(24) The last day of work

After Su Mu finished these words, both of them fell silent.

It is too difficult for the two of them to persuade each other to do this kind of thing, they both understand the truth, but it is one thing to understand, whether they can do it, whether they can listen to it is another thing, and what is worse is that they are in the same situation, and the words of persuading each other are what they should do, and they have not done it themselves, so how can they be embarrassed to persuade others?

This is already the norm for two people to get along, but fortunately, neither of them feels embarrassed to do this, and they will use other topics to divert the topic after a while.

In this way, it soon came Su Mu's last day in office.

When she opened her eyes in the morning, Su Mu couldn't believe that she had arrived so soon, she lay on the bed for a while, trying to sort out her mood, but after thinking about it for a while, she didn't know whether she should feel happy, relieved, or what. So she got up as before, washed up, and then walked twenty minutes early to take the bus to work.

After arriving at the mall, Su Mu hesitated for a moment and bought two cups of Starba Knock Coffee downstairs.

Ever since he was with Ling Feng, Su Mu had very few opportunities to drink coffee. Because Su Mu was very thin, in order to try to make Su Mu gain weight, he almost forbade Su Mu from eating anything related to weight loss. And unfortunately, Su Mu's favorite coffee was in these fasting lists, every time Su Mu wanted to drink it, he would be stopped by Ling Feng, if he secretly drank it and was found by Ling Feng to talk, the two of them would definitely have a fight over this matter.

In fact, Su Mu doesn't like this feeling, she has always been most tired of being controlled, and because of this, Su Mu never cares about her boyfriend, doesn't ask their whereabouts, doesn't ask them what friends they have, neither checks their mobile phones, nor cares about their pocket money, anyway, she doesn't interfere with what her boyfriend wants to do, as long as she can get full freedom.

She has always adhered to this principle before, and she has always felt that two people always have to trust each other when they are together, not only that, but also make each other feel worthy of trust. After all, if you choose to be together, you have to take on these responsibilities, which is a very normal thing. She thought that all people in love should be like this, but it wasn't until she was split that she realized that not everyone had the same understanding as her.

She understands that feelings are not first-come, first-served, but what she thinks is first-come, first-served is principled. She can tolerate that when she gets along with her, the other party has someone she loves more in her heart, but she can't tolerate it, and when she is with herself, the other party will fall in love with someone else. This was what she thought came first, not the doctrine that the three used to protect themselves.

This is Su Mu's principle, especially after being betrayed, she attaches more importance to this. Ling Feng almost stepped on this bottom line, otherwise, Su Mu would not have tortured himself for so long because of these things.

However, although Su Mu forgave Ling Feng, in terms of freedom, although Su Mu did not set any rules for Ling Feng that he must follow, she had already planted seeds in her own heart, and she no longer believed in Ling Feng so much.

Su Mu didn't know that all this that was happening now was just a foreshadowing of everything in the later stage, if she knew how to talk, then she might have chosen to break up with Ling Feng at the beginning, in this way, the memories she could save would only be the one that was particularly sweet, and there would be no more pain at all.

But people are always ordinary, there is no so-called superpower, and they can't foresee what will happen in the future. So some pain is destined to be unavoidable.

After Su Mu finished buying coffee, she sent a message to Ling Feng, and explained to him in a good voice, it was that he hadn't gotten up yet, she didn't want to disturb his rest, and it was not good to delay her drinking with her colleagues, so she bought coffee on her own initiative, and also promised him that she would drink as little as possible in the future, and without his permission, she would not buy it against his will.

After sending these, Su Mu hurriedly went to her last morning meeting, and seriously signed two on the sign-in book. After the morning meeting, she carefully cleaned the inside and outside of the store, and even the plaques that she usually don't wipe off, she held the mop pole against the rag and wiped it again.

Of course, she still didn't wipe the Spider-Man on the roof of the shed.

After doing this, Xue Ying also went to work, and as soon as she saw Su Mu, she asked Su Mu with a smile:

"Is this really the last time you go to work? Are you sure you won't continue to be a colleague with me?"

"Haha, I'm sure I can't be a colleague, but I'll come back to see you often, don't think too much about me. ”

The conversation between the two Rao was listened to by the employees of the store next to them, and after Su Mu finished, they all gathered around and began to ask Su Mu if he really wanted to resign and why he resigned.

Su Mu didn't want to make too much of a fuss about this matter, so he sent them all away without saying a word. After they left, Su Mu immediately took the coffee he bought in the morning to Xue Ying.

"Hurry up and drink, it seems to be cold when you're waiting. ”

Xue Ying took the coffee and immediately took a sip, and then immediately said to Su Mu with envy:

"Ah, look at you, you're eating and drinking, you feel like all your wages are spent on eating, why aren't you fat?"

Xue Ying's words were really right, but what she didn't know was that the reason why Su Mu was not fat was because of various physical reasons. Although she usually looks alive, her body is much worse than ordinary people, but even if Su Mu is gone, she will not be lacking into other reasons, and they are not useless, so Su Mu basically doesn't waste saliva, and when others do this, unless there are special circumstances, she just laughs and doesn't say anything.

