(14) Where the real problem lies

And at this moment, Su Mu felt that when she was facing Ling Feng, she was exactly the same as when she was facing her disobedient students. She was so angry that she almost went crazy, but she didn't know what she could say or do to change the situation.

So the two of them fell into an eerie silence, and for a long time, they did not speak. In the end, it was because Su Mu was really tired, he kept lying in the bed, and after turning off the lights, he fell asleep uncontrollably after a while, which barely ended this "cold war".

So, the matter was over.

The next day, Ling Feng was like before, as if nothing had happened, and sent Su Mu a message like good morning as usual. Although Su Mu felt that the knot in her heart had not yet opened, she still felt a little depressed, but when she saw Ling Feng like this, she was embarrassed to mention those things again, so she could only let this matter go on like this.

This is actually not in line with Su Mu's style of acting, she is the kind of person who wants to solve a problem immediately. In her cognition, the problems that have not been solved are hidden dangers, and these hidden dangers accumulate for one more day, which will cause a little more trouble in the future, and when the same thing breaks out again one day, the two of them will definitely not quarrel like now, and they will definitely pay a greater price.

But there was nothing she could do.

She had no way to reason with Ling Feng, she could see from Ling Feng's attitude last night that he would never listen to reason with him, even if he felt that what she said was right at first, he would try his best to find all the loopholes to refute you, or change the topic from other aspects. And such a rebuttal will only make him feel right for the very first moment, after which he will completely forget everything she said, immerse himself in his own reasoning, and try to use his reasoning to bring all her reasoning down.

Maybe adolescent rebellion is like this, and for a long time afterward, Su Mu found that there were too many such things. So much so that she had already formed a habit, so used to the fact that when something went wrong, in the process of the two of them quarreling, she knew exactly what Ling Feng would say next.

But she never came up with a solution.

Since the boss knew that Su Mu was going to resign, in order to be able to find someone to replace Su Mu as soon as possible, she began to post recruitment notices in the circle of friends again.

Because there were not many people who came to the mall at this time, Su Mu finally had a chance to rest during work hours. When she is bored, she will also flip through the circle of friends, so when the boss posted the circle of friends, she also swiped it. When she saw it for the first time, she also looked at the contents carefully, and when she saw it again, she even had the idea of blocking the leader.

Su Mu didn't know why, when she decided that she was going to give up the job she was doing, her patience with the job would gradually decline. In the past, she felt normal when she did something, but once she was sure she was leaving, she felt very bored with it. Except for helping guests make jewelry, she can still maintain a little interest and work normally, all other daily work is forced by Su Mu to complete herself.

It's not the first time this has happened, and she's already felt that way in her last job. But she always thought that she had this feeling because she couldn't stand a certain leader, and every time this leader appeared, she would feel so bored that she couldn't concentrate on her work, so she didn't think about it in other ways, but she didn't expect that in the next two jobs, this situation occurred, but it wasn't all because of someone.

Having said that, there are actually very few people who can make Su Mu feel like this. Because Su Mu has always been soft-hearted, when something goes wrong, she will always habitually make excuses for others, so her patience is very strong, so that she is always said to be a good person. For her like this, there are really a few people who can make her unbearable.

But sometimes Su Mu is also very stubborn, for example, if she thinks that this matter is wrong at the beginning, no matter what happens after that, no matter what kind of change there is, she will feel that this matter is not right. Not only for things, but also for people. If someone makes her feel that this person is wrong, she will be very resistant to contact with this person, even if others say him well, he will keep his distance from her, even if this person expresses closeness to her, she will politely refuse, refusing to believe in any change.

Speaking of which, in fact, Su Mu's temper is also quite stubborn, she always says that Ling Feng likes to fight with her, but she is better than Ling Feng. Ling Feng could still listen to some of Su Mu's advice, at least in the future, if the two of them discussed this matter calmly, Ling Feng would also calm down and tell whether what Su Mu said was correct, if it was correct, he would also listen to it and consider it, but this was not the case with Su Mu, no matter what others said, as long as she decided that it was incorrect, it was incorrect, and there was no possibility of change at all.

Le Duo really knew Su Mu's characteristic too well, so although she didn't like Ling Feng at all, sometimes she would persuade Su Mu to change her temper, otherwise, it would be very unfair to Ling Feng. After all, when two people are together, it is impossible to listen to only one person's opinion, and if something goes wrong, it is better for two people to solve it together. In other words, if there was a problem, she would prefer that Su Mu and Ling Feng go together to find a solution to this matter, rather than relying on her to make a decision on her own, and then when Ling Feng put forward her opinion, she would completely dismiss Ling Feng's idea because of Ling Feng's young age.

She did this in a way that was no different from the previous practices of those arbitrary and lonely dumb kings. In the long run, two people will definitely quarrel because of this inequality, and then break up unhappily.

Although Su Mu felt that Leduo's advice was not wrong, no matter how hard she tried, there was no way to change this matter. When the relationship between the two people is good, she will keep advising herself to change, but once there is a problem, all those previous thoughts will disappear, and there will be no role in blocking it at all.

