(4) Problems erupt

She still vividly remembers that after coming down from the Great Wall, before she could reach the hotel, she felt that her buttocks were sore and painful, and her legs were also deeply affected, and it was difficult to even lift them. The most important thing is that this feeling keeps deepening, and she can barely sit for a while when she eats in the afternoon, and when she goes back to the hotel to practice calligraphy, she can't sit on a stool anymore, and when she goes to bed at night, she feels that her buttocks hurt when she lies down, and she can't breathe when she lies on her stomach, and she feels panicked everywhere when she turns sideways.

Su Mu didn't know how she fell asleep all night, and her sleep was not so shallow, but as long as she moved a little, she would feel pain all over her body, and then she would wake up. What's more, the sister lying next to her had a very light sleep, and she had been with her many times before, hoping that she could be honest when she slept, so Su Mu didn't dare to turn over when she woke up, so she had to endure the pain and move her body little by little.

This experience really left a deep impression on Su Mu, so that when others mentioned the Great Wall to her in the future, she was reluctant to mention this painful experience, and when others wanted her to give her advice on the trip, she would deliberately avoid the Great Wall.

So when Ling Feng mentioned this matter to her, she really wanted to refuse.

But this was the first time Ling Feng had taken the initiative to make such a request, and before that, he had never asked Su Mu to accompany him to do something. She wanted to believe that Ling Feng did this because she was jealous, but when she had just had this idea, she suddenly felt that maybe the reason why he made this proposal was that the decision they had made before could not be implemented, so he included her in the list of people to consider

As soon as he thought of this, Su Mu's heart felt as if he had knocked over the five-flavor bottle, and he didn't know what kind of answer he wanted. She hesitated for a while, and finally gave Ling Feng an ambiguous answer.

"You've already done it before, you're going to hang out with your classmates, because that's how I arranged my trip, I've already settled with Weiyang, and if you can't give me a valid reason, I can't go with you. ”

"What kind of justification do you want, you are my girlfriend, I asked you to go with me, you have to accompany me. ”

Su Mu originally thought that if it was confirmed that Ling Feng truthfully informed her of the reason, she could be with Weiyang, after all, she had also been with Weiyang at the beginning, but it was just possible, and she was not sure that she would stay for a long time. It's just that she didn't expect that Ling Feng would say such a sentence, when she heard Ling Feng's words, she really couldn't control herself, and finally vented the resentment that had been pent up in her heart for a long time.

"At this time, do you remember that I was your girlfriend? When you promised someone to hang out, did you think I was your girlfriend?"

"That friend told me, everyone go, can I refuse?"

"Can't you go? I won't let you go? You made a decision without asking my opinion, just informed me, do you feel respectful of me?"

"Why do I want to ask you about this kind of thing, it's my own business, what does it have to do with whether you respect you or not?"

"What do you mean it's your own business? You don't know that my vacation has been requisitioned by you? Don't I have my own business to do? What did I not do when you asked me to do something? But I never felt that you should be in charge of it, and it was my business. ”

"But that's what you're supposed to do!"

"So what should you do? What should you do is spend the time you should spend with me and play with your friends?"

"What do you mean by the time that should be used to accompany you, those two people are together, isn't it that they get together when they have time, and they don't get together when they don't have time?"

"Then when you have time, why didn't you think about being with me in the first place?"

"That'...... Didn't they propose it first? I'm too embarrassed to refuse. ”

"Are you too embarrassed to refuse and ignore my feelings? I'm your girlfriend, I can bear all your negative emotions, but I also have the qualifications and status to enjoy your love and respect more!"

"I don't respect you anymore. ”

When Ling Feng said this, Su Mu could imagine what he looked like.

Su Mu had seen him like this once, and if she had only seen him once, she would never forget it. Because she never thought that a person who loved her would look so fierce and vicious to her, as if she were his enemy. And this time his tone was exactly the same as last time, so she didn't have to think about it, she knew that Ling Feng was definitely the kind of expression that wanted to kill her now.

In this instant, Su Mu felt that there was no point in arguing with him any longer, she didn't say a word again, just held her mobile phone and sat silently on the bed, waiting for Ling Feng to hang up the phone because of her silence.

It's not that she doesn't want to hang up, it's just that she understands very well that if she hangs up the phone, then the confrontation point of the war will become the matter of hanging up, and these previous quarrels will be completely meaningless, so she must insist, even if she can't stand it anymore, she will definitely not be as impulsive as before and hang up the phone.

In this way, Su Mu listened to Ling Feng's panting as he became more and more heavy because of his anger, while wiping away his tears little by little.

She didn't want to cry, in fact, every time she quarreled, Su Mu didn't want to cry. But maybe her tear glands are more developed and her tear spots are low, so every time she comes to this time, she can't control herself. Because of this, every time she quarreled, she would be very angry that she had lowered her momentum because of crying, did not play her skills well, and even disrupted all her thoughts and planned things. But it wasn't something she could choose, and if she could, she would rather give up that instinct.

Although she doesn't think crying is a sign of weakness, and sometimes she even thinks that girls cry as if they are as beautiful as flowers stained with morning dew, but she can't accept that she is a very crying person. It's not that she doesn't think she looks good when she cries, but she thinks that as long as she cries, her momentum will be lowered when she quarrels, and then she will lose the opportunity and her original advantage. Although she is not a competitive person, she is known for her good ideas and stubbornness, so she is very persistent in quarrels, as long as she believes in things, she will want everyone to agree with her ideas, even if she disagrees, she cannot think that her ideas are completely wrong.

