(5) Unable to express good intentions

After Ling Feng hung up the phone, Su Mu directly called Weiyang and said to her in advance, the things that were uncertain before had been decided, if nothing else, she should only be able to accompany her one more, and she would go to Ling Feng for the rest of the time.

Weiyang didn't feel unhappy after knowing the news, after all, she still had work to do, and if Bai had to let Su Mu go out by herself, if Su Mu had a better choice, she wouldn't stop her. It's just that her focus was on Ling Feng, so she asked Su Mudao directly on the phone:

"Didn't he go to play with his classmates at the time? Why, this is a sudden change of mind, knowing that what he did was wrong, and he wants to spend time with you?"

Su Mu sighed helplessly when he heard Weiyang ask, and then discussed it with her.

"I really don't know what's going on, but he suddenly asked me tonight if I could go with him to the Great Wall, and for no reason, and I was very confused. It would be nice if I were like you, but I don't have a good hunch, and I always feel like there's something going on here. And we had a fight over it, and I haven't agreed to him yet. ”

"What? What if you don't agree? What if you trick you? You go to him and he can't accompany you if he can't accompany you?"

"What else can I do, then go home and break up, this is not just worrying that I can't find any reason to break up, this is just an opportunity. ”

"But if he's because you didn't talk to him beforehand, so he went to find Don't Rao, what should you do?

"What's the matter? If he had told me in advance, I would have gone home, and by the way I had heard about him, and thought that his activity had been cancelled, so I wanted to surprise him, but I didn't expect him to be lonely and find someone else to hang out. If not, I'll just tell him, because he went out with someone else without telling me, and I wanted to surprise him but I got angry, I felt like he didn't care about me anymore. Anyway, I'm kind of tempted to break up. ”

Su Mu was still very angry when she first spoke, and she had a feeling of gritting her teeth, but in the end, she couldn't help but become a little melancholy. She began to think back to the scene when she and Ling Feng were together, the care he took in her life, and the fact that he ignored his parents' opposition in order to be with her, she suddenly felt a little cruel, but at the same time, she knew very well that there was no point in continuing with Ling Feng like this.

Feelings are like building a house, two people have inappropriate personalities, it proves that the foundation will never be laid, and no matter how it is decorated, no matter how beautiful it looks, there will always be a collapse. Although the two of them have not reached that level now, they can't escape such a fate, not to mention that neither side has the idea of changing for the other party, so it is better to stop the loss in time. After all, long pain is better than short pain, see you sooner, maybe they can meet a more suitable person earlier.

In fact, sometimes Su Mu also felt that he was quite unfair to Ling Feng, no matter what Ling Feng thought in his heart, but what he showed was that he wanted to go down with Su Mu. But from the beginning to the present, Su Mu hadn't thought about persevering a few times, and the only time there was a time when he wanted to try to give Ling Feng a chance, regardless of all the other Rao's objections, but he still wanted to give up. In Su Mu's heart, she also felt that she had a lot of problems in the process of getting along, she used to think about Ying and Ling Feng, although she would not take the initiative to admit these mistakes of hers, but she would definitely not do things he didn't like anymore, but now, she didn't seem to want to change anything.

In her cognition, all the changes had lost their meaning, because she began to feel that Ling Feng didn't love her as much as he did. So she began to suspect that all the good things before were a hypocritical illusion, and she began to feel that Ling Feng was not so worthy of relying on.

It is very taboo and suspicious in the relationship, and the suspicion together, the slightest wind and grass will magnify the suspicion in the heart, and then quickly consume the feelings between two people.

Ling Feng always said that this was because Su Mu was not confident, and Su Mu was also very clear about this, but if the reason was only Su Mu's lack of confidence, then Su Mu could not agree. In fact, when nothing happened at the beginning, Su Mu had never restricted any of Ling Feng's freedom, if it wasn't for Ling Feng doing something and planting the seeds of doubt in the love between the two Rao, Su Mu would not have fallen into this situation. What made Su Mu feel even more helpless was that Ling Feng had never done anything to try to make Su Mu dispel his suspicions, even if Su Mu had reminded him countless times how he could do to avoid the same thing from happening, he would not do it, and then when Su Mu brought it up, he accused Su Mu of asking too much, he didn't need to prove something.

Until a long time later, Ling Feng didn't think he had done anything wrong in these aspects. But Su Mu slowly understood that if he really loves someone, he will try his best to be good for someone, and even feel that he doesn't give enough, and he will blame himself for not being able to give the other party better.

But Ling Feng had always felt that Su Mu wanted too much.

Su Mu had no way to judge whether what Ling Feng did was right or wrong, because maybe there would be other people who liked his way of loving and forgiving, but she really couldn't accept it. She broke up countless times on the grounds that two people were not suitable, but what she waited for was "impossible" in addition to "impossible".

And at this time, Su Mu had not yet developed to the point where she couldn't stand Ling Feng at all, so every time she was firm in her idea of breaking up, she would be soft-hearted. Weiyang also knew about her problem, so when Su Mu was like this, she added a sentence with some distress:

"Although persuasion and not persuasion, I really don't want you to be wronged with him. He also doesn't understand a lot of truths, he hasn't experienced some things, he can't understand you at all, there are so many problems between you, and you always choose to let him, this really doesn't work, you will just keep being wronged. ”

"I know, so don't you want to break up? ”

"Then I hope I can hold on this time, and don't repeat it, otherwise he will only feel more and more cheap about you, and feel that he doesn't have to pay any price for hurting you, then he should be more unscrupulous. ”

"Maybe he's already thinking that way by now......"

At this point, both of them fell silent, and Su Mu's tears flowed unconsciously. However, Su Mu didn't want to cry in front of Weiyang, so the moment she realized that she was crying, she raised her hand to wipe her eyes off, and then kept rubbing her eyes, hoping that her emotions could stabilize.

