(13) Trying to solve a problem

When Su Mu found out that she was going to log in to WeChat again, she suddenly felt wronged, and her tears fell directly without holding back.

She has always tried to maintain an image that can survive anything as long as she grits her teeth, no matter how difficult things are, no matter how much she has been wronged outside, she has never cried. The only time I had a breakdown was when I was just at work, when my boyfriend broke up with her. It was the worst she had ever cried, and she hadn't shed a single tear other than that. But since she was with Ling Feng, she didn't know how many times she had cried in public, every time she cried, she felt that her self-esteem had been hurt once, and now, she felt that she didn't seem to have any self-esteem at all in front of Ling Feng.

It was a fatal blow to her, and the thought of it made her cry even harder.

Because she kept crying, she didn't log in to her WeChat. So after a while, Ling Feng called her directly.

Su Mu's phone was silent, but it seemed to have some induction, when Ling Feng's phone called, Su Mu happened to look at the interface of the phone, so she didn't miss Ling Feng's phone, but she also cleaned herself up first, and tried to stop crying before picking up the phone.

As soon as the phone was connected, Ling Feng's angry voice rang:

"Why don't you send me a message when you get off work? Why don't you even read the messages I send you? How many times do you have to tell you to remember these things?"

Su Mu's aggrieved emotions had not stabilized in the first place, and Ling Feng suddenly accused Su Mu with such an attitude, which immediately destroyed the part of herself that Su Mu had managed to comfort before, making her feel even more aggrieved. She really couldn't control her urge to cry, but she didn't want to cry again in front of Ling Feng, so she hung up the phone without thinking about it, buried the words in the quilt and cried.

Although he was crying, because he was afraid that his parents would find out, Su Mu still cried without any sound. And just as she was crying, Ling Feng started calling her non-stop.

It wasn't until Su Mu cried out of her grievances that she got out of the quilt, and at the same time, she was ready to break up with Ling Feng.

Although she said before when the relationship between the two of them was still very good, as long as Ling Feng didn't give up on her, she would definitely not leave Ling Feng. But now it seemed that Ling Feng didn't love her as much as he said he did, and with what had happened, she felt that she really couldn't continue to persevere.

Her ability to bear is limited, and she was already reckless in the previous things, forcing herself to forgive him. In order to forgive him, she lived in fear almost every day, but she was afraid of adding to his burden, so she didn't dare to complain at all. But Ling Feng didn't love her more because of this, on the contrary, his attitude towards her has been getting worse and worse recently, he is always angry because of a little thing, and even sometimes, Su Mu feels that he is deliberately looking for trouble, which makes her feel even more that maybe he has met the girl who makes him feel excited, he is embarrassed to say it, so he wants to force Su Mu away in this way.

This was the only reason she could think of, and besides that, she really didn't know why Ling Feng would say that he loved her while treating her so badly.

But she had already told Ling Feng that if there was a girl she liked, he could tell her directly. Compared to being discovered, Su Muning Ling Feng opened his mouth directly and told her that if he admitted it personally, she would not even quarrel, she would definitely leave immediately, and there would definitely be no entanglement. She is a person who can afford to let go, and she is also a person who has experienced betrayal, so she knows very well that it is difficult for people to be loyal to one person in this life, and they are completely unmoved to others. Some men have a sense of responsibility, even if they are moved, they will not have the slightest action to cross the thunder pool, while some people can't control themselves, so that the latecomers will prevail. It is difficult for most men in this world to withstand temptation, and it is entirely possible that they can withstand it because the temptation is not big enough. Like that kind of "one person for a lifetime" relationship, in today's society, it can be regarded as a miracle, Su Mu never felt that he was so lucky to meet such a person.

In fact, Su Mu is indeed quite naΓ―ve, she is a person who lives by feelings, but because she understands that not all feelings can go to the end, she has never had expectations for long-term love. At the beginning of love, she had foreseen the separation, but she did not give up loving someone because of this, in every relationship, she will give everything she has, until the end when there is no way to keep it, she hopes that the two of them can break up with dignity.

It was precisely because of this feeling that tonight, she hoped that she could be rational and directly explain the breakup to Ling Feng when the problem could not be solved.

It was indeed time to break up, in fact, when that incident happened last time, Su Mu should have said that she would have broken up with Ling Feng, if it weren't for her soft-heartedness and wanting to give him another chance, things wouldn't have developed like this, and she wouldn't have suffered these grievances.

So as the old saying goes, if you continue to break it, you will suffer from it, and if it continues like this, Su Mu doesn't know how many grievances he will suffer.

She didn't have confidence now, Ling Feng loved herself 100 percent. Without 100% love to support it, there will definitely be problems between the two of them, and in this case, she really doesn't know how to face it.

No matter how strong her ability to bear is, her heart is also fleshy, even if she has been hurt thousands of times, her heart will hurt, and there are some things she really can't bear.

After silently making up his mind in his heart, Su Mu directly called Ling Feng on the phone. This time, in order to avoid hearing Ling Feng's accusation first, Su Mu took the first step and said to Ling Feng when the phone was just connected:

"I've explained to you, I really don't remember these things anymore, you can also go and see, how long ago were those things, and when was the last one in my collection, I didn't even look at the courses that I collected later, will I go to see those things that are overwhelmed by the last one over again?"

