(3) Quarrels
On the day Ling Feng left, Su Mu had no way to ask for leave, so the two of them said goodbye in advance the night before. When it was time for the next day, Su Mu deliberately set an alarm clock, preparing to make a video call to Ling Feng in advance when he was about to leave.
Speaking of Ling Feng's departure, Su Mu actually couldn't accept it, but after all, he was going to school, and if it wasn't for any other reason, she couldn't stop it. So she could only pray silently to herself, praying that nothing bad would happen.
Because the part-time job is generally for the middle class, Su Mu does the cleaning of the store by herself in the morning, and Su Mu has to clean it inside and out every day, and the half hour before the store is opened, basically all of them are used by her to do cleaning, which is why she only wears half of her makeup when she first sees Ling Feng.
Fortunately, Ling Feng, a straight man, didn't notice anything wrong with Su Mu's face, which didn't affect Su Mu's image. Su Mu only told him about this when he suddenly remembered it, and when he told him, he was shocked when he heard it.
"Daughter-in-law, are you really sure you put on makeup? Then your makeup skills are too bad, other people's makeup will look good, why haven't you changed?"
When Su Mu heard this, he wanted to kill Ling Feng. But thinking that she shouldn't be able to beat him, she stubbornly translated this sentence as she looks good, and she looks good with or without makeup.
When it comes to self-comfort, Su Mu is a master among the masters. After so many years, Su Mu has been able to survive until now, and she feels that half of the credit has to be due to the ability that she will comfort herself. However, Su Mu sometimes complains, complaining about why God is so unfriendly to her, giving her lofty ideals, but not giving her a direction to realize her ideals, and arranging so many ups and downs when she pursues her ideals.
In fact, in front of Su Mu's friends, she has many looks. Warm, friendly, gentle, kind, considerate, domineering, lively, childish...... Almost every imaginable adjective that can be used to describe a person's personality can find its shadow in Su Mu's body, she is too good at choosing her own image in front of her friends, but in front of Ling Feng, it is difficult for her to find a position of her own.
She didn't know what she was supposed to be, she would be very worried, if she switched her personality according to her own ideas, Ling Feng would not be able to accept it. For example, occasionally when she wants to be coquettish, she will first imagine the scene when she is coquettish to Ling Feng in her mind, and then think of his age, Su Mu can't help but feel that this scene can't stand it at all. Although Su Mu is indeed naïve in some aspects compared to her peers, compared to a child, no matter how naïve she is, she is much more mature than Ling Feng, such a mature person is coquettish with a child, and it feels awkward no matter how she thinks about it.
Of course, she thought so, but Ling Feng had never thought of it that way. Ever since Su Mu inadvertently coquettished him once, he has often looked forward to Su Mu being coquettish with him like that time again. Not to mention that the coquettish Su Mu is very cute in his eyes, just in terms of age, if Su Mu is coquettish, Ling Feng will have the illusion that she doesn't care about the age difference between them.
Unlike where Su Mu cared, Ling Feng didn't mind the age gap between them at all, because at this time, he simply felt that age was not a problem at all, even if it was, it was just that he could only marry Su Mu two years later, and the rest had no effect at all. What he minded was that Su Mu always minded this matter, and under the constraints of this matter, he kept suppressing himself and refusing many things, which made him experience a lot of fun.
Of course, this is not the point, he doesn't care about this, he just thinks that Su Mu will make her feel unhappy like this. He was with her in the hope that she could live a little happier, not to make her a problem. If she's always worried about her age, he's better off not existing.
After cleaning up the house, the welcome song of the mall has already been put away. Su Mu had to speed up his speed, and hurriedly ran to the shared sink in the mall to wash the rags and mops.
When she came back, before she could walk to the store, she saw Ling Feng sitting on the sofa.
Su Mu thought that she had a delusion, she put down the mop and bucket, rubbed her eyes vigorously, and when she was sure that Ling Feng was indeed waiting for her in the store, she almost forgot to take her things, so she rushed back to the store.
"Why are you here, shouldn't you be packing up at home at this time? What time is it, you still come to me, are your things packed?"
"Of course I'm packed, I'm all ready to come to you. ”
Ling Feng took the things from Su Mu's hand with a smile and helped her do the rest of the work before turning around and sitting on the sofa with Su Mu in his arms. Although Su Mu felt that such intimacy had a bad impact in the store, she didn't refuse Ling Feng when she thought that the two of them would soon not be able to see each other for a long time. Ling Feng saw that Su Mu was not struggling like before, and thought that Su Mu acquiesced to his actions, so he was so happy that he couldn't help but hug Su Mu a little tighter.
"Didn't anyone in your family give it to you?"
Although Su Mu was very happy that Ling Feng could appear, she couldn't help but worry when she thought that Ling Feng's parents should not allow her to be absent on such days. As soon as Ling Feng heard Su Mu ask this, he was stunned at first, as if he didn't understand what she said, and then coughed dryly before shaking his head at Su Mu.
"No, they all have to work, I'll go by myself. ”
This lie really didn't have any technique, Su Mu's brows immediately furrowed, and his expression when he looked at Ling Feng immediately changed.
"Did you come out of a quarrel, or did you deceive your family?"
Su Mu didn't show any emotion, and said her guess bluntly. Ling Feng didn't admit it at first, and after being repeatedly forced by Su Mu to admit it for a while, he said to Su Mu very angrily:
"What if you know why? Do you have to know the truth?"
