(12) It's hard not to want to compare
The rest of the show, the three of them walked around the periphery of the crowd and chatted, and occasionally when they heard the crowd cheering, they would stop to look at it before continuing to walk outside.
Leduo is right, the fountain here is indeed not as beautiful as the musical fountain by the river in her hometown, but because there are many things here to set off it and increase its beauty, it makes them feel that it is worth seeing. Moreover, for Su Mulai, there are times when the more important experiences and perceptions, as for the scenery in front of her and what she sees, it is not so important.
The three of them walked and stopped like this, and it took nearly half an hour to reach the subway station, and seeing that it was still early, they discussed it and went to have dinner again.
Originally, when Su Mu came here, she seemed to be a little unaccustomed, although she had done a lot of food strategies before, but after seeing the real them, she actually didn't have much appetite, plus she had been arguing with Ling Feng before, and she was not in a very good mood, so she could eat very little. However, in order not to sweep away the interest of those two, she didn't bring this matter out, but she would reduce the amount appropriately when ordering, for fear that if she ordered too much, those two people would force her to let her eat more.
However, even though Su Mu was already very hearted, after this dinner, Su Mu still felt very uncomfortable in his stomach. At first, she still thought that she would just endure it herself, but then she not only had a bloated stomach, but also began to have some pain, so in order not to delay the second trip, she decided to go out to find a pharmacy and buy some stomach and diet tablets to deal with it.
After all, she doesn't know what her condition is, and she has no way to prescribe the right medicine, even if she asks the shopping guide who sells medicine, he may not know, in case she eats a bad chat, she doesn't have to go anywhere.
Just as Su Mu was about to get dressed and go out, someone suddenly knocked on the door of Liangrao.
On this big night, someone suddenly knocked on the door of the hotel, almost scaring the two people in the room half to death. And when the people outside saw that no one opened the door, they knocked on it continuously, which frightened them even more. Just as they were trembling and about to call the front desk for help, they heard someone outside faintly shouting:
"Is there anyone? In other words, where do I put this takeout for you?"
I don't know if it's because the sound insulation of the hotel door is too good, but the two people standing in the corner really barely heard what he was doing. However, there are too many tricks to deceive the door with the excuse of "delivery of takeaway", not to mention that they have never ordered takeout at all, so when they heard this sentence, these two people dared not open the door even more.
At this time, Su Mu's phone suddenly rang. This sudden ringtone scared Su Mu almost threw away his mobile phone, and because he was afraid of being heard by people outside, Su Mu subconsciously turned on the mute directly, and it took him half a time to see the caller ID on the mobile phone clearly.
As soon as he saw that it was Weiyang's call, Su Mu picked up the phone tremblingly.
As soon as the phone was connected, I heard Weiyang say anxiously on the other end of the phone:
"I bought you medicine and asked the rider to deliver it, why don't you open the door to someone. Aren't you two at the hotel? Why are you going out so late, people are gone, and the medicine is left at the door. ”
"What are you? You bought me medicine? The one knocking on the door outside is the rider?"
Hearing Weiyang's explanation, Su Mu's face was full of question marks. As soon as Weiyang heard her tone, he knew that the two of them hadn't gone out, so he couldn't help but wonder:
"No, why don't you two open the door at the hotel? That person called me just now, and no one opened the door after knocking for a long time, and I don't know if there was anyone. ”
"Oh, I'll go, I'm scared to death, who knows what he's doing, knocking on the door without explaining, then dare I open it? If something happens, then you won't be able to see me." ”
As soon as he heard Weiyang's explanation, Su Mu immediately relaxed, and then the whole person collapsed on the bed and took several deep breaths in a row. Weiyang was made to laugh and cry by her reaction, and said to her:
"You're probably too worried, the place where you live is very safe, and the structure of his house is not a customer, so he can't come up at all, what are you worried about?"
"You see, your security awareness is too low. There are no unlucky things in this world, do you know who live next to you? Can you make sure that they are all good people? What if something happens to you? I and you, this kind of thing girls can never be taken lightly, you have to learn to protect yourself first, protect yourself know no? You have to have a sense of safety, do you know? Especially when you go out, you have to pay attention to everything, don't you think ......"
Seeing that Weiyang was so careless and had no sense of crisis at all, Su Mu completely forgot that he was still trembling with fear just now, and began to take the posture of a teaching director to educate Weiyang. But before she finished speaking, she heard Weiyang leaning forward and backward happily on that side, and even Leduo next to her couldn't help laughing. Su Mu listened and looked at these two people inexplicably, and then said again:
"Is there something wrong with you two, isn't there something wrong with me? What's so funny about this? Girls have to protect themselves when they go out, but in this society, if you dress a little better, you are prone to danger, and then someone will put the blame on yourself, blaming you for being burned because you are well-dressed and attract attention. If you don't have a sense of crisis, if you don't have a sense of security, can you do that? Just worry me?"
Su Mu looked at Le Duo and said these truths to Weiyang. Before the two of them could finish listening, they couldn't stop laughing, and when she was all done, they seemed to have eased up a bit, so they heard Weiyang laugh breathlessly and responded to her:
"Yes, yes, I see, look at you, this tone and attitude are like an old father. Don't do it, you go to the door and get the medicine back first. ”
Hearing Weiyang's reminder, Su Mu remembered that Weiyang had just bought her medicine, so she jumped up from the bed with a carp, and then ran to the door of the room in three steps and two steps, and took the medicine back.