Ling Feng really didn't think that Su Mu would be such a character at first, in his impression, Su Mu had always been a very gentle and understanding woman, she had always respected his opinion, and she had always responded to him, which made him know for the first time that Su Mu would be so stubborn, stubborn to the point that it would almost drive him crazy. And it was precisely because of this discovery that Ling Feng didn't know when it started, and he slowly got tired of her stubbornness, and even sometimes, even if there was no quarrel, he would try his best to get rid of Su Mu's problem.

Ling Feng didn't know why he had such a heart, and Su Mu, after going through his repeated attempts, suddenly realized that he just wanted her to make changes so that he could highlight himself in this relationship. Just when she made this discovery, Su Mu suddenly felt that the relationship between the two of them was very ridiculous, and she even began to feel that Ling Feng at this time actually had no feelings for her in her heart, and the reason why he didn't agree to break up with her was because his challenge had not yet succeeded.

did not succeed in making Su Mu completely listen to him and give up his character.

In fact, it wasn't just Su Mu who thought like this, but in the later period, in the process of the two of them constantly quarrelling, Ling Feng had also been thinking about this problem. For a long time, he couldn't figure out whether he was more affectionate or possessive of Su Mu.

This is a very important thing, because within the scope of love, there is possessiveness, but if it is within the scope of possessiveness, love does not have any real meaning of existence. He knew that Su Mu had always cared about his attitude towards feelings, so after getting along like this, if he was sure that he was just possessive of Su Mu, he would even feel a little sorry for himself, let alone how sorry Su Mu was. But despite this, he still understands very well that there is no way to force feelings, and he also knows that Su Mu is the kind of girl who can afford to let go, and if he knows that his true thoughts are like this, then she will definitely give up on him, but he is not a free and easy person like Su Mu, if Su Mu leaves him, he will really feel that his entire inner world will collapse.

So when he couldn't confirm his feelings, he was even more worried that Su Mu would choose to leave him.

Although anyone who leaves can live, for him to come, if there is no Su Mu, he will lose a lot of meaning about the future.

But he didn't know what to do, and he couldn't even come up with an idea how to maintain the relationship between the two of them.

This is almost a matter of embarrassment for him, and what makes him even more embarrassed is that he really can't give Su Mu a life that she thinks is happy and comforting.

Ling Feng, who was angry, thought of these things again, and suddenly couldn't help but feel annoyed. He kept pulling his hair and began to curse himself in his heart, and then perhaps because he was worried that Su Mu would guide things to a bad spot, he took the initiative to say:

"Can't you really go?"

Su Mu didn't answer his question directly, but he didn't immediately deny it. Ling Feng realized this and felt that he should still have some opportunities, so he struck while the iron was hot and began to try to admit his mistakes, so that Su Mu could stabilize his mind, at least not like him, always doing something that would make him regret when he was impulsive.

It's like he's regretting his death now, why didn't he think there would be such a thing in the first place. Knowing that things would develop to this point, what did he insist on choosing and doing?

In this world, apart from Su Mu, there is nothing that can make him feel more important. But it's too late to regret it now, even if he regrets it, he has to use some practical actions to be a Su Mukan, he has already got rid of his bad problem.

However, Su Mu didn't seem to realize that Ling Feng's attitude had changed a lot for the better, and as soon as she heard Ling Feng speak, she immediately said to Ling Feng:

"You didn't take me into account when you made your decision, but now you have such a big temper with me because of Don't forgive, and because I agreed with others to be hungry and didn't care about your feelings, you blame me in turn. Why do you want to think about you? Is it fair that you don't think about my feelings, but you have to think about you?"

"But...... But isn't there any fairness in the relationship......"

"Yes, there is no fairness at all, but even if it is unfair between us and requires me to pay a little more, it can't always be that I am paying alone, right? I can put up with you once or twice, but after that, what if I make you a habit? Do you just let me endure the grievances by myself and not have to take care of your feelings? May I ask why? You didn't think of me when you made a decision, but you asked me to bear the consequences of not being able to fulfill your agreement, do you think I was stupid?"

"I'm not as stupid as you, who are you stupid, I'm just ...... I just ......"

"Forget it, you don't want it anymore, I'll give you this last chance, I'll go and discuss it with Weiyang. If she doesn't get angry and agrees to talk, I can accompany you to climb the Great Wall, but if she gets angry and chooses to agree, then I will definitely choose her, and if she gets angry and talks, then I think the two of us can break up. ”

"Hu Yuan, what are you thinking here? Isn't it yours that you want to stay with me forever, and resolutely not break up before I break up? So what do you mean by this?"

At the beginning of hearing Su Mu's words, Ling Feng's mood, which had just eased up, became even worse together. This time he didn't think about it so much, and after hearing Su Mu make a turn, he hung up directly.

Seeing that Ling Feng hung up the phone, Su Mu sighed softly, as if he had picked up a life. However, she still felt that she hadn't played well, because she could be sure that the focus of the matter had shifted now, and Ling Feng's attention now must not be on the previous matter.

This made her somewhat regretful, but fortunately, those things just now were also made for her to accept and not talk about, if Ling Feng could figure out these things, then this quarrel was quite meaningful, and it was not in vain that she still wanted to fight with Weiyang.

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