It's strange to say that Su Mu has had several boyfriends over the years, but she really hasn't had any of these festivals that lovers can celebrate together. The first boyfriend met after the Tanabata Festival, and they broke up as soon as the winter vacation ended, and the next few also missed these festivals perfectly. Although they ended up with the split-leg boyfriend for two and a half years, the two of them didn't have any holidays. The holidays that he missed during the holidays don't count, even at school, Christmas and the like are either a party between him and his children, or a casual meal between the two of them. Although there is no ceremony, Su Mu will prepare gifts carefully every festival, and for boys, after two years, Su Mu's gifts that have been given with heart are only the birthday gifts prepared for Su Mu before they were together, and after that, after thinking about it, there was only on May 20, when they were about to break up, Su Mu was given a bouquet of roses when he got off work, but because he made Su Mu angry in the morning, he bought it to make Su Mu happy.

It should be the first time Su Mu received flowers, but unfortunately, Su Mu was not a little moved or surprised. She knew very well that what was in her heart could not be offset by flowers. And because she understood this, she clearly realized that she had never been valued by him.

Since then, Su Mu has been even more reluctant to reveal his true thoughts when he comes into contact with people. And every time it comes to such a festival, it is Leduo or Weiyang who plans everything in advance, and then takes her to play. Su Mu never took the initiative to think about whether to celebrate these festivals, if it weren't for Leduo or Weiyang, she would rather lie at home alone for a day these days than go out for half a step.

But this time, when Ling Feng mentioned Christmas, she actually began to have a faint expectation for this day. Although the two are not together, they can only contact each other by phone every day, and they have not even determined any relationship, but Su Mu just feels that this year's Christmas will definitely be the most special Christmas she has ever had.

The last time Su Mu was looking forward to one thing, it was when he was waiting for this job interview, and it had been three months since then. And when looking forward to this Christmas, in addition to continuing to fight against the scarf, Su Mu was more concerned about whether to be with Ling Feng or not.

This has almost become something that Su Mu thinks about every day, but every day, Su Mu seems to think about different aspects. And not only Su Mu thought about it, Xiao Ze was always worried about it, and from time to time he sent messages to ask how she was getting along with the children. Su Mu honestly explained the recent situation of the two of them every time, and after listening to it, Xiao Ze would always help her analyze a bunch of them, and then unsurprisingly warned her that everyone was just playing, don't take it seriously.

Su Mu also felt that Ling Feng was not serious before, after all, he was still young, and his emotional experiences sounded like casual stories, nothing unforgettable. But after getting along for a while, Su Mu found that Ling Feng was really better to her than all the previous boyfriends combined, and she was not so sure that he was not tempted. But even though she told Xiao Ze all these things truthfully, Xiao Ze still asked her not to take it lightly, she had to keep coping with it, thinking that if it was proved that Ling Feng really took her seriously in the future, she must tell Xiao Ze about this matter solemnly.

But seriously, Ozawa should be the only one who didn't object to her accepting Ling Feng's pursuit. Prior to this, Su Mu had told several of her good friends about Ling Feng's pursuit of her, and almost none of these people agreed. It's not that they have any opinions about Ling Feng, it's just that they simply feel that the two people have such a difference in age, it is easy to have problems in the three views, and Su Mu has always been used to tolerating others, and he will definitely endure grievances by himself at this time. They also knew what Su Mu had experienced before, so they were reluctant to let Su Mu suffer any more grievances. But they didn't do it so absolutely, almost as if they had unified their voices, when they talked to Su Mu about this matter, they said that as long as she was happy, and when they were unhappy, there were still things like them, and none of them had any accidents.

Su Mu often felt fortunate that although life was very tiring, he treated her well in the end and left her this group of friends. Fortunately, they existed, so that Su Mu did not give up on himself when he was in the most difficult time, and gritted his teeth and survived. She is very grateful for their existence, and occasionally she is proud that she has such a good vision and has made such a group of good friends who love her.

It's just that every time he thinks of this, Su Mu can't help but think about what his friends will think of the two of them if he is with Ling Feng. Once Su Mu didn't control himself, he directly asked Ling Feng this question. As a result, Ling Feng replied indifferently:

"Didn't I tell you everything, no one in my roommate thinks there's a problem, and now the whole class knows I'm chasing you, you're nine years older than me, but no one gossips. Now I'm the only one with me, and they haven't said anything, so what do I care? I can't go out on the street and introduce the two of us to someone one by one, because I don't know them and I can't care about them. Besides, the two of us are together, and the age difference is our problem, why do you always care so much about other people's eyes, and it has nothing to do with them. ”

"But...... Didn't your classmates really say anything? They're sure they're going to think you're crazy and pursuing someone so much older than you. ”

Although Su Mu was very happy after hearing Ling Feng's answer, such an answer did not completely eliminate the worries in Su Mu's heart. She is originally a person who cares about other people's opinions, and she doesn't like to bring any influence and trouble to others because of her own relationships. She was worried that the answer Ling Feng gave was to comfort her, and if that was the case, then she couldn't feel at ease.

However, Su Mu asked these questions once, and since then, although he still can't be completely relieved, Su Mu has never mentioned them again. In this way, a few days passed without incident, and seeing that the scarf was shaped, and there were still ten days before Christmas, Su Mu was no longer worried about not being able to deliver this Christmas gift in time. So Su Mu also relaxed, and while he was knitting a scarf, he began to catch up with American dramas. Occasionally, when Ling Feng and her roommate went to play games, she watched American dramas by herself, and she was also happy.