hung up the phone directly, leaving all the time for Su Mu to think about the problem. Su Mu thought about it for a long time, and finally decided to ask the boss for a day off and go to the hospital to check his body.

After that, Su Mu didn't contact anyone again, and did her own work step by step, and began to study how to create some new sample drawings.

By the time Nian Bei came to work at twelve o'clock, Su Mu had already drawn a whole piece of paper. After waiting for Nian to pack up his things and prepare for the work, Songmu immediately showed the things he had drawn to Nian Bei and asked Nian Bei's opinion. Originally, Nianbei thought that she just took a piece of paper, and she shouldn't be able to draw much, but when she saw the dense and small patterns on that piece of paper, she felt that her entire scalp began to tingle.

"Big brother, don't you have a job at work? How do you have the leisure to draw these things? Besides, no one really said that you don't look good at drawing, and it's hard to understand?"

After carefully looking through a drawing and making sure that he didn't understand most of the part, Nian Bei really said this to Su Mu helplessly. He originally thought that Su Mu would be angry, but he didn't expect that Su Mu was still doing the work in her hands, without stopping, and said to her:

"Of course I know that I don't look good when I paint, but I really tried my best, so who asked him to temporarily explain that the nianhuo samples he made came out, I don't have any ideas at all, and I don't look good when I paint, so it's already very good that I can paint like this, okay? Don't be too demanding. ”

Nianbei knew that Su Mu had always been the kind of person who was not upright and strong in the process of quarreling, but this time Su Mu's design drawings could be said to be really not qualified. So she had to pick up the pen herself, and while discussing her ideas with Su Mu when she was creating, she tried to depict the style that Su Mu said.