(23) Worry

But then again, Su Mu felt that she had no reason to ask Ling Feng to always be consistent with her attitude, everyone had a different understanding of things, the word "empathy" was just used to comfort Rao, and she had no way to ask Ling Feng to be as happy as she was about this matter. So although she couldn't accept Ling Feng's attitude in her heart, she didn't come out, she just casually found another topic and turned this matter over.

On the second occasion, Su Mu happily went to work.

Honestly, Su Mu hadn't felt so happy at work for a long time, except for the special period at both ends, during the entire working hours, all of Su Mu's smiles were pretended, in her words to Ling Feng, that is, all of them were "commercial smirks", which had nothing to do with her own mood at all. This is almost the norm for Su Mu, but now she is really happy, so happy that even the people in the surrounding shops come around to ask her if something special has happened.

Of course, something special happened, and for Su Mulai, finding a suitable person to replace her is simply a great thing. It's just that other people definitely can't understand this kind of happiness, so Su Mu didn't know it to them, and she smiled and didn't say anything when others asked her.

When it was twelve o'clock, Xue Ying arrived at the mausoleum on time, and what Su Mu didn't expect was that the boss was also very punctual and went to the mausoleum with Xue Ying. For the next afternoon, the boss was teaching Xue Ying the craftsmanship in the shop, and after making sure that there was no problem, she handed Xue Ying to Su Mu and left first.

Because there weren't so many customers, Su Mu and Xue Ying had a long time to do these things after the boss left. So the two of them were not in a hurry at all, chatting enthusiastically, while making works slowly and leisurely, and occasionally dragging customers into their chats, without any scruples.

Su Mu hadn't experienced such a working atmosphere for a long time, and she couldn't help but be completely immersed in it, forgetting that she had a boyfriend who was worried about her. Fortunately, her phone was not silent, and when Ling Feng made the third call, she finally noticed it and hurriedly picked it up.

Don't even think about it, if you haven't contacted Ling Feng for so long, according to Ling Feng's character, you will definitely lose your temper. So when Su Mu picked up the phone, he was ready, and he was definitely going to be blamed.

Maybe it's because of this incident as the fuse, and in the next few years, the relationship between the two Rao returned to the previous state, and they always quarreled over a little thing at every turn. Su Mu originally thought that the relationship between the two Rao had become very good, and he would not repeat the previous days, but he didn't expect that this kind of good life didn't last long at all, it was only two, and he returned to the prototype.

Su Mu was already very tired of this kind of life, so this time she didn't swallow her anger like before, and tried to take care of Ling Feng's mood in the way of wronging herself, to coax him first. So much so that the two of them almost every time they quarreled more and more.

When a girl with a boyfriend is chatting, there is a good chance that she will talk to each other about her boyfriend, and the two Rao boyfriends are younger brothers than herself, so there is more to talk about between Su Mu and Xue Ying. Although Su Mu didn't reveal all the details of the relationship between her and Ling Feng, every time Xue Ying complained about her boyfriend, Su Mu couldn't help but echo it, so the two women often got together to exchange experiences with their boyfriends.

Su Mu feels that there is really a very strange law when people meet, maybe it is really like gathering and people are grouped, every time Su Mu has a new hobby, or a new change, she will find that there are some people around her who have the same experience or the same hobby, and before that, these people seem to have never existed.

Maybe this is fate, but sometimes fate is not so reliable.

In the next few days, in order to allow Xue Ying to integrate into the work quickly, the boss adjusted her working hours to the same time as Su Mu, and she would also spare two or three hours to teach Xue Ying every time. For the rest of the time, Su Mu took Xue Ying to practice to ensure that after Su Mu left, she had the ability to support the normal operation of the store.

So in this case, there is almost no easy time for the two of them, but perhaps because their colleagues are very compatible, the two skirts do not feel very tired, but feel happy to study and work together.

In addition, Ling Feng didn't know why he had been losing his temper recently, and if something was wrong, he would definitely have to make a fuss, which made Su Mu more and more reluctant to contact Ling Feng, and he would rather work a few more hours than go home and face Ling Feng alone.

Su Mu didn't know what Ling Feng was thinking, and she didn't want to communicate with Ling Feng. In her eyes, communicating with Ling Feng now is really useless, he only lives in his own thoughts, he will not listen to her explanations and her thoughts at all, nor will he understand her, he will not care about anything with him, it will only make her feel more wronged and sad.

These were all the experiences she had summed up from the things that had happened before, and because of these experiences, Su Mu felt more and more that she really had no way to continue to maintain a long-distance relationship with Ling Feng, so a bold idea gradually began to take shape in her head.

She wanted to go to Japan with Ling Feng.

Before that, when she was still sane, she actually had a thousand and ten thousand legitimate reasons for refusing to go to Japan with Ling Feng in order to protect herself. But now, maybe it's the quarrel that has lost her reason, or maybe the competitive and unwilling to admit defeat has swallowed up her brain, she slowly begins to feel that as long as the long-distance relationship is no longer long-distance, the relationship between the two of them will get better.

Yes, judging from the current situation, the relationship between the two of them will indeed become very good when they are together, and they will quarrel as soon as they are separated, and they will quarrel without any legitimate reason at all. But she had obviously forgotten that no one except Ling Feng, not even herself, believed that the two of them could go to the end.