But today, perhaps because she was in a good mood, she said to Xue Ying while drinking coffee:

"I don't have a good spleen and stomach, I can't absorb what I eat, and I want to be fat, but I can't help it. I have taken a lot of Chinese herbal medicines, but none of them have any effect. I'm with you, there's really no benefit to being thin, I can't hold up the most S-size clothes, and the physical strength is super poor, I also love to climb mountains, travel, the last time I went to Mount Tai, I almost didn't come down, and then when I went to Hangzhou, I almost had a heat stroke in the West Lake. Really, sometimes I'm really worried about how I can get fat. At least if I get fat, I can wear nice clothes and play what I want without always worrying about my lack of physical strength. ”

When Su Mu said this, her eyes were really full of hope, and through her eyes, it was as if she had seen the landscapes everywhere. Xue Ying looked at her like this and wanted to laugh, so she couldn't help but smile and quipped:

"Look at you like this, what's the matter, are you going out again?"

"Eh, you really guessed right, I'm going to go to Xi'an to find my friend this year, if nothing else, I should have left, and I bought all the tickets. ”

"Hahaha, why are you in such a hurry, it turns out that you have already planned it. ”

"Actually, it's not counting, it's not clear in a sentence or two about this matter, so don't mention it. ”

As soon as this happened, Su Mu's face immediately changed, and Xue Ying naturally knew that this topic could not continue, so she immediately changed the topic and began to ask Su Mu to teach her something else.

The two of them spent the morning playing around like this, and when the boss came in the afternoon, he didn't say anything to Su Mu, but after making sure that she would not come at the beginning, he checked the inventory with the two of them. After making sure that there was no problem with the inventory, she taught Xue Ying something else and left the mausoleum.

After the boss left, Xue Ying hesitated for a while, but still asked Su Mu anxiously:

"I've always felt that you don't have a good relationship with your boss, but I feel very comfortable with you, what happened to the two of you?"

"No, to be honest, I don't know why it became like this, it was fine at the beginning, and then I don't know how it became like this. Ah, what's the matter, maybe it's just that my boss and I don't have the same personality and different purposes, so we can't coexist peacefully. ”

When Su Mu said this, his tone was very ordinary, as if he was not in his own business. Xue Ying didn't know how to evaluate this matter, and she didn't know how to comfort Su Mu, so she could only sigh helplessly and say to Su Mu:

"I don't have any comments on things between you, but it doesn't affect you to come back to play with me in the future. ”

"Of course, I'll definitely grow back in the future, but only if the boss isn't there, hahahaha. ”

Su Mu smiled as she took out her mobile phone to see what she wanted to eat at noon, which could be regarded as celebrating with Xue Ying that she had said goodbye to this job completely.

After choosing, just in time for Ling Feng to get up, the two of them chatted for a while, and Ling Feng also went to eat in order to go to class for a while.

After that, the two of them didn't have much contact, and Su Mu was also happy, chatting and laughing with Xue Ying, and then passed. When the store closed, Su Mu took over all the work by himself, and it wasn't until the two of them walked out of the mall that Su Mu looked back at the fifth floor and muttered:

"I'm still reluctant, but I'm really going to see you again. ”

Although Su Mu's voice was very good, it was still listened to by Xue Ying. It's just that Xue Ying didn't pierce Su Mu's actions, she just said goodbye to her very usually, and took a taxi alone to go back first.

Su Mu stood in the wind and hesitated for a moment, looked at his breath, then picked up his mobile phone and told Ling Feng that she wanted to walk home, so she walked back to the road she used to take before.

Along the way, Su Mu recalled a lot of things he had experienced in this job.

Everything else aside, she actually really likes her job. She likes the satisfaction that comes when the work is finished, and she also likes to see the people who want to make the work, and when she sees the finished product, she likes to collect sweet or sad stories between couples, and she likes to watch customers design the patterns they want...... She really didn't want to quit her job if she could. Only now, it was difficult for her to allow herself to stay here any longer.

And with this experience, Su Mu felt more and more that before he had so much ability, he really shouldn't treat his hobbies as a job. Simply liking is a very beautiful thing, but once this kind of liking is related to interests, it will change its taste. It is very difficult for people to maintain their true heart in society, not only in society, even if they are in school, they may be affected. And the preference itself should not have anything to do with interests, and if you want to turn it into a money-making tool, in fact, to a certain extent, this kind of liking has changed its taste. In the past, Su Mu was very envious of those who took hobbies as jobs, and even thought about turning these hobbies into jobs, but since experiencing these two jobs, she has felt more and more that it is better to like it or simply like it, so that she may be able to extend the time she likes for a little longer.

Of course, this theory is not applicable to everyone, and sometimes Su Mu feels that maybe these things only apply to herself, because it is difficult for her to imagine that there is anyone who can be so half-hearted and have no longevity like her. The speed at which she likes the new is really unbelievable to everyone around her, and to their disbelief, Su Mu is not tired of the old at all, so her home is often messed up by her, and it is full of things that are not needed at all. And these things are all because Su Mu has possessed them for a long time and has feelings for them, even if she can't use them, she is reluctant to throw them away.

Of course, there is nothing about this, what surprised them the most was that this woman who likes the new and never gets tired of the old can let go of men, even if she is covered with scars, she will just go, and she will never look back, there is no such thing as "reluctance" at all.

For Su Mu to come by herself, feelings are actually very important, and the end of every relationship is a disaster for her, which will have a great impact on her. Maybe she might have gone crazy at first, but the time she had to figure it out was amazingly fast, even if she couldn't get out of this shadow for three or five years, she would never look back, and she wouldn't recall everything that happened before.

It is precisely because of such characteristics that Su Mu has never eaten Huitou grass, even if the person who split her legs came back to her, she would not see her, and she would be clean. She also often told Ling Feng that as long as she broke up, then she would definitely disappear from his life completely, and she would never think of him again, so that Ling Feng had been trying to figure out how to make Su Mu remember him for a while, the kind that would never be forgotten in his life.

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