"I told you, I didn't let you go, you just can't go. ”

After Ling Feng finished saying this, he forcefully pressed Su Mu under him. Su Mu naturally knew what would happen next, she didn't resist, and even for a moment she felt that maybe when he had vented enough, she could leave.

She didn't have the slightest idea of wanting to be with him anymore, the two of them had come to this point, not that she had changed, nor that Ling Feng had changed, but that those realities that had been covered by hypocrisy had gradually recovered their essence in their interactions. She couldn't deny that Ling Feng loved her, because his attitude towards her was similar to his attitude towards his parents many times, to some extent, this was a manifestation of him treating her as the closest person, although she didn't like this way, but she couldn't veto his contribution because of this.

It's just that the two of them aren't suitable enough.

She had tried to try to accept his way of expressing love, but the more tolerant and understanding she was, the more hurt he would do her. She has a lot of problems herself, and although her ability to bear it has made people feel very powerful, it is still limited in the end. The adult world was much more complicated than Ling Feng imagined, he thought that the ones he and his family faced together were already adult worlds, which were not as tiring as Su Mu said, but in fact, if he didn't really live in such a world, he would never understand. So he didn't understand why Su Mu was so naïve in front of him, and he didn't understand why Su Mu always looked extremely embarrassed and couldn't do anything.

Of course, he wouldn't know that Su Mu in front of him was different from everyone else who knew Su Mu.

Su Mu once thought that he would understand, even if he didn't now, there would always be a day when he would understand, but then she suddenly found out that he had stayed with his parents for so long and had not changed, how could he make any changes because of her?

She can't deny that he likes her, but the extent of his liking and the things he likes are things that she can't guarantee, since she can't see the future and hope, then why care about these things.

She didn't want to guess anymore.

In fact, not to mention that Su Mu didn't know what Ling Feng was thinking, even Ling Feng himself sometimes didn't know what he was thinking. Even whenever Su Mu asked him if he loved her, he wanted to ask himself if he really didn't love Su Mu anymore.

The multiple-choice questions are too difficult to do, he doesn't know what the answer is, every time he enters Su Mu's body, he feels that he loves her, wants to be good to her, and even wants to give her everything he can give, but after getting out of such an environment, he really feels very tired and annoyed with Su Mu, everything she does doesn't seem to make him feel satisfied, he can't feel that she loves him at all, and even he feels that for her, he is like a burden, and he can't find any meaning of existence at all。

No, it shouldn't be like this, how can it be like this?

When they were together at the beginning, how much he wanted to protect her, he wanted her to feel happy, he wanted to make her feel happy, he wanted to save her from all the sadness and sorrow, how did it become like this now?

What was he not doing well enough, and what was wrong with him, why couldn't she tolerate him more?

Thinking of this, Ling Feng's movements under him became more and more fierce, but Su Mu didn't make any sound, she just closed her eyes vigorously, as if what she was doing was her shame.

Ling Feng couldn't stand Su Mu's posture at all, he grabbed Su Mu's chin fiercely, forced her to open her eyes to look at him, and yelled at her over and over again to make her scream, but Su Mu still didn't do anything, not even a tear.

She is a crying person, who has suffered a little bit of grievance, but at this time, she doesn't even shed half a tear.

Why?

Looking at Su Mu like this, Ling Feng felt a trace of frustration in his heart for a moment. He stopped his movements, covered Su Mu's body, pressed her, and after a long time, said softly "I'm sorry".

Su Mu knew that when Ling Feng said this, he didn't know why he was saying sorry, and he didn't know what he did wrong, which made her feel this way, he always thought that as long as he said "I'm sorry", he would be able to get Su Mu's forgiveness, just like before, even if he quarreled so much and hurt her that she just wanted to run away, he said sorry and she could come back.

At that moment, Su Mu suddenly felt that she was very cheap, those inferiority complexes invaded her limbs little by little, and she cried uncontrollably, but she didn't just vent her so-called grievances as Ling Feng thought.

Later, for a long time, Su Mu's tears were not actually because she was angry, nor because of grievances, but because she knew that her relationship was finally coming to an end, and every time she cried, she was one point closer to the end of this marathon, but Ling Feng didn't know it at all.

Maybe it's not that he doesn't know, but for him, if Su Mu says the breakup, he will go without burden, and he won't always live in self-blame and regret, even if he understands these truths in the future, he doesn't have to bear it, because of his ignorance will let the two of them break up.

He was afraid, he was afraid that he would regret it one day, regretting that he had done these cruel things to Su Mu when he loved her the most.

Even if he feels that he is right now, he is still worried that when he really reaches Su Mu's age, he will find that what Su Mu said is the real truth.

He was afraid that he would not be able to afford such consequences.

Ling Feng knew that Su Mu was crying, he wanted to wipe away Su Mu's tears, but he didn't dare to move, after calming down like this, he was very afraid that as soon as he let go, Su Mu would leave immediately, if this was really the case, then he didn't know how to ask Su Mu to stay.

The two of them persevered like this for a long time, Su Mu had been crying silently, and there was no sound at all, and Ling Feng still didn't make any moves, until his phone rang at an inopportune time.

He didn't have to think about it, he knew that it was his mother's call, he didn't want to answer it, but he didn't expect Su Mu to signal him to pick up the phone. Although Ling Feng didn't want to move at this time, he didn't want to go against Su Mu's wishes, so after hesitating for a long time, he turned over and picked up the phone at the last moment.

