(30-2)

After returning to the hotel that night, Su Mu had been crying, and it was the first time that he called Leduo in front of Ling Feng, saying that he wanted to go home.

She didn't say much on the phone, and even now, she tried her best to restrain herself from telling her friends about these things between them. Even if her friends could guess what Ling Feng would do to her at his age, she tried to maintain his face as if they couldn't guess it.

can be regarded as maintaining her own face.

Su Mu has always felt that no matter what, the unbearable things of the two of them should not be made public, which can be regarded as giving each other a face. Including when writing the memoirs of the two people, she thought she would write a sweet love story for future memories, but unexpectedly, it became a bitter love letter that she described her tragic experience. Every time she saw these things herself, she couldn't imagine that the man who had always prided himself on being fond of her could do these things, and at the same time, she wanted to ask Ling Feng how much he loved her to do these things to her.

But he never admitted it, and he didn't even have the courage to change his ways. He will only say that he doesn't want to break up, he will only say that he doesn't know, he will only say that he doesn't know if he can do a good job, but he hasn't said a word that he can change, he will change, he loves her, and he is willing to do anything for him.

That night, Su Mu felt surprisingly tired, and all the grievances and unwillingness came to her heart, as if all her persistence had been defeated in an instant. She fell into a deep sleep, tears hanging on her face for an unknown amount of time, and when she woke up the next day, she seemed surprisingly calm.

She packed her things, checked the ticket information, and when she was done with everything, Ling Feng woke up faintly.

"Wife, are you still angry?"

Ling Feng didn't understand the situation, thinking that Su Mu was just preparing to go out to play, so he asked.

At this time, he knew that as long as he showed weakness a little, Su Mu would start crying, and then say how wronged he was, and just accuse him twice.

This kind of thing had been repeated countless times, and he didn't even know what Su Mu would say, so he didn't care at all. But this time, Su Mu didn't seem to hear his words, and he kept cleaning up.

Seeing Su Mu ignoring him, Ling Feng was also a little angry. He tugged at his hair, cursed in a low voice, then got up a little irritably, and shouted aloud:

"What the hell are you going to do? Have you had enough trouble, are you still angry all night because of this little thing? What is there to be angry about, what are you doing all day long, is it a neurotic problem that gives you habit?"

In the past, when Su Mu heard this, she would definitely fight back angrily and quarrel with him, but this time, she didn't say a word, and even the actions of her subordinates didn't stop because of Ling Feng's words.

But such an abnormality did not attract Ling Feng's attention, he was immersed in an inexplicable irritability, seeing Su Mu like this, he jumped up from the bed, walked in front of Su Mu in two steps, and forcefully pulled Su Mu to the bed.

"What the hell are you going to do, are you finished?"

"I said last night that I would leave today. ”

Su Mu's voice was a rare calm, so calm that it seemed that there was no emotion at all. When Ling Feng heard this, he was stunned for a moment, but this did not make his attitude change in any way.

So later Su Mu said that he had never changed for him, and he didn't say anything wrong, he had always lived in his own world, and when he wanted to pamper Su Mu, he stuck to it, and after dominating her, even if he didn't like it, he wanted to grasp the right to possess her. He has never done things only according to his own preferences, and he has never considered Su Mu's feelings once.

So Su Mu said that Ling Feng didn't love her, which was also a fact, he only loved himself, from beginning to end, only himself. and thought that those who loved him should love him only like him.

Can't love yourself.

Su Mu never wanted to admit this matter, and she also thought about it, this was because Ling Feng was too young and didn't know what responsibility was, so it was like this. But later she found out that the more she indulged, the more Ling Feng went too far, and she didn't feel that it was her fault that she stopped conniving at him.

So she never hated her tolerance and soft-heartedness like she did today.

Ling Feng couldn't say what was going on with him, when Su Mu quarreled before, she was annoying to him, but now that she stopped arguing, he also felt that she was very annoying, so annoying that he couldn't bear it at all. He couldn't control his temper at all, so even though Su Mu's voice was very low, he still yelled at her:

"It's not over, is it? Let you go? Where the can you go yourself?"

"Yesterday it was also me, and I was gone, and I was always myself, and I was gone. I can never do without you, but you don't want to believe it. ”

What annoyed Ling Feng the most was this matter, in his eyes, Su Mu couldn't do anything at all, but she never wanted to admit these things, and she always had to put on a look like she could do anything, which was really annoying.

She always wanted him to admit her mistakes, but what about her? Why did she never want to admit her mistakes?

Is it just because she's older?

What is the truth of this?

The more Ling Feng thought about this, the more unhappy he became, and his attitude towards Su Mu became worse and worse, Su Mu didn't say anything, but his tears couldn't help but start falling one by one.

She didn't want to cry, she didn't have to, but she just couldn't help it. She didn't even know what she was crying about, as if she was crying about her grievances, and like she was crying about their fading relationship.

Is it finally going to disappear? Is the relationship she tried so hard to maintain not want to last a lifetime, and still not even a few months?

As soon as Su Mu cried, Ling Feng felt even more annoyed in his heart.

In the past, when Su Mu cried, he would feel very distressed, but later Su Mu cried more and more, and he began to feel that Su Mu was a little too willful. He doesn't seem to do anything right, as if every thing he does will make her unhappy, he really tries hard to be good to her, why doesn't she know how to be satisfied?

He was already young, she wanted so much, how could he do it? Isn't this difficult for a strong man? At first she was willing to give him time, so why is she unwilling to give it now?

Don't you want to be together so much? I have said that I will marry her in the future, why can't I give him a little more time?