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As soon as these words were spoken, Su Mu obviously felt how happy Ling Feng was on the other side. And in the next few days, the process of chatting between the two people became more and more cheerful, coupled with the occasional help of Ling Feng's roommates, the relationship between the two seemed to have suddenly improved, almost to the point where the relationship could be determined.
To be honest, although there is still a lot of pressure in her heart, Su Mu has to admit that she has begun to enjoy such a life. Although Ling Feng's impression on her was not very good at first, through this period of getting along, Su Mu found that except for sometimes when his ideas were a little naïve, the two of them were quite compatible. Probably because Su Mu also participated in the relationship of the two-dimensional activities, many of the children he usually came into contact with were children of Ling Feng's age, so what children of their age were thinking, Su Mu also knew a lot, and under the influence of these children, Su Mu's preferences and acceptable range had expanded a lot, so the two of them didn't show much of a generation gap for a while, which still made Su Mu feel very comfortable.
Although Su Mu has always maintained the principle of "regardless of age, gender, or race" for love, and has maintained due respect for anyone else's love story, it will take some time for her to accept it. For example, now she has begun to fantasize about being with Ling Feng when she is bored, and this kind of thing is completely impossible for her to happen half a month ago.
However, although she had accepted Ling Feng in her heart, she had not thought of a way to solve the problem of both parents. She can not care about the world's eyes, but she still has to care about her parents.
Maybe Ling Feng's family will solve it better, after all, Ling Feng is young, even if his family is against it, but with the attitude that he might just play around, it shouldn't be too difficult to deal with. But the situation on the side of my own family is different. If she said seriously, then Ling Feng was definitely not a good choice, after all, he was only seventeen years old, and he couldn't be responsible for himself, let alone for her, and her parents would definitely not agree to put her future in his hands. If she says it's just fun, then the problem is even bigger, if she doesn't make a fuss, be severely educated, and then be forced to go on a blind date, it will be her fate.
Every time he thought of this, Su Mu would cry in his heart, why was it so difficult for him to talk about a sweet love. To be honest, Su Mu has reached this age, and after experiencing this, she really doesn't have any illusions about marriage, and even on a certain level, she has a kind of resistance to marriage.
Compared to marrying someone he doesn't like, having children, and then staying up for the rest of his life, Su Mu would rather be alone. After all, if you get married, you still have the freedom, you can do whatever you want, you can spend all the money you earn, you can squander all your time, no one will justifiably point fingers, and you don't have to think too much about the future, and you can feel free as you want. But if she wants to be with someone who is right but doesn't like it, she not only has to face that disliked face every day, but also quarrels with others from time to time because of all kinds of trivial things in life. If two people have children, it will add to the burden of life. This is not counted, if the two of them have a bad relationship and always quarrel, it will definitely affect the child, which is not fair to the child.
Just thinking about these things, Su Mu felt very troublesome. So since realizing this, Su Mu has always felt that if she can meet someone who likes her and happens to like her too, then it is of course best to be able to get married, although she may also be entangled in the problem of firewood, rice, oil and salt in the future, but if you like each other, you will always solve the problem together, and you don't have to bear it alone. If you are unfortunate enough not to meet such a person, as long as you are not forced to marry someone, then you will fall in love when you meet someone you like, break up if you can't talk about it, and then meet the next one, this kind of life is also excellent.
Su Mu vaguely mentioned her idea to her family, but the response was that all the family members were very resolutely opposed. The elders probably don't think that love has an important position in marriage, perhaps because in their time, there was no so-called free love, so in their eyes, the most important thing for two people to be together is to adapt and get used to each other, and accommodate each other. Su Mu is not completely against this, after all, she supports the statement that they say that marriage requires two people to work hard to maintain, but she always insists on her opinion, if there is no love as the foundation, she really has no way to maintain a marriage with anyone, and she can't find the reason and meaning to maintain.
Because of Su Mu's point of view, the family has argued more than once, but they have never distinguished whether they win or lose. This time, if Su Mu told them that he was moved by a boy who was nine years younger, he was afraid that it would cause a bloody storm in the family again.
Su Mu was so worried about this matter every day that he didn't pay attention when he was knitting the scarf, and he always made mistakes, so after seven or eight days, the scarf was only half knitted. And since she insisted on finishing knitting the scarf, Ling Feng ran over to urge her when she was fine, making her even more anxious, every time she mentioned it, she wanted to throw this half of the scarf in his face.
Of course, these are all tolerable. What Su Mu couldn't accept the most was that it took three or four days for Ling Feng's roommate's girlfriend to weave a scarf and mail it for this roommate. This was a great blow to Su Mu's self-esteem. Out of a competitive mentality, Su Mu began the journey of weaving scarves day and night.
For Su Mu's determination, Ling Feng was no longer surprised. But in just two days, Su Mu shouted that he was so tired that he didn't want to touch the yarn anymore, which still made Ling Feng feel a little incredible. He coaxed and said that he would not knit it, and he coaxed him to take it slow and not be in a hurry, so he could only pick a day and let her give him this scarf as a Christmas gift, so as to comfort her not to worry, knit slowly, don't always get along with a scarf.
Su Mu felt that Ling Feng's proposal was acceptable, so the idea of how to spend Christmas began to occupy Su Mu's head.