Su Mu took advantage of Ling Feng's phone call to tidy herself up, and when Ling Feng hung up the phone, she had just finished it. Ling Feng looked at her and tried to speak to her several times, but in the end, she was still the first.

"Pack up and get ready to go, you may have to go to the Chinese Cultural Palace today." ”

Ling Feng originally thought that Su Mu would take the opportunity to accuse and educate him, this was her usual style of acting, but what he didn't expect was that Su Mu would say this to him so calmly. He wanted to explain something, and wanted to comfort something, but in the end, he still didn't say a word, just got up silently and went to the bathroom to wash himself.

Su Mu took the opportunity to tell Leduo about the things he hadn't done last night, and then sent a message to Leduo, telling her that everything was settled, he apologized, and she didn't go back.

When Le Duo saw this information, he knew very well that Su Mu didn't actually forgive Ling Feng in his heart. She really wanted Su Mu to stop putting up with it and come back quickly, but she also knew that there was no point in telling her this now. Because she knew that Su Mu understood all these truths, and she also knew that Su Mu was not the kind of person who was decisive and ruthless. If she was, she wouldn't have to bear the previous injuries, and she wouldn't either, agree to his request, be with him, and keep giving him a chance.

She had especially hoped that Su Mu would be able to leave Ling Feng as far away as possible, so the two of them always kept quarreling. But she looked at the injuries that Su Mu had suffered all the way, and heard the words she had said over and over again, she hoped that Ling Feng could grow up quickly, protect Su Mu well, and make up for the injuries he had done to Su Mu.

It's not that she doesn't want to be with the two of them like everyone else, in fact, she is against it more than anyone. But when she thought that Su Mu was going to stand on the opposite side of everyone because he was alone, and no one could understand her and comfort her, she couldn't do these things.

Ling Feng is indeed not worth it, but Su Mu is worth it, she hopes that Su Mu can be happy, and she also hopes that she can be Su Mu's dependence. If this experience itself was a catastrophe that Su Mu couldn't escape, she couldn't let Su Mu bear these things alone.

Although she had no way to make Ling Feng treat Su Mu better and be worthy of Su Mu's feelings, if she could make Su Mu not feel so lonely, and if she could give Su Mu a support when she needed it, it would be worth it.

So Leduo didn't say much, just told her to protect herself more, and if she wanted to come back, she could pick her up at the airport.

When Su Mu saw this message, he almost couldn't hold back his tears.

You must know that at the beginning, Le Duo was the most opposed to the two of them, and in order to be able to break up the two of them, Le Duo even threatened her with breaking off her relationship. But in the end, Leduo chose to compromise, over and over again, comforting her when she cried, and comforting and encouraging her when she needed it. She didn't know what kind of virtue she could make to make a friend like Leduo, and for this alone, she felt that no one could treat her as well as Leduo except for her family.

Including Ling Feng.

When Ling Feng came out of the bathroom, Su Mu had already packed up all his things, but he didn't look at the map. Ling Feng thought that it was okay, so he sped up his speed and pulled Su Mu to check the map while walking out.

Because it was a little far away from the subway station, the two of them rode a bicycle first and then changed to the subway every time, this time Ling Feng looked at the long skirt Su Mu was wearing, and originally wanted to ask her if it was inconvenient to ride, but she didn't speak, but found the car herself.

Ling Feng knew that this was a sign that the matter had not been completely resolved, Su Mu's state of not wanting to talk to him should continue for a while, as long as he didn't make any mistakes in the future, so he didn't say anything, just quietly followed Su Mu and rode the car, always worried about the danger of her long dress.

Fearfully riding to the subway entrance, the two of them finally got off the car safely. After that, Ling Feng didn't care whether Su Mu was willing or not, took Su Mu's hand and walked towards the subway entrance.

Fortunately, Ling Feng was there, so Su Mu took a lot of detours on the road and walked directly to the Cultural Palace.

Su Mu didn't have much intention of coming here at first, but because she heard that there was a map of the Qingming River, she always wanted to come and see it. Ling Feng was also most interested in this, so when Su Mu proposed this, the two of them hit it off.

When two people stand in front of the dynamic Qingming Shanghe map, to say that there is no shock, it is absolutely fake. If it weren't for being a little tired and not being able to sit still, Su Mu felt that he couldn't have seen enough of sitting here all morning.

Truth be told, there are many artifacts similar to this kind, and for some people, it is rare to understand its value and beauty. For example, paintings such as "A Thousand Miles of Rivers and Mountains", as well as many calligraphy works, intuitively speaking, it is difficult for many people to understand its cultural and historical value. There is no specific explanation and environment, and for many people, it is no different from waste paper.

This is also one of the reasons why Su Mu is particularly angry every time he hears someone say that writing is going to be eliminated. Nowadays, many people feel that writing is very troublesome, and after having a computer and a mobile phone, it doesn't matter if you practice words or not, because anything can be solved by pinyin typing.

Su Mu admits that the development of science and technology has indeed solved a lot of troubles and improved the quality of human life, but this does not mean that culture can be banned by science and technology. Perhaps in the future, the need for handwriting will become less and less, but this will not make this culture lose its relevance.

Su Mu once asked her mother if it was still necessary to write well at this time. She always thought that this was a completely meaningless thing for her mother, who always said that she was wasting time practicing calligraphy, but she didn't expect her to say to her, of course it was necessary.

That's what our ancestors left behind, there is no history without words, you can not write, but you must not write. No matter how beautiful your writing is, you can't deny that it is one of the fundamentals of culture and must be passed on.