After getting his hands on it, Su Mu looked at the Ming book and asked Weiyang:
"Good betting, what are you buying medicine for me?"
"I see that your stomach seems to be a little uncomfortable at night, and then you don't always have no appetite recently, so I asked a doctor friend, and then I bought you a little Chinese medicine that is more suitable for your symptoms. He has no side effects from this medicine, so you can take it first and try it, and if the situation is relieved, you can stop at any time and don't have to take it again. ”
When he heard Weiyang's explanation, Su Mu felt that he almost couldn't hold back his tears.
She just mentioned this to Weiyang by accident before she resigned, and tonight, she tried her best to show that she was fine, but Weiyang actually sent her medicine in this situation, which was simply trying to kill her directly with gentleness.
In comparison, everything Ling Feng did seemed to become a little insignificant.
In fact, Su Mu actually rarely compared anyone to Ling Feng. It's not that she's sane or whatever, maybe it's just because she's often compared to others, so she especially doesn't like it. In her three views, she has always felt that in fact, each Rao existence has its own unique meaning, they have their own character, their own ideas, their own behavior and habits, they will have a variety of different impacts on the world, in this case, people are not contrasting at all, so one thing she hates is to blindly believe that someone is not as good as another person. It was precisely because of this that although there were men who treated Su Mu as a good aunt before, Su Mu had never mentioned these things to Ling Feng.
She didn't want to tell Ling Feng what those men had done for her, because she believed that Ling Feng had his own way of being good to her, and she only needed to know him, understand him, and then trust him, and she could understand how much he liked her. She had persisted in this idea until March, and it was not until the two of them began to fight uninterruptedly that she finally began to compare Ling Feng with the others uncontrollably in her heart.
Su Mu found a lot of reasons for this phenomenon, maybe because she was affected badly, maybe because she became careful, or maybe because there were too many quarrels and a lot of side effects, but in the end, Su Mu had to admit that she was actually just because she couldn't feel Ling Feng's liking anymore, what she wanted to try to compare was that Ling Feng was different from the way she didn't love her, rather than finding more reasons to make herself believe that Ling Feng no longer loved her and talked about it.
But then Su Mu found that he seemed to be disappointed over and over again.
The things she discovered, those so-called details, were all reminding her that some superficial things were really just things that Ling Feng made casually, not because he loved her, but because he was originally a person who was very gentle with outsiders, and when there was no problem, he was actually like this to everyone, not just to Su Mu himself. What's more, there were really problems between the two of them, and when there was a problem, everything Ling Feng did didn't make Su Mu feel that he loved her at all, even if Su Mu himself had found countless reasons to excuse him, he wouldn't be sure. And in the subsequent reconciliation process, no matter how well he behaved, there was no way to erase the damage he brought to Su Mu before.
He also often excuses himself, his temper is like this, he can't control himself, how can he be. At first, Su Mu still felt that the eight words "the country is easy to change and the nature is difficult to change" would not be applied to a child of Ling Feng's age, so she also tried to reason with Ling Feng, trying to make him better, wanting him to change something, but then she had to admit in failure again and again that she didn't have the ability to do this.
She didn't deny that Ling Feng also did a good job in some things, such as supporting things that both of them liked, and taking special care of Su Mu in some details of life. Considering her feelings, but Su Mu is really not a child anymore, although she wants sweet love on her lips, but in her cognition, sweet love is not only about two people getting tired of being together, but also the reality and the future, Ling Feng can't even do it now, let alone the reality and the future, Su Mu can give up these for her own liking, but more often, all of Ling Feng's performances will make Su Mu feel that what she sacrificed is not worth it.
Driven by this kind of feeling, it is impossible to compare things at all, but Su Mu still hasn't mentioned these things to Ling Feng, because she knows that even if she is with Ling Feng, it is basically white.
Whoever asked her to know Ling Feng's behavior so well, and what she did, how Ling Feng would react, and what she would say, she could guess roughly.
After listening to Weiyang's instructions, Su Mu got up and boiled water, then took medicine and prepared to rest first. When she lay down on the bed, she picked up her phone again and looked at it, and after seeing that there was no news from Ling Feng, she closed her eyes, bit her lip, and then turned her phone to silent and put it under the pillow.
It's been a whole afternoon since they were in contact, the two of them had never been in contact like this before, even if Su Mu was busy at that time, Ling Feng's information had not been broken, and Su Mu would always find some time to reply to him. But now, so much time has passed in the blink of an eye.
Su Mu didn't think about giving Ling Feng a coquettish at this time, and she had an upset stomach with him. She knew very well that as long as she was like this, Ling Feng would definitely be as nervous about her as before, and the relationship between the two Rao would become as good as before. But she really didn't want to do it, not only unwillingly, but also very resistant.
Of course she has done such a thing, and she will also learn to be coquettish with Ling Feng. But there is a big premise for her to do this, that is, the relationship between the two Rao must be very close. But whenever something goes wrong, she will never be coquettish, even if she will always compromise in the end, she will not compromise again at the same time, in a humble way.
Just like Ling Feng's, he wouldn't coax her when she was angry, and when she felt that there was a problem, she wouldn't use her self-esteem to exchange for the opportunity for the two of them to continue to get along.