However, Weiyang is not stupid, she can hear Su Mu crying as soon as she hears it, but she thinks about it again and again, and still chooses to pretend to be stupid, wanting to give Su Mu a step down.

"Eh, Mu Mu, I won't talk to you first, my roommate is back, it's not convenient to call, let's talk on QQ." ”

Su Mu didn't call Weiyang, so she knew very well that in this state, if someone opened the door to support the family, she would definitely hear the sound. So she understands very well that this is a lie that Weiyang wants to save her some face. So she immediately hung up the antelope words, and then did not restrain herself anymore, and finally cried when there was no sparing at home.

She rarely cries out loud, because she and Ling Feng can only communicate at night, and if something goes wrong, it will be solved at night, but because the house is not very soundproof, she has always been worried that her crying voice will be heard by her parents, and she usually tries to suppress it. And the result of this is that her emotions are difficult to resolve for a while, plus Ling Feng will not coax her, but will only add fuel to the fire, so that the relationship between the two of them is getting worse and worse, the frequency of quarrels is getting higher and higher, and the time lasts longer and longer, laying a great hidden danger for bigger problems in the future.

And at this time, Ling Feng was also constantly annoyed, why did things turn out the way they were just now.

Isn't this a good thing, why would Su Mu refuse? Doesn't she really want to accompany her, why did he give up the opportunity to hang out with his classmates for her, and she is still so angry? Besides, the classmate asked him to play, but he didn't call Su Mu, so why discuss with her whether he likes it or not, whether he wants to go or not?

Why, how can this be? Is there no way for the two of them to communicate properly now?

The more Ling Feng thought about it, the more unhappy he felt, after turning over and over in bed, he went to his friend's place, and he was going to find a girlfriend with him, so he didn't go with them during the Qingming Festival.

At first, the boy thought that Ling Feng was joking with him, but when he saw that Ling Feng's face was indeed a little bad, he became serious and asked Ling Feng:

"Why are you going to find a girlfriend all of a sudden, isn't it okay at the time?"

"Leave this alone, I'm going to find her, maybe I'll have to ask for leave. ”

Ling Feng was worried about this, and he was still going to ask this question, so that Ling Feng's attitude towards him unconsciously became a little perfunctory. In his impression, Ling Feng had a very good attitude towards everyone, except for seeing Ling Feng and his girlfriend quarrel, he had never seen Ling Feng and other people blushing, so this Ling Feng suddenly changed his face towards him, and he was still a little uncomfortable. However, even though Ling Feng was not, he could also guess that it must be because Ling Feng and his girlfriend had just quarreled, so although he didn't want to meddle in things, he still had the true thoughts in his heart.

"We didn't think you could go at the beginning, after all, you have a girlfriend, and you usually always sprinkle dog food on us, we all thought that you would definitely go to accompany your girlfriend on vacation, but we didn't expect you to agree without saying a word to your girlfriend. I don't know about the matter between the two of you, and I can't do anything about it, but I think it's better for you to discuss it with your girlfriend in the future. ”

"Well, it's okay, we're fine, I'm just here to talk to you, then I'll leave first. ”

Seeing Su Mu's attitude, the boy knew that no one would listen to him, so he swallowed the rest of the words back into his stomach and acquiesced to Ling Feng going out.

After finishing this matter, Ling Feng began to check the plane ticket to Xi'an, and after picking a few times that he thought was appropriate, he called Su Mu again.

When Su Mu saw Ling Feng's call reminder displayed on her mobile phone, she subconsciously resisted. In addition, she had just cried, and she didn't want Ling Feng to know that she was crying, so she waited until the phone ringtone was about to end before she picked up the phone.

As soon as the phone was connected, she heard Ling Feng's angry voice:

"When will Leduo leave, have you bought the ticket?"

"Bought a ticket for April 3rd. ”

"Then where will you live after that?"

"It's not settled, she has a roommate, it may be inconvenient to live in her house, it should be her to stay with me in the hotel. ”

"What, are you sure you won't come back to accompany me?"

Hearing Ling Feng's words in that questioning tone, Su Mu, who had already had a good chat with Weiyang, somehow didn't want to tell Ling Feng about it, she bit her lip, as if she had made up her mind, and said to Ling Feng with great certainty:

"Yes, I promised Weiyang first, and I will accompany her first. ”

"Is Weiyang more important than me?"

After Ling Feng asked this question, he regretted it a little.

When he met Su Mu, he knew that the relationship between her and Weiyang was not ordinary, the two of them were as good as one person, if it weren't for Su Mu's insistence that his sexual orientation was normal, he would have felt that there was a problem between the two of them. There were even times when he was a little jealous of Weiyang, because he had secretly read the chat records between Su Mu and Weiyang, Su Mu's tenderness to Weiyang had never been used on him, and the two of them really loved each other, if Su Mu was really a man, then the two of them would be a match, and there would be nothing to do with him at all.

What's more, the two of them had known each other for two years before this, and the two of them had only known each other for a few months, so he really didn't have the confidence to fight with Weiyang.

And this has to be a complete failure for him.

However, at this time, Su Mu didn't think as much as Ling Feng, she thought about it for a while, and then said to Ling Feng very seriously:

"This has nothing to do with who matters or not, I promised Weiyang first, and I have to do it, and I can't destroy the agreement between the two of us because of your relationship. For me, commitment is a very important thing, and I care about it, so I don't make promises to others, and I will definitely do it. ”

"Then can't you break the contract because of me? don't you care about my feelings at all?"

"First of all, I have made an appointment with Weiyang first, and it was made when you have something to do, and you suddenly stopped going, and then came to ask me to break the contract, do you think your request is reasonable?"

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