Chapter 042: Zhuo Ziyuan's view of love

Zhuo Ziyuan began to recall his life again, elementary school, junior high school, high school, university, work, very simple, very plain, without waves.

Through continuous review, Zhuo Ziyuan finally found the biggest regret in his previous life, love.

In junior high school, and even in college, Zhuo Ziyuan had a crush on Ding Yi, the junior high school class president, but now that I think about it, this is not love, but just good feelings or emotional sustenance, otherwise, Zhuo Ziyuan would not have been without the action of active pursuit, watching her fall in love, watching her get married, Zhuo Ziyuan did not feel sad, and he didn't even use alcohol to kill his sorrows, if it was love, it would not be so bland. And in this life, I won't decide to give up so easily.

When I was working, I had a relationship, but it was not love, and I didn't feel like love at first sight, but after a long time of contact, I felt that the other party was good, and I could talk about my feelings, and then it ended very easily.

Then it's to marry my wife, and it's not love with my wife, first I got in touch, and then I felt that it was okay, and then I got married, which was very logical, and there was not much passion. Speaking of which, the emotional experience of his previous life is really simple, he has never been in love seriously, and the time in college is wasted playing games, and everyone else is where college is the end of X, and as a result, Zhuo Ziyuan has never held the girl's hand, which is really sad.

Zhuo Ziyuan suddenly discovered the first life goal in this life, love, not love over time, not that others are good to you, you should be good to others, not that others love you and sacrifice for you, you should love her, no, but you love her, are willing to be good to her, and are willing to sacrifice for her, which makes love. This is the love that Zhuo Ziyuan is looking forward to in the past life and this life, the regrets of the previous life, make up for it in this life, find a love that belongs to you, no matter whether the other party is beautiful or ugly, whether the process is bitter or sweet, whether the ending is happy or sad, go to love, go and find it.

In this life, Zhuo Ziyuan completed his first sublimation, clarified his concept of love, and loved only one person for the rest of his life. He wants to find the only her, although he doesn't know how to find it, Zhuo Ziyuan firmly believes that he can definitely find a woman who can be cared for with his life.

Thinking of love, Zhuo Ziyuan thought of Li Xinyuan, he didn't know what kind of feelings he had for Li Xinyuan, the first time he saw Li Xinyuan, Zhuo Ziyuan thought of his daughter, he treated Li Xinyuan as a child, just like watching his daughter who grew up in a few years, but after getting along for a long time, Zhuo Ziyuan himself couldn't say clearly, maybe Zhuo Ziyuan also had other thoughts in his heart. Brother and sister love? But after all, there is no blood relationship. But if you want to say that it is love, it is definitely not the love between men and women, because Li Xinyuan is very beautiful, for Zhuo Ziyuan, who is a 35-year-old soul, if it is love, in the face of such a beautiful girl, he will not have no desire, but Zhuo Ziyuan is very calm when he gets along with Li Xinyuan, and he does not think about men and women.

Zhuo Ziyuan thought that now that he has made clear the love he wants, then Li Xinyuan will not be that person, the problem is that now Li Guoqing and his wife are a little bit of a son-in-law to themselves, and Li Xinyuan's attitude towards himself is obviously a little problematic, especially when the school began to spread the gossip of the two of them, which even Zhuo Ziyuan himself felt bad, but Li Xinyuan's reaction was very flat, and he did not refute it, but accepted it a little happily. Zhuo Ziyuan can still see this, so now he has to find a way to dispel the idea of their family, and he can't delay their family. Zhuo Ziyuan couldn't think of any way, so he made it clear to their family directly, and if he didn't say it clearly, it would be very hurtful. After thinking about it, the only feasible thing is to keep a distance and distance yourself from each other, after this summer vacation, I will go to high school, and there will be less time to meet, if Li Xinyuan can't be admitted to the same school, then there will be even fewer meetings, even if I am admitted to a school, it is also a living school, classes, self-study, and going back to the dormitory, then there will be a lot less meeting, and when I go to college, let alone say it, maybe the world is from north to south, just let time dilute everything.

So, Zhuo Ziyuan decided to go to Li Xinyuan's house as little as possible in the future, so that he would disappear from her life and let her forget herself. As for learning the guqin, Zhuo Ziyuan decided to put it first, isn't it just a laughing and proud Jianghu song, and he will talk about it when he has the opportunity in the future, and he also decided to learn a guitar again, no one in Li Xinyuan's house plays this thing, so there is no need to go to Li Xinyuan's house.

Since one of his interests decided to pause, Zhuo Ziyuan thought about finding something else to do, so that he could be as busy and full as possible, so on Saturday, when Zhuo Zitao came to him again, Zhuo Ziyuan decided to go out with Zhuo Zitao.

"Ziyuan, how about it, let's go out and have fun today, I'll take you to ice skating. ”

"Okay, besides ice skating, are there any sports clubs in our city, I'd like to find something else to do. "Zhuo Ziyuan wants to play something new.

"Yes, the biggest one is the Dragon City International Club, which has everything, but many projects require membership cards. Zhuo Zitao is very familiar with these, and in the year he has stepped into society, he has been familiar with Longcheng.

"Then let's not go skating today, let's go to the club and see how it goes. Zhuo Ziyuan was a little eager to try.

"Okay, let's go, let's eat out for lunch. Zhuo Zitao was very happy that Zhuo Ziyuan agreed to let him go out to play, he always felt that this younger brother, who never called his brother, stayed at home all day long, would become a nerd, and would become a girl, so he has been encouraging Zhuo Ziyuan to go out to play, but there are relatively few successes, especially in the past two years, finally Zhuo Ziyuan agreed, he decided to have a good time, maybe there is something that interests this younger brother.

"Okay, I'll go say hello to my parents. After Zhuo Ziyuan said hello to his parents, he left with Zhuo Zitao.

Dragon City International Club, located in the middle of the city center and Zhuo Ziyuan's house, Zhuo Ziyuan came out on his mother's little donkey, and it took twenty minutes to arrive.

Looking at the square and huge two-story building in front of him, but the actual height is as high as Zhuo Ziyuan's three-story building, the decoration is already luxurious in this era. Zhuo Ziyuan felt a little familiar, as if he had been here in his previous life, and when Zhuo Zitao took him to the bowling area, he finally remembered why he had an impression, here they came to play bowling, at that time it should have been a high school graduate, cousin Jin Ju was a receptionist here, there was a free experience coupon or something, and then he took the two of them to play twice, but he could only play bowling. There are some other things, Zhuo Ziyuan can't remember clearly, you can come and take a good look today.