In fact, she had no idea what she was doing it for, and even when she had the idea, she didn't know what her ultimate purpose was. She never believed that the two of them could go all the way to the end, but at that time she still thought that even if she couldn't make it to the end, she must try to stay together for as long as possible, go all out, and leave no regrets for this relationship. But now, she had no idea what she wanted.

Just want to win?

Or do you want Ling Feng to agree with her thoughts?

Or do you want Ling Feng's feelings like before?

She didn't know at all.

But in her opinion, none of this is important. The most important thing for her now is to make sure that this situation does not arise while traveling.

Judging from Xue Ying's current state, Su Mu doesn't have to worry about whether she can leave her job at all. This also means that it is certain that she and Leduo will go on a trip together. Because she had made preparations before, her current state could be completely in a state where she could completely carry her bag and leave, and she didn't have to worry about this, so what she was most worried about was that Ling Feng would become an obstacle for her.

She really didn't want to quarrel with Ling Feng during the trip, but she knew Ling Feng, as long as he wanted to lose his temper, he would definitely not consider the environment Su Mu was in. Su Mu had quarreled with him about this matter before, and he didn't feel wrong at all, and told Su Mu very justifiably that his tantrum was completely because Su Mu did something that made him angry, and he was not happy, and naturally he would not let Su Mu feel better.

For Ling Feng's thoughts, Su Mu really didn't know how to refute them. But Su Mu also learned a truth from Ling Feng, that is, never quarrel with unreasonable people, because this kind of person thinks that he is justified no matter what, and he will not listen to other people's opinions at all, and he will feel that other people's talents are crooked, even if everyone supports the other party's point of view, he also thinks so.

Su Mu was sometimes as stubborn as Ling Feng, but she herself could realize this, so even if she insisted on her own opinion when she quarreled, she would reflect on it afterwards, and if Don't spare her opinion was correct, she would also listen. But Ling Feng was different, he wouldn't listen to it at all, unless someone really made him frustrate and hit him, he could face up to his own problems.

However, Su Mu really didn't have the ability to make Ling Feng realize her mistake, she would only keep compromising, and compromise to the end could only hurt herself.

Therefore, Su Mu was very worried, if she continued to develop in this state, even if she resigned and wanted to relax herself, Ling Feng would definitely not let her relax.

What's more, Le Duo has always been against the two of them being together, if she knew that the two of them were always arguing like this, then the two of them might have to quarrel over whether to break up with Ling Feng.

According to Le Duo's character, she would never tolerate Su Mu being wronged, if she knew that Su Mu was usually the person who got along with Ling Feng like this, then she would not be able to agree to the two of them being together, maybe there would be some dispute between these two people.

Moreover, Ling Feng was too easy to affect her mood now, while Le Duo paid more attention to her mood. So if the two of them quarrel, it will definitely affect Leduo's mood. The two of them went out to relax themselves, not to add to the blockage, if their relationship with the two of them affected Leduo's travel experience, then she would really be too guilty.

Ever since he thought of this question, Su Mu had been worried all the time about what would happen if this kind of thing happened. This is almost an unsolvable problem, pestering Su Mu several times, but she has not come up with a good solution. And because her think tank was all involved in this matter, she couldn't ask for help, so she could only pin her hopes on Ling Feng.

So she thought about it and decided that before leaving, she would first make an appointment with Ling Feng for three chapters, put all the problems that might be encountered on the surface in advance, make assumptions, and then list the solutions to avoid all bad things from happening.

When Su Mu couldn't help but put this idea with Xue Ying, Xue Ying frowned and kept shaking her head at Su Mu, Su Mu didn't understand what she meant by shaking her head, so she kept asking, and when Xue Ying couldn't work at all, she sighed, and said to Su Mu a little embarrassed:

"Do you remember the first two hands that burned him and he had to ask you to burn the cream? You still have me, this kind of thing has happened once before, right?"

As soon as she heard Xue Ying mention this matter, Su Mu felt that she was on fire in her belly.

This is indeed not the first time, but this time the situation is much better than the last time, at least this time she has no fever, there is no snow outside, her mobile phone also has electricity, but her hands are also blistered, the same shop only has a part-time job, the same Ling Feng forced her to buy scald cream.

Of course, these two things are similar, but the differences are also very different, and the most different thing is that Su Mu had already expressed his opinion when this kind of thing happened for the first time, and Ling Feng also thought that what he had done was wrong at that time, but when the same situation happened for the second time, the choice Ling Feng made did not change at all, and it was still the same as before.

Su Mu immediately understood what Xue Ying wanted to express.

After thinking of this, Su Mu smiled bitterly, then lowered his head and said:

"But I don't know what else I can do. ”

"Then don't do anything, I think instead of making do like this, you two might as well take this opportunity to think about whether or not to continue to develop. ”

"I'd like to, too, but he doesn't seem to want to think about it. He was very resistant to my this, and every time I asked him to think about it, he was very perfunctory. ”

"What about you? Have you thought about it?"

"Of course I want to be nice with him, but to be honest, I really can't find the right way. I'm going crazy, you know? I really go crazy every time I think about these things. ”

"So why did you want to be together in the first place, it's not idol dramas and romances, this age gap is really inappropriate in reality. ”

"Of course I do, but... He was so nice to me at first, I really couldn't control myself. You don't know, he fulfilled almost all my fantasies about love, and I always thought he really loved me. I actually think he loves me now, but in the wrong way. ”

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