"Also, it's my fault that I didn't deal with the previous things, so did you do it yourself? You deleted the people in my list, the people in your current list, do you dare to guarantee that none of them are people who have had an affair with you? Also, don't you still have the photos of those women in your photo album, do you think I don't know if you hide it? I just want to save face for you, and I haven't reminded you, I want you to delete it yourself. You didn't do anything, why are you asking me?"

"Just like before, all the people you were particularly concerned about in your list were girls, and there were several, but I was the only one who was particularly concerned about you, a girlfriend and the male anchor, so you told me that there can only be one special concern in the list of girls, that is, boyfriends, and then asked me to delete all the special care given to them. Do you think you're doing the right thing? And have you listened to my explanation? The reason why I care so much about that male anchor is because I am a member of his working group, and I have to pay attention to the work-related messages he posts in the group. I've tried to communicate with you, but you've not listened at all, and you've insisted that I delete them, and at the same time I think I care so much about how many girls don't do anything wrong, do you think it's fair to do that, is it fair to me, why do you accuse me like that?"

In order to prevent Ling Feng from interrupting her words, Su Mu's speaking speed doubled, for fear that the lines he had prepared would be forgotten by Ling Feng as soon as he interrupted. However, Ling Feng surprised Su Mu and did not say a word, and he didn't say a word until a long time after Su Mu finished speaking.

After waiting for a long time and not getting a response, Su Mu once thought that his mobile phone was broken, and then the network was not good, but he didn't hear it. So Su Mu hung up the phone directly, thinking about waiting for Ling Feng to call again. And as soon as she hung up the phone, Ling Feng's phone called directly.

This time Su Mu was ready, thinking that after picking up the phone, Ling Feng would still yell at her and refute her with a very bad attitude, if this was the case, she would not hesitate to break up with him, and never listen to him complain again. However, after the phone was connected, Ling Feng didn't speak first, and the two of them remained silent like this, and neither of them spoke first.

After waiting for a while, there was no sound, so Su Mu began to seriously suspect that there was something wrong with her mobile phone, and just as she wanted to hang up the phone again to test if it was really her own mobile phone that was wrong, Ling Feng finally broke the silence.

"Wife, are you sleepy? If you cry for a long time, are you very tired, do you want to go to bed now?"

Ling Feng's voice was even gentler than ever, if it weren't for the fact that the content of his words involved the previous matter, this gentleness almost made Su Mu misunderstand, thinking that nothing had happened to the two of them, and even the relationship was as good as it had been before there were no problems, so good that others would envy them.

But the problem is the problem, no matter how gentle the attitude is, and you don't want to solve it, then it will always be the problem. Su Mu knew this truth very well, so she only lost her mind for a moment, and she immediately woke up.

"The problem is not solved, I will not be able to sleep. ”

"Didn't you just explain it?"

"I explained it clearly, but the problem was not solved because I explained it clearly. ”

"Doesn't explaining clearly mean that the problem is solved, then wife, why don't you sleep? It's getting late now, you're already tired from a long day's work, so go to bed a little earlier today." ”

Every word Ling Feng said had a tone that Su Mu particularly liked. In the past, every time Ling Feng spoke to Su Mu in this tone, Su Mu couldn't help but want to hug him, and even felt the urge to kiss him. But this time, Su Mu's heart did not have any waves, all she could think of was to solve the problem as soon as possible.

She's not someone who likes to put things off the ground, which only makes her feel more and more uncomfortable. Therefore, she ignored Ling Feng's tone and said to Ling Feng seriously:

"I admit that this time it was indeed my problem, I should have taken care of everything, and I shouldn't have forgotten this, but I deleted everything that should be deleted, and you also helped me delete it, even if this matter is in the past, I don't want to argue with you about who is right and who is wrong. ”

"But why are you emptying my contact list? Don't you think it's too much? If I delete all your contacts without your consent, you're going to say nothing and delete whatever I want?"

"I ......"

"Of course you won't, you'll just get angrier and keep arguing with me, making me admit my mistake and making me pay for it. Then why do you think that if this happened to me, I could forgive you casually and simply? Isn't the harm you did to me harmful? Is it that if you hurt me, I must forgive you very generously and unconditionally?"

"Then what do you say you want? It's all deleted, you can just say what you want to do, why are you saying these useless things?"

After listening to Su Mu, Ling Feng didn't know why, his attitude changed again, and he obviously had the posture of quarreling with Su Mu. Su Mu couldn't believe that Ling Feng could still talk to her in such a tone at this time, and the idea of breaking up in his heart became even more firm.

"I want you to apologize to me, to apologize to me for your impulsive, reckless, and childish behavior!"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was wrong, I shouldn't have deleted the contacts in your list without your consent, are you satisfied?"

Su Mu, who has also taken students herself, is too familiar with this kind of behavior of minors, and unfortunately, she is most tired of this, and whenever this happens, she feels that there is really no good solution except for a fat beating.

It is simply impossible to move with emotion and reason, and it is almost impossible to counter violence with violence.

It was because Su Mu always had such thoughts that she did not insist on being a teacher. She really hopes to educate her students to be good students with excellent academics, but she thinks that she doesn't have eight skills, and some parents don't want to cooperate, so she can't really "fight violence with violence", so she has to give up her major and change careers to do something else.