(16) Who knows whose fault it is
For a whole time, Su Mu and Leduo seemed to be walking non-stop, and after visiting the two attractions, they were so tired that they were almost paralyzed in the car going back. When they were in the car, the two of them coincidentally said that they must exercise well after going back, even if they don't go to the gym, they must go shopping more and cultivate their physical strength, otherwise, they will not go out to travel in the future, but come out to be punished.
Because the bus was relatively stable, and there was no frequent stop-and-go, the two of them took the opportunity to take a break, ease their strength, and wait for the evening to get off work before going to eat. Originally, the two of them slept well, but they didn't expect Ling Feng to suddenly come to talk at this time.
Counting the two of them, they haven't actually had much contact, one is because Le Duo and Su Mu have mentioned this question before, and clearly told her that the two of them are on a trip, and she also came with her, so I hope Su Mu can pay more attention to her and this trip, and second, because the problem between her and Ling Feng has not been really resolved, the two of them seem to have been in a state of cold war, and they both feel that such a connection is a little embarrassing, so they simply have less contact.
So at this time, Ling Feng suddenly called Ling, which made Su Mu a little strange, and even her reaction at the first time turned out to be whether there was something wrong with Ling Feng there and needed Su Mu's help to solve it.
As for the idea that he would come up with such a thought, Su Mu felt a little ridiculous when he reacted later. She really wanted to ask herself, why she didn't think about it at the time, what was that Ling Feng called her because he missed her. Maybe some of the problems were already buried at that time, but none of them noticed it.
Because of this phone call, Su Mu's sleepiness dissipated in an instant, she looked at Leduo who was still sleeping next to her, hesitated, and gritted her teeth,
Pick up the antelope words.
"Why did it take you so long to answer the phone, what are you doing today?"
Maybe it was because he had waited too long for the phone to be picked up, so as soon as the phone was picked up, Ling Feng's tone and attitude were a little bad. Su Mu didn't like him to speak in this tone, and coupled with the current environment, her attitude to answer was not so friendly.
"I went to see Huaqingchi and the Terracotta Warriors and Horses today, and now I'm on the way back, I'm very tired, and I'll call you when I go back. ”
"Why don't you message me? Are you so busy?"
"No, I already told you when I went out this morning that I was going there, and ah, I gave it to you before, I was with Leduo, of course I have to pay attention to Leduo's emotions first, I've been with you as much as possible, and then you don't ignore me?"
Su Mu didn't know why Ling Feng lost his temper because of this kind of thing, obviously these were things that had already been talked about a long time ago, Ling Feng also agreed to talk about it at that time, and now he used this matter to quarrel, isn't it unreasonable? Besides, if he really wanted to contact him, he would just send a message directly, why would he accuse her? Also, the most important thing is that the relationship between the two of them is very awkward and delicate, why can Ling Feng always act as if nothing happened? Even if she had a quarrel, she had to have an answer, she really cared about this answer, and she had talked to Ling Feng a few times openly and secretly, but Ling Feng didn't seem to understand, and refused to do it every time.
On this point, Su Mu has never been able to figure it out.
If something goes wrong, of course, you have to think of a way to solve the problem, and if you don't talk about it, it's equivalent to burying a lot of hidden dangers in this relationship. Su Mu never wanted this kind of thing to happen to the two of them, so every time there was a problem, she was very active and worked hard to solve it. However, against Ling Feng, every time no matter what happened, no matter whose problem it was, he was very irritable, and he was never willing to face the problem, and when Su Mu and he had a clear point of view, he was very resistant, and he had no attitude to solve the problem at all.
Su Mu thought at first that maybe he was the embodiment of the rebellious period, and thought that maybe he would be able to get better after this period of time, but after experiencing some things a few times, she found that this was a part of Ling Feng's personality itself, and it had nothing to do with whether he was rebellious in adolescence at all.
This made Su Mu feel very difficult to accept.
Although two people get along, running-in is a necessary stage, but there are some things that are really difficult to run-in. Su Mu had already discovered too many things that could not be reconciled between her and Ling Feng, plus neither of the two was willing to compromise for this relationship, so the ending of the two of them was really obvious.
Maybe this is not good for mature thinking, that is, there are many problems that a child of Ling Feng's age will not consider, and she has to consider and accept the problems that she does not want to believe. It's just that the situation is slightly better, because Su Mu is still willing to learn from Ling Fengzhen, otherwise, the two of them really can't survive until now.
And as for the future, who knows what it will be like in the future.
Originally, Su Mu's emotions were still a little excited, but when she thought of this, she gradually calmed down, and wanted to discuss the problem with Ling Feng calmly, explain it to him, and by the way, emphasize the previous problems with him. However, Ling Feng was obviously not as calm as her, and when Su Mu finished, she still lingered on this topic, as if she wanted Su Mu to bow her head and admit her mistake.
If Su Mu was patient, or if she was still the same as before, she might have bowed her head and admitted her mistake because she felt that the quarrel was troublesome, at that time Su Mu was really reluctant to care about who was right and who was wrong, she just wanted to solve the problem of quarreling as soon as possible, as long as she didn't quarrel, the reason could be explained later. But unfortunately, all the previous experiences had told Su Mu that not only would she not have any benefit if she continued to compromise, but it might even cause Ling Feng to have a fixed mind, thinking that no matter what happened, as long as he kept persevering, Su Mu would definitely give in, and then he would be able to achieve his goal.
