(17) The first quarrel
Su Mu always felt that it was a very naïve thing to quarrel with her girlfriend because of a man, but what she never dreamed of was that she would have a conflict with Le Duo because of Ling Feng, a child.
This is the first time that the two of them have had a conflict since they met, and before that, the two of them stopped quarreling, and there was no disagreement. Su Mu never thought that Leduo would have such an impulsive and naïve time, because Leduo would not do these things when she was in school.
It's insane.
Su Mu was so angry that she didn't know what to order, not only that, she even felt that her current situation was very embarrassing, and she didn't know whether she should be angry or what she should do.
Because Su Mu knew too well that Le Duo was also upset for her, completely because he cared about her and didn't want her to be hurt. But to solve things is to pay attention to the method, not just vent your anger casually, you can get better, like Leduo doing this, it can only make things worse and worse, and it is impossible to solve the problem at all.
Su Mu sat in the car, looking at Le Duo with red eyes, and didn't say a word. Le Duo also looked at her very angrily, and finally couldn't hold it anymore, so he opened his mouth to argue with Su Mu.
However, the two of them seemed to be talking to themselves, Su Mu accused Le Duo of not finding the right way to solve the problem, but made things more difficult to solve, and Le Duo accused Su Mu of why he connived at a child so much and implicated himself like this. And halfway through, the two of them only cared about themselves, and it wasn't until they finished the last thought that they realized that they didn't know what the other party was doing, and they didn't even know what to quarrel about.
It was undoubtedly a very awkward quarrel, and when the two of them realized it, they tacitly chose to twist their heads to the side and never looked at each other again.
In this way, the two of them insisted until the bus they were taking arrived at the station, and after getting off the bus, Le Duo had no choice but to open his mouth first when he didn't know what to do at all:
"Where are you going in a moment?"
In fact, if Le Duo didn't open his mouth at this time, Su Mu was also ready to break the deadlock first, but she didn't think about what she wanted, so she gave Le Duo such a chance.
To be honest, in fact, after Su Mu finished those words, she already regretted it. Although she thinks that Le Duo has a big problem in handling this matter, in the final analysis, Le Duo is also thinking about Su Mu, no matter what, Su Mu has to lead her love. And it's not just Le Duo who is impulsive, Su Mu also has impulsiveness, if he wants to be at fault, it is impossible to put all the fault on Le Duo and Rao. So when Le Duo opened his mouth first, Su Mu took the mobile phone and gritted his teeth, and then pretended that he seemed to have just passed a message with Weiyang, and tried to answer Le Duo in a very calm tone:
"I made an appointment with Weiyang to go to dinner, she hasn't gotten off work yet, so the two of us have to find a place to hang out first, and then wait for her to come to us after work. ”
"Okay, then where you want to go, just go ahead. ”
Leduo's tone was obviously unconvinced, but he did not refute Su Mu's point of view. Su Mu had never seen Le Duo angry, and he didn't know what she meant, but no matter what it meant, as long as she didn't contradict it, Su Mu would take this as a sign of reconciliation.
Thinking of this, Su Mu was a little happier in her heart, so she smiled secretly, and then found a nearby Starbucks and ordered a cup of coffee for Le Duo, which she often drinks.
After the coffee was ready, Su Mu took two cups of coffee and sat in front of Leduo.
"Now, your favorite matcha frappuccino. ”
"Don't think this will change my opinion, I just don't agree with the two of you being together, I don't agree with anything. ”
When Leduo said this, there was a kind of arrogance in his tone, and a little anger. However, after listening to it, Su Mu didn't have much emotional fluctuations, just nodded his head very usually, and then said to Le Duo:
"Well, I know, I know you don't agree. ”
"You know, then you don't break up with him? You all know that you're still so consumed? It's not just me, these friends around you are really annoyed because the two of you are together, none of them agree with the two of you together, none of them agree, none of them Sakura"
When Le Duo heard this, his tone gradually raised a little more, as if he wanted to continue to quarrel with Su Mu, and Su Mu's head also lowered a little, and replied in a very light and empty tone:
"I know, I know all of this. So I also want to ask you, why is it that none of you is willing to stand on my side, from my position and perspective, to think for me?"
After Su Mu finished this sentence, Le Duosheng was stunned, the Frappuccino in her hand was almost not thrown away by her, and then she blinked her eyes, smacked her lips, and took a long time to think about it before she said to Su Mu seriously:
"Because we are all from the past, we know that there is no happiness for the two of you together, no matter how good he is to you now, sooner or later he will hurt you, we just don't want you to be hurt. We can't control what happens to him, but you, we have to take care of it. ”
"I know that you are all good to me, I know all of this, but why don't you understand it like Ling Feng, the way to be good to a person should be according to the way that person likes, if the other party doesn't like it, this kind of good will become a burden to the other party." I know you're good to me, but that's what I don't want from you. Isn't it true that the closer people are, the better they should know about me? Why do you never think about what I like, what I want, and just want me to give up?"
"Because everyone has a young age, and we also came from this time, we know that you will not end well with him, so we don't want you to take away the detour, we hope that you can be happy from the beginning, why don't you understand us?"
