This time, Su Mu didn't struggle, nor did he dodge, he honestly nested in Ling Feng's arms. Ling Feng felt a surprise at this, and couldn't help but rub his chin against the top of her head, and then asked softly:

"What's wrong? Are you tired of singing?"

"Well, it's a little. ”

Su Mu didn't feel anything wrong at all, she even took advantage of the situation and nested in Ling Feng's arms, like a clingy cat, trying to find a more comfortable position. Ling Feng was a little itchy by her rubbing, and immediately raised his hand to hold down the moving Su Mu, for fear that if she continued to rub around, he would have no way to control himself.

The initiator didn't care about this, she didn't realize this problem at all, and when she was held down by Ling Feng, she felt that this posture was very uncomfortable for her, so she began to resist, frowning and pouting while resisting, muttering:

"What are you doing, I'm so uncomfortable, don't make a fuss, I'm tired. ”

This trouble Ling Feng was even more painful, seeing that he couldn't suppress Su Mu, he simply grabbed Su Mu's two wrists, carried Su Mu in front of him like a kitten, and then said to her by her ear:

"If you make trouble again, light a fire, are you responsible for putting out the fire?"

Su Mu was not a child who had never been in the world, and as soon as Ling Feng said this, she instantly understood the meaning of these words. This made her immediately stop struggling, and then shrank herself back and strained to hide outside of his embrace.

Ling Feng was so angry and wanted to laugh when he saw her reaction like this. He forcibly suppressed the sudden impulse in his body, and then pulled Su Mu back into his arms at once.

"You say that you, why do you always underestimate your own attractiveness to others? ”

Holding Su Mu hard, Ling Feng let out a long sigh. Although he always joked and didn't admit Su Mu's merits, in fact, he always felt that Su Mu was indeed a very powerful person. After knowing each other for so long, he still doesn't know what other hidden skills Su Mu has on his body that he hasn't discovered. Because she can always surprise him, and even sometimes, he feels that she can never stop pursuing new things. She always finds some strange things, and sometimes she is like a child, and she will love those cute but completely impractical things, and always want to keep them for herself.

Before he got to know her, it was really hard for him to imagine that in the heart of a person like her, there would be a little girl living there. She always behaves very maturely, is very sensible, and is very good at taking care of people when she treats outsiders, but in front of him, she is sometimes really naïve, for example, when she encounters something interesting when she goes shopping, she always wants to try it, and some things that she knows can't be done, don't try to the end, hurt herself, she will never give up. This is all a child's performance, Ling Feng has always felt that these things should not be manifested in a woman who is already twenty-eight years old, but it seems that it is unfortunate that Su Mu has taken up all of them.

Sometimes it was actually difficult for him to accept Su Mu like this, and his behavior was better, but he really couldn't accept the very childish thoughts in his head in her head. This is also the reason why he has always been very conflicted, and at other times, he is worried that one day he will give up the promises he once made to her because he can't stand her thoughts.

It was a long time before Ling Feng felt lucky, glad that he hadn't said his true thoughts because of Su Mu's various emphasis. Otherwise, he may have completely lost his love for you at that time. And it was at this time that he really understood the true meaning of the sentence Su Mu once told her, "Some truths take time to understand".

Fortunately, there is still time.

Hearing Ling Feng's words, Su Mu bent his lips slightly from an angle that he couldn't see, then held Ling Feng's hand, looked at the wall that was lit by the lights, and said softly:

"Because no one has ever really told me that I have a lot of good things. Growing up, I never heard anyone really compliment me, and no matter what I did well, I didn't hear anything special. Some people will probably persuade me that I should be satisfied, because at least I have not been beaten or beaten for not doing well, so I am much better than those who have not done well. But I'd rather be told because I didn't do a good job, so that I know where I'm and whether I need to work harder, or just give up because I'm not suitable, and don't waste time and energy. But I didn't, no matter how far I tried, I couldn't hear a single word in particular. So I can only waste a lot of energy guessing what other people think of me. So much so that I now care about what others think of me, because I need an affirmation or a denial to prove that my own existence is meaningful. ”

Su Mu's voice was very soft, and in the private room with noisy background music, she could barely hear what she said. But somehow, Ling Feng could hear it word for word very clearly, so clear that he wished that the background music would be louder, so that her voice would be completely annihilated in the music.

He didn't want to hear it.

He didn't want to hear all the experiences that had hurt her. Because after hearing it, he will only be doubly sad.

He could not protect her at that time, nor could he erase these scars on her heart, and even unknowingly brought her more damage.

He can't accept such a reality, and he doesn't want to accept such an incompetent self.

Maybe it was because she mentioned these things that Su Mu found an outlet, and she didn't care if Ling Feng was listening or not, she took a deep breath and continued:

"Some people who like to educate people never put themselves in other people's shoes to consider problems, in their eyes, all problems have solutions, and their thoughts and experiences can be changed. But how is it possible? How can those hurts that have made you toss and turn for so long, how can you say that you will forget them? If you can be forgotten or forgiven so easily, how can you be worthy of those nights filled with tears? It is really easy to persuade people to be kind, but when you touch your upper and lower lips, for those who have been hurt, forgiving those who have hurt them, you have to pay about half a life. In that case, why forgive......"

