Because the hotel is not close, the two of them have been looking for a long time after getting off the Lintie, and because they were standing on the subway all the time before, Su Mu, who was already very tired, was even more tired, and she also had an unpleasant quarrel with Ling Feng, so Su Mu's face was not very good-looking along the way, and after taking the wrong road a few times, her temper became more and more irritable.

Ling Feng was also unhappy, but he still didn't let go of Su Mu's hand, but this hand was not held for no reason, but before Su Mu was walking on the road in a jam, regardless of the car, and dragging a suitcase, he was almost hit by a speeding bicycle, and in order to ensure Su Mu's safety, he had no choice but to hold Su Mu's hand.

At first, Su Mu was still struggling hard, but of course her strength was not as strong as Ling Feng's, so after being held by Ling Feng so painfully, she walked beside Ling Feng with tears in her eyes.

After entering the hotel, Su Mu shook off Ling Feng's hand as soon as possible, took the room card and left directly, as if Ling Feng was a stranger, and didn't care about him at all. Seeing her attitude, Ling Feng was also anxious, and quickly caught up with Su Mu in three steps and two steps, and then pulled her arm and took her into the elevator.

Ling Feng had never been willing to take care of Su Mu's feelings in this matter, he didn't even know that his actions had really hurt Su Mu, so he wouldn't control himself at all when he exerted force. At the beginning, Su Mu felt that Ling Feng was just pulling her at most, but he didn't expect that although it didn't evolve to the level of violence later, it was getting more and more excessive. Afterwards, Su Mu was always a little scared when he remembered these things, for fear that Ling Feng would really beat her if he was impulsive at that time.

In terms of insulting her, Su Mu already felt that he was going too far, and when many persuasions failed, Su Mu wanted to slap him twice every time and make him shut his mouth. After that, she didn't even bother to tell him the truth, because she knew that he wouldn't listen to half a word, and would only think that her things were wrong, and the things in his own perception were right.

Su Mu didn't know why Ling Feng had become like this, she even felt that maybe Ling Feng was like this, but he had been suppressing himself. So for a while, she was very interested in Ling Feng's family situation, and she especially wanted to know what kind of family environment could cultivate Ling Feng's character.

Although it sounded a little ridiculous, obviously she was not even a half-asser in psychology and sociology, but Su Mu really wanted to use such a little theory she had learned now to try to dissect Ling Feng's character formation, and then find a way to transform his wrong thoughts based on these things.

In fact, at this time, Su Mu no longer had any expectations for the future of the two Rao, but perhaps because of the soft-hearted relationship, although she felt that she had been hurt a lot in this relationship, she still hoped that even if the two broke up, Ling Feng could get better. Although the results after getting better, she may never be able to experience them again.

It's just a pity that Su Mu's level is really limited, and she doesn't have much chance to feel Ling Feng's family education, so Su Mu has never had a chance to find the reason for Ling Feng's character. However, this did not affect her from discovering Ling Feng's bad points little by little, and every time she found a little, her love for him was less.

She didn't know how long she could hold on to such days, for a long time, she was in a state of torment every moment, and this torment mostly came from Ling Feng's worsening attitude, and also from her ambivalence that she didn't want to persist more and more, but gave up and was unwilling.

But she didn't know what she was unwilling to do.

Obviously already knows that the two of them are going to break up, and they also know that there will be no good ending for the two of them, so how can they still be unwilling?

This is a question that Su Mu has been unable to figure out later.

At this time, Su Mu didn't focus on this, she had even forgotten the reason for the quarrel in the first place, she was simply dissatisfied with Ling Feng's current approach.

Before entering the room, the two of them also met the cleaning aunt in the corridor, and the aunt saw the two of them pulling and pulling, and thought that Su Mu was coerced, and even wanted to call the security guard. Su Muke didn't want to make a big deal out of it, so he took the initiative to explain to her that it was just a conflict between the two of them, and he took the initiative to kiss Ling Feng in order to show friendship, but after the two of them entered the room, Su Mu immediately threw his hand away, eager to stay eight hundred meters away from Ling Feng.

When Ling Feng saw her like this, he threw the bag on Lin fiercely, and then yelled at her:

"What the hell are you going to do, it's endless, isn't it? What a big deal, you've been making trouble until now? Can't you just come out? You will be direct, and there won't be so many problems soon, I really don't know what you have to ink. ”

"Do I have me? Am I going back to the hotel with you? Can't you respect my opinion? Also, in public, you just yelled at me like that, have you ever thought about protecting my face? What? Yelling at me shows that you are very powerful and have a very high status, can you highlight something? No one has ever told you that people who don't respect women, don't women look down on him, even men?"

"When did I disrespect you? What's the matter, can't I lose my temper? You make me angry, I can't yell at you for two words? Why should I suffer this grievance?"

"I ask you, no one has let you be wronged, but this is not a matter of being wronged, why don't you understand? I am your girlfriend, the person closest to you, no matter what kind of trouble the two of us have, we can go home and solve it, instead of making a well-known fuss and letting everyone come to see our jokes. ”

After Su Mu finished saying this, he sat on the edge of the bed with his back to Ling Feng. Ling Feng stood beside the bed and watched Su Mu's back for a long time, and it took about five minutes before he calmed down.