Seeing that Su Mu looked obsessed, the anger that Le Duo had finally extinguished came up again. She can't wait to knock Su Mu's head open now and study it carefully, what is in her head, how is it different from their ideas. And Su Mu continued, the end of that stubbornness also came up, and then she continued with what she had just said:
"Yes, you had a young age, so when you were young, didn't your family take care of it? When your parents were young, didn't their parents take care of it? Everyone came over like this, so can you let me live? Didn't everyone believe that miracles existed at the beginning? Didn't it happen to you, did miracles not exist? What if it happened to me? Haven't you thought about it?"
"Su Mu, do you know how ridiculous these things of yours are? You tell me, do you need this miracle? What if we agree with you? Do you really think you two can last a long time? But if you two are a little worse, you can be four or five years old, we can't object to this, but you are nine years old, not a man is nine years old, but a woman is nine years old, how do you think the two of you can be better? There is love between you two and you, where do you tell you? Where is it? Does he understand you? Take care of you? He doesn't even give you what you want, how do you make us believe that he can be good to you, what do you believe that he can be good to you?"
"Who wouldn't talk about it, did he do what he loved you? You tell me, what did he do? If he did, you wouldn't be like this now, and the two of us wouldn't quarrel. I beg you, be sober, you two are really not suitable, don't dream. ”
If he hadn't controlled himself, at this moment, Le Duo was afraid that he would slap Su Mu in the face. Although she knew that love would make people lose their minds and might make sober people become fools, she never thought that Su Mu would make such a mistake.
If she had been smooth all the way, it would have been okay, but she had experienced so many injuries and been deceived so badly, how could she still make such a big deal in this matter and refuse to come to her senses? Don't what will happen to Ling Feng in the future, this is all a matter of no spectrum at all, whether he can deal with Ling Feng until he becomes mature is a question, what do you expect him to do in the future? Even if he becomes considerate and distressed in the future, so what, does she Su Mu have such a good life to wait until that time? I'm afraid that before that time, she was tortured by him to the point that life is better than death.
Really, all fools understand this truth, how can Su Mu not understand it?
Thinking of this, Le Duo was almost crazy with Su Mu's anger. But Su Mu seemed to be lowered all of a sudden, lowered his head, and didn't say anything.
As soon as Su Mu did this, Le Duo didn't know what to do, she sat there scratching her heart and waited for Su Mu to make a statement, even if she didn't say anything, she could say a word, but Su Mu didn't say a word, she didn't even move, as if she suddenly became a sculpture.
The two of them sat like this, and waited until the coffee was cold and chatting, Su Mu didn't change anything, still didn't move or speak, halfway through Le Duo couldn't help it, and said a few words to Su Mu, but Su Mu didn't react, so she completely gave up the struggle and sat like this with Su Mu.
The two of them sat like this until Weiyang called, and even on the way to see Weiyang, they didn't say a word.
Because the Yongxingfang they were going to was far away from Su Mu and the others, by the time the two of them were talking, Weiyang had been waiting there for a while. Seeing that the atmosphere of the two people who came over was a little wrong, she immediately played the role of peacemaker.
In fact, as long as there are no problems of principle, it is very easy to be Su Mu's peacemaker, because Su Mu is soft-hearted and forgetful, and even sometimes quarrels, she herself will forget what she quarreled about just now, plus generally she will not take the initiative to provoke any incidents, and quarrels are basically provoked by the wrong party, so at this time, as long as the other party is willing to lay a step, then Su Mu will definitely not hold a shelf. This is also the reason why Su Mu is always very good-tempered, and sometimes these friends of Su Mu will even get together to imagine what kind of things Su Mu will be able to quarrel with others until he blushes and has a thick neck.
Because this kind of thing has never happened, counting it, to be able to see such a scene can be regarded as witnessing a miracle. So in fact, when Weiyang came over, she was even a little curious, wanting to see if Su Mu would quarrel with Le Duo if things got worse and worse.
Of course, this kind of thinking is really a bit immoral, so Weiyang didn't try, but grabbed the two people left and right, and then tried to ease the atmosphere of the two Rao.
After talking about a few words, Weiyang knew that the problem was mainly Su Mu, and what could make Su Mu like this, except for Ling Feng's problem, basically couldn't think of anything else, so she looked at Le Duo and pouted, and then suppressed all her reluctance and began to persuade Su Mu.
Although she and Le Duo have the same thoughts, perhaps because she is a little older, she understands Su Mu's emotions better, so that although it is the same content, when the words come out of her mouth, it does not make Su Mu feel so unacceptable. Su Mu also knew that they were all for her good, but perhaps it was because of this that she wanted to prove to everyone that her choice was not wrong.
This was actually a very childish decision, and later Su Mu herself felt the same, but in that environment at that time, Su Mu really didn't react to this at all, she just wanted to be with Ling Feng, even if she was still angry with Ling Feng just now, and thought about giving up on him ten thousand times, she still had such thoughts.
No one could figure out the reason for this, and even Su Mu himself didn't know what it was for.
There was Weiyang stirring in the middle, plus Le Duo also dissipated his anger, returned to his previous state, and began to coax Su Mu, Su Mu did not continue to keep a straight face, and returned to his previous appearance.
So this turmoil disappeared indistinctly under such circumstances, but Su Mu and Le Duo both knew very well in their hearts that if Ling Feng's matter was not resolved, there would always be an irreconcilable contradiction between the two of them.