Chapter 041: Zhuo Ziyuan's confusion
Since reading the results of the high school entrance examination, Zhuo Ziyuan feels that he has achieved a goal during this time, but he is not very happy, but more and more sentimental.
Recently, Zhuo Ziyuan likes to hold a notepad and think while reading it, thinking about the meaning of his return.
Zhuo Ziyuan actually wanted to figure out one thing, what he came back for, he never had any obsession in his previous life, saying that he really wanted to be reborn or go back to the past and did something important, but why did he come back, why was it himself, Zhuo Ziyuan couldn't figure it out. If someone or a legendary god asks him to come back, it is impossible for him to know the reason until the other person has contacted him or informed him. If there is no so-called man or god, it is an accidental and unconventional natural phenomenon, and there is no reason, you can't always rely on yourself to study, if you find someone to study, then you don't think of yourself as a guinea pig. So although he wanted to figure out why, he couldn't start, so Zhuo Ziyuan put it down.
couldn't know why he came back, Zhuo Ziyuan began to think about what he was going to do when he came back, what was the point of doing these things, and what was the goal of this life. Thinking about it, Zhuo Ziyuan suddenly felt that there was no motivation in life, he felt that his current money was enough, even if he didn't do anything, when the time came, relying on two stocks, he could be billions at least, which was enough to spend, or it was not a question of whether it was enough to spend, but a question of whether to spend it or not, and how to spend it. So what are you doing writing books and songs, and even, Zhuo Ziyuan doesn't want to continue to open convenience stores, there's no point, maybe he has worked hard until that time, and the money he makes is not as much as the money made by two stocks, so why work so hard? Let my parents guard a supermarket and make money safely, isn't it good, it's a big deal to expand the scale of the supermarket and recruit more people.
But if you live like this, then how will you spend these decades, or will you be at peace with what you encounter in your previous life? Study hard, take the university entrance exam, and go to work? Oh, you may not need to go to work, after all, what is the point of making so much money? To make friends, hehe, Zhuo Ziyuan himself is not a person who likes to make friends. Is it possible to enter the state of old age retirement from now on, so what is the meaning of this life?
The more he thought about it, the more confused Zhuo Ziyuan felt, he felt that this would not work, he should make a list of the things he was doing now, and then list the advantages and disadvantages, and then see the meaning of doing these things.
So, Zhuo Ziyuan wrote on the drawing board, the most important thing at this age is to study, the benefits of learning, one is to reassure the family, let the people who care about them feel at ease, and the other is to let the school feel at ease, the academic performance is good, the teachers will also relax their management, and their time will be more free. The disadvantage of studying, I will definitely not be able to drop out of school, and my family will not agree, so staying in school is not a disadvantage, and I don't know what to do if I don't stay in school. Conclusion: It is still necessary to study hard. Not a bad start.
Change the drawing paper, the second thing is to paint, this does not need to list the advantages and disadvantages, because Zhuo Ziyuan's purpose in learning to paint is very clear, that is, to move his daughter's image from his mind to the painting, so that he can remember it forever. Conclusion: Continue to learn to draw.
Change another one, guqin, the benefits of learning the piano, round yourself a regret, complete the song of laughing proud rivers and lakes, the disadvantages of learning the piano, it takes a lot of time, conclusion: to be determined.
Writing a novel, the benefits, making money, the disadvantages, spending a lot of time, will hurt the original author, conclusion: TBD.
Writing songs, the benefits, making money, and the disadvantages, will harm those musicians in later generations, but it doesn't take much time, after all, I don't remember much, conclusion: to be determined.
Supermarket, benefits, parents have their own livelihood and earning power, and at the same time change the trajectory of their parents' lives, car accidents in later generations are likely not to happen, the disadvantage, it seems that there is no harm, conclusion: can continue.
Chain convenience stores, the benefits, make money, the disadvantages, will make parents very busy, and at the same time will take up a lot of their own time, and the money they make will not necessarily be particularly large, and parents may not have the ability to manage chain convenience stores, conclusion: to be determined.
Looking at a few matters to be determined, the benefits of writing novels, writing songs, and convenience stores are all to make money, but no matter how much money you can make in the future, as long as you earn the initial capital, Zhuo Ziyuan's goal is to have an initial capital of 10 million. Therefore, Zhuo Ziyuan feels that the convenience store plan does not need to be carried out, and the writing of songs can also be paused, many singers become famous by one song, and it is better not to change the life trajectory of too many people. It's okay to write a novel, but as for the harm to the original author, Zhuo Ziyuan originally adapted it from a movie, as for whether there is an original author, he doesn't know, as for the movie, it's a big deal that the film company will buy the adaptation copyright with him in the future.
Qin also has to continue to learn, after all, it can be regarded as making up for some small regrets, and if he doesn't do something, Zhuo Ziyuan really doesn't know how to live his life now. Do you still have to live in the same mess as in your previous life, eating, sleeping, and going to school every day? Now you don't even have to make money.
Thinking of regrets, Zhuo Ziyuan thought, since he doesn't know what to do, let's start making up for all kinds of regrets in his previous life, anyway, he has time.
So, Zhuo Ziyuan began to record some regrets in his previous life on a notepad.
In my career, I don't actually have any regrets, but I regret that I don't make much money, and now I have a way to make money, so I can make up for it. Zhuo Ziyuan didn't have much ambition, saying that he wanted to lead the times or something, and he could earn enough money to live the life of a rich man.
In the family, the son wants to raise but does not wait, the parents left early in the previous life, and he did not make any money, and in the end he did not fulfill his filial piety, and this life has begun to make up for it. Wife, there is nothing to say, if the relationship is weak, it is weak, Zhuo Ziyuan does not want to pick it up again, and there is no love between him and his wife in his previous life. Daughter, this is a big pity, and I can only miss it by painting at the moment.
Hobbies, there are more regrets in this regard, skating, I have always envied Taozi, but now there should be no problem. Billiards is also an aspect of Zhuo Ziyuan's envy of Taozi, Zhuo Zitao will play with various skills, and will hit the ball and move the ball, but Zhuo Ziyuan has not practiced no matter how he practiced, and this can be played in the future. Guitar, when I was in college, I was particularly envious of those who could play the guitar, and I originally wanted to learn it in this life, but later it was taken over by Xiaoao Jianghu Qu, which can be added to the follow-up plan. Practicing calligraphy, Zhuo Ziyuan's later words are very poor, always let his parents chatter, and what often hangs on his parents' lips is, "It's so ugly to write a name when you're still a college student", and then Zhuo Ziyuan's retort is "It's not a child, you didn't supervise me", and now through your own conscious practice, the handwriting is not bad. Painting and piano are already being learned. What else to regret, Zhuo Ziyuan can't think of it for a while.