However, from this point of view, in fact, Ling Feng and Su Mu are quite similar. Although she had been working hard, Ling Feng herself sometimes felt that she was not doing enough, and she had not reached that particularly good level with Su Mu, so she often wanted to treat her in the way Su Mu wanted. When there was no problem, he did really well, Su Mu could also see that he was changing, and he would also feel that the two of them would become better, and he should be given a chance. However, just like Su Mu, as soon as something went wrong, Ling Feng would immediately change back to his original appearance. And it was very unfortunate that his original appearance was exactly the kind that Su Mu was most tired of, so as long as there was a quarrel, the two of them would definitely quarrel, and the problem would always be attributed to Ling Feng's "saying that he had changed but had not made any changes".

In this regard, as long as the two of them quarreled and reconciled, Su Mu always felt that Ling Feng was bullied by her very wrongly, but she had already been bullied, and it was pointless for her to say sorry at this time.

As everyone knows, Ling Feng has been waiting for her to say sorry.

This is the biggest problem with Su Mu in the process of the relationship between the two people. She can clearly recognize her own problems and know what she is doing wrong, but she will never take the initiative to admit her mistakes publicly. She will try very hard to hide all this, hide it in her heart, and then silently change it herself. She often wondered if Ling Feng would accept these shortcomings of hers, and whether she would suffer any harm because of her shortcomings, but this was just limited to thinking about it, she would silently make amends in her own way, but if she wanted her to apologize publicly, or admit her mistakes, she really couldn't do it.

She often tries to make excuses for herself, thinking that this is an excuse that her self-esteem does not allow, or some other mess that is useless, but she never thinks to admit these mistakes to her face.

And what's even more excessive is that she doesn't dare to admit her mistake, but she will directly say Ling Feng's mistake, no matter how big or small this mistake is, as long as the two of them quarrel, she will put it on the bright side, he will not care whether Ling Feng needs to pay attention to his face, nor will she care whether she will hurt Ling Feng by saying this, as long as Ling Feng makes such a mistake, she will definitely point it out seriously, and stand on a certain high ground, and criticize Ling Feng's approach fiercely.

In fact, everyone can make mistakes, in the process of getting along with two people. Especially when you are just starting to run in, mistakes will definitely happen. While some issues are really hard to bear, that doesn't mean they need to be pointed out so mercilessly. This is not a wise approach, people of Su Mu's age will definitely have more and more appropriate means when dealing with problems.

But she didn't have a choice.

Su Mu couldn't figure out what was going on with her, when facing Ling Feng, she almost never showed her way of treating adults, although she was very used to pretending to be a mature person, but with Ling Feng, she would always treat herself as a child and solve problems in a childish way. Perhaps in her subconscious, this was the only way to shorten the distance between her and Ling Feng, and not make Ling Feng feel a lot of pressure to be with her. It's just that what she didn't expect was that in the process of a certain quarrel, Ling Feng would say to her that he preferred that mature her.

When Ling Feng said this, Su Mu couldn't describe the level that she felt ridiculous. She was bent on narrowing the distance between herself and Ling Feng, she didn't want to put any pressure on Ling Feng because she had experienced more than Ling Feng, so she handed over a lot of things to Ling Feng to do, which could be regarded as giving him a chance to exercise, and even when Ling Feng couldn't take care of herself, she always reminded him sideways, not wanting him to be too embarrassed. As for herself, because she often felt that maturity was a very difficult thing, it was already very hard for her to maintain a mature appearance when facing outsiders, and when facing Ling Feng, she hoped that she could be a little more relaxed, naïve, and not have to think about so many things. As a result, she never imagined that Ling Feng would actually say to her that he preferred mature women.

Su Mu really thought it was ridiculous, but she couldn't say anything if she asked her to tell what made her feel ridiculous.

Because there is nothing wrong with liking someone and having standards, just like she liked Ling Feng at the beginning, not because of how he is, but because he gave her a feeling, a feeling of wanting to fall in love, so she wanted me to be with him. And when she first met Ling Feng, she did show maturity and patience enough, and there was nothing wrong with Ling Feng choosing to be with her because she liked her maturity. If you want to say it wrong, it can only be said that Su Mu discovered this problem too late. If she had found out earlier, she might not have started with Ling Feng, or maybe she could have treated Ling Feng with a different attitude, and she wouldn't have to pay so much sincerity, and the two of them wouldn't have developed into what they are now.

It's just a pity that there aren't so many opportunities for a fresh start in this world. Some people miss it and just miss it. Some mistakes are made, and there is no way to make up for them.

That's why Su Mucai kept trying her best to escape, and after putting the problem out, she never wanted to solve it anymore, but just blindly wanted to end the relationship, even if Ling Feng had tried her best to express that she really wanted to treat her well in the future, she still kept refusing. In fact, she could feel Ling Feng's sincerity, but at this time, she couldn't believe that Ling Feng could do such a thing.

She is really past the age of hearing about love, even if she is a person who lives by love, she is more willing to enjoy that kind of substantive love. No financial support is not a problem at all, as long as she can feel the other party's love for her in her daily actions. However, the series of things that happened before really interfered with Su Mu's vision, no matter how much Ling Feng did, she still had concerns, and there was no way to fully believe in Ling Feng's sincerity.