"Okay, wife, don't be angry, this time it's me who is wrong, it's me who didn't handle it well, don't be angry anymore, I won't be like this again in the future, you just give me another chance." ”

Ling Feng knew very well that every time this kind of thing happened, as long as he was willing to insist on coaxing Su Mu, Su Mu would definitely not be angry anymore, and the relationship between the two Rao would definitely be resolved. So every time there was a problem, after the quarrel, if the problem hadn't been solved, calm down for a while, Ling Feng would actually come to coax Su Mu. It's just that in Su Mu's thoughts, she can't accept that the two of them have any sense of cold war, because she will be very worried that during the cold war, other members of the opposite sex will be involved, so she has always hoped that the problem can be solved directly, if it can't be solved, she will force Ling Feng to coax her, and even as long as she coaxes, it can be regarded as a problem.

In fact, to understand, in fact, both of them understand each other's thoughts and needs, but understanding is understanding, and both of them are people who will lose their minds when they quarrel, so every time they quarrel, they obviously take a step back, and one person is willing to give in first to solve the problem, but neither of them is willing to do this, so that the problem becomes more and more intense, and the Cold War becomes longer and longer, and in the end, they can start to break away from each other's lives.

In the face of Ling Feng's initiative to soften, although Su Mu also knew in his heart that her words would not have any effect on him, he didn't want to continue to dwell on this issue. She didn't respond to this, just quietly began to pack her things, then took out her skincare products from her bag, hid in the bathroom and began to remove her makeup.

After closing the bathroom door, Su Mu's tears began to fall non-stop, she didn't know what was going on, she just felt full of grievances, but she didn't want Ling Feng to see her crying, so she took the opportunity to be alone in the bathroom and cried wantonly but silently. It took five minutes for her to stop her tears, and then she wiped her face clean with a makeup towel, washed her face seriously, and then went out of the bathroom.

The lights in the hotel were dim, and Ling Feng was focused on the game, so when Su Mu entered the bed, Ling Feng didn't notice Su Mu's reddened eyes and the tip of his nose that had become red from crying. Su Mu didn't have anything, just lay there quietly, wanting to close his eyes and hurry to sleep, and then forget how unhappy he was just now.

It wasn't until Ling Feng finished playing the game that he came to Su Mu's side, trying to get Su Mu to turn around and lie down in his arms. However, I don't know if it was an instinctive reaction or what, when Ling Feng's body touched Su Mu, Su Mu once again felt the disgusting feeling that she had before because she was tired of not sparing the touch, she suddenly felt a pain in her heart, and even her whole body had a lot of goosebumps, and her whole person began to tremble slightly uncontrollably.

When Su Mu thought back on this incident a long time later, she felt that perhaps from that time on, her body's defense mechanism had already worked on Ling Feng, and when facing Ling Feng, she would naturally have a kind of resistance to him, even if she wanted to take the initiative to ignore it, her body would not ignore it.

It's a pity that she doesn't want to face this problem, if she is willing to accept these prompts brought to her by her body, then maybe none of these things will happen in the future, and she won't have to suffer these pains.

Ling Feng didn't notice Su Mu's reactions, he thought that Su Mu was messing with him because of those things just now, so he rubbed to Su Mu's side, circled her from behind, and said to her in a very gentle voice by sticking it to her ear:

"Wife, don't be angry, I've already apologized, just forgive me, okay. I swear I'll never do it again, and you'll believe me once. ”

After Ling Feng finished saying this, the feeling of disgust in Su Mu's heart became even stronger, she really wanted to break out of Ling Feng's embrace, because she would feel very uncomfortable staying in his arms for more than a second, but she was afraid that she would hurt Ling Feng if she refused too much, so she could only stay where she was, and tried to wrap her hands around her chest, trying to surround herself. After doing this, she said to Ling Feng:

"I'm a little tired, I want to sleep for a while, I don't want to go out to eat tonight, if you're hungry to talk, just order takeout, don't worry about me, if I'm hungry when I wake up, I'll make my own decision." ”

"It's okay if you don't go out to eat, then I can eat you." ”

When Ling Feng finished saying this, his lips were on Su Mu's shoulder, Su Mu almost didn't control his tears, he quickly hugged himself tighter, and then refused Ling Feng and said:

"I'm really tired today, I want to sleep for a while and wake up. ”

It was already like this, Ling Feng couldn't feel Su Mu's rejection anymore, it was impossible. Somehow, he suddenly felt irritable again, so he twisted his head directly, and continued to play by himself, never paying attention to Su Mu again.

After feeling Ling Feng leave, Su Mu secretly exhaled in her heart, and then tears flowed down her eyes, as for how she fell asleep after that, she couldn't remember.

When she woke up, the room was pitch black, and Ling Feng had also slept. She felt a little thirsty and wanted to drink some hot water, but thinking that boiling water might affect Ling Feng's sleep, she had to endure it, barely took a sip of mineral water, and lay back on the bed.

At this time, Su Mu already regretted it a little, because she was going to the Great Wall, and she originally planned to discuss the details of going out with Ling Feng and the others tonight, and the route of the line board was planned, but after such a trouble, it was now the case, and there was no way to communicate at all. And she didn't know what time Ling Feng went to bed, and she was too embarrassed to wake him up, so she couldn't help but feel that maybe this trip to the Great Wall between the two of them would come to an end.

Thinking of this, Su Mu didn't feel so sad, on the contrary, she even seemed to have a sense of relief, but she still turned on her phone, checked the road map, and determined where she was going to get on the bus and where to transfer, and she was ready to go back to sleep.

What Su Mu didn't expect was that when she had just adjusted her position and wanted to sleep, Ling Feng suddenly woke up, and he didn't give Su Mu any chance to react, so he pressed her under him, and at the same time held down all of Su Mu's struggles. By the time Su Mu realized the problem and wanted to resist, it was too late, so she could only cooperate to avoid any harm to herself during this period.

This was the first time Su Mu felt that being with him would actually have a very shameful feeling.