"Of course there is, I can accept that the truth is cruel, and I can even accept that you admit that you don't love me, but I absolutely can't accept deception, especially the deception that I found out. ”
Su Mu looked at Ling Feng with anger and persistence, and finished saying this sentence word by word. Ling Feng really didn't understand why Su Mu was so old-fashioned, he had to expose his lies and embarrass him, and he was so angry that he wanted to turn around and leave.
"Why are you like this, what can you do when you know the truth? Are you not happy to see me coming? It's good that I'm coming to you, why do you care so much?"
After saying this, Ling Feng sat down on the sofa angrily and stopped talking. Su Mu had no intention of giving up, and continued to say to Ling Feng:
"Of course I'm glad you came, I'm glad you took me to heart and thought about me all the time. But I ask you to think about the consequences when you do things. How the hell did you get here, did you have a quarrel?"
"What if you quarrel?"
Being forced by Su Mu like this, Ling Feng was almost mad with anger. Originally, there was a quarrel at home just now, and the fire hadn't gone down yet, thinking that it would be good as long as he saw Su Mu, so he couldn't wait to come to her. As a result, I didn't expect it to be like this, if I knew that this was the case, it would be better not to come, and I had to quarrel with my family.
"Don't you know that your mother has a bad impression of me now? I'm busy at work and don't have time to maintain my image, so can't you do something for me? Can you think more about the reality and don't always think about the things in front of you? I just ask you, what good impression can they have of me if you quarrel with your parents over and over again because I quarreled with them?"
"What's wrong with that? You're with me, not with my parents, what do you care about them?"
If Su Mu could still keep her sanity just now, then now after hearing Ling Feng's words, she was so angry that she couldn't wait to rush over and slap Ling Feng in the mouth. She walked quickly in front of Ling Feng, twisted her eyebrows, and replied to Ling Feng with an angry face:
"What do I care about them? What do you say I do with them? That's your parents, can you really not do it because I broke off relations with them? If you do more now, maintain my image a little more, and in the future they will have a better chance of not objecting to us being together, but if you do this, they will always keep arguing with your parents because of me, and they will only leave a worse impression on me, thinking that I am teaching you badly and sowing discord between you, so won't they be even more opposed to us being together?"
"Why do you always think so much? And you always think about things for the better. Haven't you thought that if I struggle like this a few more times, they will feel that they can't control me and leave me alone, and acquiesce to the two of us being together? Besides, don't they just stay with me because they don't agree all the time?"
"Hmm. ”
After Su Mu nodded heavily, the atmosphere between the two of them suddenly became quiet. They didn't speak again, and in this moment of silence, for a moment, Ling Feng looked at Su Mu in front of him, and suddenly the thought of breaking up suddenly came to mind.
He had always tried hard to be with her, although he knew that the two of them were not suitable, and he knew that if he wanted to be close to her, he would need to pay a lot of patience and care, but before this happened, he always felt that he was willing, otherwise, he would not often regret what he did. But today, he suddenly felt that his previous thoughts didn't seem to be right.
He always thought that Su Mu would always be on his side, and no matter what he did, she would support him unconditionally. She had been like that before, but since she heard what her mother thought of her, her whole person seemed to have changed. He knew that his mother had hurt her invisibly, but he was already trying to make up for her, and he was trying to get the opportunity to be with her, so why couldn't she work with him according to his ideas? Why did she always feel that her thoughts were right, and then she had to do things that seemed completely meaningless to him, and in turn tried to assimilate his thoughts? So what was the difference between her approach and that of his family?
She said it herself, two people are working hard to get better together, he worked hard, what is she doing? Trying to assimilate his mind and then give up with her? So why insist on it in the first place?
Time passed in this silence, and after a while, customers began to come to the store one after another, and Su Mu began to get busy again, so the two of them had no chance to talk.
In fact, in fact, Su Mu also knew that she was talking a little heavier, but she didn't feel that there was anything wrong with what she was doing in other things. She knew very well that the reason for this situation was nothing more than that Ling Feng was too young to think so thoroughly, and he was in a rebellious adolescence, unwilling to listen to the teachings of adults, and only felt that her thoughts were right, and that there was something wrong with her and his family's thinking. She also came here like this back then, of course she knew Ling Feng's thoughts, so she felt that she was talking too heavily and didn't find a more suitable opportunity and method. She also wanted to coax him to calm down first, and think carefully about what she said, but she couldn't open her mouth.
It's not that she can't talk because there are customers in the store, on the contrary, it is because there are customers in the store that she can talk better, because there are people who can help her. The reason why she didn't want to say that she didn't want to coax him at all, but wanted to see if he would want to let go of his thoughts, and no matter what happened, he would come and coax her first when something went wrong.
Su Mu herself knew that her request was a bit excessive, and she was obviously making trouble, but she really wanted him to prove that in his heart, she was more important than anything else.
She needed this kind of proof too much, because she was unconsciously moved, but the bad experiences in the past were always reminding her that she couldn't show her heart so easily, so that she would not be cherished by the other party at all, so she was eager to go to Ling Feng to prove that she was really a very important existence in his heart.
The quarrel with her parents really didn't prove anything, because it was entirely possible that it came from the momentary activity of an adolescent child, and only in this case could she fully believe that Ling Feng didn't love her as much as he said.
If there is, she will definitely give him all her feelings without reservation, and pin everything in the future on him.
But if not, she will turn around and walk away without mercy.
Long pain is better than short pain, and when she was split for the first time, she understood this truth. Take a hundred plating and read the latest chapter of "My Shengqing Weisheng Claw Book House" for free for the first time.