Later, when Su Mu and others described Ling Feng's thoughts, there was almost no one who was not too naïve about Ling Feng. In the eyes of all of them, this was a manifestation of Ling Feng's lack of ability to distinguish between right and wrong. So Su Mu had to admit this, and then began to do everything he could to change the status quo, and at the same time change Ling Feng's thoughts.
Having said that, in fact, Su Mu did this more than just for herself. The two of them were in vain, there was no guarantee at all, and they didn't know how long they would last, so there was no need for Su Mu to spend all his time on transforming Ling Feng. And this is also the reason why she has been compromising all along, because maybe after Ling Feng changes a girlfriend, he will have different needs and ideas from Su Mu, and Ling Feng will be forced to change it, which will never be changed, it is better to give him the problem and let him think about it for himself, whether to change it or not.
If this method is placed on two adult Rao, there will not be much of a problem, but the key is that Ling Feng is not mature now, so Su Mu's idea has not been realized in any way, but has caused the problem to become more and more serious. For example, now, it was obvious that as long as Ling Feng was willing to coax Su Mu more, he could solve the problem, but he wanted to pretend that nothing had happened, creating an illusion that Su Mu didn't pay attention to it, so he gave Su Mu so many opportunities to doubt the relationship between them, and to suspect many, many things.
Isn't Su Mu wrong? Of course not. A character like Su Mu, to a certain extent, has a fatal problem. She has excessive and hypocritical pride and self-esteem, so that she will not be like other girls, directly explain her opinions and attitudes, always like to hide them, and even hope that the other party can guess her thoughts, before she forces herself to pull down her face, make it first, and then maintain her pride and dignity.
In fact, it is difficult for many men to do this, and she knows that she does not have the strength to match a better man, so she is always compromising.
Someone can recognize themselves as a kind of ability, and in Su Mu's opinion, the greater ability is to be able to accept such a reality while recognizing themselves. Because Su Mu knew that she was a few pounds and a few taels, and she would not fly on the branches to become a phoenix at all, but it was difficult for her to accept such a reality, and she always thought that a miracle would happen.
For a long time, Su Mu felt that in terms of love, Ling Feng was that miracle.
Although Su Mu has never longed for marriage, and has never dreamed of wearing a wedding dress like other girls, her desire for love has never diminished. Although she has encountered a lot of twists and turns along the way, and has endured a lot of pain, and at the same time knows what kind of problems she has when she is in love, she still longs for a complete and perfect love. When Ling Feng first appeared, it really gave her this feeling, but the more the two of them got along, the more Su Mu found that the feeling at the beginning seemed to be an illusion.
But maybe it's her competitive heart that starts to trouble again, despite the problems, she still doesn't want to admit that this is a wrong relationship, she wants to modify it in every possible way, and she tries hard to maintain it, hoping to create a miracle and prove to everyone that her choice is right, but after a long time, she ignores it, in fact, there is a big problem with her idea from the beginning.
It was she who turned this love into a kind of exploitation.
Love is two things, it is something that pleases both parties, but the direction of Su Mu's efforts is to let others affirm their love, and even hope to make them feel that it is a miracle that the two of them can be together, and it is an impossible existence that is made possible by them. In her place, love had lost its original meaning, but she didn't realize it, and even still felt that what she was wrong about was just conniving at all of Ling Feng's bad habits.
Therefore, love becomes beautiful as a result of the joint efforts of two people. And when love becomes bad, it is not necessarily just a mistake, but some people are not aware of their mistakes, or they are unwilling to admit their mistakes.
Ling Feng and Su Mu belong to the latter.
The two of them are like this, and the tone and tone are unconsciously raised, which will inevitably make noise to Leduo who is sleeping. Le Duo didn't like Ling Feng in the first place, and felt that Ling Feng had no way to take care of Su Mu at all, and always let Su Mu be wronged, and now, under such conditions, she was noisy until she slept, and her complaints about Ling Feng were even deeper. It's just that she waited until Su Mu and Ling Feng quarreled until they broke up before she opened her eyes, and then she picked up her mobile phone, opened Su Mu's QQ space, flipped up the message that Ling Feng had given Su Mu, and then began to post a reply below, and began to scold Ling Feng frantically.
This is almost the most childish thing Le Duo has done since she had a child, she also felt that she was really naïve to the extreme, even more naïve than Ling Feng, but under the circumstances at that time, she couldn't fight, she couldn't do it, if she didn't do it, she really couldn't find any way to vent the anger in her heart.
She really didn't like Ling Feng at all, not only because he snatched Su Mu from her side, but more importantly, she knew that Ling Feng couldn't give Su Mu happiness at all, he would only drain all of Su Mu's energy and feelings, and then push her back into the abyss. Su Mu is a very important person to her, she really doesn't want Su Mu to be hurt so much because of such a child, she always feels that Su Mu is suitable and better, so she doesn't want Su Mu to continue to waste time on this child. If it weren't for that, she wouldn't have been so impulsive to do something like this that could ruin the relationship between the two of them.
It's just that she was too rushed at the time, and she didn't think about Su Mu's feelings, so she didn't expect that at the moment she posted it, Su Mu could delete her comment, so it was a pity that she sent so many comments cursing Ling Feng in a frustration, Ling Feng didn't see any of them, all of them were deleted by Su Mu, and while deleting them, Su Mu also showed a very angry look, accusing her of why she did this.
Why do you want to do this? Of course, I hope that Ling Feng can be more interesting and walk away from her quickly, so it is not her who is the bad thing, it should be Su Mu who deleted the comment!