(5) The real contradiction with Ling Feng's mother

After the matter was over, Ling Feng carefully hugged Su Mu, did not say a word, and Su Mu did not show any abnormality, just lying honestly, motionless, and did not speak. The two of them kept this action for a long time, until Ling Feng's mother called.

Ling Feng didn't plan to answer this phone call, because he knew that when this phone was answered, his mother would definitely have to talk to him about him and Su Mu.

Since the family knew that the two of them were together, it had not stopped, and noisy and noisy things were common, although his mother had doted on him before and listened to him in everything, but in this matter, his mother was very firm, and he didn't want to compromise at all. Whether he said good things or quarreled, his mother had this attitude, and it was obvious that she had a very serious prejudice against Su Mu, as if in her eyes, Su Mu had nothing good about him, and he was not worthy of him at all.

He didn't know how he was going to change his family's opinion of Su Mu, and he didn't really understand why he couldn't be with Su Mu.

It is normal for Su Mu's family to oppose it, because he is indeed still young, and he is not sure what he can do to Su Mu in the future, but what is his family against? What if Su Mu is old? It doesn't matter to him at all, why can't the two of them be together?

Ling Feng didn't figure out these questions for a long time, so much so that he picked up the phone call from his mother every day, and when he mentioned this topic, he just wanted to hang up the phone immediately. This time, he caught up with Su Mu again, and he didn't want to pick it up even more. He originally thought that Su Mu wouldn't want him to pick it up, after all, Su Mu didn't want to have any contact with his mother, and she also said before coming that she would be very worried that Ling Feng's mother wouldn't let the two of them come into contact and disagree with the two of them going out to play during the holidays. Ling Feng felt very big when he heard this question, so when his mother asked him where he was going for the holidays, he lied and told her that he was going out to play with his classmates.

In fact, this kind of lie was actually very well debunked in the eyes of his parents, and Su Mu didn't know that Ling Feng didn't tell the truth to his family. So when she saw Ling Feng's mother calling, her first reaction was actually to explain, but she didn't expect that her explanation was meaningless to this matter.

The danger of a lie is that it can effortlessly multiply the damage and make it infinitely more difficult to solve. So from the moment Ling Feng decided to lie, there were many problems that were already in a situation where there was no way to solve them. And what Ling Feng didn't expect was that this time Su Mu actually took the initiative to ask him to answer his mother's call.

This was something that had never happened before, this situation Su Mu could hide, and sometimes it even made Ling Feng feel as if the two of them were cheating, and they were not at all embarrassed. This made Ling Feng's heart feel very uncomfortable, as if he owed Su Mu something.

Although he is young and can't give Su Mu a better life, it doesn't mean that he doesn't have the heart to take care of Su Mu. He really wanted to be with Su Mu, and all his efforts now were in the hope that he would be qualified and have the capital to marry her in the future, but Su Mu showed that he didn't trust him at all, which really gave him a big blow, and he was embarrassed to talk to Su Mu about it, as if he was in a hurry to show himself and was not realistic at all.

This kind of ambivalence often made Ling Feng feel very uncomfortable, when he thought of these things, he would even have a bad attitude towards Su Mu, he also knew that he shouldn't treat Su Mu like this, but he always couldn't control his attitude.

So I don't know what's going on this time, when Su Mu asked him to answer the phone, he actually had a great sense of annoyance, and he almost couldn't help yelling at her to keep her mouth shut.

"Why are you answering the phone? There's nothing to say, I'll talk about it when I call tomorrow. ”

"But if you don't answer, won't your family be worried? Wouldn't it be very troublesome if your mother kept calling?"

"Oh, if you don't pick it up, you won't answer it, and if I don't pick it up for a while, I won't hit her myself, why do you care so much. ”

Although he controlled himself and didn't yell at Su Mu, his attitude still deteriorated little by little. Su Mu was really tired of him talking to her like this, so after he finished speaking, she didn't say a word again, but directly closed her eyes and didn't care about these things anymore.

In fact, Su Mu knew very well in her heart that the reason why Ling Feng's mother didn't like her didn't have much to do with how old she was, just because in the eyes of her parents, Ling Feng had more important things to do at her age, instead of wasting time on cultivating feelings with her. They subconsciously thought that Su Mu's existence would affect Ling Feng's studies, they were worried that having Su Mu here would hinder Ling Feng's better development, and they were even more afraid that Ling Feng would change the decision he had made before because he wanted to be with Su Mu.

So in fact, the person they were targeting was not Su Mu, but Ling Feng had feelings for girls, and they didn't know how to make Ling Feng give up, so they could only grasp the weakness of age.

For this, Su Mu feels that there is nothing wrong with it, because she understands the psychology of her parents very well, and the reason why most parents disagree with early love is that as far as they know and their personal experience, early love almost has no good end, and it is precisely because of this that they will repeatedly emphasize and prevent this matter, in order to want their children to not be affected by other outside worlds and live a better life in the future.

The parents' intentions are good, but in terms of practice, most parents do the wrong thing. And it is difficult to unify the approach, because each child's thinking is different, and parents have to explore it themselves.

And Ling Feng's parents obviously didn't find the right way, and even in ordinary education, there seemed to be a big problem. Su Mu also tried to help them change Ling Feng, but the harder she tried, the more she found that after some things were ingrained, it was very difficult to change them. Not only did she feel powerless, but she even clearly realized that the relationship between the two of them was just an accessory to Ling Feng, and she herself was unwilling to accept this reality.

