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Just when Su Mu was thinking about how to reply to Ling Feng, the New Year's bell rang unexpectedly for Su Mu. Su Mu listened to the sound coming from a necessary part of the Spring Festival Gala on TV, and then realized what her mother called her.
It turns out that the new year has arrived.
"Hey, it's 2019. ”
Time flies so fast, since I turned twenty-five years old, time is like pressing the accelerator button, and the year passes faster and faster. Su Mu couldn't help but sigh, and her mind began to recall the big things that had happened in the past few years and that she could remember. After Ling Feng heard this, he paused for a moment, but said to Su Mu in a very gentle tone:
"yes, it's 2019, so I'm going to love you more than I did in 2018. ”
Although it was a love sentence, this sentence fell on Su Mu's ears, and her first reaction was to find out what kind of causal relationship existed between these two sentences. However, she soon realized that maybe there was no logic in the love story, so after she secretly scolded herself for why she was so serious, she planned to reply to Ling Feng and she did the same. But unfortunately, at this time, Su Mu's mother came into the house to ask Su Mu to go out to dinner, and Su Mu was really embarrassed to say "I love you" in front of her family, so she simply said "um" and hung up the phone in a hurry.
But Su Mu has always taken this matter to heart, and he is very anxious when he eats. In just five minutes, she devoured a large plate of dumplings. After eating, he immediately returned to the bed, preparing to reply to Ling Feng.
She actually wanted to have some love words with Ling Feng, because after all, she really hadn't said anything nice to Ling Feng for so long. Her friends are persuading her to talk more and act less when she falls in love with such a young child, so as to avoid getting hurt. Because of what she did at her age, Ling Feng couldn't understand it at that age, so even if Su Mu did more for him, he didn't realize it, and he didn't feel that this was a sign that Su Mu loved him, and Su Mu did it for nothing, so it was better to say a few more love words. I can't expect him to see it, at least he can hear it in my ears. As for believing it or not, it's his business, and it has nothing to do with Su Mu.
Su Mu couldn't agree with this idea, but she didn't completely deny the important role of love words in talking about love, because she herself felt very useful. So since a long time ago, she had been trying to change her attitude towards Ling Feng. Sometimes she would force herself, let her attitude soften, say a few nice words to Ling Feng, and coax him to be happy once. But she really hadn't done anything like this before, she had never done the same thing to any man, so every time she typed a draft and wanted to speak, she would feel very awkward, and then immediately chose to retreat, comforting herself, wanting to do such a thing again on a special day in the future.
Today's day is also special, so Su Mu decided to be brave once, which can be regarded as a breakthrough for himself.
Just when Su Mu was hesitating how to say these words, Ling Feng's side was just very busy. Countless friends on various social software were sending New Year's greetings to each other, and while he was replying, he still had to think about how to send his messages, and after Su Mu hung up the phone, he couldn't care about Su Mu at all. By the time Su Mu called over, he hadn't done these things yet, so after picking up the phone, he didn't seem to be as patient as before, and he was still busy replying to other people's messages.
When he made this call, Su Mu could almost be regarded as having mustered up his courage. However, when she heard the sound of pressing the keyboard on the phone, she felt disrespected for a moment. She tried to comfort herself that she would have to reply to a lot of messages during the Chinese New Year at this age, but another thought in her heart had been dissuading her from insisting on this answer.
If he did, he would have waited quietly for him to finish his work, and would not call him to bother him again, even if he had forgotten to tell her when he was busy, and he would have picked up the phone and explained to her.
But he didn't say anything.
So she should put the blame on whether he is young and ignorant and doesn't know how to take care of others before doing things, or he doesn't take her to heart at all and doesn't want to take her feelings into account at all.
After a long time, when Su Mu thought about this incident, he still felt that his thoughts were very strange. Obviously, Ling Feng had already done so much before, but she still doubted her sincerity because of a trivial matter. Maybe he wasn't as fair to Ling Feng as she said, and he kept making excuses for himself, saying that he hadn't been together for a long time and didn't have such a deep relationship.
So she herself was like this, why couldn't she bear Ling Feng to prevaricate her with such a reason?
So in fact, when things turned out like that, Su Mu also had a responsibility that he couldn't escape. And she, like Ling Feng, was constantly evading her own responsibilities.
Because he had such an idea now, almost at that moment, Su Mu gave up all the plans he had made before. She even felt the urge to hang up, but fortunately she resisted it and just said Happy New Year to him lightly.
Ling Feng, who was replying to the message, didn't notice that there was anything wrong with Su Mu, and when he heard Su Mu say Happy New Year to him, he naturally replied with a Happy New Year! So the feeling of not being taken seriously in Su Mu's heart was amplified again, she quietly hung up the phone, and then sent Ling Feng a New Year's red envelope in the way she was used to.
Su Mu once joked with a friend, saying that it is too unreal to give gifts during the holidays this year, and the best gift is to transfer money directly on WeChat, so that she can buy whatever she likes. At that time, her friends were still counting her, saying that it was useless for her to buy anything for her like her, so it was better to say more love words and coax, and then show more in small things. also said that for people like her, in the end, she couldn't get anything except being left behind, and she was not as comfortable as those who were greedy for money and profit. At that time, Su Mu didn't care, but she didn't expect that she would slap herself in the face today.
Maybe she's just doing this for revenge. But what to retaliate against, and for what to retaliate against Ling Feng, he can't tell. 2k reading web