He takes too many things for granted and natural phenomena, and maintains a normal state with habitual thinking, but never thinks about what kind of impact this normal existence will have, or whether it should be this normal state at all. This directly led to him not thinking about whether the current state of life was a suitable state for Su Mu before, let alone thinking about whether the current state of life was suitable for her, let alone thinking about the things that Su Mu did sometimes, just to cater to his ideas, and did not take into account his own situation. She had actually done a lot of things for him in silence, but he seemed to have only discovered it today.

He has always boasted that he is more mature than his peers and can take care of people better than those "little children", but it turns out that age really brings a gap. Compared with Su Mu, he not only didn't do enough, but even realized too little.

So with him, she may have to bear more grievances, because there are too many things he can't even realize that he is hurting her. And although he said that he would take care of her, but if it continues to develop like this, can he really fulfill his promise and take care of her?

For the first time, Ling Feng had a trace of doubt about himself.

In the past, he never thought about these things, no matter who he was with, he was together if he liked it, and separated when he was tired, he never thought about what responsibility he had to pay, and the so-called "care" of them seemed to be more just to highlight that he was a more mature "good person" , It basically has nothing to do with whether he really wants to take care of them, just like some feelings that have nowhere to put need an outlet, he just needs to vent, as for who the object of catharsis is, there is no need to think it through, and there is no need to take any responsibility. And except for the girl who took the initiative to give up on him for her own future, and the girl who was quite kind and felt ashamed of being kind to him, the others had never asked of him like Su Mu, and it seemed that they had never considered the deeper relationship between them, just sitting back and enjoying the feeling of being taken care of.

So this caused every one of his previous relationships to break up unhappily, or did he find out that he was actually just happy when he ended?

What about him and Su Mu? What kind of relationship is he and Su Mu now, and will it be as short and easy to forget as the previous relationships?

Just when Ling Feng was silently thinking about these things, Su Mu began to scrape together her consciousness like a patient who had woken up from a coma, but she was so sleepy that Ling Feng didn't speak for a long time, which directly made her lose the will to wake up and fall asleep again.

Listening to the familiar sound of breathing in his ears, Ling Feng sighed. He didn't hang up the phone, but just turned on the mute, afraid that his environment would affect Su Mu's sleep, and then he silently accepted the red envelope, went to the game, listened to Su Mu's words, and bought all the skins. After that, he took a screenshot of each skin, and then sent it to Su Mu, and told her in a very happy tone that he liked the New Year's gift she had prepared.

But in fact, he was not happy.

Maybe it was because he blamed himself for not fulfilling his obligations, or maybe he was worried about the future development of the relationship between the two of them, Ling Feng's mentality became a little bad, he didn't continue to play the game, and after refunding the game, he began to turn up all kinds of software, trying to get rid of this strange emotion.

At this time, his WeChat suddenly rang. Somehow he thought it was a message from Su Mu, and clicked on it excitedly, only to find that it was a message sent to him by a girl who had been ambiguous with him before.

To be exact, it's a New Year's red envelope.

When he recognized the reality, he remembered that Su Mu was sleeping soundly on the other end of the phone now, and he was still listening to her breathing, he couldn't help laughing at his performance just now, and then clicked on the girl's dialog box, and replied simply and politely "Happy New Year".

He remembered very well that Su Mu had told him that he would keep his distance from other girls after having a girlfriend. She didn't have to ask Ling Feng to delete all the girls who had been ambiguous with him before, but Ling Feng himself had to master the scale of his relationship with them. When Su Mu said this for the first time, Ling Feng didn't think so, so it was logical that there were a few quarrels, and now Ling Feng barely understood Su Mu's request, so he automatically and consciously did what Su Mu asked.

Because after all, empathy, if Su Mu was still entangled with the object he had been ambiguous with before, then he might be mad with anger, so in order not to let Su Mu experience this feeling again, it is better to avoid these connections if they can be avoided.

But the girl was a little reluctant to give up on Ling Feng's attitude, and seeing that he was so simple and unfamiliar, she immediately added angrily:

"Why don't you take my red envelope?"

Ling Feng felt a little ridiculous when he saw this message, and completely lost the idea of explaining to her, and at this moment, he heard the sound of the family members telling her to get up from Su Mu's side.

Su Mu, who was asleep, was forcibly woken up, and the whole person was a little dazed. She said yes, but there was no physical reaction. When Ling Feng heard her voice, he could almost imagine what she was like in his mind, so he couldn't help laughing out loud.

Because when he knew that Su Mu couldn't continue to sleep, he canceled the mute, so all his laughter fell on Su Mu's ears. Su Mu was still in a trance, thinking that he was dreaming, but after hearing Ling Feng's laughter, he seemed to have been electrocuted, and he woke up in an instant.

"Eh, when did you call me?"

When Su Mu said this, Ling Feng could almost hear her anxiously wiping her saliva. How did he think Su Mu was really cute, so he couldn't help but tease her:

"You missed me when you dreamed, so you forgot the call you made to me?"

"Eh, how is that possible, I ......"

Although she said how it was possible, Su Mu actually didn't doubt Ling Feng's answer at all in her heart, but fortunately, she was quite smart, and after glancing at the chat dialog, she swallowed back the next words she tried to argue in time.

Wouldn't it be a shame to try to explain that.