So these thoughts, at this moment, were deeply imprinted in Su Mu's mind, making her have to give up the idea of trying to change Ling Feng.

In this way, Ling Feng's mother finally gave up calling again after several calls and no one answered. And after the phone stopped, Ling Feng began to talk about eating. Although Su Mu was not hungry, he didn't want to tell him the truth, so he could only order a little less food with him, and after the takeaway came, the two of them studied tomorrow's route while eating.

Because Su Mu had already checked all the information about the bus he needed to take, the two of them also planned the time, and after confirming it, they didn't talk about anything more, and fell asleep again.

Maybe there was something in her heart, so Su Mu didn't sleep very well this night, she always dreamed and didn't say anything, and woke up very early, and when she got up the next morning, she couldn't sleep at seven o'clock, so she got up from the bed, squatted in the quilt and looked at the already bright sky outside the window.

Because of the cloudy day, it looks sullen outside, and staring at it for a long time always makes Su Mu feel out of breath, but Su Mu feels that most of this feeling seems to come from his own sake, if he can maintain a good mood all the time, maybe he won't feel anything when he sees these things.

But it's really hard to keep a good mood, thinking about how long I have to stay at home as unemployed, I don't know what the relationship between the two of them will be, and I don't know if my grandmother's illness will improve...... These things were haunting Su Mu all the time, and she had no way to really relax at all.

Maybe this is a sign that people are middle-aged? Su Mu thought about it, and unconsciously laughed out loud.

Speaking of which, Su Mu is really about to reach the age of thirty, although her heart is sometimes very child-like, but her actual age should indeed be stable. Su Mu didn't have such an idea before, she always felt that no matter how old a person was, he should maintain the pursuit of his dreams and should not compromise with reality, but just now, she didn't know what she was affected by, and she changed this opinion at once.

Perhaps, this is a sign of true maturity.

In this regard, in fact, Su Mu was still a little unwilling, because she was always thinking that she must complete her dream before compromising reality. She has been working hard for this kind of thing, but as she grows older and her responsibilities become greater and greater, not only freedom has become a luxury, but even dreams have become a luxury, and she has to admit the fact that her ability really can't support her willfulness.

It is very difficult for people like Su Mu to admit such a fact, because very few people can willingly admit that they are not capable enough. When faced with this kind of thing, almost everyone will subconsciously look for excuses to cover up such a fact, and Su Mu is certainly not surprised. It's just that just now, Su Mu suddenly had a feeling of resignation and accepted this fact very calmly.

Her ability can't support her dream, and no one can help her support it.

Thinking of this, Su Mu turned his head and looked at Ling Feng, who was still asleep on the bed.

Things happened too fast, if they hadn't met Ling Feng, what would have happened to the lives of the two of them?

Thinking of this question, Su Mu unconsciously fell into contemplation, and thought of many possibilities in his mind like a movie.

If there was no Ling Feng, maybe she would have stayed in this job for a while longer, and their boss would not have had a bad impression of her because Ling Feng always came to her, then she would not have a bad life in the future.

If it weren't for Ling Feng, she might never know that she would also be coquettish, and she would sweetly call others "husband", and she wouldn't know what she wanted in love, and what was the most unacceptable.

If it weren't for Ling Feng, she might never feel such a simple and scheming emotion again.

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There are so many examples like this that she can't even say it, so being with Ling Feng can be regarded as bittersweet. It is said that if you are willing to give up, you will have to give up, but in this situation, Su Mu can't figure out what she wants, and she doesn't know what to use in exchange for this confused life.

Just when Su Mu was thinking about this, the alarm clock rang again, she glanced at the time again, and found that it was almost nine o'clock, so she had to choose to wake up Ling Feng.

If it was just Ling Feng himself, then it was estimated that the two of them would not have to go anywhere this day.

Feeling the movement of the pine wood, Ling Feng finally came back to his senses from his sleep, he opened his eyes with great difficulty, and thought that this was the first alarm clock, so he tried to discuss it with Su Mu again, play for a while and then get up.

If it weren't for the fact that Su Mu had climbed the Great Wall before, she knew that it would take a long time to get there by car, and it would take a long time in the process, then at this moment, she would not be in such a hurry, and Ling Feng must get up quickly. Ling Feng didn't know the truth, but Su Mu kept urging him like this, and he couldn't sleep, so he had to go to the bathroom with his slippers and start washing without waking up at all.

Because Su Mu didn't like to be disturbed during her time in the bathroom, she let Ling Feng go first, while she prepared the things she wanted to bring in the room for a while.

After Su Mu cleaned himself up, the two of them set off to the waiting place.

On the way, Su Mu was thinking about whether to eat something or buy some zongzi, but she saw that Ling Feng didn't have any such thoughts, so she didn't have the embarrassment to mention this matter. But she soon regretted it, but at that time, the two of them had already stepped on the bricks of the Great Wall, and they had to continue walking if they wanted to, and there was no chance to regret it. What's very important is that the two of them don't know what they are thinking, and when they pass by these places, they don't even buy a bottle of water, so that they are thirsty for love, and they are reluctant to buy water in the scenic spot.

In fact, sometimes Su Mu felt that Ling Feng's miser character was really a bit strange. So when Ling Feng still felt that it was expensive in this situation, she still felt that there was no way to accept it. But maybe it's just because she could have prepared these things before but didn't prepare, but no matter what, Su Mu still felt a grievance in this kind of saving.