Su Mu knew that this driver must have underestimated her age again, but what she cared about at this time was definitely not her age. Listening to the meaning of the driver's words, Su Mu always felt that he had a lot of stories. She is a person who likes to write stories, and of course she loves to listen to stories, so she instantly became interested in the experience of this driver. So even though she doesn't like to come into contact with strangers, she reluctantly keeps the topic going in order to gather material for her novels.

"It's true that courage is commendable when you're young, but courage is not something that Liang Jingru gives, it's all given to yourself, so isn't it up to you to decide how much to give? Besides, the decision you want to make, as long as you don't lose your life, then everything has the possibility of starting over, so what's so scary, just start over if you make a mistake." ”

"Yo, I don't see it, you little girl is quite able to talk. But this looks like you're not very old and have too little experience, otherwise you won't be able to say this. ”

"Experience has nothing to do with age, some people have a smooth life, forty or fifty years old may not have too much experience, some people have a bumpy life, maybe eleven or twelve years old will be downshit. ”

"Hey, this is more energetic, yes, I can't tell you, let's celebrate the New Year, don't mention these unhappy things. ”

"If you want to say it, you can say it, hide these things in your heart during the New Year, and you won't have a good New Year, besides, bystanders, maybe I can give you a different advice." ”

"This girl of yours is here to tell me this deception story, okay, who made me talk so much that I have to mention this matter to you, then I'll tell you a story. ”

When he met his first love again, both of them were divorced, and she still had a child.

Since breaking up with her, the two have not seen each other again for more than ten years. Although it was because of a misunderstanding that caused the two parties to break up, neither of the two stubborn people refused to turn back first, so they both blocked their breath and never contacted each other again. After so many years, he married a wife and had children according to the wishes of his family, everything went according to plan, and his life seemed peaceful and happy. But he also knew in his heart that if he was willing to bow his head first, then his current life would definitely be enviable compared to his current life.

But what can it be, even if he once planned for her future so well, isn't it still the same now, not only losing her, but also living his life plain and ordinary, and even a little bad in his own opinion.

Prompted by this thought, he did not maintain a conjugal relationship with his wife for long. When he got the divorce certificate, he thought he would be free, but when he thought about it, he was not so qualified as a boyfriend, and he was still doing just as badly as a husband in the legal sense. To sum up, it seems that for so many years, he has not done a good job of any of his identities.

He suddenly felt a little guilty, and in this guilt, there was a little chagrin.

He wanted to make it clear to his ex-wife, and wanted to tell her how ridiculous the reasons he came up with for the divorce were, she really didn't make any mistakes in this relationship, and the only thing she did wrong was to marry him, a man who had always pretended to be another woman in his heart, under his deliberate and false coaxing.

But his ex-wife didn't give him a chance to admit his mistake, and when the two met, she didn't let him say a word of apology, and even during this meeting, she almost always said that he was listening, as if she was the one who asked to meet.

She said that she understood his feelings very well, and she understood how unbearable it was to have one person in her heart and marry another, because she was the same as him, and when she married him, she also had a person in her heart who used to be full of her and said that she would definitely marry her. She said that men and women are different, some women will choose to compromise after knowing that they can no longer marry the person they want to marry, they will take on the responsibility of being a wife for another man, even if they don't love, even if they can't even be friends, they will hide all their emotions because of their responsibilities, no longer have any illusions that should not exist, choose to protect this life of husband and wife in name only, and even become a good wife and mother in other people's mouths, or a model of the so-called wife. She said that in fact, she was still very grateful to him, because he did not ask her to do her duty as a wife like other men who were completely irresponsible, but he never took on the responsibilities that should be borne as a husband, wasting her dedication to this family every day, not knowing how to take care of her feelings, and boasting outside how much she loved another woman in her heart, and how sorry she was for not marrying herself. In this life, it is a particularly difficult thing to stay with the person you love the most, and most people can't wait for a perfect ending with the person they love the most, so they get married in a hurry, so to put it in detail, those couples who work hard to maintain their lives, what supports them to continue is responsibility. They may be tired of waiting and struggling, giving up their efforts and pursuits, and indulging in a false sense of stability and peace. Those with better character mostly accept their fate and respect each other like guests, while those with poor character torture each other and only care about their own feelings. Compared to her friends who have been content with the status quo and given up their struggles, it is already good that he gave her the opportunity to choose again, so she has no complaints at all, and even more is a kind of gratitude. Thank him for his honesty, thank him for taking care of him during this time, and thank him for voluntarily letting her go so that she too can find her own happiness.

He didn't know whether he should be happy or sad when he listened to this ex-wife's story, he only knew that when he looked at the back of her leaving, he felt that this woman had a beauty that no one else could. Perhaps he also envied her honesty, her chicness, and her courage to face all this alone. And he seems to be a coward from beginning to end, he doesn't dare to give up and love, and he doesn't dare to be infatuated with a new love, and in the end he gets a situation where he is let down on both sides. He originally planned to choose to start over after the divorce, leaving behind everything in the past and the responsibilities attached to him by the family, but as soon as she said this, he found that he seemed to have no way to do such a thing.