When Su Mu said this, there was no emotional fluctuation, if it was something else, Ling Feng would even feel that she was sharing something very happy. But what she said was nothing to be happy about, and there must have been no tears in her eyes.

Ling Feng really wanted to look past Su Mu's body and take a good look at the expression on her face. But when his hand was on Su Mu's shoulder, he found that he was a little afraid to face Su Mu. What if he saw the tears in her eyes? He wouldn't say anything comforting, he hadn't been with her before, he didn't know what she had been through to become what she was now, what if he accidentally said something wrong?

This is a matter of one hand, on the other hand, if he does nothing because he is worried about this, then Su Mu may be disappointed, right?

Thinking of this, Ling Feng couldn't help but start to feel annoyed. However, at this time, Su Mu took the initiative to turn around and said to Ling Feng:

"I'm really a little tired, why don't we go to dinner and then go home?"

When she said this, Su Mu's expression, tone, and attitude were all very ordinary, as if the words she said just now were all Ling Feng's hallucinations. If it weren't for the obvious tears in her eyes, Ling Feng would have started to wonder if she was really sick and started dreaming before it was time to go to bed. He wanted to raise his hand to rub Su Mu's eyes and wipe away all the tears hidden inside. But he hesitated, finally just nodded at her, and then began to ask her what she wanted to eat.

If she wants to save her dignity, then he has to help her realize her idea.

The two of them discussed for a long time, and finally chose the meat and crab pot that they both wanted to go to. By the time the two of them sit down and get ready to order, the awkward thing begins.

First, the waiter who led them in saw that the two of them were sitting on the same side, and then confirmed whether there were any more guests who would arrive. Immediately afterward, the waiter who was in charge of serving them dishes asked again. And this was repeated twice, and even the surrounding customers began to look at the two of them.

Although Su Mu also felt that it was a little strange for the two of them to sit on one side when he had dinner with Ling Feng for the first time. But after a long time of getting used to it, she felt that this was a very common thing, so when the waiter asked a second time, she was a little unhappy.

Ling Feng felt that Su Mu was taking the opportunity to vent his emotions, so he didn't say anything, and let her mumble a few words. It wasn't until he heard the person at the table next to him say that she had a bad attitude that he straightened his face. Just as he was about to get up, Su Mu held down his arm and stopped his movements.

"Are you going to buy water for me? I don't want to drink outside drinks, I just want to drink water, can I have a pot of hot water to drink?"

Ling Feng could be one hundred percent sure that Su Mu had also heard those words, so when he was stopped by Su Mu, he was a little angry, why did Su Mu stop him. Su Muyue guessed his intentions, shook his head at him with a smile, then rested his head on his shoulder and said to him:

"If some things don't hurt, don't care about him, it's hard to forgive some things, and don't take these things to heart if they don't hurt at all. ”

"But ......"

"But what? I want to drink water, can you ask the waiter to bring me a glass of water first?" ”

After being yelled at by Su Mu like this, Ling Feng completely gave up his original idea, called the waiter, and filled Su Mu's cup with water. After eating, he felt that the two of them had not been in contact for long enough, and he really didn't know Su Mu well enough. This made him feel a little uneasy, afraid that after he left Su Mu to go to school, there would be more problems between the two of them.

Time and distance would expose a lot of problems and make it more difficult to solve them, and he was afraid that this situation like this would happen again when he was in school there, and in that case, the problems between the two of them would not accumulate until they could not be solved at all.

Ling Feng didn't know when the relationship between the two of them had become like this, or rather, he didn't know when he had started to have a lot of incomprehension and rebellion. Although he felt that he still loved Su Mu, and the degree had not decreased much, he just felt that something was wrong. And this feeling of obscurity began to become more and more serious, and it also began to slowly invade the process of communication between the two of them.

Was it because he didn't love her anymore that he began to have more of her shortcomings in his eyes? Or was he carried away by love at first and didn't notice these things, but now that he is sober, he has discovered them?

Of course, this problem is not that serious, the really serious problem is that he began to lose patience and gentleness because of this, and several times he tried to suppress the anger in his heart, otherwise, he would definitely quarrel with her.

How did she become like this? She turned out to be such a distressed girl, how could she make such a big change in his attitude after coming into contact with her? Was it because he couldn't accept her behavior? Or was it actually him who had changed?

This question had been pestering Ling Feng for a long time, and when he left the next day, he was still thinking about it.

Su Mu was an extremely sensitive person, although she didn't know what was going on, as soon as Ling Feng's attitude changed, she could feel it very clearly. So since the night before, she had already sensed that something was wrong, and by the time Ling Feng left, he had the same attitude as last night. This made Su Mu feel a little uncomfortable in her heart, but because he would definitely have a lot of arrangements in the past two days, she didn't ask these questions.

In fact, she didn't really want to ask, she was originally a person who didn't like to express much, and it was really not something that a person like her could do to chase people to ask this kind of question. Besides, if something really goes wrong to break up, it can be regarded as satisfying her thoughts in disguise, and it is much better to break up naturally in this way than to have other things that she can't bear.

It's just that she realized at this time that the next days will not be easy. When he leaves, the two of them can't communicate face-to-face to solve the problem, then those problems will definitely not be completely solved, so that the left and right are piled up, and sooner or later there will be big problems. Take a hundred plating and read the latest chapter of "My Shengqing Weisheng Claw Book House" for free for the first time.