He couldn't let go of the past at all, and more importantly, he found that he couldn't let go of the first love that broke up because of regret, but also the woman who had lived with him for almost ten years. He had never noticed that this seemingly ordinary woman who accompanied him day and night could have such a strong and calm heart, and compared to her composure from beginning to end, he was like a clown jumping off the beam, directing and acting out a ridiculous farce and pushing himself into such an embarrassing situation. He tried to imagine that in the future, he would meet a more suitable and more desirable woman, and he would definitely be happy. But at the same time, he began to compare his imaginary characters to the two women he had lost, and then he overturned his own ideas, thinking that no one could be better than these two women.

So he began to think that people like himself did not deserve to be happy.

With this self-denial, his life began to get worse and worse, and he seemed to be ready to break the can, completely without the previous idea of trying to change. But what he didn't expect was that he didn't know whether God wanted to give him another chance, or whether he wanted to fall into the trap for him, just when he was so messy, let him meet his first love again.

She doesn't seem to have changed much, she liked to wear floral dresses when she was young, and more than ten years have passed, and when I see her again, she is still wearing a floral dress. Time was cruel to him, making him begin to become the greasy appearance that middle-aged men have, but he seemed to be extraordinarily gentle to her, not only did not make her become the yellow-faced woman in the eyes of men, but made her more and more temperamental, but replaced the innocence and liveliness of her youth with elegance. It was hard for him to believe that a woman like her would divorce her husband because of an unhappy marriage, because she was so charming, a woman who would make men flock to her no matter what age, and it should be that person's blessing to get her, how could she be willing to let this woman suffer misfortune.

But he didn't ask.

Because of the scene where the two of them met again, he really didn't have the face to talk to her about anything personal. She was sloppy and sloppy, and she looked poor, but she was gorgeous, like a beautiful scenery, this difference between the clouds and mud made him unable to open his mouth at all, if she hadn't greeted him first, he didn't even want to admit that he was the person she liked.

Yes, how could she like someone like him, she shouldn't like someone like him at all.

The meeting was almost silent, and the two of them, as they did when they broke up, only said hello and never said a word again. Seeing her leave with the child, he suddenly regretted that he didn't muster up the courage to ask for contact information, but by the time he reacted, she had already disappeared into the sea of people.

When he got home, he thought about it all night, and then the next day he didn't get out of the car, but cleaned the house inside and out, then took a shower, got a haircut, bought new clothes, and after all that was done, he began to frantically call his former friends to find out everything about her.

So he heard that she was married to a wealthy businessman who chose to divorce half a year ago because of the rich businessman's cheating. It is said that the rich businessman cheated on a little girl who was very clingy to him because he didn't really love him, and she didn't conflict with the other party at all, and she immediately agreed when he filed for divorce. However, the direct fault that led to the divorce is still on the other party, so the other party offered to give him a considerable breakup fee, but the premise was that the child had to be given to her. She didn't refuse, accepted the property and money, left the city with her daughter and returned to her hometown, and now she has a little clothing business, although life is not as good as before, but it is barely okay.

His friends didn't say anything about renewal, so the friends he could ask all knew about the two of them back then. Now they are still quite clear about the situation of the two of them, so when he and they advance her, they are almost all persuading him to go to her.

There is only one exception for one woman.

It was her best friend before she left the city, and for so many years, only the two of them would be in touch more, and most of her stories were told to him by this friend, but after this friend had finished the story, he said something else.

For example, after so many years, she has indeed not forgotten him, and now he is not worthy of her at all.

My friend's words were a little ugly, but the facts were really the same as what she said. He began to regret that his life had become like this, and he began to worry that he would really miss out on the feelings he once cherished the most. He had already asked for her contact information, but until now, he had not taken the initiative to contact her. It's not that he doesn't want to get in touch, but he thinks that if he opens the contact, then he must chase her again, but now that he is like this, even if he chases her, he really can't give her happiness, rather than this, it is better to give others a chance, in case someone is more suitable to take care of her than him?

What if someone loved her more than he did?

"So you wouldn't have been in contact with her until now, would you?"

After listening to this story, Su Mu couldn't describe what kind of mood he was in, he just felt as if there was a ball of resentment in his heart, which couldn't be relieved and was so bored. As a result, when the driver heard this, he replied to her almost as a matter of course:

"No, I'm not ready for anything, how can I contact her, what if she rejects me......?

"Then did you prepare for the breakup? Did you think about it seriously for many days, and felt that you really couldn't be with her anymore, and it was better to be together again than to die before you made this decision, and broke up with her?"

When Su Mu said this, it could almost be regarded as a roar, and the driver was stunned by her, almost didn't even hold the steering wheel, and directly took Su Mu to crash into the protective belt next to him. However, despite almost being injured just now, Su Mu did not discourage his urge to continue, and continued to yell at the driver:

"You never asked her opinion from beginning to end, when you want to break up, you make an impulsive decision, and when you want to get back together, you also think about it here, do you really like her? If you really like her, why do you never ask her opinion when you make such an important decision?"